Summer Beach Reads

by Thayer, Nancy

  “Mmm,” she said. “But what?”

  “A quarter board. Gold letters.”

  Charlotte squinted. “I’m not so sure. Gold letters might be too upscale for me. Plus, I think people like the idea of a real local home-run garden.”

  A car came down the road from town, the woody convertible. Aunt Grace slowed when she turned off onto the drive and Charlotte’s mother stuck her head out the window. “Darling! Hello! We’re here!”

  “And everyone’s starving!” Aunt Grace yelled.

  Charlotte’s father waved from the passenger seat, rolling his eyes at his sister’s bossiness.

  Charlotte grinned. “I’ll be right there.”

  Aunt Grace gunned the motor, and the convertible disappeared down the lane in a little cloud of dust.

  Charlotte looked up at Coop. He was truly handsome. But she had to stop gawking at him this way. “So, okay, so I’ll see you tomorrow night.”

  “Great.” He held up his mesclun. “Off I go, to my lonely bachelor’s salad.”

  Now that was a hint. Charlotte couldn’t ignore it. “Where’s Miranda?”

  “I have no idea,” Coop told her. “We’ve broken off.”

  “Wow, Coop. That’s huge.”

  He shrugged. “Not so huge. It was never very serious in the first place.”

  From a nearby juniper, a catbird began to chatter. She’d never thought of Coop as a cad or a playboy but really wasn’t this a little careless, breaking up with a woman in the morning and smiling about it that evening? Charlotte was confused.

  “I’d better get to the house now that the parents have arrived.” She picked up the basket of strawberries. “See you tomorrow night.”

  “Looking forward to it. Am I right, you’re having a band?”

  “We are. Jeremiah and the Blue Fins. They can play it all, Ginger Rogers to Tina Turner.”

  “Great. Save a few dances for me, okay?”

  His grin made her breathless. “Sure. And hey, that mesclun, just keep it in the crisper and it will last for days.”

  He waved and headed back along the grassy verge to the dirt lane on his land. Soon he was out of sight, hidden by a forest of pines, scrub oak, juniper, and tupelo trees.

  The sun was still high as Charlotte went along the lane to the shed. It was almost June 21, the longest day of the year. Summer always came late to the island, but in the past few days a kind of steady warmth seemed to emanate from the earth, as if winter’s frost had dissipated and the ground had become soft and receptive to the sun’s rays. Birds flitted high in the sky. From here, this lane leading to the house, her market garden, neatly protected by the wire fence, seemed tidy and flourishing, and the slant of sunlight made the green leaves luminous. She was physically tired. She’d been up almost fifteen hours. But her work gave her such satisfaction. She was surprised at how she had come to love her garden. Love was not a frivolous word, either. After three years of tending it, fertilizing it with organic matter, manure, and horrid-smelling fish entrails, and all her careful study and research and plant selection and planting, and the endless weeding and watering—after all that, each clod of earth seemed personal to her. Sometimes in the very early morning, when she came out in her work boots and floppy sun hat, she’d feel the garden perk up when she entered the gate. Silly, of course, and yet the plants did perk up when she watered. They lifted their heads as if the slender stalks, replenished, were stronger, and more eager to meet the heat of the sun.

  Kicking the dirt off her boots, Charlotte stepped into her work shed. She’d paid someone else to pour the concrete floor and install the electricity, but she’d done much of the construction herself: bought the boards, hammered the nails, combed the Take It or Leave It shack at the dump for tables at just the right height. It didn’t matter that they were old or scarred or cheap to begin with, she needed them to hold her trays of seedlings beneath the overhanging fluorescent lights. Nona had a small greenhouse off the library, and she’d allowed Charlotte to cram it with as many plants as would fit, but Charlotte was going to have to build a bigger greenhouse up here by the shed. If she continued to make money, perhaps she could have it built this winter.

  For now, she was happy with this little place. Water had been piped up from the main well for an outdoor shower on the side of the big building that had served, long ago, as a barn and was now used as a garage and storage shed. Charlotte had built her toolshed on the outer wall of the barn, and it had been a simple matter to have a deep sink installed and a faucet for hoses. During the winter she had pottered around happily in the shed, cleaning it, making it a bit more cozy for herself and for the baby plants she would set into their little seed trays in early spring.

