Altering Authority

by Dooley, Ashley

  Ashley Dooley

  Altering Authority

  Ashley Dooley is a stay at home, homeschooling mother of two based in Calgary, Alberta. Since early childhood, Ashley was drawn to all things creative. Hairstyling and makeup started her first career, while art and writing came later on. She writes for her love of books and her need for fun stories. Altering Authority from the Authority series is her first novel to be released.

  Altering Authority

  Altering Authority

  Ashley Dooley

  ArstyDarlynn Books, Alberta

  Copyright ©2015 by ArtsyDarlynn Books and Ashley Dooley. All rights reserved.

  This book is the work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead is coincidental.

  Copyright © 2014 by Ashley Dooley and ArtsyDarlynn Books

  All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof

  may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher/ Author except for the use of brief quotations in a book review.

  Created in Canada

  First release, 2015

  ArtsyDarlynn Books

  Calgary, Alberta

  Canada

  For my husband for feeding the children when I am so engrossed in writing that I forget to. Also for doing the dishes.

  I love you!

  CHAPTER ONE

  She wasn’t particularly close to her father. His mobster lifestyle kept him busy. Her mother tried desperately to keep her away from the violence that life entailed, but push came to shove and the money was great. How could her mother raise her alone? It wasn’t as if she was going to get a job and pay the bills herself.

  Surprisingly, his death came as a shock. Not at the hands of a drug dealer hell bent on revenge, or one of the customers who’d felt ripped off. He died suddenly with a brain aneurysm, sitting alone at the kitchen table, reading his newspaper on a Sunday morning.

  Tatum had known that he would leave everything to her. She was his only child, and much to the dismay of her mother, she was somewhat more - ungovernable – than her father was. Where he’d have his henchmen do his dirty work, Tatum preferred to handle things herself.

  The drugs and gun dealings were more trouble than she preferred, but the high profits made them more than bearable. With strong connections and repeat customers already built, Tatum used her associates to collect and sell the merchandise. She rarely saw that aspect of the business, just the cash flow.

  Her favorite inherited business venture was the strip clubs. She never had to threaten those girls; they knew their place and how to have fun. The real money came from those girls after hours. Tatum didn’t like to consider her new job title as a ‘Madam,’ however, technically that’s what she was. The word sounded so old, carried such a stereotype. She thought of women like Heidi Fleiss and Michelle Braun and didn’t consider herself to be anything like them, aside from their jobs.

  Her business was whores but she was the furthest thing from one of them.

  Her father, Bill, was a pimp, even though he didn’t quite fit the clichéd description. His business suits were pristine and expensive. There most certainly were no fur coats in his closet or gold-grills in his jewelry box.

  Three months after Bill’s death, Tatum found herself sitting awkwardly with her mother at the dining room table. The same table her father’s face had smashed onto in death. Since then, it had been uncomfortable around her mother. The older woman was withdrawn, morose. She could see that something was weighing heavily on her mind and she knew it wasn’t her deceased husband. They weren’t close, not the typical man and wife.

  Her mother’s eyes would stare off into nothing, growing glossy. Her usual pristine black hair was in a constant state of mild disarray. Not her normal self. This day in particular it grew more annoying to Tatum than anything.

  “What is it mom?!” she said, a few octaves higher than she knew were necessary. Her mother flinched at the sharpness in her voice.

  She inhaled deeply and looked at her daughter, the words on the tip of her tongue. She made eye contact for a brief second before looking away, wiping a tear from her cheek.

  “You’re not leaving until you spit it out” Tatum said, sipping calmly on her tea, staring intently at her mother, her eye contact unwavering.

  Donna stood clumsily and made her way to the opposite side of the table, the action looking funnier than it should have, considering how polished she was dressed in her beige pant suit and pearls. She sat in front of her daughter and swallowed hard, the lump not disappearing.

  She hesitated a few minutes more, looking around the large room with its enormous windows facing out onto the dew covered lawn 20 feet or so below. The streams of light slicing through held a constant whirlwind of sparkles. In a house this size, one wouldn’t consider it to be dust.

  Tatum’s glare held up. Donna took a minute to study her features. There was no denying she was her daughter. The same bright eyes, the slim nose. Tatum was more Donna than Donna had ever really noticed. It’s no wonder no one ever questioned her paternity.

  She was sorry more than anything that Tatum had grown up in this life. The drugs, guns, and violence were more than most people could stand; however Tatum seemed to thrive in it, despite Donnas best efforts. How could she not? It was in her blood, more than Tatum even knew.

  Looking at her now, Donna knew that she couldn’t stop heredity. “I haven’t been honest with you Tatum” she finally spit out. “I don’t even know how to tell you this.”

  Her mother paused, choking on her words. The look in her eyes was of sheer terror. Surely, Tatum thought, her mother wasn’t afraid of her? There had been times when people had crossed Tatum and she’d had to ‘take care’ of them herself, but her mother was kind of off limits. There were boundaries when it came to these types of things. Offing your mother was one of them.

  “Just say it mom.”

  Donna took another deep breath. “He wasn’t… Not biologically… He wasn’t your real father Tatum.”

