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by Cunard, Nancy; Parmar, Sandeep;


  Carnaval buried long, and Pierrot dead.’

  Sonnet

  This is no time for prayers or words or song;

  With folded hands we sit and slowly stare,

  The world’s old wheels go round, and like a fair

  The clowns and peepshows ever pass along.

  Our brains are dumb with cold and worn with strife,

  And every day has lingered on our faces,

  Marking its usual course and weary paces

  With cruel cunning care and sober knife.

  Fate, like a sculptor working with great tools,

  Now moulds his genius into clever ways;

  Our souls are cut and torn all for his praise

  When his great masterpiece is praised by fools;

  But Death has beaten him, and takes the pride

  From the strong hands that held us till we died.

  War

  And yet we live while others die for us;

  Live in the glory of sweet summer, still

  Knowing not death, but knowing that life will

  Be merciless to them – and so to us.

  Blood lies too rich on many battlefields,

  Too many crowns are made for solemn sorrow;

  We rise from weeping, and the cruel morrow

  Has nought, but to a further sorrow yields.

  No god is yet arisen, who with fair

  Firm judgement shall arrest this course of war

  And make destruction cease; say: ‘Nature’s law

  Too long hath broken been.’ None yet may dare

  Hold out a mighty hand, bid Death withdraw,

  Or break the current of this world-despair.

  Monkery!

  Oh multitude of popish monkery,

  Give up your praying, spare your incense now,

  For God has long forgotten your faint hearts

  And your long self-inflicted suffering.

  Give over challenging the wicked world

  To steal your contrite souls from sacrifice;

  This is no age of prophets, who with vows

  Lived long in wildernesses, burnt at stake,

  Or were translated into glorious heaven

  Without the knowledgeable fear of death.

  Put out the alter candles one by one,

  Close down your sainted books and liturgies,

  Untie the chaplets of your gathered beads,

  And bow farewell to sanctity of church

  (Recluseful ease wherein were spent your days).

  This is a time of strife and war and death;

  Against all these no prayers of man prevail;

  But all the term of Time’s impatience now

  Is loosely rampant, and destruction comes

  To burn and pillage what was long thought safe.

  But when once more the passionate earth is bound

  And quieted by plenitude of peace

  There must arise a greater, truer life

  Above the formula of mere religion;

  And as the ancient order passeth ever

  Into the transmutation of the new,

  So must all practices of former days

  Sink in the silent whirlpool of the past.

  1917

  The curtains of the sky are tightly drawn;

  As in a horrid sunken maze the sun

  Is veiled with wickedness, and all the streets

  Shine horribly and wanly at noontide.

  Now all the precious greenery of trees,

  Remaining deaf to the command of spring,

  Is still imprisoned by late lagging time;

  And in the silence of the winter night

  There are as yet no signs of moon or dawn;

  And in the minds of men there is no hope,

  No spark of courage to foresee the end

  Of the long-reigning period of this war.

  While like the murmur of a thousand clocks

  Wild apprehensions crowd into the days,

  And force their weary fingers at our throats.

  There is no use in putting on a mask

  And crying ‘kamerad’ to death and strife;

  There is no way to close our troubled hearts

  To all the things that we have known before

  (Yet then found loopholes to escape therefrom).

  Each day a fever that’s both new and old

  Will come and struggle with our weariness.

  And there will be no spring, no summer more

  When the sweet smile of heaven rests on earth;

  No faith, nor enterprise. Secretly still

  We shall go slinking through the web of Time;

  And when the war is ended, glorious dreams

  That have been planned and nurtured with our blood

  (Conceived of faith in blind futurity)

  Will float unseizable from our weak hands;

  And there will be no joy of road or sea,

  No freedom of fresh countries and rich towns,

  No glory in a peace that comes too late.

  Promise

  Had I a clearer brain, imagination,

  A flowing pen, and better-ending rhymes,

  A firmer heart devoid of hesitation,

  Unbiased happiness these troubled times,

  With pleasure in this discontented life,

  Forgetfulness of sorrow and of pain:

  Triumphant victory over fear and strife,

  Daring to look behind, and look again

  Ahead for all the slowly coming days:

  See nothing but the carnivals of peace,

  Forget the dreams of death and other ways

  Men have imagined for their own decrease –

  I’d write a song to conquer all our tears

  Lasting forever through the folding years.

  Lament

  I am an angry child’s last broken toy,

  Left over from the games of yesterday,

  Forgotten in a corner, cast away

  By the tired hands of some small peevish boy.

