Oak, Sophie - Siren Enslaved [Texas Sirens 3] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Sophie Oak

  “You’ll see, baby, it’s going to be better when we get home. My condo is nice, but if you don’t like it, we’ll move. We’ll find someplace that suits us.” Finn seemed willing to talk about anything but the fact that Julian was currently driving away from them. “And if you need to talk to someone, I can find a good shrink. I’ll go with you.”

  She shook her head. She didn’t need a shrink. She needed Julian, but that wasn’t going to happen. The whole time she’d been in the hospital all she could think about was the blank expression on his face. It didn’t fool her at all. He hadn’t been unaffected. He’d been a ball of emotion, but he would never show it.

  “I don’t want to see someone, Finn,” Dani said, measuring her words. The last thing she wanted was for Finn to feel slighted. “I promise I’ll talk about it if I get scared or have bad dreams. But there is something I want to do once we get settled down.”

  “Anything. We can do anything, Dani.” Finn’s voice was breathless, as though he was excited she was asking for something.

  “I want to go to The Club.”

  Finn stiffened. “I don’t think that’s a good idea, baby.”

  Dani sat up. She was sure she looked a mess, but it didn’t matter with Finn. He wouldn’t care that she had a red nose or that her makeup was long gone. She pushed her hair out of her eyes. “Tell me you don’t want to experiment. Tell me you don’t want to play anymore.”

  His handsome face fell. “I told you, I’ll top you. I can do it.”

  He would try, and she didn’t doubt he would do it. But it wouldn’t fulfill him. Julian had taught them so much. For so long they had been cut off from whole sides of themselves. She doubted Finn could be happy without D/s playing some role in their lives. “I don’t think either of us is going to be content until we really explore this part of ourselves. I’m okay with playing around at home, but I think we should try The Club or, if Julian refuses to let us in, maybe some other club.”

  Finn’s voice was low, defeated. “I don’t think he’ll care either way, Dani. I think once he makes up his mind he’s done. Hell, if you want to play, I bet Lucas can get us in. Julian probably won’t even notice we’re there.”

  Dani sniffled. She couldn’t seem to help it. Maybe one day the ache of losing him would lessen, but it was still a raw gaping wound in her chest. “Probably not. He’ll probably have other subs by the time we’re ready. He’ll have some pretty, thin thing under one of those contracts.”

  “No, I won’t.”

  Dani spun around, gasping at that deep, dark voice she had been sure she wouldn’t hear again. “Julian.”

  He stood in the doorway. His tall, muscled frame took up most of the space, making everything seem small in comparison. His hair was loose, making him look younger than his forty-plus years. His silvery eyes were hesitant, though. Still, he held her with his gaze. “I’ll never sign another contract, little one. Not another BDSM contract.”

  Finn’s hand was suddenly in hers. He squeezed her fingers. “I thought that was important to you. I thought you never took a lover without one.”

  “I didn’t. Until I met the two of you.”

  Dani felt a surge of hope. He was here. He hadn’t left. But she had to know. She couldn’t go through this ping-pong of emotion. “Why? Because we were a fling and those don’t count? Because I’m not up to your standards?”

  His face went a scarlet red, and his fists clenched. “Damn it, Danielle. I won’t listen to anyone talk that way about you.” He took a deep breath. He visibly got himself under control. “Please, little one, don’t test me. I’m at the end of my control. I won’t allow anyone to put you down, least of all yourself. You and Finn mean more to me than I can say.”

  “Try.” Finn scooted beside her. His voice had a slightly hard edge, but his arm curled around her reassuringly. He wouldn’t simply let Julian back in, Dani knew. Finn would make him work for it. Dani had known Finn all her life. He could hold a grudge. She would have to make sure he didn’t in this case.

  She watched as Julian swallowed. She waited for him to tell Finn to fuck himself and walk off. A thousand scenarios played through her mind. Julian could simply leave, deciding they were too much trouble. He could start his Dom routine and bark orders at them. He could have come back simply because he wanted to explain why he had to leave. He wasn’t a monster. Maybe he wanted to soothe them. He might promise to find them a new Dom. That scenario hurt most of all.