  The weight of the words hung in the air for a moment. The only sounds were the waves in the distance on the beach. The hum of the refrigerator. The ticking of the clock.

  “I tried to protect you. I thought this lifestyle was better than the one you would have grown up in if your real father had raised you.”

  Tatum’s face wrinkled in thought, but she couldn’t form a coherent sentence. All she could think was ‘it makes sense.’ She was nothing like Bill. At times, after she’d gotten into the family business, he would look at her as if she were an anomaly. He could call the shots, give the orders, but there was no way he’d be able to put a bullet in someone’s head and not bat an eye about it the way Tatum did. She had none of his characteristics. Not a single thing.

  It dawned on her then. If Donna thought that this was a better lifestyle compared to the one her real father was living, what kind of person was he exactly?

  She knew she’d done horrible things. Abnormal things. It wasn’t a typical day at work to beat someone to death for information about drug lords or rival gangs. But with her lifestyle, it came with the territory. Donna knew this. She wasn’t proud of it, but never really seemed to try to stop Tatum. What was she keeping her from?

  Then, at a rapid pace, the questions flooded in. Was he still alive? In prison? Did she have siblings? Nieces? Nephews? Grandparents that knew about her? Did he know about her?

  “Speak Tatum. Please tell me what you’re thinking” Donna pleaded as she saw the emotions run across Tatum’s face. “I’m sorry” she choked out in a whisper.

 
; Of all the thoughts swirling around in her head, “Why?” was all she could muster.

  Donna looked at her, thoughtfully. She licked her lips and rubbed them together, the way she normally did when she was about to talk a lot.

  “He’s a good man. We had a short lived fling, nothing serious. He’s involved in some things, Illegal gambling, prostitution... I didn’t think you’d end up taking over all of this” she gestured with her hands around the large room, but implying so much more. “I didn’t think this life would affect you as much if you were raised by Bill. I was wrong though, obviously. You ended up more like him than you did Bill.” She frowned and looked down at her hands. “He lives on the west coast, in San Francisco.”

  “Does he know about me?”

  Donna looked Tatum in the eyes for a moment, as if she were waiting for this question. She shook her head slowly. “He would have been involved if he did.”

  Tatum nodded and ran her fingers through her long, curly, dark hair. “Did Bill know?” It would explain his distance from her. Why bother being a father to a child whom you know isn’t actually yours?

  Her mother shook her head and at least had the sensibility to look embarrassed.

  “Do you know how to contact him?”

  Donna hesitated a minute before nodding.

  “Find him and tell him… I want a paternity test first.” She stood and walked away then, leaving Donna alone and staring after her.

  She was numb. She didn’t know if she should be mad at her mother or thankful that she had a father again?

  Walking out of the patio and down towards the beach, she heard the rev of her mother’s Audi RS5 Cabriolet leaving the driveway. She wrapped one arm around herself, propping her elbow on it to chew her fingernail as she walked.

  The wind was up, the tide out. Spray from the waves wet her face but it was soothing, almost. A distraction from the tsunami in her brain.

  She knew a slew of gambling rings in San Francisco. She should have asked her mother which one. Had she met her biological father doing a deal? A bunch of them up there bought guns from Bill in the past.

  She pulled her cell phone out of her pocket. Noticing the time, she sent a text to Rick, her go-to man, saying she wouldn’t be able to go to the clubs today. Putting the phone back in her pocket, Tatum sat down on a fallen log that had been dragged toward the shoreline as a seat for the fire pit in front of her. She was beginning to regret not grabbing a sweater.

  She couldn’t picture Donna ‘fooling around’. She seemed too uptight to have flings. Tatum herself was a believer in big romantic gestures. She knew the men that were associated with her lifestyle were a different breed, not the type to shout ‘I love you’ from a rooftop, to cry over and fight for their women, and she accepted that, never truly expecting to find ‘the one.’ She’d probably end up like Donna. Settling for whatever was the most convenient. However, the way she saw her mother light up when talking about him, Tatum could see that there was more to it than she was letting on. Perhaps she was even more like Donna than she realized.

  She thought about what this meant for her businesses. Legally, her father – or Bill – had left her everything in his will. If word got out that she wasn’t biologically his, would others try to take it all from her? Was she still entitled to it? Legally, she knew she was, however in her world, the one with prostitutes, drug lords, and gun dealers, things were different.

  The first decision she made was to keep this new found knowledge under wraps until she knew what to do about it.

  She wandered aimlessly around the property for a while. Only running into the gardener, who politely tipped his hat to her and went on his way on his ride-on mower.

  When night fell, she climbed into bed, a bowl of cereal in hand. The TV was only a mild distraction. She flipped through the channels, never really settling on one thing. Eventually, she fell asleep, her head pounding with thoughts and questions, but no answers.

  CHAPTER TWO

  As the phone reached its third ring, Donna grew hopeful. Maybe today wasn’t the day she’d have to confess everything to Phil. She hadn’t spoken to him in twenty six years. He probably wouldn’t even remember her.

