Indulge

by Liv Morris

  The beach is beginning to get busy and Abigail starts looking around the beach as if she’s looking for something. She wraps her arms around her knees and stares out to the ocean. I bend down and stroke her arms. “Where’s your head at?”

  She leans in and kisses the tip of my nose. “Just taking it all in. Don’t worry honey.”

  “Well relax baby. I’m going to go help Lucas with a castle.” I kiss her again and run off to play with Lucas in the sand. I look over at her and she’s taking out a book to read. Out of nowhere I hear someone calling my name. I turn around and see Mila running towards me.

  “Uncle Jacob!” Mila runs faster and jumps in my arms. “Daddy didn’t tell me you would be here today!”

  “Oh I didn’t know you were going to be here sweetheart. How are you?”

  “So good! Where have you been? Mommy said you’ve been busy but you shouldn’t be too busy for me Uncle Jacob!”

  I start laughing as I pick her up and see Logan walking towards me with Hayden. “Hey guys. Nice day to come to the beach?”

  “Hi Jacob. I didn’t know you were going to be here. You should’ve called.” Hayden gives me a hug and kisses my cheek. “Hey Abigail.”

  Abigail gets up and picks up Lucas to come over to us. “Hey! I didn’t know you would be here too. Sorry I didn’t call you! Today’s our first Sunday outing and it completely slipped my mind.”

  I notice Hayden’s eyes go wide and Logan hiding his laugh. “Oh no worries sweetie. I see that you have your hands full.”

  Logan comes closer to Abigail and gives her a hug. “Hey you.”

  “Hey Logan. Lucas say hi to everyone.” Lucas smiles and moves but then his eyes go directly on Mila. “Do you want to go back and play with Mila?” Lucas nods his head as we let them down so they can go back and play in the sand.

  Hayden and Logan get situated next to us as we talk about the previous week and what we’ve been doing. Abigail and Hayden go back to the blanket and start whispering. I look over at them as Hayden lets out a high screech and hugs Abigail. I shake my head and take out the football to throw with Logan.

  After about an hour, the sun is beaming down on us and the temperature rises. I watch Abigail take off her shirt and shorts, my eyes widening and my mouth going dry. Her black bikini looks incredible on her, her tone and tan body making me hard. I want to take her away from here and have my way with her. My mind starts thinking about all the things my tongue wants to do to her. Logan slaps my back, “Stop being a perv!” He laughs.

  Abigail looks over and her face turns bright red. “Fuck,” I mutter to myself. I shake those thoughts as Logan and I take the kids to the water. I need a cold shower now. The water feels cool on my skin. I hold on to Lucas as we start moving into the water. He tries to let go and swim away, “Lucas be careful. Just hold on to me.”

  He looks at me with angry eyes and swiftly shakes his head. “Jacob I’m old enough to swim!”

  Logan and I start laughing. I hold up my hands, “Alright little man, go for it.

  To my amazement, Lucas starts swimming and he’s actually really good. He starts laughing and throws his arms in the air. A part of me feels bad I didn’t listen to him but Lucas doesn’t look like he’s upset anymore. I walk over to him to make sure he doesn’t go too far. The water is already at my waist and this seems far enough. “Lucas, just swim around here okay?”

  Lucas nods his head and swims to Mila who is clinging onto Logan and won’t get in the water. Lucas, with a smile on his face, looks at Mila and motions for her to come in as well.

  “No Lucas!”

  “Mila come on! I won’t let anything happen to you. It’s fun in the water.”

  “Mila, do you want to go with Lucas? He looks like he’s having fun.” Logan asks.

  “Bu-but Daddy I’m scared.” Mila nuzzles her face in Logan’s chest.

  “Baby girl you don’t have anything to be scared of. Uncle Jacob and I are right here so don’t worry. Let’s try.”

  “O-okay Daddy. Uncle Jacob, are you coming?”

  “Right behind you Mila.”

  The three of us get closer to Lucas. His face beams as we approach him and he sees Mila. Without thinking, Mila squirms out of Logan’s arms and gets in the water. Logan and I watch her get in the water and when she tries to get to Lucas, he comes to her side and helps her swim. “Looks like Mila just found a boyfriend,” I laugh as I smack Logan’s shoulder. His face goes pale and stern.