  “I think I love you.”

  His hoarse words sent her reeling. Of everything he could have said or done, she hadn’t expected it would be that.

  “Okay,” Finn said.

  Dani turned her face up. Finn had a little smile on his face that caused Dani’s heart to clench. Finn understood that there was no place for grudges now. She looked back at Julian. “Okay.”

  He stared for a moment, seemingly dumbstruck. “Okay? That’s all you have to say?”

  It wasn’t. Not for Dani. “I love you, too, Julian, but I have a few conditions.”

  Every muscle in his body tightened. His jaw clenched. “All right. I’ll listen to conditions.”

  She contained the smile that threatened to burst over her. Moments before she’d been dead tired, but now a new energy rolled over her. “I don’t want to be your slave, Julian, though I do want the sex part. I know I’m submissive, and I’m willing to be sexually submissive, but I want to take charge of my life. I want you to help me do that.”

  His red-rimmed eyes suddenly held a wealth of warmth. “Yes, Danielle. I will help you do that.”

  One hurdle gone. The worst was yet to come, though. She took a long gulp of air. “I won’t sign a contract with you. I know that’s important to you, but I need you to trust me. That contract won’t hold me to you. My love will hold me.”

  “I told you no contract, Danielle. But I want you and Finn to live with me. I want you with me always. I want to try. I want to give you the things you need.”

  Finn got to his feet. “You can’t run again.”

  “I won’t.” Julian met his eyes. Something passed between the men. “I promise you, Finn. Whatever problems we have, we’ll talk it over or fight it out. I won’t ever leave again. But you should know something. I don’t think I’m good at the love thing. I haven’t really tried it before, never wanted to. You might have to be patient with me.”

  Patience was Dani’s middle name. She got to her feet. She could be more than patient with him on an emotional level, but on the physical plane she wanted more, and she wanted it now. She walked straight up to him and planted her body close to his. He was stiff for a moment, as if he wasn’t sure what to do, but then he sighed, and his arms curled around her body. She sank into his heat, nuzzling his neck, listening to the firm beat of his heart. She felt his left arm open, and Finn snuggled in. Finn’s arm wrapped around her waist, and she was complete.

  “Forgive me.” The words were hoarse and unnecessary. She’d forgiven him even as he’d walked out on her.

  “I love you.” She and Finn whispered it at the same time, a benediction for their soul mate, for the man who made them whole.

  “I love you. I love you so much. I’ll never stop.” Julian leaned down and kissed her. His lips grazed against hers softly before his tongue came out, requesting entry. She opened beneath him and was rewarded with the strong surge of his tongue rubbing against hers, dancing in a slow grind she felt in her pussy.

  He released her mouth and pressed his lips against Finn. Dani watched as they kissed for the first time. It was tender. Emotion and promise played along their lips. They were so beautiful together. Dani wanted to step back and watch them, but they held her close.

  “I want to make love,” Julian whispered against Finn’s mouth. “I want us to share Danielle, to make her understand that she can rely on both of us.”

  Their heads turned together, both gorgeous men watching her with undisguised lust in their eyes. One pair of gray eyes and one pair of green caught her.
Their skin touched, and their hair mingled. It seemed to Danielle they had a single purpose. Her.

  Her heart rate sped up. The air in the room suddenly seemed too heavy to breathe.

  Julian suddenly pulled away as though something had just occurred to him. His hands were on her clothes, pulling her shirt up. “What did the doctors say, Finn? Perhaps she should be in bed.”

  Hell, no. She was not getting put to bed and treated like an invalid. She didn’t need to be coddled. She needed them. She wanted everything their eyes had just promised her. She allowed Julian to tug the T-shirt over her head. “I’m fine. Surprisingly the doctors say they see the cattle prod thing more than you would think. No permanent damage and no need to rest.”

  Finn slid around to her back, his chest a solid warmth on her skin. “I don’t know about that, Dani. I think some rest is definitely in order. I think you should lay back and let your men take care of you.”

