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Collected Poems 1945-1990

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by R. S. Thomas


  what? The world passes,

  they remain, looking

  as they were meant to do

  at a spectacle

  beyond us. It affects them

  in several ways. One stares

  as at her fortune.

  being told. One’s hands

  are together as if

  in applause. The monsieur surmounts

  them in sartorial calm.

  Degas

  The Dancing Class

  Pretending he keeps

  an aviary; looking no higher

  than their feet; listening

  for their precise fluttering.

  And they surround him, flightless

  birds in taffeta

  plumage, picking up words

  gratefully, as though they were crumbs.

  Cézanne

  The Card Players

  And neither of them has said:

  Your lead.

  An absence of trumps

  will arrest movement.

  Knees almost touching,

  hands almost touching,

  they are far away

  in time in a world

  of equations.

  The pipe without

  smoke, the empty

  bottle, the light

  on the wall are the clock

  they go by.

  Only their minds

  lazily as flies

  drift

  round and round the inane

  problem their boredom

  has led them to pose.

  Degas

  Women Ironing

  one hand

  on cheek the other

  on the bottle

  mouth open

  her neighbour

  with hands clasped

  not in prayer

  her head bent

  over her decreasing

  function this is art

  overcoming permanently

  the temptation to answer

  a yawn with a yawn

  Van Gogh

  Portrait of Dr Gachet

  Not part of the Health Service;

  no one to pass his failures

  on to. The eyes like quinine

  have the same medicative

  power. With one hand

  on cheek, the other

  on the equivocal

  foxglove he listens

  to life as it describes

  its symptoms, a doctor

  becoming patient himself

  of art’s diagnosis.

  Toulouse-Lautrec

  Justine Dieuhl

  As we would always wish

  to find her waiting for us,

  seated, delphinium-eyed, dressed

  for the occasion; out of doors

  since it is always warm

  where she is.

  The red kerchief

  at the neck, that suggests

  blood, is art leading

  modesty astray.

  The hands,

  large enough for encircling

  the waist’s stem, are,

  as ours should be, in

  perfect repose, not accessory

  to the plucking of her own flower.

  Gauguin

  Breton Village in the Snow

  This is the village

  to which the lost traveller

  came, searching for his first spring,

  and found, lying asleep

  in the young snow, how cold

  was its blossom.

  The trees

  are of iron, but nothing

  is forged on them. The tower

  is a finger pointing

  up, but at whom?

  If prayers

  are said here, they are

  for a hand to roll

  back this white quilt

  and uncover the bed

  where the earth is asleep,

  too, but nearer awaking.

  Directions

  In this desert of language

  we find ourselves in,

  with the sign-post with the word ‘God’

  worn away

  and the distance ...?

  Pity the simpleton

  with his mouth open crying:

  How far is it to God?

  And the wiseacre says: Where you were, friend.

  You know that smile

  glossy

  as the machine that thinks it has outpaced belief?

  I am one of those

  who sees from the arms opened

  to embrace the future

  the shadow of the Cross fall

  on the smoothest of surfaces

  causing me to stumble.

  Covenant

  I feel sometimes

  we are his penance

  for having made us. He

  suffers in us and we partake

  of his suffering. What

  to do, when it has been done

  already? Where

  to go, when the arrival

  is as the departure? Circularity

  is a mental condition, the

  animals know nothing of it.

  Seven times have passed

  over him, and he is still here.

  When will he return

  from his human exile, and will

  peace then be restored

  to the flesh?

  Often

  I think that there is no end

  to this torment and that the electricity

  that convulses us is the fire

  in which a god

  burns and is not consumed.

  Waiting

  Yeats said that. Young

  I delighted in it:

  there was time enough.

  Fingers burned, heart

  seared, a bad taste

  in the mouth, I read him

  again, but without trust

  any more. What counsel

  has the pen’s rhetoric

  to impart? Break mirrors, stare

  ghosts in the face, try

  walking without crutches

  at the grave’s edge? Now

  in the small hours

  of belief the one eloquence

  to master is that

  of the bowed head, the bent

  knee, waiting, as at the end

  of a hard winter

  for one flower to open

  on the mind’s tree of thorns.

