Rough Rider

by Harley Fox

  “Jake, stop it. You’re drunk—”

  “Or what about you, Mandy?” I say, cutting her off. “Of course you’d never go for it alone. You have to have your little girlfriend there. But I don’t blame you. Scarlett’s mouth could make a blind man see again.”

  Mutters from around the group and Merryn puts down her drink.

  “Okay, Jake,” she says, getting up and taking my hand. “Maybe it’s time we—”

  “Let go of me!” I yell, wrenching my hand from her grasp. They all gasp but I don’t care. “Don’t treat me like I’m your fucking boyfriend, okay? You’re going to be gone in a day anyway, so what does it matter? What, are you going to call me? Will you want me to take you out to dinner and meet your parents and buy you a fucking corsage? NO!”

  All around me is the silence of a bar gone quiet, but the only thing I can see is Merryn. Merryn scared, undeserving of everything I’m doing. Inside my rational mind — hell, inside my whole body — I’m screaming that I should stop. But I can’t. I can’t stop because the pain inside of me is too much to bear.

  “You just want to fuck me and leave me!” I shout. Then, turning to the crowd, “Just like the rest of you! That’s all I’m good for. Just a big fucking cock for you to fuck and then leave!” I wheel back to Merryn and see that her expression is changing, but can’t make out how. “My cock is the only thing you like about me,” I say to her face. “Admit it. All you want from me is my big, throbbing co—”

  “Oh, fucking get over yourself!” Merryn shouts, cutting me off. I stop speaking, my mouth still open from the last syllable, and now she clearly looks angry. “I’m just here to fuck your big cock, is that what you said?” she goes on. “That’s all that you have to offer? And all the other girls here, that’s all they care about, right? Just getting you in the sack so they can brag about you later to their friends?”

  My brain works for a response but I can’t think of one. She doesn’t wait, anyway.

  “Well guess what, Jake? Did it ever occur to you that maybe you’re worth more to people than just your big cock? Did it ever occur to you that maybe people here like you for who you are?”

  The words ring out loudly in the bar and I can tell that everybody’s staring at me. Especially Merryn.

  “You know what I’ve just learned?” she goes on. “By talking to these girls? Do you know what they’ve told me about you?”

  I give my head a small shake.

  “They told me what a great friend you are. And what a nice person you can be when you really want to, and how well you take care of your sister. They said you’re strong, and you’re powerful, and you know how to take charge when situations seem grim. And yeah, they also said you have a big cock, and that you’re incredible in bed. But that’s not the only thing they talked about, nor was it the first.

  “So I think what you need is to get your head out of your ass, Jake, and realize that you’re worth more to these people than just what you’ve got inside of your pants.”

  I’m speechless. Mutters of agreement come up from the crowd and I look over at them. They’re all staring at me, every one of them. Some of them look angry. Some of them look disgusted. But some of them … they’re smiling. And they’re nodding.

  “I think it’s time we took you home, Jake,” Sal says, stepping forward. “Vinnie, you want to help me give these two a ride back?”

  “Sure,” Vinnie says, putting down his own beer. I turn and look at Merryn again and she looks up in my eyes. She still looks angry, but she smiles nonetheless as Sal puts a hand on my shoulder, steering me out of the bar.

  Sal sits me down on my bike and climbs on in front while Merryn joins Vinnie on his bike. The two machines roar into life and Sal tells me to hold on, and then we’re off.

  It’s dark outside now, and the cool wind whips in my face effectively sobering me up more than any water or coffee could do. The streets are almost deserted as we ride down them in the night. Finally we reach turn onto my street and Sal and Vinnie take us right up to my front door.

  When I climb off the back of my own bike I feel much better, but standing and feeling myself sway reminds me that I’m still drunk. Merryn thanks the guys as Sal parks my bike, then he turns to Merryn.

  “You gonna make sure he’s okay?” he asks, and Merryn nods.

  “I’ll take care of him,” she says.

  “You know,” Sal says, looking her up and down, “we could use a girl like you in the Chains.”

  Merryn gives a smile.

  “Thanks,” she says. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

  Sal gives us both a nod before climbing onto the back of Vinnie’s bike.