  “Dammit!”

  Abigail and Hayden join us in the water within minutes. Everyone is laughing and having a great time. I throw Lucas in the water and the same with Mila. Abigail comes behind me and rests her chin on my shoulder, “Thanks for a great day.” She kisses my cheek.

  “You’re welcome, beautiful.” I quickly grab her before she swims away and toss her in the water as well.

  “Jacob! I’m going to kill you!”

  “If you can catch me.” I splash water in her face again as Lucas swims to me and climbs onto my back. “Hey! Be careful! I have Lucas.”

  “Cheater! You can’t use him to protect you!”

  After spending the morning and most of the afternoon at the beach, we start packing up to leave. Lucas and Mila are passed out as we put away the toys and blankets. I take Lucas in my arms and most of our things as Abigail takes his backpack. We say our goodbyes to Logan and Hayden and promise to catch up later in the week. I put Lucas in the car and make sure he’s safely in. When we’re all in, Abigail takes my hand and strokes my neck, “Thank you again for today Jacob. It was so fun.”

  I squeeze her hand and kiss her softly. “Anytime, you know I enjoy spending time with the both of you.”

  “We love having you around.” Her sweet voice brings a smile to my face. Things are going well but a part of me is scared something will happen. Nothing seems to last forever.

  When we get back to Abigail’s house, she takes in Lucas and I let her know I’ll bring everything else in. It’s about seven in the evening and I’m exhausted when I bring everything inside. I see a water bottle with a post-it note on it.

  Here’s some water for my incredible boyfriend. Get comfortable and I’ll be down soon.

  I smile as I read her note. I twist the cap off the water bottle as I relax on the sofa. I turn on the TV and make sure the volume is low. The news is on and I feel my eyes getting heavy. Before I know it, I close my eyes and drift off.

  Chapter 18

  Abigail

  I watch him sleep peacefully. I don’t want to wake him up but it’s getting late and I know he has a busy day tomorrow. I gently shake Jacob but he doesn’t move. Immediately I get an idea. I bring my lips to his and sweetly give him a kiss. His eyes go wide open as I lift my head up. “Hi.”

  “Hey. How long have I been sleeping?” Jacob stretches out his arms and rubs his eyes.

  “It’s eleven o’clock Jacob. I didn’t want to wake you up.” I bring my hand to brush his hair out of his eyes. I see him staring at me and my body goes on high alert. His eyes are paralyzing me and all I want is to surrender to him; give him my body and feel the pleasures all night long.

  Afraid to break our connection, I get up from the couch and stand in front of him. He slowly sits up and stretches again. “I’m going to head out then. It’s getting late.” I look away from him. I really want him to spend the night with me. I want to wake up next to him. I want it all. “Hey, what’s wrong?”

  “Um. You can spend the night if you want Jacob. It’s late and you’re exhausted.” My voice is quiet. I hate feeling this nervous and shy.

  “I’d love to but I don’t want you to feel as though you have to ask me, sweetheart.”

  I sharply shake my head and grab his hands. “No, I want you to spend the night with me. I know Lucas will love to see you in the morning.”

  A smirk comes on his face and his brows shoot up. “But will you?” Before I can answer, he picks me up and carries me upstairs. I’ve been waiting for this moment and am g
lad he feels the same.

  “Jacob,” I whisper laughing, “You don’t know where to go!”

  “Show me,” he winks. I point to the door on the right at the end of the long hallway. He speeds up the pace as I hide my giggling in his chest. When we get in my room, Jacob uses his foot to quickly close the door. Finally.

  My breathing speeds up and I see flashes of want and desire in his eyes. This will be our first time together. Our eyes meet as he slowly puts me down on the bed. Our lips crash into one another. I part my lips as our tongues explore each other’s mouths. The sensual dance makes me want more.

  “Abigail, tell me to stop if you don’t want this.”

  I lean on my forearms and think about what I want to say. Of course I want this but why does he doubting this?

