Redeeming the Rogue

by C. J. Chase

  “Mattie.” Kit DeChambelle’s deep, masculine voice—possessive with its untoward use of her Christian name—rippled along her back with shivers of awareness. “It is time to return to our box. The next act is about to begin.”

  “Of course. Captain, if you will excuse us?

  “Until our next meeting, Miss Fraser.

  Kit clamped down the jealousy that spiked through him at Johnson’s last lingering look.

  One could hardly blame the poor blighter for his sudden obsession. Mattie’s hair caught the candlelight and flamed, burning even Kit’s reason to ashes. He drew her through the crush, focusing on the glittering assemblage instead of her nearness. A futile endeavor, that.

  “You seem to have made a conquest, Miss Fraser.”

  “A novelty frequently attracts a fleeting notice.”

  “You do yourself an injustice, Miss Fraser.” Indeed, he found her the most beautiful woman in the building. But his attraction extended beyond the physical to the uncommon loyalty that had induced her to travel an ocean for her brother. And though he knew he trod dangerous ground—again—he knew not how to extricate himself.

  Dear Reader,

  The Regency has become a favorite setting among American readers, a curious development given that America was at war with Britain during those years. As a lover of both Regency settings and American history, I wondered … could I combine the two? And thus began the inspiration for Mattie Fraser, an American wounded by her brother’s impressment and the British invasion of Washington—and bent on revenge.

  My research into the War of 1812 led to an interesting discovery. Until the American victories at Baltimore and Lake Champlain, the British peace commission demanded territorial concessions. Even after the commission abandoned its demands, the treaty, signed on December 24, 1814, contained an unusual clause that prevented it from going into effect until the two countries exchanged ratifications.

  While the nonbinding treaty crossed the Atlantic, the war in America waged on. On January 8, 1815, General Pakenham (brother-in-law to the Duke of Wellington) attacked at New Orleans, but the Americans under the command of future president Andrew Jackson soundly defeated the British forces. British peace commissioner Julian Baker arrived in New York to news of Pakenham’s death and an American victory. Ratifications were exchanged on February 17, 1815, thus officially ending the War of 1812.

  One wonders, though, what Baker’s orders were had he arrived in New York to news of an American defeat. Well, you know my theory.

  I love to hear from readers and can be contacted via my website cjchasebooks.com.

  May God grant you fair winds and following seas.

  About the Author

  C.J. CHASE

  RWA Golden Heart Award-winning novelist C.J. Chase writes “Intrigue of the Past, Inspiration for the Present.” It wasn’t always so.

  Armed with a degree in statistics, C.J. began a promising career in information technology. But after coworkers discovered she was a member of that rare species—a computer programmer who could also craft a grammatically-correct sentence—she spent more time writing computer manuals than computer code. Leaving the corporate world to stay home with her children, C.J. quickly learned she did not possess the housekeeping gene, so she decided to take the advice of her ninth-grade English teacher and write articles and stories people actually wanted to read. In addition to penning novels, she also wrote nonfiction for The Banner, a small Christian publication, for five years.

  C.J. lives in the swamps of southeastern Virginia with her handsome husband, active sons, one kinetic sheltie and an ever-increasing number of chickens. When she is not writing, you will find her gardening, watching old movies, playing classical piano (badly) or teaching a special-needs Sunday School class.

  Redeeming the Rogue

  C.J. Chase

  www.millsandboon.co.uk

  Dedication

  For all men in my life:

  My husband and hero, David, who believed in me even on those days when I didn’t believe in myself,

  Calvin, my proofreader and fellow storyteller, who will someday dedicate a book to me,

  And Nathanael, my joy and delight, who is nearer to God’s heart than the rest of us.

  And for Mrs. Betty S. Kantner, my ninth-grade English teacher, who told me I could do it.

  Acknowledgments

  A special thank-you to my critique partners who suffered with me to make this a better book:

  Candace Irvin, for her diabolical mind and willingness to take middle-of-the-night phone calls when I plotted myself into a corner

  And

  Sue Mason, for keeping my focus on the romance whenever I got too enthralled with the suspense plot.

  Bless the LORD, O my soul,

  and forget not all his benefits:

  Who forgiveth all thine iniquities;

  who healeth all thy diseases;

  Who redeemeth thy life from destruction;

  who crowneth thee with loving kindness

  and tender mercies.

  —Psalms 103:2–4

  Chapter One

  Wiltshire, England

  September 1815

  The Honorable Christopher James Michael DeChambelle staggered to the ancient sideboard and plunked down his empty glass. Perhaps with enough whiskey in his belly, he would at last achieve blissful oblivion—and hold the nightmares at bay for a few hours.

  He’d started the evening with a single shot, just a little altitude to suppress the memories—the shrieks of terror, the tang of gunpowder, the rivers of blood.

  When the first had proved insufficient to the task, Kit had added a second. And then a third and perhaps a fourth … he couldn’t quite remember anymore. And yet the scene still haunted him, and guilt and remorse—his two ever-present companions these past months—remained lodged in his consciousness, their attendance overwhelming even the whiskey’s power to let him forget.

  He wrapped his fist around the neck of the bottle and commenced to refill his glass.

