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by Cunard, Nancy; Parmar, Sandeep;


  Time for the heart to rest and hands to hold

  Untrembling all the treasure, breath be found

  To conjure into life this stolen gain

  And clasp it, willing fellow to our joy?

  The shining bird that will not be constrained

  Nor tamed with dazzling toys, the lightning flame

  That strikes and shatters, the fiery paradox

  That burns the soul into a sobbing sea

  When all is done and the sweet story fled;

  Then grow we old, and weary of all tales!…

  Transmutation

  This transmutation of the visible

  Into subconscious feelings of the past,

  And the insistence of declining autumn,

  Mysterious vapour, latent colouring

  Of humid clouds, clouds like a face aghast.

  We breathe in memories, and the infinite loss

  Of summer – Silences are like dumb grief,

  Preying and long, woven with spell of tears

  Come from untraveled regions, unexplored

  By consciousness; this an instinctive day,

  Dateless but poignant, solemnly subdued –

  We are the prisoners of the sky and earth,

  The suffering hostages of memory.

  Love

  Oh Love, shall we not leave you at the last!

  We have exploited all your mysteries

  And lures of glamour; time’s corollary

  Is heavy with our vows, our platitudes

  Attempting happiness – love that was proud

  And tightly clasped the honourable sword

  Of disillusion to a passionate breast;

  Adventurous love that would not be gainsaid,

  And sought to storm the world with eloquence

  Making a hero out of commonplace;

  Or kindly love compassionate as sleep,

  Pure as a song of peace, (a charity

  That also has been spurned, unrecognised).

  For we have suffered as the martyrs, sought

  After your revelations secretly,

  Trembling yet brave; we have put out of mind

  The gaping mockeries of our defeat,

  Thinking to climb a summit, dreaming then

  To gather up some prize of recompense

  In a new world untrammelled with horizon.

  But all these roads are circular and dark,

  Remote with loneliness, ending in nought

  Beyond the cynical smile of memory…

  * * * * * *

  Oh love, must we not leave you at the last!

  Poor-Streets

  They shall not know the tuneful words of love

  Nor the impatience of imagination;

  They shall not see the meaning of the day,

  Nor slip into the comfortable dreams

  Of which we make pleased profitable hours.

  For they shall plod and shudder in the streets,

  Shadowed by poverty’s unending sadness;

  Streets that are long and sullen, unrelieved

  By smile of sunlight. Winter is your season

  And all your meaning, suburbs! pale-faced skies

  Shall weigh on you as lead – Oh, hideous poor,

  Accursed of life, there is no explanation

  Of fate incomprehensible! no clue

  That I should sit by a secluded fire

  And know the ending of your day will be

  The desolate despair of public houses.

  The Wreath

  Love has destroyed my life, and all too long

  Have I been my enemy with life, too late

  Unlocked the secrets of existence! there

  Found but ashes of a fallen city

  Stamped underfoot, the temple of desires

  Run through with fire and perished with defeat.

  I would not speak the word of Disillusion

  But have long felt the seal of melancholy

  Stamped on my sombre autumn resignation.

  My loves have been voracious, many-coloured,

  Fantastic, sober, all-encompassing,

  Have flown like summer swallows at the sun

  And dipped into a wintry world of water:

  Returned with laughing eyes or blenching face

  From each horizon, from the Ever-New:

  Passed through Adventure’s net, struck at the stars

  Flung by excitement recklessly so high:

  Delved into precipices warily

  And picked the jewel there from dragon-jaws:

  Questioned the sphinx of Personality

  Reading the puzzling riddles of the sand,

  Bringing back prizes, bringing home defeat;

  Sometimes to answers ancient questions turned,

  Or driven on, flown like unbalanced moths

  Round the perpetual candle of a sage,

  Dropping to dust on Science’s midnight.

  They have gone forth like innocent crusaders

  To win the ideals of mediaevalism;

  They have set sail on roving western waters,

  Searched for Eternity in worlds untame,

  Fought for their lives against the rush of Time

  And known the despairs of death, and war’s dismay –

  Of these my cunning crown is made, of these

  Imperious leaves the sombre final wreath!

  Sonnet

  I have lost faith in symbols, wearily

  Put out of mind their virtues stripped by Time;

  Their magic sciences are gone from me,

  Lost as a line that halts, a broken rhyme,

  Dead as an ancient metre, dumb as thought

  That may not be expressed: some tortured theme

  That follows like a ghost, from memory brought

  By the persistent power of a dream,

  Unwanted, all recurrent – Where shall be,

  When the last flame is out, ion found,

  An explanation of philosophy

  For they that live, or lie deep underground?

