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“Do you ever have access to this Copper River Club?”
“I get up there maybe once a week.”
“So it wouldn’t be unusual for you to show up?”
“No. But look, I’m not going to go mucking around in someone else’s investigation.”
“Who said anything about mucking? I’d just like to know the lay of the land. Is that possible?”
Ned stared at the phone a long time as if willing it to ring. Finally he looked up at Dina and said, “Why not?”
37
C harlie lay facedown on Ren’s bed, sobbing quietly into a pillow. Ren stood near the closed door, hands clenched deep in his pockets, watching with miserable helplessness. He wasn’t used to such raw emotion from Charlie unless it was anger, which he knew how to handle. He could rise to her fits of rage. He’d done it all his life. This was different. Charlie was different. She’d seemed to change almost overnight from his best friend into a person of mystifying moods.
“Are you okay?” he ventured.
“No.” The pillow muffled the word.
“Do you need anything?”
She shook her head.
“Can I do something?”
She rolled over, wiping at her eyes with her knuckles. She looked fragile, which was a little disconcerting to Ren, who’d always thought of her as tough as a snapping turtle.
“She didn’t have anybody, Ren. And neither do I.”
“Who, Charlie? Who didn’t have anybody?”
“Sara. Nobody to, you know, watch out for her. Nobody to care if she was safe or worry about her being grabbed off the street or whatever. I don’t want to be like that, Ren. I want somebody to care about me.”
“I care.”
“Yeah, right.” She rolled back over and returned to her sobbing.
Crying like this was the worst thing she’d ever done to him. He’d rather she’d slug him. In desperation, he went to the closet and pulled out his Nike shoe box. He sat on the bed beside her and opened the box.
“Charlie, look. I’ve never shown this stuff to anybody.”
She lifted her head, saw what he held, considered it while she hiccuped a couple of times, then sat up. “What is it?”
“It’s kind of like a treasure chest. I put all the stuff in here that I want to keep forever. Like this, see?” He picked up the stone he’d found on the shore of Lake Superior and cradled it in the palm of his hand. “See the figure there? What’s it look like?”
She took it from him and held it near her face. “A wolf?”
“I’m Wolf clan. I just found it. I think I was supposed to find it.”
She handed him the stone, and he put it back in the box and reached for something else. “Recognize this?”
“Yeah. That’s the cast you made of the cougar track.”
“It’s pretty awesome, huh?”
Her eyes returned to the box, and Ren saw what she was looking at. He lifted it out.
“Know what that is?” he asked.
“It’s just a resin bag. What’s it doing in there?”
“Summer before last, you threw it at Skip Hogarth just before you tore into him on the ball field.”
She seemed confused. “Why do you have it?”
“I don’t know. It was just lying there after everybody walked off, so I picked it up. It reminds me of you, kind of. You really like baseball and you’re not afraid to bust somebody’s lip who needs to have a lip busted. And…”
“Yeah?”
“Well…sometimes when I’m alone here and I’m feeling kind of empty and sad, I take it out and hold it and it’s like you’re here, too, and I feel better, you know?”
“Seriously?”
“Totally. And look here.” Ren pulled out a marble, a cat’s-eye boulder with an amber-colored heart. “You remember this?”
Charlie stared at it and a smile slowly crossed her lips. “Smackdown.”
Ren nodded. “Smackdown. The granddaddy of all boulders. I won it from you three years ago. Man, that was a great game of marbles that day.”
“We haven’t shot marbles in forever,” she said, sounding a little sad.
“You got bored with it, remember? But I kept Smackdown. I think it was the only time I ever beat you at anything.” He put the marble back in the box. “Charlie, as long as I’m around, you’ll never be alone, I promise.”
She looked at him with eyes like warm cocoa. “Really?” she whispered.
“I mean,” he said, staring into the box as if suddenly mesmerized by what was there, “you’re like my sister or something.”
She sat back just a little. “Sister?”
“That’s right.”