  Now she stripped off her work gloves, washed her hands at the sink, and rubbed creamy lotion into her skin. She’d hung a little mirror in the shed, to reflect light and make the room seem bigger, but she found it useful for checking herself for stray bits of dirt on her nose, and she did so now. In spite of her sunblock and floppy hat, her face had tanned and her cheeks and the tip of her nose were rosy. She lifted up the basket of strawberries, shut the shed door and latched it, and walked down the driveway toward the house.

  She went through the mudroom, sat on a bench to unlace her boots, kicked them under the bench, and went into the kitchen. Glorious was busy at the stove.

  “Hey, Glorious, I’ve brought some fresh strawberries for dessert!”

  “Want me to cut and sugar them?”

  “Mmm … let’s just rinse them. We can put out some powdered sugar if anyone wants to dip them. They’re pretty sweet.” She handed one to Glorious, who tasted it.

  “Yummy. Okay I made some oatmeal cookies; we can serve those with the berries.”

  “Great. Where is everyone?”

  “In the living room having drinks.” Glorious lifted a pot and checked the rice. Steam swirled up into the air.

  “Sounds good to me. I could use a medicinal bit of wine to help my aching back.”

  Charlotte went out into the long hall and down to the living room. Here everyone was gathered, all talking at once, it seemed. Nona, her cane resting against her leg, held court from her wing chair next to the fireplace. She still wore one of the outfits Charlotte had jokingly dubbed her Public Pajamas, and she’d added a pair of ruby and sapphire Victorian earrings which, as everyone had been told a million times, had once belonged to her own grandmother. Pregnant Mellie sprawled on a sofa, her husband, Dougie, dutifully at her side, ready to fetch water, a shawl, antacid. Claus perched on another wing chair, so long, thin, gawky, and pale that he really did resemble the proverbial stork who brings babies. Aunt Grace and Uncle Kellogg and Mandy were on the floor, playing Chutes and Ladders with little Christian, and Mee was sulking at the far end of the room, sitting at the foot of Nona’s chaise, looking out at the garden, her back to the party. Charlotte’s father was at the piano, his tie loose, his shirtsleeves rolled up around his strong arms, his fingers drifting from “Old Black Magic” to “Hey, Jude.”

  And Charlotte’s mother sat on a sofa facing pregnant Mellie, the skirt of her dress spilling around her like flowered tissue. She held Mandy’s baby daughter Zoe in her arms. Of course Helen was holding a baby. Helen might as well tattoo GIVE ME A GRANDCHILD on her forehead, she was so unsubtle.

  “Hi, everyone! Hi, Mom.” Charlotte bent over the back of the sofa and kissed her mother’s forehead. She gazed down over her mother’s shoulder at Zoe, who gazed back at Charlotte and then brought up a tiny fist and waved it like a miniature sign of solidarity. “What a nice fat pink little bundle, Mandy!”

  “I know,” Mandy agreed proudly from the floor. “Christian, it’s your turn now.”

  Charlotte knelt next to her nephew and pecked his cheek. “How’s it going, Christian?”

  Christian wiped her kiss away. “I’m thinking, Auntie Charlotte.”

  Charlotte walked over to the piano and sat on the bench next to her father. She’d never really learned to pla
y the piano, but she and her father had over the years worked up several duets, starting of course with Chopsticks and segueing into a slightly bizarre version of The William Tell Overture and finally, Oklahoma! They pounded away at the piano keys, laughing, and when they were done, everyone applauded.

  Still sitting cross-legged on the floor, Aunt Grace reported in her “The rest of you are wastrels but I soldier on” voice, “I know Glorious might appreciate some help with dinner. And is the table set?”

  “I’ve got to nurse Zoe,” Mandy said.

  “I can’t move.” Mellie groaned, rubbing her belly.

  Charlotte was bone tired from working, but she left the piano and plopped down on the chaise next to Mee. Charlotte was closer in age to Mellie, but closer in spirit to Mee, who was the most spirited and imaginative of her cousins. Mee, two years younger, had once kind of idolized Charlotte, who had babied her in return, but since Mee’s divorce, Mee had grown cranky and short-tempered.