  I am a broken idol of last year,

  Once worshipped richly in a golden shrine,

  A deathless god that nations called divine,

  Yet found another whom they did prefer.

  I am an exiled king without his crown,

  A dying poet with a tattered mask,

  A starving beggar who may nothing ask,

  And a religion that has been cast down.

  Mood

  Smoke-stacks, coal-stacks, hay-stacks, slack,

  Colourless, scentless, pointless, dull,

  Railways, highways, roadways black,

  Grantham, Birmingham, Leeds, and Hull.

  Steamers, passengers, convoys, trains,

  Merchandise travelling over the sea,

  Smutty streets and factory lanes –

  What can these ever mean to me?

  The Knave of Spades

  You are the Knave of Spades; I swear you are

  No other personage, no other card

  In any pack has that satanic eye.

  You are the soul of highway robbery,

  And you have nimbly mocked at all those toys,

  Pistols and crossbones, horses, masks and skulls;

  For you have been too swift in every chase

  And now you hover round forgotten gibbets,

  Staring, and laugh. Again you are a wild

  Great stamping Tartar full of ecstasy;

  Your speech is suave, yet like a scimitar

  Cleaves the white air with blazing irony.

  I love you, Longhi’s darkest lurking shadow,

  Appearing suddenly, as quickly gone

  Back to your eighteenth-century lagoons;

  I am not sure you weren’t that famous snake

  That is accused of having tempted Eve

  With apple-talk; (you knew how well to lie).

  I hope that I shall never live to see

  In your dark face the sign of any pain

  Or an
y creeping sorrow that spoils pride;

  (The pride of devils that may never suffer).

  I think you have been king of your desires,

  First granting them, then turning them to dust;

  Weirwolf, enchanter, sometimes Harlequin,

  A bitter Harlequin of curious moods

  When midnight trembles and the West meets East…

  God knows what more, but I prefer just now

  To think of you as that same Knave of Spades,

  A fiendish rebel with no heart; and yet

  You are my love, the witchcraft of my faith.

  Psalm

  It makes you blind and mad; tears like a fire

  Tears at the root of things, destroying all

  Till the last flame is out, but love goes on.

  Sometimes it gladdens you with valiancy,

  Oh false fleet feeling that dies down too soon

  Under the waters of reaction. True,

  Love is a thing you shall not do without,

  Nor having, hold it; bitter salted bread,

  Disguised like shameful poison at a feast;

  And those two brimming cups each side of you

  Really contain the drunkenness of pain

  And not the intoxicants of earthly wine.

  You may not spurn this unknown hedge-row guest

  That others jeer at, till he frightens them

  With a thrown-off disguise; for love slips in

  Behind you unawares. Some call him life,

  The cowards call him death, and close their eyes

  Under the ardent passion-flames of pain.

  Love has the brave in his especial care,

  And leads them open-eyed through all the worlds

  Of hell and heaven; what wonder then if some

  Go mad with climbing to such altitudes

  Forgetting the descent? Heroes alone

  Love takes for his unknown and ultimate ends,

  And turns for them the thorns to passion-flowers

  That never fade – immortalising love.

  But dreary horny-handed fate sets out

  Drawing the scattered back into the net;

  And when the racing of the mill is done,

  If love has pardoned you, and pitied you,

  Comes from the wreck a phoenix, and you’ve got –

  Friendship, that topmost solitary star.

  Prayer

  Oh God, make me incapable of prayer,

  Too brave for supplication, too secure

  To feel the taunt of danger! Let my heart

  Be tightened mightily to withstand pain,

  And make me suffer singly, without loss.

  Now let me bear alone the ageing world

  On firmer shoulders than the giant Atlas.

  Make me symbolically iconoclast,

  The ideal Antichrist, the Paradox.

  Sirens

  Your life – ship at sea, your moods – the winds,

  The currents moving and the threatening rocks

  That guard old fairylands of promises;

  Those pleasant possibilities of Time

  When the great seas go down and harbour seems

  Of sure attainment, when the racing storm

  And mangled foaming have been harvested

  By the calm quietude of silent eves.

  Then shall you see a port with welcome joy,

  And trim the sails, steer on the craft with care.

  The weary crew of your imaginings

  Grown sceptical with suffering of salt waves

  And striving days of stress and storm, now kneels,

  And with a fervour got from prayers vouchsafed

  Gives thanks to Fate. Oh false-illusioned souls,

  The sanctity of harbour is too short!