  Oh, we shall never know, nor they be free –

  Unanswered riddles move the world around…

  Answer to a Reproof

  Let my impatience guide you now, I feel

  You have not known that glorious discontent

  That leads me on: the wandering after dreams

  And the long chasing in the labyrinth

  Of fancy, and the reckless flight of moods –

  You shall not prison, shall not grammarise

  My swift imagination, nor tie down

  My laughing words, my serious words, old thoughts

  I may have led you on with, baffling you

  Into a pompous state of great confusion.

  You have not seen the changing active birds

  Nor heard the mocking voices of my thoughts;

  Pedant-philosopher, I challenge you

  Sometimes with jests, more often with real things,

  And you have failed me, you have suffered too

  And struggled, wondering. The difference lies

  In the old bulk of centuries, the way

  You have been fashioned this or that; and I

  Belong to neither, I the perfect stranger,

  Outcast and outlaw from the rules of life,

  True to one law alone, a personal logic

  That will not blend with anything, nor bow

  Down to the general rules; inflexible,

  And knowing it from old experience;

  So much for argument – My trouble is,

  It seems, that I have loved a star and tried

  To touch it in its progress: tear it down

  And own it, claimed a ‘master’s privilege’

  Over some matter that was element

  And not an object that would fit the palm

  Of a possessor, master-mind itself

  And active-ardent of its liberty.

  We work apart, alone; conflicting tides

  Brim-f
illed with angers, violences, strife,

  Each championing his own idealism,

  Romanticism and sceptic bitterness…

  The last I leave you, for this present mood

  (The name of which you have expounded so)

  Has turned against you, bared insulting teeth

  And snarled away its rage into the smile

  Of old remembrance: ‘You were ever so,’

  Exacting and difficult; in fact the star

  That will not, cannot change for all the price

  Of love or understanding – mark you now

  I have concluded we are justified

  Each in his scheming; is this not a world

  Proportioned large enough for enemies

  Of our calibre? Shall we always meet

  In endless conflict? I have realised

  That I shall burn in my own hell alone

  And solitary escape from death;

  That you will wander guideless too, and dream

  (Sometimes) of what I mean, the things unsaid,

  Vacant discussions that have troubled you

  And left me desperate as a day of rain.

  Then we shall meet at crossroads in wild hours

  Agreeing over fundamental fates,

  Calamities of a more general kind

  Than our own geniuses have kindled up.

  But at the fabulous Judgement day, the End,

  We shall be separate still, and you will find

  That Destiny has posted you once more

  Back in the sky – and I shall be on earth.

  Sonnet

  What will you say of me if I should die

  Without the last words spoken? Shall there be

  Some brave religion that will testify

  Belief in my strange faith, and bury me

  As I would wish? with arms upstretched and high

  Cold eyes turned seaward, souls symbolical

  Caught in a prison still; they shall not die

  But be mute audience to the logical

  Denunciation of my life by you,

  You, the calm critics, and the easeful wise

  That have long done with doubt and take for true

  That which is taught by faith, and seen with eyes,

  Learnt from life’s lessons – mourners will be few

  That follow my last questioning surmise.

  Western Islands

  The islands of the blessed, the sunset isles,

  Full of long summer, and the undying light

  That pauses in its radiancy; and there,

  The distant piping of some quavering music

  That has expressed the lyric souls of gods

  And the long loves of heroes – There have I seen

  Isolda bearing Tristan on the waves

  From rugged melancholy to dreaming death;

  And syren-lovers weaving wreaths of song

  Tuned to the tides, while poets slowly dream

  The delicate tales of intermingling souls.

  Now time breathes death and life, but leads all there

  On the last western voyage of the sun,

  All that is worthy of infinitude;

  Heroes and lovers made immortal there

  By the insistence of undying beauty.

  In exultation shall we not approach

  This mystic heaven that outstrips the stars?

  And find anew the passions lived on earth,

  Yea, without stress, but in beatitude.

  The Haunted Castle

  Outside, the staring eye of emptiness,

  Eyes of the dead unclosed! What lovely sin

  In long forgotten centuries within

  Filled the glad rooms with transient happiness?

  This castle is a husk of flowers dead,

  This barren window has enclosed an hour

  Saved from the world by love; alas, no power

  Brings back for us these tales, romances sped

  Down to the grieving sea, and out beyond

  The last red clouds of sunset – empty rooms

  Wait for new stories, wait with vacant eyes,

  Eyes of the dead; the waves are ever fond

  Of midnight sorrowing, and the castle looms,

  Gaunt, without answer to the moon’s surmise.

