Loving Her

by Hutton, CM

  “Ry…now…I want you in me. Please.”

  He smiled, nipping my breast again right as he pushed his cock into me. I gasped and gripped his shoulders. “Oh, God! Do that again.”

  Rylan laughed and said, “Feel that good, baby?”

  “God, yes.” He pulled out of me and did it again, but this time he bit a little harder on my nipple and thrust hard into me. “Oh, God!”

  “Jen…” He started moving so slowly, going deep with every grinding move. I cupped his face and stared into his eyes.

  “You feel so good to me, Ry.” I pulled him down for a kiss. His tongue moved with the same rhythm as his hips and I was completely lost in him. I felt my heart attaching to his and for once, I wasn’t scared.

  I felt him grow harder and knew he was close. I pulled back from our kiss and said, “I want to see you when you come.” He grinned slightly and pushed hard into me causing me to close my eyes at the glorious feeling. He leaned down to my ear and said, “Open your eyes, baby.”

  As soon as I opened them, I saw him fall apart and felt his warmth release into me. It set off my own climax that had me gasping for breath as we watched what we had done to each other.

  Rylan’s hips made slow circles with mine as we found our way back from the most wonderful sex I’d ever had. It was more than sex; I knew it, but couldn’t put a name to what it was yet.

  Rylan laid his forehead against mine and said, “Hi.”

  I grinned and said, “Thank you for coming here to find me and tell me the truth.” I wasn’t being snarky. I meant every word.

  “You don’t need to thank me. I’m just grateful you listened to me and didn’t try to kick my ass or something.”

  I laughed and kissed his lips. “Yeah, well, I’m glad I listened too and that know the truth about ‘what’s her name.’ What is her name anyway?”

  Ry chuckled and said, “Mia. Her name is Mia and my brother’s name is Romyn.”

  “Well, to answer your question from earlier…..yes, I want to meet her…them.”

  He kissed me hard on the lips and said, “So, you’ll go out dancing with us tomorrow night?”

  “Yes, Ry. I’ll go, but I need to cancel a certain date with someone first.” His face twitched at the thought of Jack and it made me do a little happy dance inside knowing he hated me with Jack.

  “Well, I’d be happy to cancel that date for you, if you want me to.” Smartass.

  “No. I can handle Jack. I’ll call him later.”

  He kissed my nose and rolled us to the side, facing each other. “Will you come home with me tonight Jen? I need to go take care of Butch, but I want to spend the entire night holding you just like this.” He softly kissed my lips and whispered, “Say you’ll come with me.”

  Oh, man. Rylan was going to absolutely break me. I stared into his face and decided I couldn’t say no. “Okay, Ry. Let me shower and pack a few things.” His smile lit up his face and he jumped up off the bed and pulled me with him into the bathroom. “Um, excited much?”

  Chapter 18 – Rylan

  I couldn’t believe how I felt. It was like waking up from a coma. I had slowly been awakening after spending last weekend together, until I realized that Jen was about to throw me aside and go out with the prick. There was no way in hell I was going to let that happen. I was suddenly, fully awake for the first time in five years.

  We showered together, barely making it out without consuming each other, and I helped Jen pack an overnight bag and it was all so surreal for me. I couldn’t believe I was inviting another woman into my home, my bed. I felt a bit of panic start to surface, but I pushed it away when I saw the beautiful smile on her face. She was genuinely happy to be going home with me.

  I was a little worried how Butch would react, though. I hadn’t taken anyone around him since Kristen. I hoped he liked Jen as much as I did.

  “Ready to go?” Jen stood right in front of me, her knees touching mine as I sat on her bed while she packed.

  I circled my arms around the back of her legs and said, “Yes I am, beautiful girl.” I heard her gasp as my words and it made me smile. I hadn’t said anything like that to a woman in a long time, but it was so fitting for Jen. She was incredibly beautiful and I loved how she blended with me.

  She leaned down and kissed my forehead. “Thank you….for inviting me over.”