  You have forgot no ship has any home

  Other than tumult; battling with the speed

  Of the great multitudes and waves of thought,

  The drastic hurricanes of huge emotion,

  Despairing, long, flat calms of misery

  when rowing fails – precipitous heights and deeps

  Of wild mid-ocean madness, shifting sands

  Where patience runs aground and perishes;

  And yet you deem it freedom! Life at sea,

  Tossed round forever, battered, staggering on

  To finish voyages and recommence.

  Better maybe at last unstop our ears

  And follow the songs of sirens, guilelessly,

  Down to the depths of some enchanted death

  Where pain has been forgotten, tears shut out,

  And old out-grown emotions turned away;

  Where, like a miracle maybe, we’d find

  Reflection of the same soft paradise,

  Rare as on earth, but now attainable.

  Evenings

  Now when you hear the musing of a bell

  Let loose in summer evenings, mark the poise

  Of summer clouds, the mutability

  Of pallid twilights from a tower’s crest –

  When you have loved the last long sentiment

  Slipped onto earth from sunset, seen the stars

  Come pale and faltering, the blaze of flowers

  Grow dim and grey, and all the stuff of night

  Rise up around you almost menacing –

  When you have lost the guide of colour, seen

  The daylight like a workman trudging home

  Oblivious of your thoughts and leaving you

  Silent beside the brim of seas grown still,

  Placid and strange. When you have lingered there,

  And shuddered at the magic of a moon

  That will not sleep, but needs your vigilance

  And seizes on the musings of your soul

  Till you are made fanatical and wild,

  Torn with old conflicts and the internal fire

  Of passion and love, excessive grief of tears

  And all the revolutions found in life –

  What then? your body shall be crucified,

  Your spirit tortured, and perhaps found good

  Enough a tribute for some ultimate art.

  The River Nene

  Oh the eternal sweetness of the river

  Under mysterious sunsets, creeping on

  Through meadows flowerless and low; today

  Sleeping they stretch in silent mellowness.

  No April flowers are here, no butterflies

  Trilling on spotted cowslips, for today

  Nature’s communion with the darkening season

  Sets amber berries glowing, clustered birds

  Whispering in autumn hedgerows. In the sky

  Clouds meditate and slowly pass to westward;

  The velvet greens are smoothed – I have walked long

  Illumined by the purity of sunset

  Soft as a kiss; stood on the gentle hills

  And wondered at the world, this delicate

  Sweet solitude of midland river valley

  That wanders as a dream. I have gone by

  The murmurous mill, the greyness of a village,

  And loved the vesperal merging of the day

  Into completed acquiescent night;

  Found here the long reposeful altitudes

  That guide the soul to heavens temporal.

  Voyages North

  The strange effects of afternoons!

  Hours interminable, melting like honey-drops

  In an assemblage of friends…

  Or jagged, stretching hard unpleasant fingers

  As we go by, hurrying through the crowds –

  People agape at shops, Regent Street congested

  With the intolerable army of winter road-workers

  Picking; then in the Café Royal

  Belated drunkards toying with a balloon

  Bought from a pedlar – streets and stations

  Serried together like cheap print, swinging trains

  With conversational travellers arguing on
the Opera –

  Newspapers, agitation of the mind and fingers,

  The first breath of country dispelling undue meditation

  With the reposeful promise of village firesides;

  Greetings at meeting – But if I were free

  I would go on, see all the northern continents

  Stretch out before me under winter sunsets;

  Look into the psychology

  Of Iceland, and plumb the imaginations

  Of travellers outlandish, talking and drinking

  With stern strange companies of merchants;

  I should learn

  More than one could remember, walk through the days

  Enjoying the remoteness, and laughing in foreign places;

  I should cure my heart of longing and impatience

  And all the penalties of thought-out pleasure,

  Those aftermaths of degradation

  That come when silly feasts are done.

  I should be wise and prodigal, spending these new delights

  With the conviction of a millionaire

  Made human by imagination – they should be

  The important steps that lead to happiness

  And independence of the mind; then should I say

  Final farewell to streets of memories,

  Forget the analytical introspection

  And the subjective drowsiness of mind,

  Stamping into the dust all staleness of things outgrown,

  Stand on a northern hilltop shouting at the sun!

  The Love Story

  The time for fairy-tales is past; secure

  The latch was shut on children’s dreams, but one

  Escaped, and daring fled into the world

  Where growing magically, men called it Love…

  In secret hurrying through the troubled nights

  Like feverish criminals that fear pursuit

  We hide the gold of our discovery,

  Trembling to look on it; ah, where shall be

 

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