  Thamar

  Thamar in distant Georgia watched the sun

  Set in voluptuous solitude; the hills

  Brought to her lovers, and she bound their wills

  Under her own firm spell, and every one

  Of pleasure tasted, marvelled, and was dead:

  Cast into night after a little hour

  Of paradise incarnate, for her power

  None might escape, by fate thereunto led.

  But in the silent halls where love had lain,

  Captive of all her beauty, wisdom, pride,

  Rose clamouring ghosts that made her turn aside

  Her longing eyes, as yet she waved again,

  (Herself now prisoner of the loves that died),

  Signal continuous o’er the endless plain.

  Sublunary

  1923

  Sublunary

  They are met at midnight in the windy tower,

  Alchemist and students of alchemy,

  Beneath a failing moon’s reluctance; dark,

  The narrow glen each side breathes mystery.

  Moon without shadows streaming wan, and night

  Again returning to its silences

  After the laughing clamour of a fair,

  The up-and-down of voices on the hill.

  All these are past: they come to assignation,

  In ruined chapel sit. Humbly at first,

  The summer dews around them, solacing,

  Each soul is lightened of its pain and made

  Contemplative, desirous of hidden wisdom.

  The master speaks, the crucible has grown

  More red with throbbing secrets, dice are tossed

  Till one has thrown the number winning speech.

  He ponders daily thoughts, would know if friends

  Are true when faithful words leap from their lips,

  And if the heart should trustingly respond.

  Then a newcomer, tantalising truth,

  Voices the eager questionings of love:

  ‘Shall every coin be spent, and every tear

  Given from eyes revulsed in sacrifice –

  And master, shall the profit outweigh loss?’

  ‘But,’ said another stranger, ‘we know love –

  How, treasuring it, our faith is kept serene;

  Yet we are heavy with our uncertainties

  Here on this brink of darkness – master, tell

  Secret divine or clue we know not yet;

  So that in dawns after most sorrowful dreams

  We may unwrap ourselves from pain subconscious,

  Making of haunted night a better day.’

  ‘I have lost track of love,’ another said.

  Their ardent words assailed the midnight wizard,

  And the dead saints looked down from their high walls,

  At rest or dreaming still of the centuries past.

  The moon grew yet more slight, ethereal, western,

  And in the great world’s streets thin cats and ghosts

  Trod the transparent shadows, liberated

  By this rare interval of dark and dawn.

  So, full of striving each man told his tale

  And would have known an answer to all things,

  Thinking, ‘we have that faith that walks the waves,

  Faith of the holy parables indeed,

  Tonight alone – a miracle shall reward.’

  But they were given symbols, further doubts,

  And stuff that fades with daylight; while the lord

  Of their enchantment, wrapped in manifold mists,

  Grown dim, was lost in far philosophies,

  Unconscious to their calling. They were chilled

  By t
he swift sudden wings of morning eagles

  Stirring the empty space, and all the fire

  Leapt in the crucible in one last flame

  Of taunting laughter, fallen grey with ash.

  Then from this company of questioners

  That had adventured into wizardry

  And sat around the stealthy science of truth,

  Arose four friends and fled the haunted dew,

  Descending silent to the dawn-white valley.

  In a Café

  Pale-face, turn round and look at me:

  From out the shimmer of your glass

  Are gone the indifferent that pass

  Your fragile face. They cannot see,

  Mark as I do, your weariness

  Bowed to the music of this hour,

  Unconscious, pensive as a flower.

  Suppose I took for happiness

  (All of a moment) your white face,

  Lulled you with songs and gold – this place

  Would surely fade from you and seem

  But the persistence of sad dream?

  Its music gone far from your mind

  Ring as the voice of dull mankind,

  Unheedful of your beauty – yet

  When you awoke, the daily fret

  And toil of living would return…

  I am uncertain, while the tune

  Urges me to you, and all soon

  The hour is past us. Shall I spurn

  The adventurous and fond certainty

  That I might make of midnight hours,

  With you, as soft as fairy flowers?

  Pale-face turn round and look at me.

  Eusebius Doubts

  The pupil of the priests walks on the bridge

  Pondering and ill at heart. Eusebius, young

  Uncertain aspirant of the faith among

  The docile clergy, gazes at that far ridge

  High on the mountain where the sun is dying;

  Thinks of the frolic springtime when the hours

  Are sweet in meadows pale with cuckoo-flowers,

  Dreams of young lovers laughing, birds low-flying

  Over the mountain freshets. Then the bell

 

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