Hunger_A Gone Novel

by Michael Grant

  gotten over his attitude, he had proved to be really good with

  the children.

  “Okay, little creatures,” Francis yelled, “back away. Back

  slowly away from the food.”

  “Sorry, I probably should have warned you I was coming,”

  Quinn said sheepishly as he waded through a sea of kids and

  held the fish high above dozens of grabbing hands.

  Mary twisted her fingers together as she watched Francis

  and the other helpers get the kids into line. The smell of the

  fish was unbelievable. It made her stomach grumble. It made

  her mouth water.

  It made her sick.

  “Okay, guys, we have thirty-two pieces,” Quinn said. “How

  do you want to do this?”

  Francis glanced at Mary, but she could not respond. It was

  as if she were frozen in place.

  “Everyone starts with half a piece,” Francis decided. Then

  he warned, “And anyone who gets grabby gets nothing.”

  “Mary, there’s enough for you and your workers to have

  some, too,” Quinn said.

  Mary nodded. She couldn’t. Not for herself. For the others,

  yes. Of course.

  “You okay?” Quinn asked her.

  Mary gritted her teeth and forced a shaky smile. “Of

  course. Thanks for bringing this. The children haven’t

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  had . . . they need the protein . . . they . . .”

  “Okay,” Quinn said, obviously nonplussed.

  “Save some for the babies,” Mary urged Francis. “We’ll

  purée it in the blender.”

  The sounds of gobbling filled the room. Many of these kids

  probably hated fish. Back in the old days. Even two weeks

  ago they would have turned up their noses. But now? No one

  would turn away protein. They felt the need way down inside.

  Their bodies were ordering them to eat.

  But Mary’s body was ordering her not to.

  It would be a sin, she told herself. A sin to consume the

  fish only to vomit it back up later. She couldn’t do that to the

  littles.

  Mary knew there was something wrong with the way

  she was behaving. She was surrounded by hunger that kids

  couldn’t avoid, and she alone was the cause of her own hunger. A warning sounded, but distant, barely audible. Like someone shouting to her from two blocks away.

  “Come on, Mary, you have to try this,” Francis urged. “It’s

  amazing.”

  Unable to manage a reply, Mary turned away, silent, and

  headed for the bathroom pursued by the slavering sounds of

  hungry children.

  THIRTEEN

  45 HOURS, 36 MINUTES

  S A M K N O C K E D A T the front door. He didn’t usually do

  that. Astrid had told him many times he could just walk in.

  But he knocked, anyway.

  It took her a while to answer.

  She must have just come from the shower. Astrid worked

  out after dinner, when Little Pete usually liked to watch DVDs.

  Her blond hair was plastered down her neck, strands of it

  swooping down across one eye to give her a vaguely piratical

  look. She was wearing a bathrobe and carrying a towel.

  “So. You came crawling back, eh?” Astrid said.

  “Would it help if I were on hands and knees?” Sam asked.

  Astrid considered that for a moment. “No, the abject look

  is enough.”

  “I didn’t see you all day.”

  “It would have been surprising if you had. I wasn’t interested in being seen.”

  “Can I come in?”

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  “Are you asking if you may come in? ‘Can’ is meant to

  suggest ability. ‘May’ is proper when the question is one of

  permission.”

  Sam smiled. “You know you just get me hot when you do

  that.”

  “Oh? Then maybe I should go on to point out that both

  ‘can’ and ‘may’ are considered ‘modal verbs.’ There are nine

  modal verbs. Would you like me to tell you what they are?”

  “You’d better not,” he said. “I can’t take too much excitement.”

  Sam put his arm around her, drew her close, and kissed

  her on her lips.

  “Wimp,” she teased when he drew back. “Well, come

  on in. I have some delicious canned okra, a burned homemade graham-flour tortilla, and half a head of Orc’s cabbage left over from dinner if you’re hungry. If you wrap the tortilla around some shredded cabbage and a bit of okra and microwave it for thirty seconds you have something really

  disgusting but kind of healthy.”

  Sam stepped inside and closed the door behind him. Little Pete was camped out in front of the TV watching a DVD

  of How the Grinch Stole Christmas. Jim Carrey, completely

  obscured by makeup, was rubbing his hands gleefully.

  “It was one of his Christmas presents,” Astrid explained.

  “I remember,” Sam said.

  Christmas had not been a great time for anyone. Christmas

  without parents. Without older siblings. Or grandparents.

  Without all the weird relatives you saw only at holiday time.

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  Astrid’s parents had an artificial tree that Sam had found

  in the attic and hauled downstairs to set up. It was still set up,

  although they’d taken the ornaments off and put them back

  in boxes.

  Everyone had done what they could. Albert had put on a

  feast, though nothing to rival his great Thanksgiving production. By Christmas there were no pies to be had, no cookies, and fresh fruit or vegetables were all in the half-forgotten

  past.

