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Sexy SEAL Box Set: A SEAL's SeductionA SEAL's SurrenderA SEAL's SalvationA SEAL's Kiss

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by Tawny Weber


  All the more reason not to invite her in.

  “Why are you here?”

  “Oh, look. He speaks,” she said in a cheery tone, lifting one hand to the empty yard as if inviting the worms and bugs to listen up.

  Refusing to smile, Brody put on his most ferocious scowl. The one that made hard-ass recruits wish they were home hiding behind their momma.

  Genna just smiled.

  “I’m here for two reasons,” she said in that irritatingly upbeat tone of hers. As if she really thought she could smile him out of his mood. “The first is an official welcome from Mayor Tucker, who would be honored if you’d join him one day this week for lunch.”

  Was she kidding?

  Did he look like the kind of guy who did lunch?

  Apparently asking herself that same question, Genna bit her lip and gave a frustrated sigh.

  “I’m guessing from your excited expression that this invitation is the highlight of your week. But wait, I’ve got even more wonderful news.”

  She paused, giving him an expectant look. Brody just shifted, leaning his shoulder on the frame of the door so he could take his weight off the vicious throbbing in his leg.

  “You know, I’ve been told I’m the best community outreach liaison this town has ever had. Now, granted, I’m the only one it’s had, so there might be a little bias going on. But still, people are usually a little more impressed by my charm than you seem to be.”

  Oh, he was impressed by her charms, all right. He let his gaze wander again, enjoying the contrast of the vivid red sweater against her golden skin and the way her jeans molded her long legs.

  Charming temptation. That was Genna.

  “I’m not interested in company, cookies or invitations.” He paused, then lied, “Of any kind.”

  Hurt flashed in her eyes for a second, assuring him that she’d gotten the message.

  Good. He hated to waste his breath.

  “I was hoping we could talk,” she told him. She rounded her eyes and did a little head tilt thing, indicating the house behind her. “Your gramma asked me to.”

  He followed her gesture in time to see his grandmother’s head disappear and the screen door shut. Nice. Gramma Irene was trying to save him with sugar—and he didn’t mean the cookies.

  “I thought you were the community outreach liaison here on the behest of the mayor.”

  “That, too.”

  Right.

  “Not interested,” he said again.

  She huffed. Actually bunched one fist on her slender hip and gave a big huff. He wanted to grin but he figured it’d just give her crazy ideas.

  He tilted his head toward the walkway instead, indicating she should go.

  “C’mon, just five minutes. We’ll ease your grandmother’s worries and I’ll be able to tell my boss I did my job.” When his expression didn’t change, she pouted.

  He eyed the stubborn tilt of her chin. Another thing that apparently hadn’t changed. It was as if the last ten years hadn’t even happened.

  It all crashed down on him.

  Thanks to a bad leg, he was trapped in Bedford. Because of the mission that’d jacked his leg, his life sucked and he had no freaking hope for the future.

  And here was Genna, the town princess. Shining bright and cheery. The sexiest thing he’d ever seen.

  He gritted his teeth against the pain of it all.

  She’d gotten him in trouble once before.

  For his first year in the navy, he’d cursed her walking into that garage. But even as he cursed, he hadn’t been able to regret it. Hell, he was already paying the price. What was the point of not enjoying the memory?

  By his second year, he realized she’d inadvertently saved him. A girl like Genna was out of reach for a guy like him. An impossible dream that he wasn’t stupid enough to think he’d had a chance at keeping. But because he’d touched that dream, he’d found a shot at a great life. At a life he was great at.

  And now? Now it was all gone.

  Despair poured over him like tar, black, sticky and impossible to ignore. Damn Genna for making him open the door, both to the guesthouse and to the past.

  Done with the conversation, and all the emotions it stirred up, he turned away. Two excruciating steps, even though he tried not to put too much weight on his leg, and he let the door swing shut behind him.

  With Genna on the other side where she belonged.