  Familiar footsteps tapped against the hallway’s wooden-plank floor. “What are you doing here, Harrison?”

  “How did you know?” Lawrence Harrison slipped around the doorway and into the dim study.

  “I could tell by your walk.”

  “A shame your sense of location isn’t as proficient as your hearing. You might get more of that whiskey into your goblet.”

  Kit glanced at the puddle forming on the sideboard’s dusty top. “I thought my choice of location rather inspired for one who wishes to be left alone. I didn’t realize you would pursue me here. Now answer my question—why did you come?”

  “Not because I desire to share your comforts.” Harrison gestured to the hunting lodge’s peeling paint and threadbare curtains. The heads of long-dead stags stared down from the walls, their moth-eaten fur since replaced by layers of soot. “Alderston has men scouring the country to find you.”

  “Alderston?” Kit tilted his head back and downed what whiskey had reached the glass. He hadn’t seen the director of clandestine services in several months—Napoleon’s defeat at Waterloo had suspended the government’s need for Kit’s special … talents. Or so he had thought. “The war’s over. What does Alderston want?”

  “You, obviously. What are you doing here?”

  “Escaping my mother’s lectures.”

  Harrison stared at him, reading him with an uncomfortable familiarity borne of their years of friendship. “I think you hide not so much from your family as from the world, from life. From God.”

  Kit ignored the too-astute observation and searched the sideboard for another glass. “Drink?”

  “None for me.” Harrison leaned closer and nudged the bottle just beyond Kit’s r
each. “And I think you’ve had your fill for the night.”

  Kit hurled the goblet at the cold hearth. The glass shattered and littered the floor, the pieces sparkling like stars against a dusty sky. “I came to escape my family, and it’s as if my mother followed me.”

  “Perhaps like her, I care enough to end your unseemly indulgence in guilt.”

  “Spare me. Few speeches are more tedious than the sermons of a sanctimonious friend.”

  “And nothing so tiresome as self-pity.”

  “If my behavior bothers you, leave. I didn’t invite you.”

  Harrison threaded his arm through Kit’s and led him to a nearby chair. “Aren’t you the least bit curious?”

  “I want no more of Alderston’s dangerous secrets.”

  “What do you want?”

  Kit plopped onto the chair. A cloud of dust poofed from the upholstery as he rubbed his fingertips against his throbbing temples. “Peace.”

  “The war is over.”

  “Peace from … my past. So many times, I thought my life was over. I couldn’t wait for the war to end. And now that it has, I feel lost. Purposeless.”

  “You can’t change what lies before.” Harrison pointed to the shards littering the hearth. “And whiskey will only make you a slave to its power—it won’t bring the atonement you seek.”

  “But it does allow me to forget.”

  “At what cost? Your family? Your life? Your soul? Perhaps it is not forgetting you desire, but forgiveness.”

  Mattie Fraser wouldn’t have suspected the headquarters of the formidable British Navy to hide such a tiny, briglike office. Not when the Admiralty’s exterior—so grand in design and dimension—towered haughtily above the streets. The other rooms she’d visited had offered at least token obeisance to the occupants’ status, but this musty cubbyhole boasted not so much as a window to let her view drenched, dreary London.

  Though her damp stockings still squished inside her shoes, the frayed hem of her skirt no longer clung to her ankles. She drummed her foot against the floor as she twirled her umbrella on its point. The large puddle beneath it had almost dried, but for one stubborn spot that refused to disappear.

  Like Mattie.

  For two weeks, she had bounced from room to room looking for the elusive official who could answer her questions. Through the maze of government agencies, she had inquired, cajoled and pleaded—thus far, to no avail. Each stop had produced only the suggestion of another person, another location. Still, she persevered, refusing to let bureaucratic indifference halt her search.

  A search that had led her … here.

  After an hour or more in the cramped quarters, she recognized every crack in the plaster, every watermark on the ceiling. A clerk hunched over his desk and scrawled furiously. Unlike the others who had been only too pleased to send her posthaste to the next department, this one was strangely reluctant to dismiss her. On more than one occasion she caught the shrewd, speculative glances he cast her way, yet he guarded Mr. DeChambelle’s door as if it were the portal leading to the crown jewels.

  The oil lamp slumping on the clerk’s desk belched more smoke than light—smoke that stung her eyes and choked her throat like the fires that had burned Washington the previous year. At least tucked away in this nook she no longer encountered the unnervingly familiar sight of English officers as they marched through the building’s hallways, so like the way they stalked through her nightmares.

  She hugged her coat, unaccustomed to such cold, damp days in September. Back home, the heat would have moderated to late summer warmth. Balmy breezes would stir the air and ruffle the sails of the ships on the Potomac, with only cooler nights to suggest the approaching autumn.

  Her stomach growled, reminding her she hadn’t eaten since her last foray outdoors at noon. The remaining half of her meat pie tempted her from the depths of her pocket. Impatiently, she tapped the umbrella point against the floor. The tip found a drop of water and skittered across the tile. She tightened her grip—too late. The umbrella slid out of her hands and fell with a clatter that startled an expletive out of the clerk.