  “See you,” says Vinnie and he roars the bike engine to life, turning around and riding back down the street. When they’re out of sight Merryn turns to me.

  “Okay,” she says. “It’s late, and Emily might be asleep. We should be quiet going in.”

  I nod and go to grab my key, but it’s not where I usually leave it in my pocket. I check my other pockets but it’s not there either. Then I remember: I took my key out before and put it on the coffee table. It’s inside.

  “I don’t have my house key,” I tell Merryn.

  “What?” she says. “Are we locked out?”

  “No no, wait a minute,” I say, and I drop down to a spot beside the door. There’s a pile of bricks and broken bottles there, and I pick up one of the bricks and take a key out from underneath. “Hidden key,” I tell her as I stand back up, smiling. I unlock the front door and then return the key to its hiding spot. Opening up the door, we both quietly go in.

  Merryn walks in front of me as we go up the stairs, and as I’m climbing I can see her ass moving back and forth in front of me. Christ, this woman is hot, I think to myself. I feel my cock stirring, growing hard in my pants already. We reach the top of the stairs and Merryn looks around the dark living room.

  “I guess I’m sleeping on the couch?” she whispers, but I shake my head.

  “No, you can take my bed,” I tell her. “I’ll take the couch.”

  “Oh Jake, are you sure?” she asks me, and I nod.

  “Here, I’ll show you.”

  I lead the way down the hall and then open the door to my bedroom. It’s hard to see in here, but it’s easy to make out the dark shape of my bed. I know the sheets are a bit crumpled so I bend over it and try to smooth them out. Then I straighten back up.

  “Thank you, Jake,” I hear Merryn say. When I turn I can hardly see her, her features all shrouded in shadow. She’s just a shape, standing next to me in the darkness.

  “Yeah,” I say. Then, “Have a good night.”

  I take a step to leave but I hear Merryn whisper after me.

  “Jake?” she says, and I stop, turning back to her.

  “Yeah?” We’re standing right in front of one another but I can hardly see her at all.

  “Did you mean what you said back there? In the bar?” I can hear that her voice sounds different now, even despite her whispering.

  “About what?” I ask.

  “About me … only wanting to fuck you and leave you. Do you really think that way of me?”

  I swallow, and it sounds loud to my ears.

  “I’m not sure,” I tell her.

  “Then why did you say it?”

  “Because … sometimes it feels like that’s all people use me for,” I say. I would never tell anybody else this. But for some reason I am. “Like they either want my muscles or my cock. And that’s it.”

  I hear a light rustle and Merryn’s hand finds my arm. I can smell her again — she smells so good — and my cock gets hard in my jeans.

  “I want you to know that I don’t feel that way about you,” she says, and I hear her take a step toward me. My brain begins to shut down. All the blood is rushing to my cock and I know that if I try to fuck her now then we’ll do it, and the sex will be amazing.

  But what will happen tomorrow? I manage to think. And what about once tomorrow e
nds?

  “I don’t know why, Jake,” she goes on, “but I feel like there’s something special about you.”

  Wants and desires clash against one another in my mind. I want to fuck her. But my heart desires something else. What, I can’t tell you. But just meeting this girl, and actually spending time with her … it makes me wonder if my fuck ’em and leave ’em days are finally over.

  “Do you … feel the same way about me?” she asks me in the dark. I swallow again, and now something takes over me that stems from some place beyond my cock. It’s coming from my brain. And it’s coming from my heart.

  I open my mouth to answer, to tell her what I’m feeling … but the words don’t come. I can’t seem to say them. They get stuck in my throat and they won’t come out, and then my brain shuts down and my body takes over and I grab onto her and kiss her, I hear her soft cry coming out through her nose but then she kisses me back.

  And those feelings in me, they don’t quite go away but they back off as my muscle memory kicks in. I grab onto Merryn and lift her up off her feet, reaching my foot behind me to kick my door closed before walking forward and dropping her down onto my bed. She lands with a hard creak of the springs, but I don’t care. My cock has taken over now. My brain has given up for the night.

  I hear her shuffle herself back a bit as I reach down, finding both of her legs, sliding my hands up them to her inner thighs.

