Beauty Awakened (Angels of the Dark)

by Gena Showalter

  No. Absolutely not! “I told you before. I can’t. I won’t.” Nicola vehemently shook her head. “You can beat this.”

  A weak chuckle reverberated between them. “Always the strong one...as well as the sensitive one. I don’t want you looking back on this and blaming yourself. You did everything you could. I refused to listen. And I don’t want you afraid. I’m not. Not any longer.”

  “I’m not afraid, either.” I’m just devastated. “You’ll get better. Koldo went to get you special Water. It helped you before, and—”

  “No, my love, I’m ready now. I’ve been hovering between the natural and the spiritual for a while, and I got some things worked out with the Most High. He really is wonderful, you know. I asked for a chance to say goodbye, and He granted it.”

  “Not goodbye. I want you to stay,” she whispered brokenly.

  “I know you do, but the fear... It was ugly and I let it ruin me. At least now I’m going to a better place, and one day we’ll be together again. For now, you have a life to live. The things you’re going to teach people... Look at what you’ve done for Koldo already.”

  “Laila—”

  “I love you, Co Co.” So softly spoken.

  “Don’t do this. Please.”

  “It’s already done.”

  There would be no changing her sister’s path, she realized. The tears escaped, flowing down Nicola’s cheeks, one after the other, burning her skin. She reached out, took her sister’s fragile hand and linked their fingers.

  “I love you, too, La La.”

  Laila smiled again—and breathed her last.

  * * *

  NICOLA WALKED THE STREETS of her childhood neighborhood in a numbed daze. At her request, her guards had flown her here and now followed discreetly behind her. She couldn’t stop picturing the way her sister’s head had lolled to the side, the spark fading from her eyes, leaving them glassy, dull. Machines had beeped like crazy, and nurses had rushed inside. But that time, they hadn’t tried to save the girl. They’d known they couldn’t.

  They’d turned off the machines, patted Nicola on the shoulder and left her alone.

  Silence had surrounded her. Such heavy, oppressive silence. She had only been able to sit there, tears continuing to slide down her cheeks.

  How was she supposed to go on from here?

  She was shaking by the time she reached the house they’d grown up in. The house where they’d laughed and talked and played. The house where they’d read storybooks to Robby.

  Located in historic midtown, the house had yellow stucco and exposed red brick. There were bushes and flowers and bright green grass, plus a cement pathway leading to the steps of a wraparound porch.

  The hospital faded from her mind, replaced by a vision of Laila peering out from the window, watching for Nicola to return from the doctor. The moment she had emerged from the car, her sister had smiled at her through the glass, relieved to be together again.

  Together again. Something they wouldn’t have while Nicola was down here.

  Nicola’s knees collapsed. Grief was suddenly razor sharp inside her, cutting her up, ruining the numbness. For so long, Laila had been her only companion. Laila was the only one who had ever shared the many travesties of their lives. Laila had cried with her and mourned with her and hurt with her and helped rally her when she was at her lowest.

  And now...now...

  “Give me time alone,” Nicola choked out to her guards. “Please.”

  A moment passed as they debated, but in the end they walked away and rounded the corner at the end of the street.

  A fresh round of tears welled in her eyes and spilled onto her cheeks, one after the other, faster and faster, until she was sobbing, shaking uncontrollably, sorrow and despair rising up, consuming her. Sunlight beat down on her, but she couldn’t feel the sting. She was cold inside. So cold.

  Her sister was a part of her. There’d never been a Nicola without a Laila.

  Her sobs increased until she was hunched over and heaving. Had she eaten, she would have thrown up all over the driveway. But she hadn’t, and she could only gag and choke and remember and despair. The new owners and their neighbors must have been at work, because no one came out to check on her. She was glad.

  Eventually, though, she calmed. She stayed there, crouched on the cement, her forehead pressing into her hands, her eyes swollen and nose stuffed. Death wasn’t the end, she reminded herself. The grave couldn’t win. She would see her sister again. She would.