  I stood and wrapped my arms around her waist. “Thank you for saying yes.” I kissed her lips and she licked her tongue across my bottom lip and opened, inviting me into her warm mouth. She grabbed my hair and pulled me closer. “Jen, babe…..if you keep doing that, we’ll never make it to my place.”

  “Okay.” She smiled and kissed me again and I pushed against her one last time before pulling away, grabbing her arm and forcing us toward her front door. She laughed and said, “Bastard.”

  I knew she was teasing me so I swiftly smacked her hot ass with my hand and laughed when she squealed.

  We climbed into my car and headed toward my house. She didn’t say much on the ride over and I wondered what was going through her mind.

  I touched her on the knee and said, “You okay?”

  Jen turned and smiled at me. “Yeah, more than okay, Ry.” She picked up my hand and kissed my palm sending chills through my whole body. I winked at her and ran my hand down her cheek.

  We pulled into my drive and I rushed around the car to open the door for her. She smiled and leaned in for a kiss. I had a strange feeling run through my body. But, before I could think on it too much, I heard Butch barking from inside the house. Jen smiled and said, “Ahh, I get to meet Butch. Think he’ll like me?”

  She said it jokingly, but my heart nearly stopped. I never thought about how Butch might react. He’s a good dog, but he has pined as much as I have over Kristen.

  I grabbed her hand, lacing our fingers together and led her toward the door saying, “You bet. He’ll love you.” I sure hoped he did.

  We walked in the front door and were greeted with a wagging tale and loud barks. Butch walked right up to Jen and licked her on the hand making her laugh. “Well, hello to you too, big guy.” She rubbed his ears and patted his head and that was all it took. Butch was smitten and my heart thawed even more.

  “Okay you two….enough of the flirting. Butch come.” I called him to go outside so that I could show Jen around and have a little privacy.

  I turned back to Jen and said, “Come on in. I’ll show you around.” She grinned and stepped toward me, taking my hand in hers. “That feels nice….when you hold my hand.” My words were quiet.

  “Oh yeah? Well, I like it too…a lot actually.” I stopped walking, turned and wrapped my free hand around her neck to pull her in for a kiss. It was slow and gentle, but still left us breathless. “I like that a lot, too,” Jen whispered against my lips.

  “Me too. I pretty much like all things I do with you.”

  Jen laughed and said, “Is that right?”

  “Absolutely. Now, let’s take a little tour.” I pulled her from room to room of my house and showed her where everything was. When we ended in the kitchen, she propped herself onto a barstool and watched as I made us some dinner. It felt amazing to have her with me, letting me take care of her.

  We chatted about work, people we both knew and life in general. Neither of us asked about past relationships, which was a blessing. I almost felt like she was as closed off about that subject as I was.

  By the time dinner was over and the kitchen cleaned up, it was late. I walked up behind Jen as she finished drying the last dish that she insisted she help with and circled my arms around her. “Come on. Let’s go to bed. I need a lot more of you.” I whispered in her ear and she laid her head back on my shoulder.

  “Sounds good.” She turned in my arms and kissed me.

  I watched from the bed as she slipped on her sexy little lace night shirt and matching panties. She grinned knowing I was staring at her. “You like?”

  “More than you know. You’re beautiful.�
� I was hard and it was obvious.

  “I think I might know just how much you like it.” She raised her eyebrows and moved her eyes to my hard-on.

  I started to get up and go grab her, but she put her hand up and said, “No. Wait where you are. I’ll come to you.”

  She slowly walked toward the bed and stopped at the end. “No touching, okay?” Huh?

  “But….”

  “Trust me,” was all she said as she rubbed her hands across her covered breasts and down her stomach to her wet folds.

  “Jen…”

  “Trust me.” She started crawling up my legs, kissing along the way. I had a feeling I was really going to like what was coming.

  When she got to my balls, she just barely grazed them with her lips and I grabbed her hair, fisting my hands in it. “No touching, remember?”

  “I’m not sure I can help it, babe.”

