Strings of Fate (Mistresses of Fate)

by Dore, Deirdre

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  For Faith

  I will miss you forever.

  Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.

  —Marcus Aurelius, Meditations

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Prologue

  CHRISTINA PASCAL tripped over a tree root and cursed Robert Frost. He was to blame for her current predicament; she was certain that she wouldn’t be damp, cold, and lost in the woods if it hadn’t been for his poem. She and her three best friends, Tavey, Raquel, and Summer, had spent part of the day reading “Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening” in their third-grade advanced reading group, and now she couldn’t get that line out of her head.

  “The woods are lovely, dark and deep,” she chanted, a scowl on her small face, as she followed Summer deeper into the trees. It was fall, and the woods didn’t seem any kind of lovely. Creepy, maybe. Brown. Wet. Foggy. She looked at the ground as she walked, careful not to step on any rotting logs or holes hidden by the piles of mottled orange leaves. The fog had thickened since they’d left the manicured section of Tavey’s property, and Chris, despite her inclination to blame Mr. Frost, knew that she was the reason they were on this particular adventure. She’d been bored, waiting for Raquel and Tavey, and upset with her father, so she’d bugged Summer to tell her a story about the woods.

  “The woods are lovely, dark and deep,” Chris had singsonged, walking on one of the low stone retaining walls that lined the garden. “I like it.” She’d jumped down next to Summer. “Tell me a story about the woods.”

  Summer, her head tilted slightly to the side as she followed the sound of Chris’s movements, seemed to be aware that Chris was a little anxious about something, and made her a better offer. “What if I tell you a forbidden story about the woods?”

  “A forbidden one?” Chris’s eyes grew wide. Summer didn’t often tell stories. Tavey didn’t have much patience for tales of fairies and witches and magic worlds beneath the pond, but more than that, Summer’s family believed themselves to be witches. They lived in the woods not far away from Tavey’s property, and forbade members of their inner circle to share their secrets with the nonwitch world. Most everyone in Fate thought they were crazy and kept their distance, even though the family had been a part of the community for as long as anybody could remember.

  “Yep,” Summer confirmed, her mouth curled in a small smile.

  Chris felt her own smile growing in response—she liked nothing better than a little rule-breaking every now and then—especially if secret information was involved.

  “Tell me.” She gripped Summer’s hands.

  Summer sat, pulling Chris down to sit on one of the dozens of benches that could be found interspersed among the well-maintained gardens of Tavey’s estate. Fall mums surrounded them in colorful patches, and only a few red leaves littered the ground from a nearby maple tree. “You have to promise not to tell,” Summer teased.

  “Pinkie swear,” Chris swore, and lifted her hand, pinkie finger extended. Summer, though blind, lifted her own hand, and unerringly hooked Chris’s pinkie finger with her own. It was a ritual, one that had occurred for more than four years.

  Summer settled herself, hands in her lap, and began in her musical storyteller’s voice, “Deep in the woods, along a path of fallen logs, a carpet of green moss leads to the den of the string-makers.”

  “The string-makers?” Chris whispered.

  “Yes,” Summer confirmed. “In the den, a dark cave carved into the rock of the mountain, they raise the spiders that spin the threads of our lives. For a price, they will tell you one of your futures.”

  “One future?” Chris questioned. “Can people have more than one?”

  “Of course.” Summer smiled mysteriously, as if she were privy to secret knowledge that Chris could never hope to have.

  “Can we find them?” Chris questioned eagerly, ignoring the mention of a price. She’d been struggling in school—and everywhere else—since her father’s arrest, and suddenly the thought of peering into the future, making sure everything would turn out okay, was all she wanted.

  “You can’t always find them. Their world and ours are interwoven, one layer on the other, like the tracing paper you use in art class.” Summer raised her hands so that one was parallel to the other, demonstrating. “But sometimes, when the time is right, you can walk through one layer and into the other.”

  Chris leapt up. “Is the time right now? Can we find them?”

  A small frown marred the smooth skin of Summer’s forehead as she looked in the direction of Chris’s voice. “It’s foggy and cold in the forest, and Raquel and Tavey will be here soon.”

  Chris waved that off. “I know, but Tavey won’t let us anyway—she’ll say it’s dangerous, that Old Abraham will catch us in the forest.”

  Old Abraham was a crazy old soldier who lived on a tiny sliver of land between Tavey’s family’s property and the land that belonged to the Havens—Summer’s family. They had to cross Abraham’s property to get from Tavey’s home to Summer’s.

  “Let’s go, please,” Chris pleaded. She knew she was behaving like a brat, but she wanted an answer—she was tired of wondering what would happen to her dad, and to her.

  Summer sat very still while she considered this, as still as one of the marble statues in the main garden. Chris bounced on the balls of her feet impatiently, but didn’t say anything.

