Indulge

by Liv Morris

  “Present time!” My mom claps her hands together happily, trying to change the mood.

  Angel shakes her head. “You guys didn’t have to get me anything.”

  “Of course we did, silly,” Holly laughs.

  “Me first!” Josh says, sounding like a kid. We all laugh at him. “I saw this and thought of you.” He nods his head as he gets up and places a box in her hands.

  “Pink?” She sounds surprised. “You bought pink wrapping paper?”

  Josh shrugs. “Hey, I have come to realize you love pink.”

  She unwraps the paper and pulls a bright ass pink shirt out that has a number eight on the back. She squeals. “Thank you! Thank you, Josh. I will wear it next week for sure.” She turns it to me, and I see it’s a St. Louis Rams shirt. I nod my head. Good gift.

  “Us next.” Holly hands her a tiny square box that looks to be a gift card of some sort. She unwraps it and starts thanking them immediately. She shows it to me, and I see it is a gift card to Amazon for fifty dollars. “Shit! That will buy a bunch of books!” I nod my head to Angel as she says thank you to Holly and Micah.

  “Angel,” I whisper in her ear. She turns her beautiful face to me with a smile on it. “Will you come with me?” I reach my hand out for her to take it. She nods her head as she places her hand in mine. “We’ll be right back.” I stand, pulling her to stand with me. I place my hand on her back over the silver bow and guide her to the back door of the house.

  We step outside and she gasps as she sees the huge pond my parents have in the back yard. It has a white bridge over it so that you can walk from one side to the other.

  “Have you never been out here?” I ask as I walk us towards the bridge.

  “No,” she shakes her head as she looks around in awe.

  “I used to come out here a lot. I would sit on the bridge and do my homework or just do some thinking.” I walk us to the top of the bridge then turn to look at her. “You are gorgeous, Angel. I could never tell you that enough.”

  She looks down as she blushes.

  I run a hand through my hair. “I wanted to give you your other present out here with just the two of us, under the moonlight next to the pond.” Fuck, when did I get so fucking mushy? I close my eyes, take a deep breath, and square my shoulders. I sound pathetic, like one of those love-struck, pussy whipped boys.

  When I open my eyes, all the air leaves my lungs. The reason I have become so mushy is standing in front of me with that beautiful sexy smile on her face. I no longer want to be that macho man who fucks around and treats a woman like they mean nothing. I want to be romantic and make her the happiest woman in the world because this woman is the most important person in my life.

  I smile and pull the black velvet box out of my jeans pocket. My hand shakes as I hand it to her. Her eyes are glued to it. I think she is just as nervous as I am. She pulls it open very slowly and gasps, bringing a hand up to cover her mouth when she sees what’s inside.

  “Slade” I close my eyes as she sighs my name. Will I always have this reaction to her? Fuck, I hope so. “It’s beautiful.” She still hasn’t taken her eyes off of it. “You shouldn’t have.” She takes her hand over her mouth and runs her hand over picking it up. “It’s so beautiful,” she repeats.

  When she told me the story about her tattoo she got for her dad, it gave me an idea. Even though I didn’t know it at the time, my heart was empty until she came along, and I wanted to give her something that symbolized how she made me feel.

  “I wanted you to know that when I told you I would wait, I meant it.” She looks up at me. “I wanted to prove it to you, Angel.” I take the box from her hand and remove the piece of jewelry. “You have my heart, Angel, now and for always.” I lean down, giving her a slow kiss as I taste her tears. “May I?” I ask as her mouth pulls away from mine.

  She nods and turns around, pulling her hair to the side for me. I clasp it around her neck and turn her around so I can look at it on her. “I had this made for you Angel.” She reaches up and runs her fingers over it. It looks so beautiful around her neck. It’s a platinum heart shape necklace filled in with a variety of diamonds. “I wanted to give you my heart because, for the first time in my life, I feel complete. You have changed my life, and I could never thank you enough for what you have given me.”

  Tears fall from her eyes, and I bend down to kiss them away. I don’t want her to cry. I just want her to know how I feel about her.