“Sister,” she said.
She was still holding the resin bag. The next thing Ren knew it caromed off his face. Charlie bounced from the bed and stomped out of the room, leaving him feeling like a doofus: clueless, stupid, and alone.
Cork was sitting on the sofa giving his leg a rest when the girl came from Ren’s room and stormed toward the front door.
“Where are you going?” he asked, hoping he wouldn’t have to get up and chase her, because he couldn’t.
“Out.”
“Not alone you’re not.” He used his best cop broach-no-dissent voice.
“Bite me,” she replied, pulled the door open, and was gone.
Cork struggled to his feet as Ren walked in looking downcast. “What did you say to her?” Cork asked. He hobbled to the front door where he caught sight of Charlie, who’d stopped next to a hemlock tree and was hitting it with the side of her fist as if it had insulted her terribly.
“Nothing.” Ren shrugged. “I was just trying to make her feel better. I don’t get her.”
“She’s dealing with some pretty difficult issues right now. She’s confused about a lot of things.”
“She cries all the time.” Ren sidled up beside Cork and looked outside. “She never used to cry.”
“Ever?”
“I mean over nothing. Like right now.”
“What happened just now?”
Ren took a breath and let out a heavy sigh. “She said she was afraid nobody cared about her. I told her I did. I told her she was just like a sister.”
“You didn’t.”
“What’s the big deal?”
Charlie rubbed her fists against her pants-wiping away the pain or wiping off hemlock sap, it was hard to say-stuffed her hands in her pockets, hunched her shoulders, and started walking away, kicking at the ground as she went.
“Let’s go out on the porch, Ren, so we can keep an eye on Charlie.”
They settled on the top step. It was late afternoon and quiet. A quilt of fallen leaves covered the ground; soft yellow sunlight and long dark shadows overlay everything. It reminded Cork just a little of autumn afternoons in Aurora when he sat on the front porch of his house on Gooseberry Lane and admired the street, the neighborhood, and the town he was happy to call home.
“You’re coming right up against a line that all people cross, Ren. Every man, every woman. It’s a tough one, so tough in fact that most societies seem to have developed all kinds of complicated rituals to help folks through it. You know, if you were a Shinnob in the old days, you’d have to know how to play a courting flute to get the girl you loved to marry you.”
“I like Charlie. We’re best friends. But I don’t, you know, like her like a girl. I never even thought of her like a girl. I mean, look at her.”
Ren’s point was well taken. She was slender, breastless, and her head, covered by the dark bristle of her returning hair, looked like a dough ball rolled in iron filings. Her movements were fluid and explosive, and at the moment, kicking viciously at the ground, she resembled more a playground bully than a burgeoning young woman.
“Is there someone you do like that way?” Cork ventured.
Ren seemed totally absorbed in pulling at a wood fragment that was separating from a porch plank. Finally he said, “I guess. Her name’s Amber. But I don’
t want to tell Charlie that.”
“I wish I could say there’s a right way to go about something like this, Ren, but every situation is different. Mostly I’d advise you to do your best to be honest with Charlie. If you tell her things that aren’t true, hoping to spare her feelings, you’ll only end up making everything worse in the end.”
Ren succeeded in breaking loose the long splinter. He tested the point of it against his thumb. “Why does everything have to change?”
“I don’t know the answer to that. I only know it does and that you can’t stop it. What you can do is figure how to deal with it.”
The boy looked at Charlie, who stood with her back resolutely turned toward them.
“So…should I talk to her?”
“What do you think?’
“I guess.”
Ren roused himself, descended the steps, and headed toward Charlie.
The exchange with Ren caused Cork to think about his own children, the stumbling of his daughters particularly as they’d made their way across the threshold of adolescence to the worldly realizations that awaited them on the other side. His son was only seven, but he’d make that journey, too, someday. Cork missed them, missed them terribly, and he was suddenly afraid that somehow in his absence-or even because of his absence-horrible things might be happening to them. He wanted desperately to hear the music of their laughter, feel the bump of their hearts against his chest. He wanted to protect them, but it felt to him as if they were on the far side of the sun.