  He closed his eyes, leaning his head back, and sighed when he heard the door snick back open.

  He should have known.

  “Brody, please, listen to me.”

  “I told you to go,” he said, not turning around.

  “Not until we talk.”

  God, was there no end to the woman’s stubborn streak? She still hadn’t learned when to give it up. And why should she? She wasn’t the one who’d paid for playing with fire.

  He was.

  Not because he’d been shanghaied into the navy. But because once there, he’d found himself. He’d found his path, his life. He’d made a difference, for himself, for his country. And now it was gone. Freaking blown to hell like his leg, and as dead as his friend.

  And here she was, doing it again. Those big blue eyes gleaming with an invitation that spelled trouble. The delicious, mind-numbing, body-draining kind of trouble that made a man stupid.

  Tempting him, stirring up longings and hopes that had no chance in hell of surviving.

  Playing with a sweet thing like Genna could only end up with the same results as last time.

  A glimpse of heaven, a little bit of delight and yeah, sure, probably a little happiness. But it wouldn’t last. Nothing did.

  And when it was done?

  He’d be right back where he started, alone and empty.

  With yet another memory of what he couldn’t have.

  Hadn’t he paid enough already?

  He had nothing left.

  6

  “CAN’T YOU TAKE A HINT?” he asked gruffly, turning around in time to see her set the cookies on a small table by the door. “Even when the hint is spelled out in short, simple words.”

  “I’ll go in a minute. Right after I pass on the messages I’m supposed to.” She put on that obstinate look he remembered so well, chin high and arms crossed over her chest. Fine. She wanted to see stubborn, he’d show her a thing or two.

  He didn’t say a word. Instead he crossed the room—what should be a quick task given that it was the size of his footlocker but was instead a study in pain. Genna’s eyes got wider with every step closer he took.

  Unfortunately, his body got harder with each step, too.

  By the time he was standing next to her, his head was filled with her scent. Sweet spice, it wrapped around him like a warm hug that quickly turned hot.

  He was trained to control his body. To ignore pain, to push through discomfort. He’d endured Hell Week. He’d trekked eight miles through a jungle in Bolivia once with a broken ankle. He’d won five hundred bucks once betting that he could sit through three hours of Farrelly brothers without cracking a smile.

  But the scent of Genna’s hair made him quiver. Sent his head into a tailspin and his body into overdrive.

  He told himself to resist. Warned his body not to engage.

  His body ignored the warning. It was as if she was jamming his radar and manipulating the signals.

  He didn’t like it.

  “What do you really want, Genna?” he asked, furious at the frustration coursing through his system. Frustration that was all her fault, dammit. He’d been fine holed up here, ignoring the world and reliving every miserable detail of the end of his last mission. The explosion. The helplessness.

  The memories gripped him with inky black fingers, trying to pull him down. But Genna’s big eyes, sexy mouth and intoxicating scent held his attention, forcing him to stay in the here and now.

  “I told you, the mayor asked me to stop by.” She bit her lip, studying his face as if she were gauging just how much t
o share of the rest of the mayor’s wants. “He wanted to extend his appreciation for your service.”

  Smart girl, she’d realized it was pointless to repeat the stupid luncheon idea. Brody narrowed his gaze when Genna looked away, her fingers twining together before she tucked them into the front pockets of her jeans. Clearly there was something else she hadn’t mentioned. Whatever it was, he didn’t care. The idea of him and the mayor having lunch was ridiculous. Ten years ago, Tucker had been just starting out as the county’s assistant D.A., with a lot of ambition and an oft-shared goal of getting losers like Brody off the streets.

  “I don’t serve for appreciation,” he said, his tone gruffer than he’d intended.

  Genna opened her mouth, that full lower lip glistening with temptation. Then she snapped it shut and shrugged. He’d like to think that meant she was done and would leave, but he was starting to realize that she had a stubborn streak wider than his own.