  “I love it baby. I love it.” She looks in my eyes, and it’s almost like she’s telling me she loves me. She brings her body to mine. “I love it,” she repeats before she kisses me. “Thank you.”

  “You’re welcome, Angel.” She deserves so much more, and I’m going to give it all to her when she’s ready. “Come on. We should get back inside.”

  She nods as I lead her back into the house. She stops me when we walk inside. “I’m going to go freshen up real quick. I’ll meet you back at the table in a few minutes.”

  “Okay.” I kiss her forehead before she walks off.

  “Where is Samantha?” my mom asks as I walk into the dining room.

  “She went to the restroom. She’ll be right out.” I take a drink of my whiskey. Fuck, how does Dad drink this shit?

  “Is she okay?” Holly asks.

  “She’s great,” I nod. I smile as I see her enter the dining room with my heart around her neck. It looks as beautiful as she is. I’m just glad Josh was able to get it done with the short notice I gave him.

  “Thank you everyone.” She stands next to me behind her chair. “For the dinner, for the gifts, and for a perfect day that I will never forget.” I look down to see her knuckles turn white as she grips the chair. I can tell she’s getting emotional.

  My mom gets up from her chair and walks over to her, pulling Angel away from her chair. “You deserved it. We love you, Samantha. Don’t forget that.” My mom pulls her in for a hug, and it tugs at my heart. Who could not love this beautiful angel?

  Even though it’s her birthday, I’m the one who received the best gift anyone could ask for. She is standing in front of me in a little pink dress with silver glittery fuck me high heels and my heart around her neck, making me the happiest man in the world.

  “We’re going to get out of here, Mom.” I stand up from my chair. “Thanks so much for everything.”

  We all say our goodbyes and head to the bar.

  Fusion Nightlife is already busy when we arrive. I tighten my hold on Angel’s hand as we make our way through the crowded people over to the bar.

  “What do you guys want to drink?” I notice Angel is having trouble standing. I think I will get her a bottle of water.

  “I’ll take a Long Island!” Angel yells over the music.

  Of course she will. I just nod to her.

  Angel lets go of my hand and turns to Holly. “Hey, I need to use the restroom. You need to go?” Holly nods, following her off to the restroom.

  I feel around my pockets and come up empty. “Fuck!”

  “What?” Josh yells while he and Micah follow me outside to my truck.

  “I forgot my wallet.” I jump in the truck, digging around in my center console, when I hear Josh and Micah both say shit. I find my wallet and jump out of my truck. I turn around to walk back towards the entrance, but come to a dead stop.

  Fuck!

  “Hi, Slade.” Mindy, a girl I hooked up with once, is standing in front of me. I had met her at a party that Josh and I went to. The only reason I remember her name is because not only did the sex suck, but the bitch was fucking crazy. She had stalked me for weeks after we’d hooked up. She would show up at my parents’ house and hang out, waiting for me to come home.

  “What do you want, Mindy?” I take a look at her and notice that her dark green eyes are bloodshot, meaning she must be drunk. Great.

  “I just saw you walk outside and thought I would come and say hi.” She smiles and it makes me nauseous.

  I nod and walk around her.
“Come on, guys.”

  “Having a guy’s night out?” she asks from behind me as I walk back to the door.

  “No.” I turn and look at her. “We are out celebrating my girlfriend’s birthday.” I smile proudly when her face drops. I turn around and walk back into the club.

  “Hey there, sexy.” I feel two familiar hands wrap around my stomach from behind as I pay for our drinks.

  I turn around and grab her face, bringing her lips to mine and giving her a soft peck. “Hi, Angel.” I smile as she laughs.

  “You want to go dance with me?” She grabs my hand as she nods her head.

  I laugh. “Angel, I don’t dance.”

  “Why not?” She frowns.

  “I just don’t.” I shrug. The problem is that I can’t dance. I suck at dancing. “I’ll go find us a table, though, if you want to dance with Holly.” I know my brother doesn’t dance either.

  “Okay.” She gives me a quick kiss and takes off with Holly.