Watching Ren make his awkward way toward Charlie, struggling to find the right words to keep their friendship sealed, Cork understood that at the moment he couldn’t do anything about his own children. He could, however, do something about these. And he would. He’d be damned if he’d let any harm come to them.
Ren’s feet crunched on dry leaves. He knew Charlie heard him coming, although she didn’t turn around. He stopped a few feet shy of her.
“Charlie, I’m sorry.”
He circled so that she had to look at him.
“What do you want?” She glared at him.
“I don’t want you mad at me. Well, that’s okay really, ’cuz you’ve been mad at me before. I just don’t want you mad because you think…”
“What? Think what?”
“I don’t know.” He felt hopeless, all the right words hiding. “If you were gone, I think I’d die.”
“So go die.”
“Damn it, Charlie, I mean it. Remember when my dad died, everybody got all weird around me, even my mom. Everybody except you. I could still goof around with you, talk to you like always. That helped more than anything anybody else tried to do for me. I mean, you were just being you, you know. I mean it. If I lost you, I’d be lost, too.” He scratched his forehead over his right eye although nothing itched there. “I’m sorry if I hurt you or something…”
“Shut up.” She said it quietly, without anger. She stared at her boots. “I don’t know what’s going on, Ren. Sometimes I want to cry for no reason. Sometimes I feel all this stuff and it scares me because I don’t know where it’s coming from. I look in the mirror and I hate who I see. This head.” She slapped at the dark bristle. “I’m not pretty like Amber Kennedy. I don’t have boobs.”
“You want boobs?” he asked incredulously.
“I didn’t used to but I do now. I don’t know what’s going on.”
“Look, I think it’s a heredity thing. Did your mom have big boobs?”
“The pictures I’ve seen of her, yeah, I guess.”
“Well, there you go,” he said with a flourish of his hands. “You’ll have boobs, too, someday. I’ll bet anything. Ask my mom. She knows all about that stuff.”
Charlie glanced up, frowning a little. “I should ask Dina Willner. She’s the one with the boobs. You sure noticed.”
“Ah jeez, Charlie. She’s, like, pretty and all, but way old. I know that.”
“You don’t like her?”
“Well…” He thought about what Cork had advised. The truth. “I like looking at her and all, but I don’t really want to talk to her or anything. I like talking to you.”
“You do?”
“Yeah. Way better.”
She smiled. “I like talking to you, too.”
Ren reached out and rubbed the bristle on her scalp. “I probably shouldn’t have helped you shave your head, huh?”
“It’s okay. But I’m thinking I’ll let it grow for a long time before I cut it again.”
Ren shook his head doubtfully. “If it gets too long you’ll trip over it when you’re running bases.”
She punched his arm lightly. “Not that long, dude.”
“And listen, if you had boobs you probably couldn’t swing a bat.”
“Yeah, but I’d have a nice cushion whenever I had to slide into second.”
They laughed, and for a little while Ren’s world felt right again.
38
T he road to the Copper River Club was narrow and not well maintained. Jewell had always suspected that this was because the high-profile members didn’t want to broadcast the true nature of the bit of Eden they’d fenced off for themselves at the end of that road. She’d never been past the main gate, although she was acquainted with many in Bodine who had, folks who worked in the compound as cooks or on the grounds crew or doing maintenance or security. And there was Ned. She’d been told that each family had its own lodge, but there was a common dining hall in which truly magnificent meals were served. By the standards of most people of enormous wealth, the accommodations of the compound would be considered rustic. However, the idea at the heart of the Copper River Club, as Jewell understood it, was to preserve forever the virgin beauty of the Huron Mountains and to offer the members a unique escape from their tailored estates and the glass-and-concrete towers from which they oversaw their industries and their fortunes. Which might have made one think a bit of Thoreau and Walden Pond but for the gate across the road, the guard box there, and the firearms carried by the security personnel.
