CORRUPTED: A Dark Bad Boy Romance

by Mia Miles

  I surveyed the scene around me, looking for someone to invite into the club, but there was no one out on the street. As my eyes passed over the parking lot, I saw someone hunched over on the curb.

  I couldn’t tell who she was at first. I walked around to get a better look; I didn’t care if I was being obvious. She was on my property, and if she was someone who needed to move along, I probably needed to help facilitate that for her.

  She didn’t look homeless. Her clothes were nice and mostly clean. Her strawberry blonde hair spilled over her knees. It was the young girl from the interviews. Missy. I caught myself wondering what she was still doing there. The other girls had already left. They’d gone home or onto their next stop.

  My stomach sank and my veins froze. I didn’t like the way she was sitting, practically curled into a ball with her knees pulled up to her chest and her arms wrapped around her legs. Something was wrong. Was she crying?

  I hoped she wasn’t crying. I didn’t want to deal with a crying woman. That was my number one weakness. I knew I should have turned around and walked inside. If I answered the call to protect her or at least help her in her vulnerable state, I was going to allow myself to get pulled into whatever her situation was. It was inevitable.

  I sighed. My ex-wife had used tears as a trap and a weapon against me. I knew better than to give in. This girl was a stranger. I didn’t know her story. No one would have thought less of me for walking back in. I shook my head. I could stand up to any man who walked through the door of my business, but I couldn’t stand up to a crying girl.

  I flicked my cigarette into the darkness at the edge of the parking lot and blew out the last puff of smoke. I couldn’t have a girl sitting on the curb at the edge of my parking lot crying, especially after I rejected her for a dancing job.

  I started to approach her. She looked up, seeing me at last, and wiped her face frantically. She had been crying. Her swollen, red eyes and runny makeup told the story. She pushed her hair back from her face as I approached and seemed to tighten the ball she was curled up into, like she was trying to make herself vanish so I wouldn’t talk to her, but it was too late. I had seen her, and I was closing in to find out what was wrong. I had been lured in by her tears. There was no turning back for me.

  “Hey,” I said as casually as I could. I knelt down and put a hand on the denim fabric covering her knee.

  “Hey,” she croaked, looking at me with what was either resentment or suspicion, or maybe a mix of both. I had certainly earned both reactions from her by rejecting her and then stalking her in my parking lot.

  “Are you alright?” I asked. I wasn’t sure what to say. That was how it worked with crying. I wanted to snap my fingers and fix everything without having to dig into any of it.

  “Yeah, I’ll be fine.” She sniffed and nodded hurriedly, obviously uncomfortable talking to me. I couldn’t blame her. I had dismissed her pretty coolly, but this was a different matter completely in my opinion.

  “Are you sure?” I prodded. I wasn’t going to take a halfhearted I’m fine as an answer.

  I sat down on the curb and put an arm around her cautiously. She was too young, too beautiful, and too clean to be sitting out on the street like she was. She didn’t look like the other girls who had come to me. They had all lived rough lives that brought them to me. She had obviously lived a fairly comfortable life— at least materialistically, if not emotionally.

  She put her head on my shoulder, continuing to sniffle occasionally. She fidgeted with her young hands on her knees, keeping her beautiful blue eyes focused on whatever her fingers were doing. She was young and damaged. Something terrible must have happened in order for her to find herself like this. I wanted to take her in both of my arms and hold her until whatever it was had passed.

  She kept looking intently at her hands, forcing herself not to look at the man who was offering her his shoulder. I was torn between asking her what was wrong again and just letting her sit there until she was ready to tell me on her own.

  The latter seemed easier. It required less on everyone’s part, so I let her sit like that for a minute, until she let out a deep sigh and sat up straight again. She wiped her eyes with her hand and looked at me.

  “Thank you,” she said, and I could see that she was fighting back tears again.

  “What happened to you?” I asked. The words fell out of my mouth and landed between us.

  Her devastated blue eyes searched my face. They seemed to be searching for the answer. Or maybe she was checking to see if it was safe to honestly answer me. I knew I could be intimidating, but I was trying to be comforting. I was going to try my best to help her.

  Her lip quivered and the corners of her mouth turned downward. She was about to start crying again. It was definitely a trap, but it wasn’t one that she had set. It was one the universe itself had set for me, to make sure I didn’t leave her side and to make sure that she wasn’t alone on the street.

  “It’s okay,” I said. “Just let it out.” I pulled her back to me and let her cry on my shoulder. She started sobbing. She still hadn’t told me what was going on, but it looked like I wasn’t going anywhere. I smoothed her hair down with one hand and put the other on her knee. I never stood a chance against her.

  It went on like that for a while, with me whispering soothing things over her head and petting her gently. I was in full-on protective mode. Someone had hurt this poor young girl, and she had found her way to me as a result. It was my job to take care of her, whether I wanted another person around or not.