  “Let’s find a table somewhere,” I say to the guys as they follow me to the back of the club. We get lucky, finding a round booth for all of us to sit at. We just sit down when Angel comes storming up to the table looking pissed. She sits down next to me, picks up her drink, and puts her straw in her mouth.

  “What’s wrong?”

  Before she can say anything, Holly speaks up. “Some bitch just came up to Sam and said—”

  Angel puts her hand up and stops her. “Don’t.” She gives Holly a hard stare. Holly takes in a deep breath and places her hands on her hips.

  “It doesn’t matter. I know what we have,” Angel says as she picks up her Long Island and downs it. She just downed an entire drink in a matter of seconds. Shit! She’s going to be so trashed. “I’m not mad at you.” She waves her hand in the air towards me.

  I reach up and place my hands in her hair. I lean down and she opens her mouth, letting me give her a deep kiss. I pull away, smiling at her. I hate that people are always going to tell her stuff, but I can’t help how proud I am that she knows how I feel about her.

  “Hopefully it will blow over eventually.”

  “What do you mean?” Josh asks her.

  “That hopefully it won’t always be like this. You know, girls thinking they can slide into Slade’s pants when I’m not around.” She takes in a deep breath as she stares at her empty drink.

  I never thought that my past would one day catch up with me. I was careless, doing whoever the fuck I wanted. Now Angel is the one who is always going to have to hear about it. “Angel, it doesn’t matter. You know how I feel about you, and so do they. They are just jealous because they know how important you are.” She nods and leans over, grabbing my drink and drinking it.

  She looks up at me smiling, then laughs. I relax my back into the seat and wrap my arm around her. God, she is one hell of a woman. And all mine!

  Josh flags down a waitress. “Hey, can we get five tequila shots, please.”

  “Oh, God,” Angel sighs. It sounds just like how she says it when I fuck her.

  Fuck. Me.

  I clear my throat. “What?”

  “Tequila.” She looks from me to Josh. “I’m going to get so drunk.” She laughs at Josh.

  “You already are,” he laughs back at her.

  “So true.” She winks at me, letting me know that whoever had pissed her off is long forgotten.

  “Here you guys go.” The waitress sets down a tray with five shots of tequila.

  We pass them out then raise our glasses. “To Angel on her birthday.”

  “Thanks again, everyone,” she smiles. “You all are the best friends a girl can have.”

  We all down our drinks.

  Four hours later, I’m carrying a trashed Angel to our bed. She had laughed and giggled all the way home from the bar. Micah and I had to carry the girls out.

  “Baby,” she whispers as I lay her down on the bed. “I want you.” She reaches up, grabbing hold of my shirt as she pulls my face down to hers.

  “Angel, I don’t think we should. You’re very drunk, and I don’t want you to get sick.”

  “Please.” She sticks her tongue out, licking my bottom lip. She knows I love it when she does that. “I need my birthday spankings.”

  “Fuck me.” I lay my head down in the crook of her neck, and stand in between her legs as they hang over the bed. She brings them up to wrap around my waist.

  I run my hands up her smooth legs until I come to her lace thong. I grip them in my hand and pull them down at a slow pace, knowing it’s driving her crazy.

  “Yes. Please.” She lifts her hips up off the bed, giving me easier access to pull them down. I stand up and she uncrosses her legs so that I can pull her underwear all the way off. She places her heels on the end of the bed and spreads her legs wide so I can see her pussy. My eyebrows shoot up as I watch her hand travel down her dress and stop between her legs.

  “What are you doing, Angel?” I rasp out.

  “I’m showing you want I want you to do.” She takes her bottom lip in her mouth as she enters a finger into herself. “Slade,” she moans, bringing her other hand up to cup her breasts over her dress.

  “Fuck,” I whisper.

  “Slade.” She looks up to me through heavy eyes. “Please. I want it to be you.”

  I kick my shoes off while undoing my belt and jeans, then reach up and take my shirt over my head. “How do you want it, Angel?” I lean down and grab her hand, pulling her to stand. She sags in my arms as I try to hold her up. “Lift your arms.” I pull her dress up and over her head, then toss it to the floor. I stand there staring at her breasts. I had no idea she wasn’t wearing a bra, and it turns me on even more.