  “Your grandmother is worried about you. If you don’t want to meet with the mayor and discuss getting a little of the recognition you deserve, fine. But at least talk to your gramma.” She lifted both hands in the air, the gesture matching the exasperation on her face. “Why did you come home if you were only going to hide out?”

  Good question.

  Brody’s scowl deepened when he couldn’t come up with an answer.

  “Time to go.” He reached out, wrapping his hand around her arm to turn her in the direction of the door. But the move put pressure on his bad leg so he had to shift his weight to compensate. And ended up way too close to Genna.

  Close enough to feel her body heat.

  Close enough that her scent, teasing before, grabbed him in a choke hold, not letting go.

  Close enough that he could see the darker rings of blue around her pupils, could see the individual lashes that made up the lush fringe around her eyes.

  He yanked his hand away.

  “If you wanted, maybe we could go to lunch instead.” Her words were low and husky with curiosity, her eyes hinting at nerves and something more. Something that grabbed at Brody, made him want the impossible. “If you just needed someone to talk to, someone to help you deal with all the emotional stuff you’re facing, I’m a good listener.”

  “You want to have lunch and talk?” he asked, sure he’d heard her wrong. “About my emotions?”

  “If that’s what you wanted.”

  Hell, no. He didn’t talk missions, he didn’t talk about the military. And he sure as hell didn’t talk about emotions.

  Brody pressed his fingers against his temple, trying to rub away the tangle she was making of his thoughts.

  “You should talk to someone, Brody. Your gramma, me, anyone. You’re hurt and you’re back in Bedford for the first time since you left. That has to mean something.” She paused, taking a deep breath that made him want to slide his lips along her collarbone, then she reached out. Her fingers came within millimeters of touching his arm, but didn’t make contact. It was as if she was testing the electrical charge between them, seeing how potent it was.

  The hairs on his arm stood up, his entire body reacting as if she’d slid those fingers over him. Touching, soft and gentle, everywhere.

  “I don’t talk,” he said, irritated that the words were mellow, not abrupt.

  “Not even about our night?” She gave a tiny wince, as if she knew she’d crossed a line. Then, typical of the Genna he remembered, now that she’d crossed it, she danced all over the other side. “I never forgot it.”

  “You need to leave.” He’d said the words to her so many times, they were like a catchphrase now.

  “Brody—”

  No. He couldn’t deal with this now. Not her, not the memories. Not the feelings she was stirring up.

  “Don’t make me do something you’ll regret,” he warned quietly.

  For a second, Genna stilled.

  Then, damn her, she gave a soft little laugh and pressed her hand against his chest. Not to push him away. Simply to touch.

  Her fingers burned his flesh, fired his needs.

  “You won’t hurt me,” she said quietly, the absolute confidence in her tone baffling. Did she really trust him that much? Did she have no clue the things he’d done, the things he’d seen?

  “I won’t have to hurt you.”

  There were so many other things he could do to her. With her. On her and under her.

  Her letters, always there tucked away in a private corner of his mind, surfaced. The door he’d slammed shut flew open, giving him access he hadn’t allowed himself since his last mission.

  The memories of those letters were a reward, a treat. Special. Something he’d enjoyed as he reveled in how freaking awesome his life was. The words played through his mind. The images of caramel, pulsating water and blue silk all crashed together in his brain in a huge, horny wave of need.

  He wasn’t interested in need, though.

  He just wanted to be left alone. Physically, and mentally.

  As always, he used the tools at hand to win the battle. He didn’t go for guilt himself, but that didn’t mean he didn’t know how to wield it with laser precision.

  It was only fair that he give her one last warning before he moved in.

  “We’re done. You delivered your invites. I turned them down. Time to go.” His tone was low, menacing. He shifted his weight just enough, pulling back his shoulders and angling his chin so he loomed over her.

  Intimidating.

  She swallowed loud enough for him to hear her teeth click. Her pulse raced. He could see it thrumming in her throat. But her expression didn’t change. She just kept looking at him with that cheerful smile and calm eyes.