  “Jake,” she breathes in the dark, and I climb onto the bed with her. I feel the top of her skirt and find the zipper on the side, opening it. Grabbing both her skirt and panties with both hands I peel them off, throwing them behind me on the floor. Merryn is breathing hard and already I can smell her beautiful pussy from here.

  “Jake, wait,” she says again as I drop my leather jacket and peel off my t-shirt. They land on the floor as I drop down onto her, pinning her body beneath mine. My lips find hers and we kiss, her mouth opening to take my tongue, but then her hands appear on my chest and she pushes me, forcing me to lift myself up.

  “Jake, hold on,” she says, swallowing. My cock is straining hard in my jeans and I can smell her warmth coming from between her legs.

  “What?” I ask, breathing hard. I can’t believe how much I want this. How much I want her.

  “Don’t you … don’t you want to talk first?” she asks. I stare down at the dark shape on my bed and smile.

  “No,” I say. “All I want, Merryn, is to fuck you. I want to feel you come hard all over my cock.”

  I hear her gasp and I smile in the dark. Then I reach down, undoing my belt and the front of my jeans. I push them down and unleash my pride and joy: my beautiful enormous cock. Stroking myself, I lower back down and guide the head of my cock to Merryn’s warm, wet pussy. I hear her gasp as her fingers claw at my sides. A moment passes, and then two.

  And then I slide myself in.

  Her warmth, the feel and comfort of her turns me on so much I almost come right away. But I close my eyes and suck in air through my nose, clearing my head. Not yet, I tell myself. I want to enjoy this as long as I can. So I take my time, sliding slowly into her. Her fingers move up to my back and tighten against my skin as I push deeper inside. I hear her struggling not to moan, staccatoed sounds coming through her nose in breathy gasps.

  Everything about this is hotter than anything I’ve imagined. Hearing Merryn try hard to stay silent, feeling her tighten around me — it’s all so much. She’s so fucking hot that part of me wonders if this is just a dream. At last I get things under control and I’m able to pick up my pace. She responds by pulling me closer, digging her nails into me. Our bodies press together as I feel her hugging me, the buttons on her blouse indenting my bare chest.

  Her breath is hot as her mouth lands right next to my ear. I pump into her, grinding myself down, pushing into her clit. Her hips buck up and she pushes herself back into me. I’m getting deeper than I ever have before with a woman, and it’s amazing how great it feels for her pussy to hug my cock.

  Resting up on one elbow I slide my free hand between us, up to her chest. I undo the top few buttons of her blouse and grab onto the fabric, pulling it to one side. Then I drop my head down and latch onto the side of her neck. She gasps and her pussy squeezes all around me, making me almost come right inside of her. But I gasp and breathe out, getting back into control.

  Her lips find the bottom of my ear and she nibbles it, sucking it in. A thrill goes down my spine. Nobody’s ever done that to me before. I respond by driving deeper into her and her lips let go of my earlobe as she takes in a deep gasp.

  “Oh, Jake,” she whispers in between moans. I open my eyes and now I can almost make her out in the dark. I keep moving inside of her, but I’m listening now too.

  “Oh God, Jake,” she whispers again, and a flood of pleasure moves down through me. I breathe in deep to control it. “Oh fuck, Jake,” she gasps in my ear. “Fuck, this feels so good.”

  I keep moving into her, my body still grinding down, pushing hard against her clit.

  “Oh, fuck me Jake,” she whispers. “Oh God, Jake … Jake, don’t stop.”

  She is so fucking hot. Instead of stopping I move faster, and she lets out a cry before clamping her lips tight together.

  “Jake … Jake,” her voice comes out in a moan. “Oh fuck, Jake, Jake, I’m going to come.”

  A low growl escapes my throat and I drive myself in harder. I’m getting deeper and deeper and she’s taking all of it.

  “Jake,” she says, tightening around me. “Jake, don’t stop.”

  “Mm,” I growl. “I want you to fucking come, baby.”

  “Oh God yes, Jake,” she says, and now she’s no longer quiet. Her moans come through hard and breathy and it’s a miracle I haven’t come already.

  “Jake … oh Jake, I’m … I’m going to come Jake … I’m going to come.”