  “All right,” Summer agreed, and had stood. “But no promises. We may not find them.”

  “You’ll find them.” Chris had been certain. Even though Summer was blind, she had an uncanny way of finding her way through the woods like someone pulled along by a string, or by the hand of Fate herself. She said it was because she’d been playing in them since she was little, but Chris had always thought it was more than that.

  An hour later, they were deep in the woods, and Chris had to scramble to keep up with Summer, following her tiny fairylike frame, with its bony shoulders and long tail of white-blond hair tied with a blue ribbon. It was impossible, really, that someone
without the gift of sight could move through the woods as gracefully as she did. While Chris slipped on the thick piles of leaves, stumbled ankle-deep into puddles of muck, and lost her knitted cap to a pickpocket limb, Summer ghosted over logs and through shrubs—the blind leading the clumsy. She knew Summer’s sure-footedness had to be more than just muscle memory. Up ahead, Summer stopped abruptly in a small clearing, her head tilted slightly to the side, as it did when she was listening intently to something with her batlike hearing.

  Chris wanted to call out, to ask Summer what she’d heard, but a small tendril of fog materialized in front of her. It seemed purposeful, this fog, curling and sniffing toward her like a curious animal. She stood frozen as the fog seemed to expand, swelling until Chris was wrapped in a thick blanket of mist, flashes of dark limbs and green moss appearing as she struggled violently to free herself, batting at the suffocating shroud. She caught a glimpse of Summer through the thick fog, but Summer was no longer alone. Chris could barely make out something else, something threatening: a dark shape looming over her friend.

  “Summer!” Chris screamed, jolting herself awake, wrapped tight in the quilt on her bed.

  1

  CHRIS STRUGGLED, still caught in the grip of the nightmare. Her breath, raspy and quick with panic, hitched on a small sob, and it was several seconds before she calmed down enough to realize that she was not eight years old, but thirty-four, safe in her small bedroom. Collapsing backward on her bed, she eased her arms out from under the quilt, shivering as goose bumps rose on her sweaty flesh. Chris wished she’d remembered to turn on the heater before she’d stumbled into bed last night; cold invited the nightmare, which grew progressively stranger and more terrifying as the years rolled by.

  She glanced over at the small digital clock on her desk: six a.m. Sighing, she rubbed two fingers over one eyebrow. The array of computers that lined her desk hummed, their screens dark but waiting. Above them, she’d secured cork tiles to the entire wall, covering them in pictures of missing persons, with maps and network diagrams connecting people together. She reserved a small space in the top right side of the wall for her successes. She could barely see it in the dim light from the streetlamps filtering in from her windows. There were six faces pinned there, five girls and one boy. These were the ones she’d found. She whispered their names in her head, trying to shake off the lingering effects of the nightmare: Laura Wellman, Patricia Cuba, Amy Gamez, Moji Abiola, Tammy Jones, Kurt Thomas.

  It helped some, but it also made her anxious, anxious to check on her current missing children. There were always more it seemed. She’d searched for hundreds . . . hundreds of children, and had only found those six alive. Tavey had directly helped find five more, with her search-and-rescue dogs, though two of them had been bodies; and Raquel had hunted down dozens of child predators, so who knew how many she’d saved?

  Chris swept her ancient quilt aside and stood, stretching automatically. Even though she worked as a yoga instructor, her shoulders and back were constantly tense from sitting at her desk in front of the computers.

  As if compelled, she padded across the room and wiggled the mouse that controlled the two large flat-screens in the center of her desk. They came to life with a snap of static electricity. Filaments of her hair, which was thick and slightly curly, rose toward them. She sat on the edge of her chair, thinking that she’d just check really quickly and then make some coffee. She’d started a facial recognition search yesterday afternoon looking for matches to the pornographic image of a little girl that she’d schemed out of a creeper in a chatroom. She’d noted the handle he’d used and reported him to Raquel, but her real interest was in finding the girl—who was clearly being abused.

  Her other “actives” were the searches for two missing girls in the Atlanta area. She’d traced what she thought were references to them back to a man named Martin Hays, but the links were tenuous at best. She couldn’t prove he was the man who had posted messages about the “sweet things” he’d enjoyed—at least she couldn’t prove it legally. She was also looking for clues into the disappearance of a teenage girl named Lobelia Curso; the girl’s mother had sent an email through the website of Tavey’s nonprofit search-and-rescue organization, Once Was Lost.