  Julian stared at her skin. His fingers came out to trace the bruises left on her flesh. “He hurt you.”

  His voice was haunted. Dani reached down and tugged his shirt from his pants. She quickly undid the buttons, and his magnificent chest was revealed. She wasn’t the only one with bruises, but Julian’s went deep. She leaned over and brushed her lips against the angry red marks where the Taser darts had bitten viscously into his chest.

  “I’m not the only one he hurt.” Dani kissed his skin on and around his wounds. She let her hands skim his tapered waist.

  Julian’s fingers came up to frame her face while Finn’s cupped her hips. She sighed as Julian’s forehead touched hers. She could feel Finn’s erection pressing into the seam of her ass.

  “I deserved it. You did not,” Julian said gravely. Dani started to argue, but his finger came up to cover her lips. “Don’t deny it, little one. Karma finds us all, and Jeremy was my karma. Of course, karma works in mysterious ways. Had he not done what he did, this would not end this way.”

  “How would it have gone?” She thought she knew, but it would be good to hear it from him. It would make the agony seem worthwhile. Finn’s hands moved from her hips to her breasts, molding the nipples and tugging them, shooting fire down into her belly.

  A little smile played on Julian’s lips as he watched Finn play with her breasts. He brought a fingertip down to touch the nipple. “I would have taken you both home with me. I would have made you my sweet slaves. I would have bound you in a contract that dictated every aspect of your lives. For Finn, I would have taken charge of his career, telling him when and where he could work. Most likely, I would have become his only client. For you, I would have selected your clothes and given you a schedule each day.”

  She smiled back at him. “I know I’m submissive, Julian, but you should know that I would have shoved that schedule right up your ass.”

  He threw back his head and laughed. “Which is why karma is our friend, little one.” He got serious again, his face lined with concern. “I might take awhile to adjust, you know. I’ve lived my life this way for a very long time.”

  He needed a certain amount of control, and he always would.

  “We can be very patient, Julian.” One of Finn’s hands reached out to grasp Julian’s shoulder. “And I don’t think either one of us wants you to change completely. Just bend a bit from time to time.”

  “I promise to try. I believe I would like to bend a bit now.” He bent his head over and pulled her nipple into his mouth.

  Heat raced through her system. She let her head fall back against Finn’s neck.

  “I love you, Dani.” Finn’s tongue licked along the shell of her ear. “I want to spend the rest of my life with you, beside you, inside you.”

  She wanted that, too. God, she had never wanted anything more.

  “Take off her pants, Finn.” That hard edge was back in Julian’s voice, and she felt Finn’s cock twitch behind her. Her own pussy already felt moist and ready.

  Finn’s fingers did a sensuous slide down her hips, slipping under the band of her pants and lowering them down along with her panties.

  Julian got to his knees. His mouth pressed a line of kisses down her stomach all the way to her pussy. Her legs were caught in her jeans. Finn pressed his erection against her ass, forcing her pelvis to bow out toward Julian. He growled just before burying his nose in her labia.

  “Oh, god!” Dani shook, but Finn held her upright.

  “Does he feel good, baby? Do you like him feasting on your pussy?”

  And he was. Dani groaned as Julian’s tongue laved her tender flesh. His tongue slid over every inch of her pussy. She looked down at his dark hair. It was silky and smooth and all the more perfect for being mussed. He sucked at her, kissing, nibbling until she thought she was going to scream. He was torturing her with soft passes and long strokes.

  “Oh, please, please.” Dani couldn’t stop the cry that came out of her mouth. It was maddening. He was leisurely eating at her pussy as though he could stay there all day, teasing and tantalizing.

  His face turned up. Dani could see her cream on his lips. “Please what, little one? Tell your Dom what you need.”

  “I need to come.”

  His lips turned up. “Is that all you need?”

  Not even close. “I need you and Finn inside me.”

  Julian stood. There was no mistaking the erection in his slacks. He quickly moved to unsheathe himself. He tossed his slacks aside and shrugged off his shirt. His glorious body was uncovered, and Dani grinned as she felt Finn sigh behind her. She knew exactly what he was thinking. That gorgeous hunk of man was all smooth skin and muscle, and he was all theirs.