  “You’ll have to.” She opened her mouth and let her teeth brush against my still covered balls and I nearly leapt off the bed. She raised her arms to my chest to hold me in place…well, it was the illusion that she was holding me in place. I was much bigger than her, but having her arms on me like that did the trick.

  She nuzzled her nose against my cock and kissed its length through my boxer briefs. I wanted her to rip them off and touch my skin, but she moved up my stomach placing more kisses and licks….oh, God. Licks.

  When she got to my nipples, she bit down and I instinctively grabbed her hair. “No, no babe.”

  I put my hands back behind my head and tried to stay in control and not blow my wad.

  She moved to the other nipple and did the same. I knew what this was about….payback for earlier at her place. But, that was totally fine with me.

  Jen kissed up the side of my neck and dragged her teeth on my earlobe. I hissed, but kept my hands where they were. She whispered, “Good boy. Now, a reward.” She leaned back and grabbed the edge of my underwear and with a little help from me, pulled them down my legs releasing my massive erection.

  She smiled and looked down at it, then took me in her hands and very softly rubbed up and down. I nearly exploded. She leaned down and I took a deep breath and held it. She kissed the tip of my cock then licked from the base to the top along my bulging vein. “Baby…”

  “Shh.” She wrapped her mouth around my head and started moving her hand along the base. She only stayed there for a minute, then looked up at me and said, “Feel good, baby?”

  “Hell, yes!” I think my words came out as a Tourette’s sort of scream because she laughed. She leaned down and took me again, deeper. I knew she was just as turned on as I was because the erect buds of her breasts were lightly rubbing across my skin through her lacy shirt. I took a chance and ran my hand down her lace covered folds and she was soaked.

  Jen moaned at my touch and pushed herself into my hand. She didn’t stop what she was doing and didn’t make me stop touching either. So, I slipped my fingers under her panties to rub her clit and push two inside her. She moaned around my cock and the vibration set off an urgency to erupt.

  I moved my hand harder and faster against her wetness and she moaned again. “Jen, you’re gonna make me come, baby. Don’t moan like that with me in your mouth.” She did it again, on purpose and I grabbed her off me and threw her down on her stomach in one fast move.

  She gasped at how quickly I had changed our game. I ripped her panties to the side and ran my fingers up her folds again and whispered “My God, you’re so incredible, baby. I need to take you hard. Okay?”

  “Yes….God, yes!” Shit.

  I plunged into her from behind and she pushed back meeting my thrusts. I smacked her on the ass as I felt both of us climax and she moaned in response sending me exploding into her. She followed, pulsing around my still throbbing cock.

  I slowly slipped out of her, turned her over and placed soft kisses all over her face. She smiled and cupped my face. “Hey. It’s okay. I said ‘yes’ and it felt incredible.” How did she know what I was thinking?

  I closed my eyes and placed my forehead against hers. “How did you know?”

  “I just know.” She kissed my lips. “Hey. Look at me, please.” I looked into her eyes and saw such beauty. “I love that you are worried about me, but don’t…not about this. We make each other feel good, baby. Nothing wrong with that. I wanted to do what I did to you and you wanted to do what you did to me and it felt incredible, right?” She was right.

  “Yes. Thank you” I whispered. “You have no idea what you’ve awakened in me, Jen. I’m not sure I can really explain it right now, but you have brought me back to life and I feel like I can’t get enough of you.”

  “I feel the same way, Ry. So, stop worrying about what we do in bed together. I think we need each other and I know we enjoy each other.” She smiled and kissed my lips.

  “Jen, you are an amazing woman and I’m so grateful to have you…” I paused then said, “to have you as mine, here in my bed and in my life.” It was strange to feel like I ‘had’ Jen as mine, but that is exactly what it felt like. I knew I would have to deal with the ghosts later, but Jen was going to be part of my future….I wanted her to be my future.

  “Ry, I can honestly say there is no place on Earth I would rather be than right here…in your bed, in your arms and in your life.” I kissed her thoroughly before dragging us to the shower and settling back in bed, both of us completely naked.