  Mee was rolling and unrolling the cuff of her shirt, her face downcast, her shoulders slumped.

  “Hey, good-lookin’,” Charlotte joked, nudging her cousin with her arm. “Want to set the table with me?”

  Mee twitched her shoulder irritably. “Oh, right, because that would be so much fun.”

  Charlotte sat quietly for a moment, then tried again. “Your shirt is gorgeous, Mee.”

  Mee sniffed, disdainful of Charlotte’s attempts at flattery. “Yes, and that’s why I don’t have a husband.”

  Charlotte laughed. “You’re just a tad irrational, don’t you think?”

  Mee shot Charlotte a surly stare.

  “Okay, fine.” Charlotte stood up. This was just the sort of task she’d determined to perform, whenever she could. Another penny in her overdrawn cosmic account. “I’ll set the table,” she announced, and went into the dining room.

  Seven

  Saturday morning, Helen was in the kitchen helping Glorious make casseroles for lunch when Grace came marching in. Mandy sat at the long kitchen table, nursing Zoe, while Christian lay beneath the kitchen table, unbuckling his mother’s sandals. Mellie was collapsed at the table, puffing and munching on bacon and toast and chatting with Mee, who was wearing entirely too much blue eye shadow, one apparent result of having been dumped by her husband. Helen reminded herself that no matter what, she would not begin wearing blue eye shadow.

  “Nona wants to see you,” Grace told Helen officiously. She had a clipboard in her hand and a pencil behind her ear.

  “Do I have time to finish my coffee?” Helen asked. She’d decided she had quite enough to deal with, pretending she didn’t know about Worth’s affair, never mind the general stresses of this day. She needed coffee, so she was going to drink coffee, as much as she wanted. She was on her fourth cup.

  Grace just breathed through her nose like a bull.

  “What does Nona need?” Helen asked reasonably.

  “She wants you to help her choose which dress to wear tonight.” Grace’s lips thinned. “Although why she needs your opinion, I don’t know.”

  Mellie looked up from her breakfast. “Duh, Mom. Look at yourself and then look at Auntie Helen.”

  Grace wore sensible khaki shorts, a green polo shirt, and leather moccasins. Helen wore a filmy, flowery sundress, the sort of thing she loved wearing here in the summer, and even though she had basically the same sensible chin-length cut as Grace, Helen’s hair curled in the island humidity, giving her a softer, more feminine appearance. Also Helen loved jewelry, and wore it, and not just the staid pearls Grace brought out for dress. Today Helen had on a glass flower on a silver chain, hung with bits of beads, and her favorite bracelet, a cuff of thick twisted silver. She wore it when she needed courage, knowing that this sort of superstitious thinking was another quality that set her apart from the real Wheelwrights.

  Grace didn’t react to her daughter’s remark. Grace didn’t care about vanity, she cared about virtue and considered herself the more responsible mother. The better mother. Helen and Grace had always done their best to get along, and over the years they’d developed a kind of vigilant cooperation, like two mama tigers carrying a bone too heavy for one. Helen admired Grace, even if she didn’t especially like her; she thought Grace secretly liked her a little bit but didn’t admire her.

  Helen set her cup down and rinsed her hands in the sink. “I’ll go up.”

  “I don’t think Mrs. Nona’s had her tea yet,” Glorious told Helen. “I’ve got the hot water boiling, but somehow with all this”—she spread her hands to indicate the counters cluttered with chopped vegetables and grated cheese—“and then Grace was going up.”

  “It’s probably too hot for tea,” Grace said.

  “She’s an old lady,” Glorious reminded her. “Her bones are cold.”

  Helen set the tray with a pretty porcelain teapot and cup and saucer, no mugs for Nona. She took a cloth napkin from the drawer in the butler’s pantry. Glorious added a china bowl filled with Cheez-Its—“About all Mrs. Nona will eat in the morning.”

  “Wait, Helen!” Grace pointed her pencil at Helen. “What time did you say Oliver and Teddy are arriving?”