  “Fuck yes,” I say, driving in deeper, pressing down harder. She gasps and pushes herself up into me, moaning, gasping, holding on tight.

  “Oh God, Jake,” she says. “Jake, don’t stop. Don’t stop. Oh God Jake … Jake … Jake, I’m going to come!”

  And then she gasps and her voice cries out at the same time, and I feel her body seize against me as she comes. I keep on pushing, keep on fucking Merryn in her tight, wet pussy. Merryn cries with every stroke as I fuck the orgasm out of her, feeling her nails dig painfully into my back. It’s so fucking hot, and I feel myself quickly rise up, until finally …

  “Unnhhh!” I moan, pushing hard into Merryn as my cock explodes deep inside of her. She gasps hard in my ear but I keep fucking her, my orgasm spreading out from my cock all through my stomach and legs, even down to my fingertips. At every pulse I shoot more and more of my load, filling her, feeling it come out from between her legs and squish against my balls.

  And when she’s finished coming, and I’m finished coming, I finally slow down and then stop, my cock still hard and buried deep inside of her. I try to lift up my head but it weighs fifty pounds. It’s like all of a sudden my tiredness has hit me at once.

  Merryn seems the same way. Her body relaxes underneath me and I hear her breathing deeply. I lift myself up and roll over, my cock sliding out of her to stand up stiff and wet, like a greased flagpole. I hear her breathing beside me. And then, the strangest thing: she shuffles closer beside me and her head finds my shoulder. And then she relaxes again.

  I have to go now.

  I have to go leave this room and find the couch and fall asleep there. I’ve never shared my bed with a woman before and I’m not about to start now.

  But this feels so nice, and Merryn is breathing peacefully beside me. Maybe I’ll give her just one minute and then I’ll get up. Yeah, I’ll just rest here for a minute and then get up, pull on my clothes, and go out into the living room to fall asleep on the couch. After just a minute. Just one minute and then I’ll go.

  Yeah, that’s what I’ll do.

  Jake

  Oh fuck, my head.

  My ey
es feel like they’re gummed close. I try to open them but the light in the room makes my head hurt even worse. I have to blink a few times and push through the pain before I can see properly. It takes me a minute to realize I’m looking at the ceiling of my own bedroom. And that I feel kind of cold. And naked.

  I try to lift my head but let out a moan of pain instead. I freeze when I hear somebody moan in response — somebody with a woman’s voice.

  Oh fuck, I think. Did I bring someone home from the bar last night?

  Slowly, trying not to wake up whoever it is, I turn my head and look at who’s lying beside me.

  My heart stops when I see that it’s Merryn.

  Her blouse is bunched up around her stomach, but she’s naked from the waist down. I see my own jeans and boxers bunched up around my knees. Jesus Christ, did we fuck last night? Reaching down, I rub my cock and bring the fingers up to smell them. Oh yeah. We did.

  Fuck fuck fuck. I told myself I didn’t want to get involved with this girl. What happened in the plaza was a one-time thing. I couldn’t help myself. But now I’ve brought her into my bedroom? What the fuck is wrong with me?

  My headache’s starting to go away so I lift my head and look over at her again. Seeing her there, with her beautiful bare legs and pussy and stomach, I can’t stop my cock from growing hard. This woman is fucking gorgeous, anyone can see that. And Christ, if there’s one thing I know, it’s that Merryn is definitely the best lay I’ve ever had in my life.

  My eyes travel down her body, slowly now, taking in her hot pussy, her delicious, curvy figure. I only wish I could see her breasts too. My eyes travel back up and land on her face.

  Merryn’s still asleep, her eyes closed, her breath coming in softly through her nose. She looks so peaceful, so … beautiful. Something stirs in my belly, but it’s not me being horny this time. It’s something else … something I haven’t felt in a long time, or maybe ever. Merryn moans again and turns her head in her sleep, toward me. That feeling gets stronger.

  I suddenly get this overwhelming urge to kiss her. Not to fuck her, but to just kiss her. She looks so beautiful, and admittedly it’s kind of nice having her lie beside me in my bed. So I lean down and, softly, plant my lips onto hers.