  As she pulled the phone from her ear to locate the ‘call end’ button she heard him. His voice was groggy, as if he was still asleep. His deep Scottish accent hung in the air for a moment before she could speak.

  “Hello?”He repeated.

  Donna cleared her throat, “Phil?” she said eventually.

  “Who’s asking?”

  She laughed then. A small, breathy laugh that was almost nonexistent. If his voice didn’t give it away that it truly was him, his paranoia did.

  “Um, it’s Donna. You probably don’t remember…”

  “-Donna…. The only Donna I remember disappeared off the face of the earth a few decades ago darlin’.”

  She felt him shift the phone to hang up. “That’s me!” she yelled, hoping to catch him. The line was silent. “Hello? Phil?” She said after a few seconds.

  “Ain’t this a blast from the past then,” he said kind of bitterly.

  Donna took a deep breath to ease her nerves. She was sitting in her living room, on her overstuffed couch. Legs folded beneath her, cup of coffee in her other hand. The log cabin was the epitome of calmness. No sounds to hear beside the occasional bird chirping outside. The large stone fire place warmed the room. The smell of wood and pine permeated the air.

  “I need to talk to you,” she said finally.

  It was Phils turn to go silent.

  “It’s important Phil. I know this is unexpected.”

  “Anything I could have said to you lovey, or you to me, has been said. I’ve got nothing left. It’s been years.” Donna shivered when he spoke. The ‘R’ in ‘years’ rolling off his tongue. His accent always did it for her. The fact that her husband was still fresh in his grave mattered little. Theirs was a marriage of convenience, probably more so than he knew. She and Phil had something. It was brief but passionate.

  “I promise you it’s important” she said, her nerves beginning to take over. Phil was a dangerous man. He loved his family fiercely, but when someone crossed him, he was both jury and executioner. Donna wondered if she’d made a bigger mistake than she knew she had.

  “Out with it then Donna.” He said growing impatient.

  “I think we should do this in person.”

  “Not going to happen. You’ve got five seconds before I end this conversation.”

  Donna inhaled deeply. Her head was swimming. This was happening.

  “I um… After we were together. When I left…” She struggled for words. She could feel Phil rolling his eyes on the other end. Another deep breath, “I was pregnant Phil. I have a daughter. She’s yours.”

  Phil was silent. She couldn’t even hear him breathing. He and Tatum were alike in more than one way apparently.

  “I told her yesterday. She wants a paternity test to prove it, so you both know it’s the truth.”

  A few more seconds of silence. “What do I even say to you Donna? She’s what? 26 years old? What’s her name? Where does she live...? Do you think you could have told me sooner?” He said quietly, numbly.

  “I’m sorry. I didn’t want that life for her. You know how it is.”

  “She’s my daughter!” Phil yelled into the phone, his voice growing distorted. Donna jumped, nearly dropping the phone and spilling her coffee onto her lap.

  “I’m sorry Phil… I’ll send you the information for the test” quickly, shakily, she ended the call.

  As she dabbed at the mess she’d made with a Kleenex, the memories from their time together flooded back. She and Bill were having some problems. She wanted a baby. They had tried for months without success and she realized it wasn’t going to happen.

  Back then she’d helped out with the businesses, a lot. Her husband had sent her to Nevada to close a deal with one of the showgirls who was looking to make some extra cash. She sat in the restaurant
of the hotel, waiting on the girl when a group of rowdy men walked in behind her.

  Phil pulled up a chair next to her at the bar and smiled. That little gesture melted her heart and made it race at the same time. He was so, so good looking. Up until then, Bill had been the only man in her life. All other men knew she was his and stayed away. No one dared flirt with her.

  Until Phil.

  She couldn’t remember what he first said, but it was obvious he was interested. He had no idea Donna was married or even involved with anyone, but he couldn’t avoid the attraction he felt for her. Donna knew it was wrong. She was married for God sake but she couldn’t say no when he asked her up to his room.

  The dancer didn’t show up that night and so Donna rescheduled for a few days from then. She was in Nevada for a total of five nights and each one was spent with Phil. Every moment together was bliss and she felt herself begin to fall for him. Unfortunately, she knew she couldn’t continue a double life, and if Bill had found out about their affair it wouldn’t have ended well for either of them. She had no choice but to abruptly end it and leave for the east coast with no explanation. A month after returning she found out she was pregnant. She and Bill haven’t had sex since long before she left for Nevada.

  There was no doubt Tatum wasn’t her husband’s.

  CHAPTER THREE

  Phil dropped the phone next to his bed. He had slept at the club last night. One of his brothers had been released from the pen so it was a bit of a wild party. He rubbed his hand over his face, across his lips. Part of him was hoping he was still drunk, and dreaming.

  Family was the most important thing in the world to him. Donna knew this. He would have helped her out. Visited her, and yes, for God sake, she could have taken her away. Given her a better life. Phil knew that this wasn’t the place for a baby to grow up. He’d agreed to it with his first wife. Their daughter, Kieran, had been raised back in his hometown of Glasgow and lived a relatively normal life. But she knew Phil, called him daddy. How would she react, knowing she had an older sister?