  Damn, she was something.

  And something was the last thing he needed in his life right now.

  * * *

  WELL, THIS WASN’T going very well. Genna didn’t know what she’d thought would happen when she talked to Brody. She hadn’t let herself imagine that far, figuring the reality was going to be so much better than anything she’d imagined.

  Disappointment sat hard and tight in her belly.

  She hadn’t let herself imagine what it would be like. But she’d entertained a few worries about what she’d hoped it wouldn’t. Like that he’d be holding a grudge for that night before he’d left for the navy. Or that he’d be involved with someone, possibly serious. Or maybe that he’d only see her as Joe’s little sister and want to talk about her brother.

  Turns out she hadn’t worried nearly enough. She needed to work on that.

  “You’re not leaving.” His statement was so matter-of-fact, it was as though he was simply accepting the inevitable.

  Genna wanted to smile, to pretend they could move on to rebuilding—okay, building outside of her imagination—their relationship. But she wasn’t stupid. Right beneath his calm words was a whole lot of anger and nothing that invited building anything except space between them.

  She should leave. She knew she should, but she was so afraid if she walked out this door, that’d be it. Her last, her only chance to talk to Brody, to find out what’d happened after that night. To discover how he felt about her...

  Her fingernails cut into the soft flesh of her palms as she debated. Run or stay. Smart or stupid.

  Then Brody moved and took the choice away.

  “You ever been warned not to play with fire? Not to poke a sleeping tiger? Not to take candy from strangers?”

  Despite his serious tone, her lips twitched.

  “I’m not playing, I’m talking. You’re awake. And I brought you cookies, not the other way around. You’re welcome to offer me candy, though. I like peanut butter M&M’s best.”

  His eyes lit for a second, then he shifted closer. His expression was hard, making her doubt the flash of humor she’d seen. She tried to step back, but realized he had her back against the wall next to the door.

  He was only inches away.

  So close she could smell his soap, clean and fresh, and see
every detail of the stubble covering his chin. A couple days’ worth, she realized, her hand aching to rub it and see if it was soft or rough.

  Her gaze shifted, meeting Brody’s eyes. His stare was intense, as if he were looking into her soul and figuring out all of her secrets. What he planned to do with them was what worried her, though.

  “You should listen to good advice. And warnings.” He leaned in closer, not touching her yet, but making her feel as if his hands were sweeping every inch of her body. “You never know when ignoring them will get you into trouble.”

  Genna’s heart raced so fast, she swore she could feel it vibrating under her skin. Her body went into meltdown, needy and wanting more. It’d been so long since he’d touched her. Since he’d kissed her. Was it as good as she remembered? Was he better now?

  She didn’t care how stupid it was. She wanted to find out.

  So when he leaned closer, his expression pure intimidation, frown and all, she leaned, too.

  Right into his lips.

  Oh. Her head spun, slow and intoxicating. Her body almost melted, he felt so good. She’d have thought that frown would make his lips hard. But no. They were soft. Welcoming.

  Yummy.

  Afraid to move, afraid to close her eyes, Genna stared up at Brody. Waiting.

  Her heart raced, anticipation pounding through her veins. Surely he wouldn’t turn her away. Would he? As he stood, rock-still, disappointment started to edge out the anticipation. Genna sighed against his mouth, preparing to move away and begin her descent into humiliated horror.

  Then he took over.

  He grabbed her arms, just above the elbow, lifting her higher so her toes barely brushed the floor. His mouth shifted, angling. Taking. His tongue plunged, dark and demanding as it drove deep into her mouth.

  Genna’s head fell back, giving him control. Giving him anything.

  Her breath came in pants, her mind swirling with sensations even as the intensity of their kiss worked its magic on the rest of her body.

  He was voracious.

  His mouth took hers as if he were starving and she a feast, there to feed his every need. She’d never been kissed like this. Never felt this edge between passion and fury.

 

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