  “We can’t fight over . . . you know . . . politics,” Sam said.

  “You mean you want me to just agree with you on everything?” Astrid asked, her voice signaling readiness to start it all over again.

  “No. I want you to tell me what you think. I need you,”

  Sam admitted. “But that’s kind of the point: I need you. So

  when we disagree, we can’t get mad at each other. As people,

  you know?”

  Astrid seemed ready to argue. Instead she exhaled a long,

  weary breath. “No, you’re right. We have enough to deal

  with.”

  “Cool,” he said.

  “Did you get any sleep last night? You look tired.”

  “I guess I am,” he said. “Long day. Hey, did you know

  Quinn is fishing? He caught something big this morning.”

  “I didn’t know. That’s good.” She looked troubled. “We

  should have thought of that. Fishing, I mean.”

  “We’re not going to think of everything, I guess,” Sam said

  wearily. That was the problem with having one person in

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  charge. People expected you to come up with all the answers.

  They stopped coming up with answers for themselves. Quinn

  had opened up a new possibility all by himself. And now he

  was turning to Albert for help, not to Sam.

  “What’s he doing with the fish?”

  “We sent a lot of it over to the day care this morning. We

  got some protein to the littles, at least.”

  “A lot of it?” She raised an eyebrow. “What’s Quinn doing

  with the rest? He’s not hoarding it, I hope.”

  “He’s . .
.” Sam stopped himself. The last thing he wanted

  was to argue about Quinn and Albert and fish. “Actually, can

  we talk about that tomorrow? The important thing is that the

  littles got some protein today. Can we just be happy about

  that?”

  Astrid laid her hand against his cheek. “Go to bed.”

  “Yes, ma’am.”

  He trudged upstairs, feeling better than he had all day. He

  passed Mary coming down. “Hey, Mary. Back to work?”

  “What else would I be doing?” she said. “Sorry, that

  sounded cranky.”

  “If you can’t be cranky, who can?” Sam said. “But hey, are

  you getting enough to eat?”

  Mary seemed startled. “What?”

  “I was wondering if you were getting enough food. You’ve

  lost some weight. I mean, don’t get me wrong, you look

  good.”

  “Thanks,” Mary managed to say. “I’m um . . . Yes, I’m getting plenty to eat.”

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  “Did you get some of the fish this morning?”

  Mary nodded. “Yes. It was really great.”

  “Okay. Later.”

  Sam had the use of what had once been a guest room. It was

  nicely made up, had its own bathroom, with very soft matching towels. He kept the room very neat and clean because it was still somehow not his room. He couldn’t imagine it ever

  being his room. This house belonged to . . . well, that was a

  good question. But it sure wasn’t his.

  Which did not stop him from sliding between the sheets

  and passing almost instantly from hectic consciousness to

  sleep.

  But there was no peace in his dreams. He had a dream of

  his mother. Only she wasn’t really his mother in the dream,

  not the real person. She was the creature who had called for

  him in the midst of what would have been the poof.

  Happy fifteenth birthday, Sam, now step out of the FAYZ

  into . . . into no one knew what.

  Some kind of illusion. Seeing what you wanted to see.

  And yet, it had seemed so real at the time. In his dream, Sam

  relived that moment.

  He saw Caine, his fraternal twin, within a circle of blistering light. He saw their mother. And he saw a girl, maybe twelve, thin, with a lot of thick ponytail. He wondered in a

  vague sort of way about the girl. There had been no girl there

  during the poof. Not inside the distortion. No girl.

  But now that dream was dissolving into another. Sam was

  standing at the bottom of the town hall front steps and there

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  were cans as big as trash barrels rolling down the steps. It

  started with a can of beans. And then another. And then a

  can of ravioli. The cans started coming faster and now Sam

  was trying to climb the steps but he couldn’t because every

  time he lifted a foot to set it down on a step, he found another

  can hurtling toward him.

  Now a cascade of little cans, almost like insects scurrying

  around under his feet. He was tripping, slipping and sliding

  in a cascade of cans, unable to rise.

  In his dream he looked up and saw a girl, the same girl

  again. Lots of brown hair drawn back in a long ponytail. The

  girl. She was at the top of the stairs. But she wasn’t throwing

  the cans.

  The cans became Junior Mints. In cans, oddly, but with

  the familiar green Junior Mints label. Cans of them rolling

  and tumbling and tripping Sam, who now was buried under

  them.

  Sam was aware of someone standing beside him. Not a

  person, an insect, a bug of indistinct shape.

  The giant bug picked up a Junior Mint, which now was not

  a can but a big, novelty-sized box.

  Sam woke suddenly.

  Astrid was shaking him, yelling right in is face, scared.

  “Wake up!”

  He was up in a flash, almost knocking Astrid over.

  “What?”

  “Petey,” Astrid cried. Her eyes were wild with fear.

  Sam ran for Pete’s room. He stopped dead in the hallway

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  outside it. The door was open.