  But one thought arose, and refused to leave her. Things hadn’t had to end this way. Demons had poisoned her sister, yes, but then, Laila hadn’t fought back.

  How many families had been affected by a similar situation, but just hadn’t known it? How many had accepted what they thought was natural and inevitable, never knowing there was another way?

  Too many.

  She had to change that. She couldn’t let another sister end up where she was, on all fours wetting the ground with a stream of fat tears. Or a mother. A father. A friend. Koldo had taught her how to fight, and she would teach others.

  Out of her pain would come her purpose.

  Yes. This was war.

  The first stirring of hope hit her, and she straightened. The brightness of the light had her blinking. And then...then her heart began to pound in a wild, warped rhythm, as if the organ had just been strained beyond repair. Pain radiated down her left arm, as though she were having another heart attack.

  Dying? she thought.

  This is it. The end. Your sister is gone and you can’t survive without her.

  No. No, that couldn’t be right.

  But fear gobbled up every ounce of her hope, and the pain increased.

  All alone. No one to help you.

  No! Those thoughts couldn’t be springing from her mind. They contradicted everything she’d just realized. So where could—

  Demons, she realized. She couldn’t see them, but demons must have sensed her despair and come running, hoping to poison her and feed. Well, she wasn’t going to let them.

  “I know you’re lying to me. I know I’m well.” As she spoke, her heart returned to its normal beat. “I’ll never cave to your kind again.”

  Two scowling demons appeared in front of her and tucked their gnarled wings into their backs. She had seen them before—one had showed up at her office and then again with Koldo’s father. One had a horn rising from his scalp and fur all over his body. The other had a horn in the center of his forehead and scales rather than skin. Their eyes were black, bottomless and pure evil, a match to their pungent scents.

  She stood, saying, “You don’t scare me.”

  “We should. We’ve been waiting for this day. For this moment.”

  “Where are your friends, huh?” the other asked. “They seem to have abandoned you.”

  “Then this moment isn’t as it seems.” She lifted her chin. “I always have help. And besides that, with or without them, you can’t hurt me.”

  They grinned in unison, revealing sharpened fangs.

  “We’ve been with you a very long time, Nicola. We know your weak spots.”

  “You need us.” Uttered in a husky, seductive whisper. “If for no other reason than to keep other demons away.”

  One step, two, they approached her. She held her ground. At any other time she might have experienced horror. But not now. They’d been waiting for this moment, they’d said. Waiting for her sister to die, when Nicola’s emotions would be wrecked. They’d planned this attack. Had probably strategized for days, weeks, laughing about what an easy target she would be. Well, they would get no satisfaction from her.

  What do I do now? she wondered.

  Now, I fight.

  The thought rose from deep inside her, where instinct swirled. Yes. She’d decided to fight, and so she would.

  They liked fear and despair—and so she would give them joy and hope.

  She closed her eyes and thought about Koldo. Her husband. Her be
autiful husband. He loved her, and she loved him. No matter what. She would hunt him down, and they would be together again. If he’d been asked to give her up, so what? She hadn’t agreed to those terms. She hadn’t promised to give him up.

  They would fight this war together.

  Her hand began to burn.

  She glanced down—and watched as a sword of fire appeared in her grip. She yelped and almost dropped the weapon, so great was her surprise. But she somehow maintained her grip. The hilt was warm and light as she danced the crackling flames through the air.

  Now the demons backed away from her, their big bodies trembling.

  “Where did you get that?” one gasped.

  “This can’t be happening,” the other cried.

  They flared their wings, intending to fly away.

  If I’m going to act, I have to act now.

  “You picked the wrong target,” she said. With a single swing of her arm, Nicola decapitated both of the creatures. Their heads rolled, and their bodies fell. Black blood pooled at her feet—and satisfaction pooled in her heart.

  The battle had begun.

  Magnus and Malcolm flew around the corner, both clutching their own swords of fire.

  Hers was bigger.

  They stopped when they spotted her.