  Chris had considered going into police work like Raquel, but she didn’t have the temperament to take orders, and her interest wasn’t so much in fighting crime. She tended to skirt the law whenever it was more convenient, which was often. When she wasn’t teaching yoga or working on her online profile business crafting made-to-order personas for her clients, she was searching for the missing. She contacted hackers, FBI agents, private investigators, police officers, and other people like her and her friends, people whose passion was to help missing and exploited children. She trolled sites like Craigslist and Backpage, befriending the scum of the earth to find out more about the codes and hidden messages. She’d managed to get her hands on the facial recognition software from a friend who’d worked for a small start-up tech company, and she’d used it to scan the faces of children whose images were being exploited.

  Two hours later, she glanced up from her bank of screens and realized that the sun was up and she was running late for church and the Sunday meeting with her friends—she’d done it again, gotten lost in the search, and now she had to rush to shower and dress. She stood and stretched once more, bending from side to side, her gaze on the picture of Summer that hung, front and center, in the middle of her wall of the missing. It was Summer’s second-grade school photo, complete with two crooked front teeth, a tail of long blond hair, and unseeing blue eyes.

  Straightening, Chris kissed her pinkie finger and leaned over her desk to touch it to Summer’s face, a ritual that occurred every morning and every night. “Pinkie swear, Summer-girl, I’ll never stop looking.”

  2

  SLICING DELICATELY WITH the knife, Joe removed the strings from the woman with the rainbow hair. She’d screamed at the first cut, but now she was quiet, her eyes glassy and dark, as he detached her from her last links to life. Her strings were smooth and glowing in soft neon colors. He ran one through his fingers, squeezing gently, before tying it in an intricate knot around his wrist.

  Standing, he looked down at the body. Bereft of her strings, she seemed to him like a broken doll, a castoff from a troop of puppeteers. His knife dripped blood onto the old-fashioned black-and-white tiles, splattering onto his cheap white athletic shoes. I’ll have to buy more, he thought like a fussy old lady, and dropped the knife next to the body. It landed handle-first in the pool of blood, splattering long strands of crimson.

  He glanced up from the body, over at the woman crouched in the corner, taking in her pale face and shaking hands. She cringed, just a little, like a dog expecting a kick. He nodded at the body—she would clean it up.

  She did, scurrying from her pallet in the corner at a half crouch to drag the body to the walk-in shower, where she would wash away the blood. She didn’t have to be told what to do, not anymore.

  Joe ignored her, walking to the computers that lined one wall of the industrial loft that he rented. He had the large square-paned windows covered in cardboard and newspaper, but now he removed the covering from one pane, just enough to see his Creator in the building across the circle.

  He lifted his binoculars, scanning the grassy circle and the surrounding buildings automatically, looking for signs that he’d been discovered, that the police knew he was here. He didn’t see anything out of the ordinary, so he went back to his computer and pulled up the video feed he had from his Creator’s bedroom. It had taken some time to hack into her system. It helped that he still had his father’s tools, the cable and satellite equipment, but more specifically the uniform, which made him practically invisible.

  Looking down at his wrists, he admired the strings that flashed and writhed and glowed. But he only felt satisfied for a brief moment. Already he felt that familiar needling urge for just o
ne more . . .

  3

  WHEN THE CHURCH service ended, Tavey always took a few minutes to chat with other members of the congregation (mostly old ladies) and the minister, while Raquel and Chris waited outside in a small gazebo.

  “I wish she’d hurry it up,” Chris complained. “It’s freezing out here.”

  It wasn’t really that cold, just damp and chilly, but the air seemed to sink into her bones, reminding her of the dream and making her shiver. It didn’t help that she’d left the house with her hair still wet from the shower—she hadn’t left enough time to blow-dry it. Her clothing left something to be desired as well, a wrap dress that was too thin for the weather, a vintage leather coat, and a pair of ballet flats. She’d been tempted to wear her UGGs, but last time she’d done that Tavey had threatened to rip them off Chris’s feet and give them to her dogs as chew toys.

  “She has to talk to everyone, Chris. It’s part of being a Collins.” Raquel, who always looked put-together, was wearing a lovely forest-green wool dress with a wide leather belt and tall-heeled boots. Her coat was camel-colored wool, with emerald-green satin lining. The colors complemented her dark skin. When she wasn’t wearing her police uniform, Raquel dressed with the elegant flair of a 1940s starlet.

  Chris was lucky if she managed to shower and find shoes that didn’t offend Tavey’s good taste. Her lips curled as she glanced over at Tavey’s lovely burnt-umber suit with a green velvet jacket and alligator heels. She often wondered how Summer would be dressed if she were here. Would she still insist on choosing her clothing by texture? She’d always liked the feel of velvet, leather, silk, and cotton. She hadn’t worried too much about color.

  “Did you hear about the case Tyler stumbled on?”

  Chris glanced warily in Tavey’s direction, checking to see if her friend was still occupied with the church ladies. “No, what’s up?”