Soldier of the Mist

by Gene Wolfe

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  "I have rolled it tightly for you, tied it, and pushed your stylus through the cords. Put it through your belt. You have much to do before you write again. "

  I asked, "Who are you?"

  "Call me Maiden, as you did when we first met. "

  "And youre a goddess? I didnt think - "

  She smiled sourly. "We still meddled in the wars of Men? Not often now; but the Unseen God wanes, and we are no longer lost in his light. We will never be wholly gone. "

  I bowed my head. "How may I serve you, Maiden?"

  "First by taking your hand from your sword hilt, to which it has strayed. Believe me, your blade is powerless against me. "

  I dropped my hands to my sides.

  "Second, by doing as I instruct you, and so relieving me of the necessity I laid upon myself for Mothers sake. You recall nothing of this, but I have promised to reunite you with your comrades. "

  "Then youve been kinder than I deserve," I said, and nearly stammered from the joy that flamed in my heart.

  "I act for my mother, and not for you. You owe me no thanks. Nor do I owe you any. If you had accepted your beating like any other slave, my task would have been easy. "

  "I am not a slave," I said.

  She smiled again. "What, Latro? Not even mine?"

  "Your worshiper, Maiden. "

  "Smooth-tongued as ever. No man outreaches his gods, Latro, not even in falsehood. "

  "You said that youve promised to bring me to my own people, Maiden. If that was a falsehood, slay me now. "

  "I will keep my promise," she said. She licked her lips. "But I hunger. What payment will you give me, Latro, when I do as you wish? A hundred bulls to smoke upon my altars?"

  I shook my head. "Id slaughter every one, and singing, if I had them. I have nothing beyond what you see. "

  "Your book, your sword, your belt, your sandals, and those ragged clothes. And your body, but I will not ask you for that; it will be mine soon enough, no matter what. Would you heap my altar with the rest?"

  "With everything, Maiden. "

  "And Io?"

  I asked, "Who is Io?"

  "A slave. She says yours. Will you give her to me freely?"

  I nodded, though I sickened to nod. "You have only to show her to me, Maiden. "

  "Then I will not ask you for her. Nor for your book and sword and the other things. I ask an easier sacrifice instead: a wolf. "

  "Only a wolf, Maiden?" Now my spirit leaped for gladness. "You are too generous, too merciful!"

  "So many have said. Yes, a wolf. The wolf is sacred to my mother, as you would know had you not forgotten it. Furthermore, I will see that this wolf comes to you, and I will place my sigil on it so that you will know it. "

  "And I wont forget?"

  She pointed, and though the hill stood between us and the rising sun, when she pointed I knew that it was there. "In summer, when the days were long, you lost the dawn before evening. Days are shortened now; when the wolves howl again, you will yet remember me and this: The wolf will attack you, yet you will not fear it. He is the one. "

  "As you command, Maiden, and gladly. "

  "Not so gladly when the time comes, perhaps. But first you must return to the walls you fled, return with the dawn. Will you do that?"

  "Its dawn now," I told her. "Can I run so fast? I will if I can. "

  "Your foes seek your life. Be wary. As the sun rises, you will see a woman and a child walking hand in hand. Draw your sword and give it to the child. Do you understand?"

  I nodded. "I will do just as youve said, Maiden. "

  "Then when you find the wolf, grasp its ear, cut its throat, and speak my name. Go now, do that, and my promise will be fulfilled. "

  The city was far out of sight to the west; yet I saw it, its gray walls, grim with a hundred towers, rising high above the tents of the besiegers. I sprinted toward it, and it vanished; but I continued to run, leaping stones and loping across fields of stubble until I reached in truth the tents I had seen falsely through the eyes of the goddess.

  Here soldiers woke and spat like other men, goaded by the braying of the trumpets - buckled on their armor, took up spears and hoplons marked with the inverted ox of Thought, and formed ragged files that were soon straightened by the curses of their enomotarches. Some looked at me curiously, and I waved this scroll above my head so they would think me a messenger; no one stopped me.