  “You...you...”

  “How...”

  “You’re as shocked as I am, so let’s discuss it later, all right? Do you know where Koldo is?” she demanded.

  It was time to begin her hunt.

  CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE

  KOLDO WAS CARTED to his father’s underground nest—which had been moved to Koldo’s home in West India Quay. The walls were comprised of dark, jagged rock, the once-pure pool of water now dark in color. There were around thirty Nefas soldiers dressed in loincloths, standing around flesh-colored tents, waiting to praise Nox for Koldo’s capture.

  “Strip him,” Nox commanded coldly, never one to delay the business of torture.

  Eight females rushed to obey. Koldo was already shirtless, so only the bottom half of his robe had to be torn from him. Sharp nails sliced at his wounds, and humiliation burned deep in his soul.

  Once again, he was reduced to a puppet, under his father’s control, helpless.

  “Tie him to the boulder and whip the rest of him.”

  Another command the females were happy to obey.

  “But you better not like it,” Sirena snapped, her possessive streak showing.

  He couldn’t go down like this. He couldn’t. His life couldn’t end in defeat.

  But Koldo was too weak to fight as he was dragged to a large silver boulder and strapped down. A second later, each of the females seemed to unfold a whip and strike at him, over and over again. His arms, his legs, and yes, even his decimated back. He gritted his teeth and bore it without a word, without a gasp, even when his skin was nothing more than tattered ribbons. He knew the rules of the Nefas.

  A moment of frailty would be forever exploited.

  He tried to flash, and failed. But even if he’d been at his strongest, he knew he wouldn’t have been capable of the deed. During the journey, Sirena had dug her claws into many of his wounds and poisoned him, stealing his ability. “I’ll have you yet,” she’d whispered. He’d tried to project his voice into Zacharel’s mind, but he wasn’t sure he’d gotten through. There’d been no response.

  At last the females finished with him. More of his strength waned, but he was determined to live. He had to live. He had to obtain more Water. Had to help save Laila. Had to see Nicola again. Had to be with her, hold her.

  He’d often sensed when she was in danger, but just then, he thought he sensed...determination from her. And if that were the case, Laila had to be alive. Nicola had to be wondering where he was. Nothing else would elicit that much resolve from her.

  “How do you feel, boy?” Nox asked with a laugh. “Well, I hope. But if not, no matter. Tonight, Sirena will claim you as her very own.”

  Cheers erupted.

  “Take him to the cage.”

  Koldo was untied and carried to the very cage he’d locked his mother in. Only, now it was covered by a tarp. He was flashed inside and dropped. He remained on the floor and rolled to his stomach, every inch of him aching. He looked around, but his vision was too hazed to make out more than a dark blob in the corner. A human?

  His father approached, saying, “Have you learned yet, boy? You cannot vanquish me.”

  Koldo pressed his lips together. He could rage, but what good would that do him? He could threaten—and amuse his father. He would rather wallow in the humiliation.

  “I hear you let your mother go,” Nox said. “Did I ever tell you the story of your conception? No, probably not. I liked that you thought she loved me and still wanted me. But you see, your mother was helping defend an impoverished tribe of humans I wanted as my slaves. I captured her, too. Oh, how she fought me.”

  Sickness suddenly churned in his stomach.

  “I soon put her in her place, of course. Underneath me.”

  Rape, Koldo thought, his stomach now heaving.

  His mother had been raped. Koldo had been the result. He should have guessed, even when she’d claimed to want the man, probably too ashamed to admit the truth. Instead, he’d been so blinded by his hatred and his need to make her suffer, he’d taunted her about obsessing over Nox. No wonder she had spat at him.

  Guilt and shame joined Koldo’s humiliation, the same toxic mix he’d dealt with most of his life. He wasn’t excusing his mother’s behavior. But she had hurt, and so she had lashed out. Koldo had hurt, and so he had lashed out. He should have broken the cycle.