  “Hey, do you want to come back in? I can get you a cup of coffee or something. A shot of something if you’re old enough,” I suggested. I sort of fumbled over my words. What was wrong with me? I was usually so big, strong, and confident, and I prided myself on those qualities. With Missy, I was reduced to a bumbling idiot.

  “No,” she sobbed. “I’ll stop bothering you.” She sat up again and wiped her face.

  “No,” I said, suddenly regaining my confidence. “You’re coming in with me. Come on.” I didn’t want to sound mean, but I did want her to know that I was taking charge of the situation. She was too upset for me to ignore whatever it was. She didn’t owe me anything, and I certainly didn’t owe her. But I wasn’t about to leave her outside in this shape. The street was no place for a girl like her, especially as vulnerable as she was.

  I got up and took her hand, guiding her up with me. She looked at me again with suspicion in her eyes. It killed me.

  “Look, just come in and tell me what’s going on. Let me fix you a cup of coffee or grab you something from the bar. But let’s get you sorted out so you can figure out what your next step is.” I may not have known what her exact story was, but it couldn’t have been too different from all the other stories I heard from girls who came to see me. Regardless of what it was, I wanted her to know that this wasn’t the end of the line.

  “Okay,” she said dryly, and her lip started quivering again, like she was about to start crying.

  I put a hand on her lower back and guided her through the door. As we walked through the front room, I turned to Lex and asked her to get us some coffee. I took Missy back to my office and offered her a seat on the couch, where she collapsed into a lump on the old black pleather.

  Chapter Four

  Missy

  “So, is Cutter your name?” I said after sitting in silence with him back in his office, referring to the patch on the front of his vest.

  “Oh, yeah, that?” He glanced down and smiled. “That’s what everyone calls me. My real name is Zach, but call me Cutter like everyone else.”

  “Cutter it is,” I said, taking another sip of the coffee his bartender had brought us.

  I had expected him to run me off when he came out and saw me still hanging around his parking lot. He was a big burly biker. He ran a titty-bar for crying out loud! He didn’t need people like me sitting around, bringing everyone down. Sure, he’d been interested in me when I was in his offi
ce. He’d been staring at me with those intense gray eyes, but I figured that interest was gone as soon as he rejected me and sent me packing.

  I continued wiping my tears away even once we got back in his office. I didn’t want him, of all people, to see me crying. Not only was he a complete stranger, but I didn’t want the man I just asked for a job to know that I was that new to everything. I had asked for a job stripping and dancing on his stage. I figured letting him find me out in the parking lot crying was a rookie move, showing how inexperienced I was.

  It was embarrassing to let anyone see me in that shape. I dried my eyes with tissues he handed me, and we waited for the coffee to come in.

  It was surreal being back in his office. Before, I had been in there because I was looking for a job. He had been a potential employer. My second visit was personal. This man I had been taught to avoid was offering me a brief respite from my grieving and lamenting.

  As a biker, I expected him to be rough and hard. I could see a little ink on his arms from where his sleeves were rolled back, but he probably had tattoos all over his body, everywhere that was hidden from view. He’d probably been to prison before. He was built. He had broad shoulders, ripped arms that barely fit in his shirt sleeves. His cheekbones and jawline were very pronounced. His resting expression was hard and mean. He looked like he was ready for a fight.

  As the owner of a strip club, I expected him to have little respect for women. He exploited them on his stage every night. He made money off of their bodies. He was supposed to want some sort of favor for helping me and getting me off the street for a little while. I also knew if I refused to perform a favor like that, I was going to be back on the street as soon as I finished the coffee.

  I had been told to avoid men like him in favor of reputable men with aspirations. I had chased men of reputation the whole time when I was growing up. I had found myself in my current situation after seeing a successful, responsible man. And the two most influential men in my life had both turned their backs on me and slammed doors in my face, while a biker thug had invited me in off the street after sitting on the curb comforting me.

  That said a lot about my expectations, I thought.

  “So, do you mind telling me what’s going on?” he finally asked.

  I nodded. “Oh, that,” I said flatly. I took another sip of coffee and placed the cup on his desk. I sat forward on the couch and told him about the fight with my dad and getting kicked out. I didn’t tell him what the fight was about or that I had tried to chase my lover down after leaving the house only to find that he had left town with his family. I didn’t need to tell a complete stranger all of my details.

  “You can’t stay with any friends?” he asked me.

  I laughed. “No. There’s no one to stay with.” I had gone to school all my life with the children of people like my parents, making my peers pretty similar to my mom and dad. Someone might have taken me in at first, but once they started asking questions and learned the reason I was kicked out, they would have distanced themselves from me. What I had done was completely unacceptable.