  He leans in to kiss my forehead and caress my arms. “We can just go to sleep if you don’t want this. Just. Tell. Me.”

  I open my mouth but remain speechless. Instead of saying anything, I wrap my hand around the back of his head and bring his head close to my face. “I want you, Jacob.”

  His hands unzip my hoodie and grazes over my breasts. “Good. I wouldn’t know what to do if you said to stop.” He kisses my lips down to my neck. “I want to make you feel good Abigail but I don’t want to pressure you,” he explains.

  Excitedly I answer, “You’re not pressuring me Jacob. I want this.”

  His kisses trail down from my lips to my neck. My hands begin to explore under his shirt. His body feels amazing. In breathless anticipation, I tear off his shirt and sweetly kiss his chest. I slowly remove his shorts and boxers, freeing his growing erection. Oh my. My eyes go wide. It’s so big. I take in a sharp breath and wrap my hands around his ass. I pull him closer and place my mouth on his dick.

  “Oh my God Abigail,” he says.

  I curl my fingers around his base and slide up and down. His breathing grows and I want more. Jacob’s hands are in my hair. Tugging and pulling. Without warning, Jacob lifts me up to my feet.

  “Lay. Down. Now.” He breathlessly demands.

  I do what he says and lay down. He slides down my shorts and panties kissing me as his hands explore my body. His eyes are burning with desire. Shit. I can’t believe I am laying here naked in front of him but I don’t feel shy. He licks his lips and lowers his body, spreading my legs apart.

  “You have a beautiful pussy Abigail.” He places a finger in me. “So wet baby. Are you ready for me?”

  “Yes Jacob yes!” I close my eyes.

  He licks and swallows my wetness while slipping his finger in and out of me. First there is one finger but then he inserts another. I cry out with the intense pleasure. His talented tongue finds my clit and sucks. Hard. I do not want him to stop. He tongues my clit up and down. My body starts shaking and tightens just as I’m about to release myself. “Come. Now.”

  My body explodes into his mouth. “Argh Jacob!”

  He quickly gets up and pulls out a condom. He rolls it on his impressive manhood and thrusts himself right into me without warning. I let out a scream full of pleasure and desire. Holy shit. I wrap my legs around him, “Harder Jacob. I want you so bad.”

  Each hard thrust sends my body shaking and I’m biting my lip to keep myself from screaming.

  “You like me fucking you like this baby?” I close my eyes and nod. “Open your eyes now. I want you to watch me as I make love to you Abigail.” I do as he wishes. We stare at one another as he thrusts harder and faster. Jacob pulls me closer to the edge of the bed. He unwraps my legs and spreads them apart. Oh my God. He keeps my legs apart and pumps into me. “You are so tight. Tell me how it feels.”

  “So good Jacob. Don’t stop please! Jacob,” I seductively say, “Oh my god. Fuck me harder. I’m about to come.”

  By the third hard thrust, we both come. My body shakes as he leans down and kisses me. “Baby I’ll be back,” he slides out of me and walks to the bathroom. I curl up under the blankets and rest my head on the pillows. Wow, I feel so relaxed and good.

  Jacob comes back to the room, holding Thor in his hands. My eyes go wide and I cover my face. He lets out a loud laugh and comes to sit next to me. “Mind explaining what this is and why you’re hiding it?”

  Jacob pulls down the covers and holds my hands. I’m mortified. “Um,” I look away from him. “It’s been a long time since I’ve been with anyone and I ah you know, just needed something to keep me satisfied.” Just kill me now please, I beg.

  Jacob’s eyes grow dark and a seductive smile comes across his face. “You know,” he says, pulling the covers off my body and spreading my legs. “It will be hot to see you use this on yourself and I watch?”

  Fuck. No.

  I can’t believe what I’m hearing. “Are you serious?”

  Jacob looks at me and continues to smile.

  “You’re so..”

  Before I can finish, his lips collide with mine and I start to melt. He places Thor in my hand and without thinking I move it down and turn it on against my clit. The vibrating makes Jacob push his lips into me more and his tongue fights with mine. I let out a moan and my body is on fire. His hands are cupping my breasts and playing with my nipples.