  “I enjoyed her over and over again, and decided to keep her,” Nox continued. “The day she gave birth I made the mistake of freeing her bonds. She escaped, taking you with her. I looked for her, but she hid very well.”

  And that was probably one of the reasons she had never wanted her friends to see him, Koldo thought, not because she was ashamed of his ugliness. She hadn’t wanted word to travel and reach Nox.

  “Will...destroy...you.” The words left him, unstoppable.

  He would. Whatever he had to do.

  He would strengthen. He would come out of this.

  Nox snorted, and even that was smug. “You can’t even protect yourself, and you think you’ll take me down? No, Koldo, that isn’t how this is going to work. You’re going to heal, and you’re going to marry Sirena. You will get her with child if I have to steal your seed myself. Once she has a son, I’ll have no more use for you.”

  And he would be killed.

  “Until then, meet your cell mate.” Nox gestured to the shadow Koldo had seen in the corner of the cage. “I believe you know him. His name is Axel. He’s a Sent One, just like you, and you’re going to kill him if you want your Nicola to survive what I have planned for her.”

  Footsteps pounded...became fainter....

  “Liar,” Koldo tried to shout, but only managed to whisper. Nicola was safe. Axel was safe. He wouldn’t believe otherwise.

  “Not this time, he’s not,” he heard Axel say calmly.

  What? Koldo tried to sit up. No...no! Have to get Axel to safety. Can’t allow him to suffer. “You must escape. Now.”

  “No, none of that now.” Warm hands stroked over his scalp. “I’m exactly where I want to be.”

  Koldo relaxed, but only slightly. “How were...you caught?”

  “You know, the uze. I was strolling down an abandoned alley, pretending to be helpless, and boom, someone grabbed me.”

  So...he was here on purpose?

  “The Nefas had been following me for days. I just let them catch me.”

  Koldo was astonished. “Why?”

  “Like I really want to break in a new partner.”

  No. No, that wasn’t it. Axel cared about him. Axel had placed Koldo’s well-being above his own. And now, Koldo was supposed to harm him to save Nicola? “Shouldn’t...be here. I want you gone.”

&nbs
p; “No way. I told you. I’m exactly where I want to be.”

  “Too bad. You’re not allowed to help me. The Water...you’ll suffer.”

  “Who said anything about helping you?”

  Then what? What was the plan? What was the purpose of this?

  “Just sit back and enjoy the show, bro,” Axel said, and Koldo heard the amusement in his tone. “I have a feeling you’re going to like this one. Your day is about to be saved, and by the most unlikely person.”

  “Who? How?”

  “No way I’ll ruin the surprise.”

  Koldo couldn’t help himself. He pulled himself into a sitting position and draped his arm around Axel. “Thank you.”

  “Not afraid of a man hug, I see,” the warrior said, clearly uncomfortable.

  Koldo gripped him tighter.

  “Really? This is happening?”

  “I love you, male.”

  Axel cleared his throat and wrapped an arm around him, too. “I love you, too. But I’m going to pretend that’s the pain talking—for both of us. And if you ever tell anyone you heard any kind of trembling in my voice, I’ll kill you.”

  A few hours earlier

  NICOLA STOOD in the center of the spacious room located in a palace high in the heavens. A lifetime seemed to have passed since she’d been brought here, but in reality, only a half hour had. Malcolm and Magnus had summoned Zacharel, told him what they’d witnessed, and the dark-haired warrior had gathered her close and flown her here.

  He had yet to speak a word.

  She was still raw over her sister’s death, still wondering where Koldo was—and growing more determined to find him by the second. She needed to be out there, right now, searching for him.

  He was hurt. She sensed it deep, deep inside, a knowledge her concern for Laila had shadowed. But it wasn’t hidden anymore, and urgency was riding her hard. Whether he’d been hurt from the whipping or something more, she didn’t know. But she would. Soon.

  “I have to leave,” she said.

  Zacharel shook his head.

  Frustrating man! “Just as soon as I figure out how to land on the earth without going splat, you won’t be able to stop me.”