  Face flaming, Mattie slid from the chair and reached down to retrieve her fallen umbrella. She charged to her feet—

  And ricocheted off something solid. Something that grunted.

  Two strong hands clinched her upper arms, one on either side, and arrested her backward flight.

  Something male.

  Soap and leather tickled her senses, a pleasant but disturbing combination after a fortnight of London’s foul air. She frowned and focused on the dark wool coat only inches from her nose. The fabric swept across broad shoulders and puckered slightly where the arms stretched to clasp her own.

  “Laura?”

  Laura? All that time waiting, and the miserable excuse of a clerk had her name incorrect. “I am not Laura.”

  Silence hung in the air like the smoke, then, “No, of course not. Are you injured?” The rich tones of the baritone voice drew her attention back to the man before her.

  Her gaze wandered upward to a snowy cravat, then to his strong jaw with its shadow of afternoon stubble. Full lips thinned below an aquiline nose with a scar on the side that relieved his face of perfect symmetry—transforming it from mere prettiness to rugged masculinity.

  Then she looked straight into eyes of the deepest blue, like the eastern sky at sunset. Their fringe of dark lashes contrasted with tawny hair that gleamed in the lantern’s glow and fell in disarray across his brow.

  “Madam, are you injured?” he repeated, concern darkening those mesmerizing eyes.

  Suddenly aware of the hands wrapped around her arms, she drew back. He released her—nevertheless, his grip left an invisible imprint where the warmth of his palms had seeped through her sleeves. She gathered her composure and snapped her shoulders back. “Only stiff from my long wait.”

  “My apologies.” He scooped a pair of spectacles from the floor—a casualty of their collision?—and settled them on his face, like a veil screening his eyes. The scar along his nose likewise disappeared from her view. “May I help you?”

  “I am here to see Mr. Christopher DeChambelle.”

  “I am DeChambelle.” He sketched her an elegant bow, then gestured to the gloomy room behind him. What with the dreary skies and approaching twilight, little light penetrated the soot-clouded panes of its single window. “Won’t you come in?”

  Kit waited as his visitor marched past him, then he glared at Baxter, his clerk. “Why didn’t you inform me I had a caller?”

  “Sir, it is Mr. Alderston’s wish that he speak to you as soon as possible.”

  Kit gestured to the five empty chairs. “And yet, he is not here.”

  “We did not expect you to arrive so precipitously.”

  “Harrison said Alderston needed to see me about an urgent matter, so I came at once.”

  “The director has searched London these many days for you. This morning he left for Somerset.”

  Somerset. The DeChambelle estate. No doubt Alderston’s questions into Kit’s whereabouts would generate a new succession of worries for his parents.

  “I sent a messenger after the director, informing him of your return. If the messenger intercepted Mr. Alderston before he’d traveled far, the director will be here forthwith.”

  “And if your messenger hasn’t yet reached Alderston? Did you expect the lady to wait all night?”

  Baxter’s gaze slid toward Kit’s office. “Sir, you should delay this meeting with the woman until you have met with the director. Mr. Alderston may return while—”

  “Then let him take his turn waiting.” Kit snapped the door shut on Baxter’s protests and strode the three steps across the office where, so far as his family knew, he’d spent the better part of the war procuring supplies for Britain’s mighty navy. “May I take your coat?”

  His visitor ripped her gaze from its perusal of his desk and folded her arms over her chest. “No. Thank you.”

  “We
ll, then, please be seated.” He grabbed a chair opposite his desk and held it for her.

  Definitely not Laura, despite her sun-and-spice-scented hair of the same cinnamon red. This woman was too short, with a nose too pert and lips too generous—and a disconcerting way of staring into a man’s thoughts. He swallowed, aware that any who looked too closely found … nothing. Only the empty hole left from guilt eating away his soul. She gracefully settled to the seat, the back of her unfashionable coat brushing his hand and drawing him back to the present.

  He slid around the desk and dropped onto the chair. “Now then, Miss …”

  “Fraser.” Her voice held a hint of a drawl. “Martha Fraser.”

  “Welcome to England, Miss Fraser. You are from … Virginia?”

  “Washington.”

  “Not so far from Virginia then.” Or perhaps not far enough, given the recent hostilities between their countries. “Were you in Washington last summer?”

  “Yes.” She raised her chin and probed him with a challenging brown stare.

  “That must have been a frightful experience. I am sorry about the destruction of your city. Was your home spared?”

  “General Ross designated an officer to guard my house from any too eager members of your army.”

  “Ross was a good man. I was sorry to hear of his death. Now how may I be of help to you, Miss Fraser from Washington?”

  “I’m inquiring into the fate of my brother.” The knuckles of her fingers whitened as she twisted her hands into intricate knots that suggested some other, less assured side to Miss Fraser. “The officer I met last year—a Major Andrew Harley-Smith—offered to see what he could learn from a friend who worked at the Admiralty. However, it has been a year and I haven’t heard from him.”

  Kit pushed up his drooping spectacles, their frame now loose and possibly bent from the impact with Miss Fraser. “I am probably the man you seek. Drew and I attended Oxford together, though it had been an age since I last saw him.”