  The tents ended. I reached a place where houses and shops had stood outside the walls. They had been burned, though whether by the besiegers or the besieged I cannot say. There were towers and sheds on wheels, and ramps of clay and wood. Worse, the tumbled stones and tiles of the ruined houses threatened to trip me with every stride. Once I noted a dented pan among the ruins, and once a scattered string of coral beads. I thought then of the misery of poor women I would perhaps never see.

  Soon I was within bowshot of the walls. An archer there kindly told me so, sending his shaft whizzing past my eyes to bury itself in the blackened ground to my right, so that I returned this scroll to my belt and ran wider.

  Already the sun was well above the horizon behind me. The Maiden had said I was to give my sword to the child "as the sun rises," but it seemed to me it was impossible that day. Yet I continued to run, or rather to trot, circling the walls in search of the woman and the child.

  The temptation always was to go too near, for by curving my path more sharply I could have decreased its length. Twice more archers loosed at me, their long-flying arrows falling at last almost at my feet.

  I had made a half circle when I saw them - a woman in a purple gown and a child in a torn gray peplos, hand in hand, so deep in the shadow of the wall that the soldiers on it might have slain them with stones had they wished.

  At the same instant a wounded man shouted, drew his sword, and dashed toward me. I marveled at his courage, for he had lost his left forearm not long before; the stump was still bandaged below the elbow, and the bandage was still gay with his blood. I had drawn my own sword before I remembered the words of the Maiden, who had perhaps desired that fight this one-armed man without it. That seemed no more than just, for surely he was still weak from his wound. I ran to the woman and the child then with all the speed I could command, extending my sword to the child hilt foremost.

  She accepted it readily; but when I turned, others were sprinting after the one-armed man. One fell with an arrow through his throat, but two more caught the one-armed man, wrestling his sword from his hand and pulling him to safety. As I watched them, I was bathed in gold. The sun had risen above the city wall, bringing a second dawn.

  Still other men, shieldmen in armor, dashed from the wall to take us. They dragged me, with the woman and the child, into a doorway so deeply set that it was like a tunnel ending in a narrow door.

  When this door swung back, we were in the besieged city. Houses of two and even three stories were set thickly along the narrow street, many with their backs formed by the wall. The men who held us seemed not otherwise than the men outside who warred on them; but with them were soldiers not like them at all, soldiers whose curling beards were black instead of brown, and who wore loose trousers of yellow, blue, and green.

  They bore us to the citadel and took the woman from us, and with her my sword as well. Now we are shut up in this guard room, where at Ios urging (for this child is the slave girl I told the Maiden I would sacrifice if she wished it) I write my account.

  Chapter 42 Though Not Without Aid

  I have defeated three men, guards of the satrap from Susa. They were Hellenes, though in Sestos the Hellenes do not govern themselves, as Io explained when I had finished writing of our capture. So it is, she says, wherever the Hellenes live on this side of the Water.

  "All the better for them," I said, "assuming that the men of Parsa are wise and just. These Hellenes are proud, grasping, and turbulent; brilliant, perhaps, but without any real feeling for the duties of the citizen and the majesty o
f the state. "

  She agreed, then asked in a whisper whether I thought someone was listening.

  "No," I said. "I speak my mind - the simple truth. "

  "But Im a Hellene myself, master. "

  "I was considering the men. The woman are better, perhaps, yet wanton. "

  "You only say that because you saw them in Kalleoss house, mostly. Do you remember her? Or Phye? Or Zoe, or any of the others?"

  I shook my head. "I only know how these Hellenes have seemed to me. " I sought to take the sting from my words. "Their children are beautiful and very kind. "

  She smiled. "Im the only one youve had much to do with. But maybe youre right anyway about the men and women. What do you know about the People from Parsa?"

  "It was they who commanded the soldiers who brought us into this city; but though I feel sure Ive seen them before, I cant remember where. "

  "I saw them back in Hill. They dont talk like we do, and they keep their women out of sight even more than the people do in Thought. And I saw one on the wall yesterday. That was how I knew how to get Drakaina into Sestos. "

  I asked whether Drakaina was the woman in the purple gown, and Io nodded.