  Dani’s breath caught. He was hers and Finn’s, and she belonged to them. She belonged. It had been so long, maybe never, since she really belonged somewhere, but she belonged between these two men. Tears caught in her eyes. For so long her home had been a place. It had been walls and floors, ceilings and furniture. But now home was two men and their hearts. Home was their arms around her, their voices whispering to her.

  “Danielle.” Julian reached out for her.

  She threw herself into his arms. When she’d been alone in that terrible place Jeremy had taken her, they had come. They hadn’t left her. She mattered to them. “I love you so much. You came for me.” She put an arm out to draw in Finn. “You both came for me.”

  “Always, little one. I will always come for you.” Julian held her so tightly, as though he would never let her go.

  “You’re my world, Dani,” Finn said, his lips in her hair. “You always have been. You always will be. We’ll never leave you alone.”

  Warmth coated her heart. They would stand beside her, a bulwark to the world when it was cruel, partners to enjoy it when life was wondrous. She wouldn’t be alone. Not ever again.

  “On the bed, little one. We need you.” Julian’s rasp filled her with desire.

  Dani shimmied out of her jeans and practically threw herself on the bed. Her muscles ached, but it was nothing compared to how much she needed them. She scooted back to give them plenty of room, but when she looked up, Julian had his hands on Finn. She watched, completely transfixed, as Julian pulled Finn’s clothes off. His hands ran down Finn’s muscular chest toward his straining cock.

  “Let me kiss you, Sir.” Finn was still under his hands. “I want to taste her on your lips.”

  “She’s on more than my lips, Finn.” Julian’s mouth hovered above Finn’s. “I can still taste her on my tongue.”

  He devoured Finn. Their heads slanted as they kissed, and Dani caught a glimpse of their tongues playing, exchanging the juice of her cunt between them. Their hard cocks rubbed against each other. Julian held Finn’s head still as he plundered his mouth. Though dominant, the hold was gentle. She felt the growing love and trust between the two men. After a moment’s sweet play, they broke away and turned to her. Two hard, enormous cocks pointed her way. Dani felt a pulse deep in her pussy. If they didn’t fuck her soon, she was going to die. Her muscles ached
. Her skin was bruised, and none of that mattered because she wanted them inside her. She needed the reassurance that came with making love. She would know she was alive and wanted and loved.

  “Finn, you take her pussy,” Julian said.

  Finn leapt onto the bed. He covered her with his body, spreading her legs. His fingers parted her, playing in her juices. “You’re so wet for us, baby. Do you know how crazy that makes me?”

  If the size of his erection was any indication, she could guess that it made him really crazy. Dani sighed as he pushed his fingers into her cunt. It felt so good, so right, to have him inside, and it would feel even better when Julian joined him.

  Julian chuckled at the end of the bed. He held a tube of lubricant in his hands as he watched them play. “Finn, I think you’ll find I need you in a different position. Let Danielle be the sweet cowgirl she is. Let her ride you.”

  Finn growled as he flipped her around. He reached to the nightstand and picked up a condom. “Put it on me.”

  A little thrill went through her at Finn’s dark command. He sounded rough and demanding. It did all kinds of things to her pussy. She took the packet out of his hands, but wanted him in her mouth before she did anything else. She leaned over and licked at the head of Finn’s weeping cock. She sucked, drawing the salty pre-cum into her mouth, and was rewarded with Finn’s deep groan.

  “Lift your ass in the air, little one,” Julian commanded. “I’ll prepare you while you prepare our Finn.”

  Dani felt Finn’s fingers tangle in her hair as she moved her ass up, wiggling it invitingly. Finn grunted as he spread his legs and thrust up into her mouth. He didn’t seem to need the same things from her that he needed from Julian. From her, Finn seemed to need softness and submission. Perhaps he was really closer to being a switch than he thought he was.

  “God, Dani, suck me. Take my cock all the way in. I want to feel the back of your throat.” Finn gently guided her head down, helping her swallow his cock inch by inch.