  Honestly, if I had been one of my friends, and they were coming to me for help in the situation I found myself in, I wouldn’t have helped them much. I would have sent them packing as well. This whole thing was providing me with a very generous dose of perspective.

  I didn’t feel like I needed to explain all of that to Cutter. He probably saw some of it already by looking at me and figured it out from what I had already told him about my life.

  “I see,” he said thoughtfully. “Where have you been staying? You don’t look like you’ve been on the street long.”

  I sighed again and looked down at the floor. I told him about the hotel and my father freezing my money, because, well, he was on all of my accounts. I took that as a lesson learned for future reference.

  I grabbed the coffee mug and took one last, long sip, putting it back on the desk when I finished. I stood up and reached down for my backpack.

  “Thank you for the coffee, Mr. Cutter,” I said as politely as I could. He wasn’t going to be my Prince Charming. He wasn’t going to save me. He was nice and very different from what I expected, but he wasn’t a saint.

  “It’s just Cutter,” he said, standing up from his desk.

  “Well, thank you anyway. I need to get going. I need to figure where I’m sleeping tonight,” I told him and started toward the door.

  “Hey, hold on a minute. No one said you had to leave,” he said, stepping around the desk. He put a hand lightly on my arm. The touch sent shockwaves through me. I felt like we connected briefly. His large, powerful hand carried such a tender touch. He was obliterating my expectations left and right.

  “But I don’t want to impose. You’ve got a business to run, and I need to handle my situation myself,” I argued.

  “No, you don’t need to go back out there,” he insisted.

  “Where else am I going to go?” I asked, stepping away.

  “I’ve got room at my house. You can crash for tonight. I’m not offering to fix all of your problems, but you can take some time to figure out what’s next,” he said.

  “No, I can’t. I really don’t want to get in the way,” I said, clutching the strap on my pack with both hands.

  “No worries, Missy,” he said. “Look, come back in and have a seat. I can’t let you go back out there on the street. These streets will eat someone like you alive. Hell, they’ll eat anyone alive.”

  I let him lead me back into his office. I sat back down on the couch and let my backpack fall from my shoulder. I sighed. The only thing I liked less than looking for help was accepting it. I wanted to do everything for myself, but I couldn’t.

  “I can’t pay you,” I told him.

  “Don’t worry about it right now. We’ll figure something out,” he told me.

  I cocked an eyebrow. I figured he was used to taking women in and letting them work it off at the club or something like that. It seemed like the kind of thing he would have done as the owner of the club.

  “Look, I’ve got a few things to do to wrap up for the night. Just hang out on the couch, lie down, whatever. I’ll be back as soon as I’m finished,” he said on his way back through the door.

  I looked at the worn out, sagging cushions on the couch. It looked like it could have used a couple good doses of penicillin itself, but it was better than a cardboard box under the interstate overpass. As he stepped out and closed the door to his office, I sprawled out across the couch.

  I fought back tears as I thought about his kindness. It was unexpected and really unwarranted. He didn’t know me. He didn’t owe me anything. For all he knew, I could have been using my sob story to scam him out of money or valuables. Had I been more seasoned and more cunning, I would have taken the opportunity, alone in his office, to search for his safe and take whatever I found inside it.

  I wasn’t that girl, though. I lied on the couch and listened to the thumping music through the thin walls of his office. I closed my eyes and let the distant sounds of the club pull me into the darkness of sleep.

  I wasn’t quite comfortable enough to go just yet. My mind continued to work, to mull over things. I sniffled and wiped my eyes again, trying to keep the tears at bay.

  I felt my body relaxing while I lay there. I had a roof over my head. I was probably going to end up spending time with more colorful people. I wasn’t going to have to sleep on the street. I was safe for the time being.

  Something about Cutter seemed very trustworthy. It seemed like he was a man of his word. If he told me it was okay to sleep in his office, I knew I wasn’t going to be disturbed.

  “Hey, come on, get up,” Cutter said gently at some point, coming back into the office and waking me as I finally began to doze off.

  I sat up and grabbed my bag from the floor.

  “Let’s get you out of here and somewhere that’s actually comfortable,” he said, helping me get up from the couch.

  I rubbed my ti
red, swollen eyes. “Yeah, let’s do that. And thank you again.”

  “Don’t mention it.” He walked me out of his office with a hand on my back.

  I wasn’t going to have to worry about a place to sleep, and I was grateful for that. After some of the people I had seen, especially some of the girls I’d seen coming and going from the club, it wasn’t lost on me how lucky I was to find someone like Cutter who was willing to help me out pretty much at random.

  Chapter Five

  Cutter

  “Not what you expected, is it?” I asked Missy as we pulled up to the gate in front of my house in my matte black Charger.

  “You know,” she said, shaking her head and laughing.

  “What?” I asked with a smirk on my face. I could tell I wasn’t at all what she had imagined from a sleazy biker who owned a strip club.