  Saraband

  That was before the Revolution

  as it must always be for the heart

  to appraise it. I think they met

  in the peculiar sultriness

  of August... And the voice says: Carry

  on; I am interested. But I labour

  to find my way. It is true

  that I made my choice and the poem

  cannot hit back; but the colour of it

  is not that which her eyes made,

  cold stones in the fierce river

  of his breath, while the lark’s clockwork

  went on and on.

  What a wild country

  it is, as hot and dry for one part

  of the year, as it is dead and cold

  for the other; and the frost comes down

  like a great bird, hovering silently

  over the homes of an inert people

  who have never known either freedom or love.

  Correspondence

  You ask why I don’t write.

  But what is there to say?

  The salt current swings in and out

  of the bay, as it has done

  time out of mind. How does that help?

  It leaves illegible writing

  on the shore. If you were here,

  we would quarrel about it.

  People file past this seascape

  as ignorantly as through a gallery

  of great art. I keep searching for meaning.

  The waves are a moving staircase

  to climb, but in thought only.<
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  The fall from the top is as sheer

  as ever. Younger I deemed truth

  was to come at beyond the horizon.

  Older I stay still and am

  as far off as before. These nail-parings

  bore you? They explain my silence.

  I wish there were as simple

  an explanation for the silence of God.

  Pluperfect

  It was because there was nothing to do

  that I did it; because silence was golden

  I broke it. There was a vacuum

  I found myself in, full of echoes

  of dead languages. Where to turn

  when there are no corners? In curved

  space I kept on arriving

  at my departures. I left no stones

  unraised, but always wings

  were tardy to start. In ante-rooms

  of the spirit I suffered the anaesthetic

  of time and came to with my hurt

  unmended. Where are you? I

  shouted, growing old in

  the interval between here and now.

  Fair Day

  They come in from the fields

  with the dew and the buttercup dust

  on their boots. It was not they

  nor their ancestors crucified

  Christ. They look up at what

  the town has done to him,

  hanging his body in stone on a stone

  cross, as though to commemorate

  the bringing of the divine beast

  to bay and disabling him.

  He is hung up high, but higher

  are the cranes and scaffolding

  of the future. And they stand by,

  men from the past, whose rôle

  is to assist in the destruction

  of the past, bringing their own beasts

  in to offer their blood up

  on a shoddier altar.

  The town

  is malignant. It grows, and what

  it feeds on is what these men call

  their home. Is there praise

  here? There is the noise of those

  buying and selling and mortgaging

  their conscience, while the stone

  eyes look down tearlessly. There

  is not even anger in them any more.

  Voices

  Who to believe?

  The linnet sings bell-like,

  a tinkling music. It says life

  is contained here; is a jewel

  in a shell casket, lying

  among down. There is another

  voice, far out in space,

  whose persuasiveness is the distance

  from which it speaks. Divided

  mind, the message is always

  in two parts. Must it be

  on a cross it is made one?

  Arriving

  A maze, he said,

  and at the centre

  the Minotaur

  awaits us.

  There are turnings

  that are no through road

  to the fearful.

  By one I came

  travelling it

  like a gallery

  of the imagination,

  pausing to look

  at the invisible portraits

  of brave men.

  Their deeds rustled

  like dry leaves

  under my tread.

  The scent of them was

  the dust we throw

  in the eyes of the beast.

  Aleph

  What is time? The man stands

  in the grass under

  the willow by the grey

  water corrugated

  by wind, and his spirit reminds

  him of how it was always

  so, in Athens, in Sumer under

  the great king. The moment

  is history’s navel

  and round it the worlds

  spin. Was there desire

  in the past? It is fulfilled

  here. The mind has emerged

  from the long cave without

  looking back, leading eternity

  by the hand, and together they pause

  on the adult threshold

  recuperating endlessly

  in intermissions of the machine.