  Pete was in his bed. He wasn’t moving. His eyes were shut.

  His face was peaceful. He was asleep. But how he could sleep

  was beyond Sam, because the room around Pete was filled

  with monsters.

  Literally filled. Wall to wall. Up to the ceiling.

  Monsters. A hundred nightmares’ worth of monsters. They

  slithered from under his bed. They crawled from his closet.

  They floated like they were helium balloons. Like an entire

  Macy’s Thanksgiving parade in miniature had floated into

  Little Pete’s room. But instead of cartoon Shrek and the Cat in

  the Hat there were things much more sinister in their place.

  One of the smaller ones had purple wings in three pairs,

  grasping tendrils hanging from its belly, a head like the end

  of a syringe with bloodred eyeballs perched on top.

  The largest was a shaggy monstrosity like a grizzly bear

  with eighteen-inch spikes at the ends of its paws.

  There were creatures that were all sharp edges, as if they’d

  been assembled out of razor blades and kitchen knives. There

  were creatures of glowing magma. There were creatures who

  flew and others who slithered.

  “Like the other day? In the plaza?” Sam asked in a shaky

  whisper.

  “No. Look: they cast shadows,” Astrid said urgently.

  “They’re making sounds. They smell.”

  The big shaggy monster shifted shape as they watched.

  The brown fur lightened toward white, then veered suddenly

  to green.

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  Its mouth moved.

  Opened.

  A sound came from it, like a strangling cat. An eerie mewling.

  Then the mouth snapped shut with an audible click. The

  mouth melted and disappeared beneath new-grown fur.

  “It was trying to speak,” Astrid whispered.

  A mustard-colored creature with a vaguely canine shape,

  pickax head, antennae, and twin tubes mounted on its eyeless

  head was changing shape as it floated. Its feet were shifting,

  from mere pads to sharp-ended, fishhook-barbed spears. The

  barbs clicked in and out. Like the creature was practicing

  with them, discovering their use.

  And then, with its shape determined at last, it too attempted

  to speak. This time the sound was even less coherent, a chittering, insect sound that died out suddenly when a fleshy membrane grew over its mouth.

  “Do they see us?” Sam wondered aloud.

  “I don’t know. See how they’re staring at Petey?”

  It was absurd to think about reading the faces of the

  monsters—some had five eyes; some had a single eye; some

  had gnashing, razor teeth and no eyes at all. But to Sam they

  seemed to be gazing with something like awe at Little Pete,

  who snored softly, oblivious.

  A snake as long as a python slithered by, twisting in midair. Tiny centipede legs grew from it, reminiscent almost of the zekes, though these legs looked like they were made for

  sticking like Velcro.

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  The snake’s mouth hissed. The hissing grew in volume,

  then stopped abruptly: the snake’s entire head had simply

  disappeared.

  “They’re trying to communicate,” Astrid said. “Something

  is stopping them. Something won’t let them speak.”

  “Or someone,” Sam said. “If they attack us . . .” He raised

  his hands, palms out.

  Instantly Astrid pressed his hands down. “No, Sam. You

  might hit Petey.”

  “What happens if he wakes up?”

  “The other times the visions just disappeared. But this is

  different. Look. Look at the curtains, they’re singed where

  that . . . that lava thing got near them.”

  Sam made up his mind. “Wake him up.”

  “What if—” she began.

  “Look, maybe they’re not a threat. But maybe they are. If

  they are, I’m not just going to let them hurt you, I’m going to

  burn them.”

  Then he added, “If I can.”

  “Pete,” Astrid called in a quavering voice.

  Until that moment none of the creatures had taken any

  notice of the two frail-looking humans standing there gawking. But now every eye, every set of eyes, every quivering antenna, turned toward them. It was so sudden, Sam imagined he heard their eyeballs click.

  Red eyes, black eyes, yellow-slitted eyes, globular blue eyes,

  maybe fifty eyes in all, stared straight at Sam and Astrid.

  “Try again,” Sam whispered. He stretched out his arms

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  again, opened his palms toward the monsters, ready.

  “Petey,” Astrid said more urgently.

  Now monstrous bodies shifted. They moved almost as

  one, some clumsy, some like lightning, but all moving as if

  they were Disney animatronics operating off the same signal.

  They turned to face Sam and Astrid.

  One after another their mouths opened. Sounds came

  from those mouths. Grunts and hisses, hoots and growls;

  sounds like steel dragged on porcelain, sounds like the chirping of crickets, sounds like mad dogs barking. Not words, but sounds that wanted to be words, were struggling to be

  words.

  It was a chorus of fury and frustration. And it stopped as

  suddenly as if someone had yanked the plug from a stereo.

  The monsters glared at Sam and Astrid, as though they

  were to blame for the silencing.

  Sam cursed softly.

  “Walk backward. Down the hall,” Sam ordered. “They’ll

  have to come at us one by one and Pete won’t be in the line