  "She wanted to get inside so she could talk to the People from Parsa for the regent, but she didnt know how. Only yesterday, you and she and Pasicrates walked around looking at the towers on wheels, and I saw a man from Parsa on the wall watching her. The jewels on his cap and in his rings caught the light, so I knew he must be an important man, and from the way he looked at Drakaina I knew that if she ever came near the wall hed have soldiers come out and get her. Then you fought with Pasicrates and ran away, and I thought I ought to go in with her, so that maybe I could get him to help you. The Rope Makers will probably kill you if they ever catch us again. "

  "Whos Pasicrates?" I asked, not liking to hear that I had run from him.

  "Hes the head Rope Maker out there," Io told me. "Or he was. Ill tell you about him if you want, then you can read about him in your book. Were going to have plenty of time, I suppose. "

  Io had no sooner spoken than the door swung wide. I expected to see soldiers like those who had brought us here, perhaps with an officer from Parsa; but these were all barbarians with long trousers and cloth-draped heads. I found I knew already what sorts of faces they would have and how they would be armed. Yet because I did not know I would recall those things until I saw them, I will write something of them here.

  Their hands and faces are the only parts of their bodies they do not cover; and sometimes they cover even their faces, pulling up the cloth that conceals the neck to keep dust from the nose and mouth.

  Instead of sandals they wear shoes (which I think must be very uncomfortable) so that no part of the foot can be seen. Among the Hellenes bright colors are worn often, but garments are all of one hue save perhaps for a band at the edge. The People from Parsa have half a dozen different colors in the same cloth. Even soldiers like those who came for us do not wear much armor.

  Their spears are no taller than the men who bear them. Instead of a pointed grounding iron that can serve as a second spear head if the shaft breaks, they have a round weight at the butt. It is wise of them to make them that way, I think, because so short a spear would be useless after the shaft had broken; but the weight should permit the soldier to reverse his broken spear and use it as a mace. This weight shifts the point of balance to the rear, just as the grounding iron does.

  The men of Parsa always have their bows and bowcases. I think they must be fonder of the bow than any other race; surely no race could be fonder than they. Their bows are of wood and horn bound with sinew, and they bend backward when unstrung. Their arrows are hardly longer than a mans forearm and have iron points. Some have blue feathers, some gray. They are carried in the bowcase with the bow.

  Their swords are short and straight, with tapering blades sharpened on both sides. Those of the soldiers who came for us have bronze lions heads on their pommels, and that of Artayctes, to whom they brought us, has a golden lions head. It is very beautiful, but the truth is that all these swords are hardly more than long daggers - good for thrusting but for nothing else. Some of the men from Parsa do not even carry swords. They have long-hafted axes instead, and that is what I would choose myself in preference to such a sword. The men who bear these axes wear a knife at the belt.

  Artayctes is of graying beard, with eyes even harder and darker than is common among his countrymen. Because he wears a jeweled cap and many rings, I decided it was he whom Io saw upon the wall. The woman Io had called Drakaina sat at his right hand, not cross-legged as he himself sat, but with her fine legs to one side and bent at the knee to show their grace. When we came, she drew the end of a many-colored scarf across her nose and mouth.

  He addressed her in a language I did not know, and she bowed her head. "Once my lord has spoken, the thing is done. "

  As the Hellenes speak, he said, "Your tongue is more supple than mine, in this speech particularly.

  They do not comprehend ours?"

  "No, my lord. "

  "Then explain to them why they have been brought into my presence. "

  Drakaina turned so it appeared that she looked from the window of Artayctess audience chamber, yet I saw her eyes were on me. "I told my lord what you did to Pasicrates and said you could no doubt kill three ordinary men. He has a guard of Sestians beside his own soldiers, and three have volunteered to fight you. Not with spears, but with hands bare, as contestants fight in the pancratium. Do you know that event? Only weapons are barred. "

  I was about to ask what I had done to Pasicrates (whom Io had told me I had fled) when Artayctes clapped his hands and a sentry ushered in the three. All were as tall as I am, well-muscled men at the height of their strength.

  Io protested, "This isnt fair!"

  Drakaina nodded agreement. "Youre right, but the men of Parsa dont like boasting. Id forgotten that. When they hear a boast, its a point of honor with them to make the man perform accordingly, even when it was spoken by another. I believe my lord thinks too that Latro has been my lover, though we both know it is not so. "