“Afternoon, Wes,” Ned said to the guard who leaned in the window of the constable’s Cherokee.
Wes Barnes was a resident of Bodine, though not a native. He’d come for the job at the Copper River Club. He was not particularly tall, but he was muscular, with an octopus-shaped scar on his jaw that spread tentacles down his neck. The scar suggested violence, but Jewell hadn’t been able to figure exactly what kind. Disfigurement from fire or an explosion was her best guess.
“Ned.” Barnes greeted him, then looked at the women. “Jewell, how are you?”
“I’m fine, Wes.”
He studied Dina with an eye that seemed to be considering more than just security. “I don’t believe I know you.”
“Right back at you,” Dina said.
“I need to talk to Calvin Stokely,” Ned broke in. “Is he around?”
“He went off duty a couple of hours ago,” Barnes replied.
“Mind if I drive up to his place, see if I can catch him there?”
“What’s the nature of your business?”
“That’s pretty much between him and me.”
Barnes’s eyes crawled like spiders over Jewell and Dina. “And between them, too, apparently.” He shook his head. “I can’t clear you, Ned, but you want to talk to his brother about it, fine by me. I’ll have him come down.”
“Appreciate it, Wes.”
“No problemo.”
Barnes returned to the guard box.
“His brother?” Dina asked.
“Isaac Stokely. Head of security.”
“Isaac. He killed their father, right?”
“Right. Protecting his brother and their mother. Still doing his best by Calvin, who’s never been able to hold down a job. Got him on the payroll up here, gave him a place to live.”
Barnes stuck his head out and called, “He’s on his way.”
Ned waved a thanks through the open window.
Dina settled back in her seat. �
�Is this Isaac likely to let us in?”
Ned shrugged. “He’s a tough one to read. I make an official visit up here once or twice a week, just to check in on issues of interest to both the Club and the town. I always let Isaac know I’m coming, so getting through the gate’s never a problem. Unannounced like this, well…” He finished with a shrug.
“What’s he like?”
“You’ll see for yourself in a few minutes. Left Bodine for a long time, came back.”
“A lot of people seem to have done that around here,” Dina said. “What’s the attraction?”
“Bodine’s got its problems, but it’s basically a good place to live,” he replied.
“A little deadly these days, seems to me.”
Ned turned so that he could speak to her over the seat back. “Believe me, this is unusual. In the time I’ve been constable, I’ve never dealt with anything much worse than folks who’ve had a little too much to drink and maybe get a little belligerent, barking dogs, vandalism once in a while, the very occasional break-in. A lot of people in town still don’t lock their doors and most don’t worry about walking alone at night. It’s a good life and folks appreciate that. Heck, it’s been a good twenty years since we’ve had anything like this happen.”
Barnes stepped out of the guard box and lit a cigarette in the cup of his hands. A couple of minutes later, a Land Cruiser drove up and stopped on the other side of the gate. Isaac Stokely got out, spoke to Barnes for a minute, then came to the constable’s Cherokee.
The dominant characteristic of Stokely’s face was a black handlebar mustache, which he took care to keep waxed, so that he greatly resembled the image Jewell held of a lawman of the old Wild West. The pupils of his eyes were small and dark, and whenever she encountered Stokely on the streets in Bodine, those eyes bored right into her. She didn’t know him well; he was older by several years. When she entered high school, he’d already left for boot camp to train to be a grunt in Vietnam. After the killing of his father, he returned to duty and remained in the military long after the war was over. When he finally returned to Bodine wearing civilian clothes, he’d become a taciturn man given to intimidation through long, piercing stares. As far as Jewell knew, he never talked about the life he’d lived during his absence from Bodine, but in a small town silence breeds rampant speculation. All kinds of dark, covert deeds had been ascribed to him. In order to have landed the prized position as head of security for the Copper River Club, he probably had contacts in high places.