  We fell asleep in each other’s arms and it felt like ‘home’ to me for the first time in five years.

  Chapter 19 – Jen

  I woke to the most wonderful feeling of warmth completely wrapped around me. I turned to see Rylan’s handsome face staring at me.

  “Hi, beautiful.” His gruff morning voice was sexy as hell.

  “Morning.” I leaned in to snuggle against his chest.

  “Waking up with your sexy body next to me is pretty wonderful.” Rylan said.

  I grinned and said, “I was just thinking the same thing about you.”

  Ry leaned in and kissed me, heating up my naked body. “I might need a little more of you before we go to work.”

  “Hmm….I think I’ve got time.” I said with a wink.

  Rylan smirked and lightly pinched my naked breast. When I jumped, he pulled my body closer to his and completely devoured my mouth.

  We took our time with each other’s bodies before we showered and dressed for work.

  Rylan was going to drop me off at my office and told me he would come back for me at the end of the day, but I decided I’d take a cab so that I could go home to get ready for our night out with his brother and sister-in-law.

  “Jen, I can pick you up after work. I’d like to.”

  “No. I’ll take a cab and see you tonight.” I kissed him, holding his face in mine and said, “But, thank you for offering.” I opened the door and climbed out quickly before Rylan could say anything else. I looked back after shutting the door and he was smiling and shaking his head.

  The task of calling Jack to cancel our date was pressing down on me. Rylan wanted me to do it last night with him sitting right there, but I told him no. I’d handle it. I was noticing a trend with this new man of mine. He was possessive or protective or something.

  I decided to make the call to Jack first thing and get it over with. Or maybe I should just text. Yeah, that was the coward’s way of handling it, but didn’t he ask me out over text? Yep, texting was definitely the way to go.

  Jack:

  Hey. I need to cancel our plans

  for tonight. Sorry.

  I probably should give him some excuse, but I didn’t know what to say.

  Jack:

  What? Why, Jen?

  You at least owe me a reason.

  Crap.

  Jen:

  Truthfully, I don’t think it’s a good

  idea. Also, I am sort of seeing someone

  right now.

  Jack:

  What do you mean ‘sort of?’

&nbs
p; Jen:

  It’s just someone that I had gone out with

  before and he is wanting to try again.

  Okay, that was ‘sort of’ the truth.

  Jack:

  I don’t appreciate being led on, Jen.

  Fuck you and your game!

  Whoa! Harsh. I expected him to be upset or disappointment, but not a ‘fuck you.’

  I shook my head and got busy working. I had tons to do before I could leave and go home to get ready for my night with Rylan. I was excited to spend more time with him, but the thought of meeting people in his family freaked me out a little.

  I hadn’t been busy long when I got a text. I was almost afraid to look in case it was Jack with more nasty words. Fortunately, it wasn’t him. It was Ry.

  Rylan:

  Hi. Just got into the office.

  Funny how much I miss you

  already.

  I don’t want you taking a cab.

  I’ll be there at 5 and take you

  to your house. Don’t worry.

  I’ll just drop you at the door.

  See you soon.

  I just shook my head and smiled.

  Jen:

  You’ve got some ‘crazy’ going on. You

  know that, right? Fine. I’ll be ready

  at 5.

  BTW, I miss you too. Funny, huh.

  I got back to work without any more interruptions. I tried not to be distracted by all the thoughts running through my head about Rylan and a few about Jack. The feelings I had for Rylan were insane, but pretty incredible. We’d only known each other for a few weeks after all, but he seemed to be going through the same thing. I needed to make sure I kept my head about me during this…..whatever this thing is with Ry….because he still had a whole host of shit buried deep in him that he wasn’t ready to share. And, although I hadn’t brought it up again, I knew it was always there in him and didn’t know if it was something that could affect what was happening with us.

  Around lunchtime, I got another text from Rylan, but this one was not good.

  Ry:

  Jen, what did you say to

  Jack when you called him?

  He’s pissed and spouting shit.