  Seventieth Birthday

  Made of tissue and H20,

  and activated by cells

  firing – Ah, heart, the legend

  of your person ! Did I invent

  it, and is it in being still?

  In the competition with other

  women your victory is assured.

  It is time, as Yeats said, is

  the caterpillar in the cheek’s rose,

  the untiring witherer of your petals.

  You are drifting away from

  me on the whitening current of your hair.

  I lean far out from the bone’s bough,

  knowing the hand I extend

  can save nothing of you but your love.

  One Way

  There was a frontier

  I crossed whose passport

  was human speech. Looking back

  was to silence, to that

  wood of hands fumbling

  for the unseen thing. I

  named it and it was

  here. I held out words

  to them and they smelled

  them. Space gave, time was

  eroded. There was one being

  would not reply. God,

  I whispered, refining

  my technique, signalling

  to him on the frequencies

  I commanded. But always

  amid the air’s garrulousness

  there was the one station

  that remained closed.

  Was

  there an alternative

  medium? There were some claimed

  to be able to call him

  down to drink insatiably

  at the dark sumps of blood.

  Mediterranean

  The water is the same;

  it is the reflections are different.

  Virgil looked in this

  mirror. You would not think so.

  The lights’ jewellery sticks in the throat

  of the fish; open

  them, you will find a debased

  coinage to pay your taxes.

  The cicadas sing

  on. Looking for them among

  the ilex is like trying to translate

  a poem into another language.

  Senior

  At sixty there are still fables

  to outgrow, the possessiveness

  of language. There is no book

  of life with the pen ready

  to delete one’s name. Judgment

  days are the trials we attend

  here, whose verdict the future

  has no interest in. Is there

  a sentence without words?

  God

  is a mode of prayer; cease

  speaking and there is only

  the silence. Has he his own

  media of communication?

  What is a galaxy’s meaning?

  The stars relay to the waste

  places of the earth, as they do

  to the towns, but it is

  a cold message. There is randomness

  at the centre, agitation subsisting

  at the heart of what would be

  endless peace.

  A man’s shadow

  falls upon rocks that are

  millions of years old, and

  thought comes to drink at that dark

  pool, but goes away thirsty.

  The New Mariner

  In the silence

  that is his chosen medium

  of communication and telling

  others about it

  in words. Is there no way

  not to be the sport

  of reason? For me now

  there is only
the God-space

  into which I send out

  my probes. I had looked forward

  to old age as a time

  of quietness, a time to draw

  my horizons about me,

  to watch memories ripening

  in the sunlight of a walled garden.

  But there is the void

  over my head and the distance

  within that the tireless signals

  come from. And astronaut

  on impossible journeys

  to the far side of the self

  I return with messages

  I cannot decipher, garrulous

  about them, worrying the ear

  of the passer-by, hot on his way

  to the marriage of plain fact with plain fact.

  Bent

  Heads bowed

  over the entrails,

  over the manuscript, the

  block, over the rows

  of swedes.

  Do they never look up?

  Why should one think

  that to be on one’s knees

  is to pray?

  The aim is to walk tall

  in the sun.

  Did the weight of the jaw

  bend their backs,

  keeping their vision

  below the horizon?

  Two million years

  in straightening them

  out, and they are still bent

  over the charts, the instruments,

  the drawing-board,

  the mathematical navel

  that is the wink of God.

  Flowers

  But behind the flower

  is that other flower

  which is ageless, the idea

  of the flower, the one

  we smell when we imagine

  it, that as often

  as it is picked blossoms

  again, that has the perfection

  of all flowers, the purity

  without the fragility.

  Was it

  a part of the plan

  for humanity to have

  flowers about it? They are many

  and beautiful, with faces

  that are a reminder of those

  of our own children, though they come painlessly

  from the bulb’s womb. We trouble

  them as we go by, so they hang

  their heads at our unreal

  progress.

  If flowers had minds,

  would they not think they were the colour

  eternity is, a window that gives

  on a still view the hurrying

 

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