  He lifts his face from mine and I close my eyes from the immense pleasure from Thor. “Open your eyes Abigail. I want to see you.”

  I do as he says. His hand trails down my belly to my hand. He moves Thor and picks me up. I notice that he’s naked again and his hard member is up. I lick my lips and wait to see what he does. “Fuck me Abigail.”

  I grab onto his shoulders and slide my way down. He fills me completely and it feels so good. I bounce up and down in a fast motion. I just need to find another release and feel him again. I will never get enough of this beautiful man. Jacob is mine and no one will ever separate us. He ignites my soul and has stolen my heart. I look into his eyes and see us growing old together and always being in love.

  He grips my hips tighter and I throw my head back from the amazing pleasure. “Yes baby, come now. I need you to come now.”

  “Yes, Jacob!”

  We both find our release as he kisses my lips, cheeks and nose. God I love Jacob Greene.

  He gives me a kiss on the nose, “You’re amazing you know that?”

  “So are you. Come to bed with me.” I lie on top of him and get several more kisses. Jacob wraps his arms around me and kisses my neck, “Good night beautiful.”

  “Good night Jacob,” I sweetly respond. “See you in the morning.”

  “Always.”

  He will always be here by my side. I take in a deep breath and decide it is time to let him know what my heart holds. “Jacob,” I start to say, “I love you.”

  “I love you too sweetheart. Forever.” He kisses my lips and we both close our eyes and fall to sleep in each other’s arms.

  The next morning, I wake up and watch Jacob sleeping. His breathing is slow and peaceful. I’m so in love with him and want him to show me the world but a part of me is nervous and I don’t want to scare him off. I run my fingers through his thick hair and kiss the top of his nose.

  “Why are you up so early?” He slowly opens his eyes and looks at me.

  I give him another kiss on his cheek. “I can get use to waking up to you.” I snuggle next to him and place my head on his chest. I trace a heart shape on his chest and listen to his breathing.

  “I like sleeping next to you,” he murmurs.

  I kiss his chest. “I like sleeping next to you too.” Perhaps it’s the haziness of the morning but hearing him tell me that he likes to wake up next to me brings a smile to my face. I love this feeling and how wonderful he is. He puts his arm around me and brings me closer to his body. He kisses my forehead, I love when he does that. “Tell me a secret.”

  His breathing slows down and I wonder what’s taking him so long to answer. “I use to see Katherine in my loft as if she was still alive, but ever since we got serious I don’t see her anymore. I thought I was going crazy but it was as if
she was watching over me and pushing me to you.”

  I lift my head and see the sadness in his eyes. I know that a part of him will always love Katherine and I’m glad my best friend had someone who made her happy. “I dreamt of Katherine too and she told me it was okay to fall for you.”

  “Looks like she’s our guardian angel.”

  I smile. “Yeah, looks like it.”

  *****

  A spa day is what I need! Hayden and I are sitting in the massage chairs while getting a pedicure. It’s nice to get away from life for a little while. Jacob is taking Lucas and Mila to the park with Logan. I look over and see Hayden fully relaxing as she sips on her glass of white wine.

  “This is perfect,” she says while laughing and smiling.

  “I know! Thank you so much for thinking of this! I don’t remember the last time I had a date with the spa!”

  Hayden puts her hand up, “Don’t get me started! Logan tries to get me to go and I have all of these gift cards but I hate being away from Mila. I’ve tried taking her with me but Logan has a heart attack every time I bring it up! He thinks she’s too young to look glamorous.”

  We both laugh and drink more of our wine. I love getting to know Hayden and spending time with her. It’s nice to have another friend who understands me and does not judge.

  “So,” she winks at me. “How are things with Jacob?”

  My face turns bright red and my body betrays me. We see each other all the time and things are wonderful but a part of me still holds onto a piece of my heart. I cannot give him my whole heart for the fear he will leave me haunts my thoughts. Jacob is perfect but sometimes I think he may be too perfect. “He’s amazing Hayden,” I let out a sigh and feel my heart beating a million times a second. “He’s so attentive and we have the most amazing times together. I’m just scared though.” I look down and play with my newly manicured nails.