  I lay her back on the bed and remove her heels before I crawl to straddle her.

  “What do you want, Angel?” I run a hand over a breast.

  “Whatever you want,” she pants, as her back bows.

  I arch an eyebrow. “Whatever I want?” She is full of surprises tonight.

  “Yes. Whatever you want,” she pants. “Please.”

  “Whatever Angel wants.” I get up as she protests. “Where are you going?” She reaches out for me, but her hands fall to her sides.

  “To get a few things.” I pull out the handcuffs and the little vibrating toy we have never used. I think it’s a great night to try it. I walk over to the bed and stand. She sits up and licks her lip as she stares at my hard dick. I’m not going to let her have it in her mouth tonight. Tonight is all about me pleasing her. “Lay down on your back.”

  “Slade,” she pleads as her green eyes meet mine.

  I hold up the handcuffs. “Lay down, Angel,” I command. Her eyes cloud over as she gives me a mischievous smile. She lies back, never taking her eyes off the handcuffs. I lean down next to her and place her hands above her head. I have to reach down between the mattress and headboard to lace the handcuffs through the metal bar. “You like the handcuffs, don’t you?” I clasp each hand into a cuff and straddle her small hips.

  “Yes.” She lifts her hips up to mine. “Please, baby. I need you.”

  I place both hands on either side of her arms and lean down to kiss her. It’s a rough kiss as I thrust my tongue into her mouth, exploring, showing her I need her just as much as she needs me. I place a hand between her legs and feel how wet she is.

  Dripping and ready.

  I pull my hand away and grab the toy I had placed on her night stand. I turn it on the lowest vibration and spread her lips placing the vibrator to her clit. She jumps and pulls away from my mouth.

  “Slade!” she screams as her head thrashes against the sheets.

  “Relax, Angel,” I say softly.

  “Oh God.” She sucks in a deep breath, trying to pull away. “Slade.” She closes her legs, and I remove them vibrator, letting her take in a few calming breaths as I sit myself between her legs. Even on the first level, this thing is fucking powerful.

  “We’ll take it slow. Okay, Angel?” I whisper, leaning o
ver and placing soft kisses on her hip bone.

  “Okay,” she breathes.

  I turn the vibrator on the lowest level possible. I lightly lay the tip of it between her breasts as her chest rises and falls quickly. Slowly, I run it down her chest and dip it into her navel. She sucks in a breath as I bring it over her hip bone. I lazily drag it over her thigh and slide it upwards over her lips. She whimpers as her body shakes.

  I smile.

  I have never been with a woman whose body reacts this way. I love it.

  “Slade.”

  I run it back down over her lips as she lets out a moan. I spread her lips with my finger. Fuck, she is so wet! I slide the tip of the vibrator into her and then pull it out. She spreads her knees further apart as she whimpers. I repeat the process, just giving her the tip.

  “Do you want more, Angel?”

  “Yes.” She lifts her hips up off the bed a bit. “Please.”

  “Or does it feel better here?” I spread her all the way open with my fingers and place the vibrator directly on her clit. She starts panting as she cries out. I remove it and lay myself over her body.

  “Please.” She lifts her hips up. “Again.”

  I smile as I reach down and place it back on her clit. I hold it there as her body jerks and shakes underneath me. I move down a bit and take a nipple in my mouth as she screams my name. She is so close to coming; I can feel it.

  “Let it go, Angel.” I slowly run my tongue over her nipple.

  “Slade!” she screams as she comes.

  I leave the toy there and lay over her, feeling her body shake. I move my mouth from her breast and kiss my way up over her chest, her neck, and coming to her lips.

  “Turn it off,” she begs, panting.

  “No, I want to hear you come again.” I could never get enough of hearing her scream my name while I watch her come undone.

  “Please.” She closes her eyes. “I don’t think I can” She pulls hard on the cuffs, trying to remove her body from underneath mine. I smile against her lips as I turn the knob on the vibrator, causing it to vibrate even harder.