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Fierce Fairytales

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by Nikita Gill


  and you invite your demons to tea,

  and you learn to listen to all their stories.

  Sometimes war is not the answer.

  After all, light needs the darkness

  to glisten against, what are we without our sins?

  The moon’s glow in rhapsody calm

  would hardly be so soothing, without

  the dark shawl night drapes behind it.

  So sing a soft lullaby

  to the things you hate about yourself,

  and get to know them too.

  Remind yourself the gentleness

  of your own love is also meant to go

  to the very darkest parts of you.

  Four Spells to Keep Inside Your Mouth

  ‘I respect myself’—the most powerful incantation that will change your whole life if you believe it when you say it.

  ‘My heart is too valuable for you’—the spell that will set you free from any destructive soul.

  ‘I believe in you’—the best gift you can ever give anyone else.

  ‘No’—a single, commanding, two-letter spell with the ability to liberate you if only you learn to use it unapologetically and cast it without fear.

  Forest Person

  When was the last time you spoke

  to the trees that are growing inside

  your mind, the leaves in your sinews?

  When was the last time you fell

  in love with the roots they leave

  inside the base of you?

  Did you not know

  that you are where fairies roam?

  That you are where the spirit bends?

  You are already

  simmering secrets sweet

  to be savoured in silence,

  Just you and no one else.

  Soft secrets like you are best

  kept to yourself.

  This world will lie to you

  and tell you that forest inside you

  does not exist.

  Do not believe

  the well-meaning words of people

  who have not heard the birds inside you take flight.

  Do not believe the hurtful words of people

  who would prefer to turn you into a forest fire,

  reduce you to soot and ash.

  Do not believe anything

  except the whispers

  of the trees.

  They have never

  lied to you.

  They won’t start now.

  The Healing

  Sometimes healing

  is the way you become yourself,

  a path made of thorns

  which could lead you

  to your own incredible destiny.

  Sometimes healing

  is how Little Red Riding Hood

  became the wolf,

  because every woman

  has a howl trapped in her chest.

  Sometimes healing

  is how Cinderella

  never gave up on herself,

  because she knew deep down

  how to love herself.

  Sometimes healing

  is the story of a villainess

  who was not a villainess at all,

  just someone hurting from their trauma

  and not having a good friend to call.

  Sometimes healing

  wears the name of a human

  when you are stuck in a tower

  with no other way down

  but your own long hair.

  But on most days healing

  wears your own name

  painted in your own blood,

  messy, hard to tame,

  but the only way to learn self-love.

  Happily Ever After

  I was never taught

  graceful love until I met you

  and found my heart in sync with yours.

  You helped me build

  a happily ever after and made me

  believe in my own soul’s core.

  Thank you for opening

  your souls to me, my sisters

  when all others were closed doors

  Thank you for loving me

  when I still tasted

  of heartache and war.

  Acknowledgments

  There are so many people I owe worlds of gratitude that it would fill libraries if I wrote them down. What a blessing it is to live on this earth with so many people with such good hearts, and thank you sometimes falls short.

  So to start this, with heartfelt gratitude to: my parents and grandparents for giving me the gift of thousands of stories and thousands of books to read. My brother for always giving me perspective and supporting me. Emma for being the incredible and patient editor and wonderful friend that she is. Clare and my little Layla for being my family. Steve for standing by me even when I thought I was all alone. Bianca and Chris for always believing in me and the work. Tristan and Joanna for being the most excellent people with the biggest hearts. Amanda and Trista for being the soft, good souls that this universe has placed on this earth to show it what kindness is. Tomas, Anne, Zabiba, Leanne, and all the lovely people at Trapeze who made this book a possibility. Shaun and Alison for being so welcoming and wonderful. Leopoldo for being my guardian angel. Emma and Lauz for their gentle spirits and warm laughter and love.

  And finally, to you, dear reader, for seeing this journey with me through the magic and the fairytales and the legends to the end. I hope it aids you whilst you are out there building your own marvelous fairytale too.

  About the Author

  Nikita Gill is a British-Indian writer and poet living in the south of England. With a huge online following, she has entranced hearts and minds all over the world.

  Follow Nikita’s work:

  Instagram: @nikita_gill

  Tumblr: meanwhilepoetry.tumblr.com

  Facebook: nikitagillwrites

  Twitter: @nktgill

  Also by Nikita Gill

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