  “I don’t know, Grace.” Helen lifted the tray and headed for the back stairs. “But you know Oliver and Owen aren’t staying here at the house. And they know what time the party starts. And Teddy—”

  “Yes. Well,” Grace said peevishly, “it would help if we knew what time they’re arriving. What if we’re in the middle of something and they need to be picked up?”

  “Mom.” Mandy held the baby to her shoulder and burped her. “They’re big boys. They can grab a cab.”

  Another martyred sigh from Grace. “Yes, but I was hoping to get a group photo before the party begins—”

  “I’m sure they’ll be here in plenty of time for that,” Helen assured her sister-in-law.

  “Auntie Helen, just go.” Mee waved a lazy hand toward the stairs. “Or Mom will have you here picking over details until that tea turns cold.”

  “You’re an ungrateful daughter,” Helen teased Mee, but she turned to climb the stairs.

  Interesting, she thought to herself, how quickly a person can slide into schizophrenia. All morning she’d bantered with her nieces, chatted with Glorious, and moved around the house just as if everything were normal.

  The truth was she hadn’t slept last night. Her entire body ached with fatigue. Her mind had gone haywire, like a CD set on continual loop, replaying yesterday morning in her own home, when she’d overheard Worth talking to Sweet Cakes.

  Pain cramped her right in her midriff. She stood still on the stairs a moment, bent almost double, catching her breath. Don’t think about that now, she ordered herself. Not today. This was Nona’s big day. Be a grown-up, for heaven’s sake! She straightened and climbed the stairs.

  Nona’s room was at the far end of the hall, stretching across the east wing of the house, with windows facing the harbor. Helen knocked and entered. Nona was still in her enormous bed, linen-cased pillows tucked behind her against the carved mahogany headboard. She looked very old and Victorian in her white cotton nightgown with her funny little white braid hanging over her shoulder. The lavender mohair bed jacket lay around her shoulders.

  “Good morning, Nona!” Helen smiled brightly. “Grace said you wanted to see me. And I’ve brought you some tea.”

  “Good girl, thank you.” Nona patted the bed beside her. “Put the tray here, will you? No, don’t perch on that chair, I can’t see you properly, sit here beside me on the bed.”

  Helen obeyed, pouring Nona’s tea, adding cream and sugar, handing it to her, then arranging herself at the end of the bed where she could lean against the footboard. It was more comfortable this way. The room was filled with sweet cool air. Nona always liked the windows open at least a bit unless there was a blizzard.

  “You look very pretty in that bed jacket,” Helen said.

  “It feels lovely, warm and light. Thank you, Helen.”

 
; “Happy birthday, Nona,” Helen said.

  “The dreaded day begins!” Nona took a sip of tea.

  “Grace said you wanted my opinion on which dress to wear tonight?”

  Nona leaned back against her pillows. “Yes, I told Grace that, but what I want to talk with you about is Worth.”

  “Worth?” Helen’s heart kicked.

  “What’s going on with him? He looks terrible, Helen. He looks aged and worried. Ever since he’s been here he’s been distracted and abrupt.”

  Helen looked down at her hands. She venerated her mother-in-law and had great respect for Nona’s intelligence. She was shocked, and yet not entirely, that Nona was so perceptive. But whatever was going on between Worth and another woman was, first of all, a matter between Helen and Worth. It was a temptation to spill out a confession to Nona, because Nona would take charge of the matter in no uncertain terms. Nona would make Worth end the affair. But was that how Helen wanted the matter resolved? Worth chastened like a schoolboy and forced back into his marriage by his powerful mother? No. Helen was not yet sure how she was going to deal with this, but she would not come crying to Nona to make things right.

  “I think it’s Teddy.” Helen met Nona’s eyes. Nona would see the anxiety there, she would believe. “Nona, we are very worried about him.”

  “I understand it’s a matter of alcohol?”

  “Yes, and also drugs, perhaps.”

  “What kind of drugs? Marijuana?”

  “That would be the least of it.”

  “Is Teddy coming today?”

  “He said he is. He left a message on our answering machine. He should arrive at any moment.”