Rebel

by Lauren Lovell

  He growls like an animal, his grip on my wrists becoming painful as he stiffens, thrusting even deeper.

  His fingers slowly release me and I fall forward against his chest, breathing hard.

  Sleep, I need sleep.

  23

  Blake

  It’s been two weeks since I brought Larry home, two weeks since I’ve partied, and for the most part, two weeks since I’ve gotten shit faced. I mean, the odd sleeping pill here and there can’t be helped, and they do make me go a bit funny. I can’t put my finger on what’s changed, but it has. Something has shifted and it’s not even a conscious thought. I haven’t chosen to stay away from the party scene, I just don’t have the urge to get messed up. Rhett and I have spent every night together since the night he brought me to his flat. We eat pizza and drink wine, hang out, watch films, have sex, go for dinner, whatever. It’s fun. It’s easy. When he’s with me, he provides all the entertainment and rebellion I need. Just being around him gives me that strange sense of euphoria. Somewhere along the line, he went from being the guy I fuck to the guy that makes me happy, and that terrifies me just as much as it thrills me.

  He’s leaving for New York today, and I’d be lying if I said I won’t miss him.

  I watch him as he sleeps, his face more relaxed in sleep, less severe. His broad chest rises and falls steadily, his abs popping rhythmically. God, he’s like a walking orgasm. I can see his cock tenting the sheets, so I grab the duvet and pull it down. Straddling his legs, I lower my face, slowly dragging my tongue over the length of him. His cock twitches and I smile, slipping it between my lips and slowly sliding down until he touches the back of my throat. A low groan escapes his throat and his fingers clumsily wind into my hair.

  “What time is it?” he croaks. I allow his cock to slip out of my mouth with a little pop.

  “Uh, not talking time. Unless it’s dirty.” I swipe my tongue across him again and his stomach muscles tense as he jerks in response.

  “Shit!” He sits bolt upright, pushing me back by my shoulders. “I’m sorry. I have to go.” I open my mouth to respond, but he slams his lips over mine, kissing me hard before he’s out of the bed and into the bathroom. What the…

  I stalk into the bathroom and stand in the doorway, watching him step into the shower. The water cascades over the defined muscles of his back and down his firm arse. My mind flashes through images of me clawing at that arse as he thrusts inside me and my pussy clenches, pleading with me to do something. Anything. This is the down side to having regular sex on tap…that you can actually remember participating in.

  “Did you just leave, when your cock was in my mouth?” I ask, an edge of hysteria creeping into my voice.

  He glances over his shoulder and flashes me a womb clenching smile. “I’m going to miss my flight. You know there’s nothing I’d love more than to come in your mouth and fuck you raw, Duchess.”

  He’s evil. Pure. Fucking. Evil. I shrug and nod. “Okay, I just had to be sure,” I say, leaving the bathroom. I hear his deep laughter echoing off the bathroom walls as I stalk back to the bed.

  I’m horny enough to start dry humping inanimate objects. Apparently he doesn’t have time to fuck me, so what does every horny girl with no willing penis do?

  24

  Rhett

  I wrap the towel around my hips and step out of the bathroom, only to come to a screeching halt. Blake is on the bed with the covers thrown back, her legs spread and a dildo buried to the hilt in her pussy.

  Her back bows off the bed, her heels digging into the mattress as her hips roll. Her eyes are closed and her teeth dig into her bottom lip as a low moan escapes her throat. My dick turns rock solid and my blood starts hammering through my veins in a frenzy. I’ve never seen anything so hot. I’m torn between ripping that toy out of her and replacing it with my dick, and not moving because watching her is so damn erotic. I move to the end of the bed so that I have a clear and direct view.

  Her eyes flash open and meet mine, daring me, teasing me. My gaze trails over her tits—rising and falling with every strained breath she takes—her flat stomach, her bare pussy. She pulls the toy out, then slides it all the way back in on a breathy groan.

  I yank my towel loose and she stares at my cock as I fist it, working my hand over the length. She moans louder this time, throwing her head back against the pillow. Her moans turn to cries as her movements become more erratic and desperate. “Rhett,” she cries, and I almost blow my load.

  “Fuck,” I growl, crawling onto the bed and kneeling between her spread legs. Her muscles tense and she groans incoherently. My balls tighten and my muscles lock out, knocking the breath out of me. I fall forward, bracing one hand against the mattress.

  “Shit!” I come hard, all over her stomach. I let go of my cock and fall onto my back on the mattress, breathing hard.

  “Thought you had a flight to catch,” she says, rolling off the bed and standing over me.

  I glance up at her. “I did.”

  She cocks an eyebrow and brings the dildo to her lips, smirking. I narrow my eyes at her and she parts her lips, sliding the pussy covered toy into her mouth. She moans as she sucks on it and I groan in frustration. She’s a spoiled fucking brat. A hot, dirty, spoiled brat who knows how to work my cock like it’s a puppet on a string.

  She releases the toy with a final swipe of her tongue.

  “You’re a dirty girl, Duchess,” I growl.

  She tilts her head to the side. “I am.” She drags one finger through the pool of come that’s running down her stomach. Her eyes lock with mine—that defiance I love so much blazing in them. My cock starts to stir again as she brings the finger to her mouth, the same way she did the toy, and slides it between her lips. She closes her eyes and lets out a little groan before sliding it back out. “But you have a plane to catch remember?”

  She turns to walk away, but I jump off the bed, wrapping my arms around her and pressing my chest to her back. She spreads her legs slightly and my dick slides against her soaking wet pussy.

  “The next time you put a fake dick in your pussy, I’m going to put mine in your ass and make you take them both.” Shit, the thought of fucking Blake’s ass…

  She rolls her ass back against me. “Promise?”

  Ah, fuck. I’m never going to catch that plane. I grab her and throw her on the bed, eliciting a high pitched squeal. Blake McQueen is the best and worst kind of distraction.

  25

  Blake

  “I’ll be back in two days.” Rhett crouches down slightly, forcing me to look at him. “Try not to get yourself killed. And no hookers or strippers.” He smirks.

  I roll my eyes and then I stop myself because shit, when did I become the sad bitch who gets all mopey just because her man goes away? Fuck him. I’m going to get drunk and hire a stripper on pure principle.

  He sighs, rising to his full height. “Shouldn’t have said anything.”

  I look up at him innocently. “What?”

  He smiles and cups the back of my neck, pressing his lips to my forehead. “Nothing.” I can hear the amusement in his voice.

  His hand slips from my neck to my cheek, and his eyes fix on my mouth as he drags his thumb over my bottom lip.

  “And Duchess….”

  “Hmm?” I lift my eyes to his.

  “Just so we’re clear, you’re fucking mine. Remember that.” And then his lips are on mine, taking, claiming, owning me in every way. He pulls away, and by the time I open my eyes, it’s to watch him walk out the door.

  I’m woken up early the next morning by my phone ringing, and I mean normal person early, not my early. I’m expecting Rhett, but when I glance at the screen, I see my father’s office number. I frown and answer it.

  “Wow, twice in one year. Anyone would think I’m your only child, Daddy.” My voice is still raspy from sleep.

  “Blake, your mother and I need to see you,” he says coldly, ignoring my jibe. “Tonight, seven thirty,” he demands, hanging
up the phone before I can even respond.

  My instant reaction is of course that I’m not going. I’m not a bloody dog he can just summon, but when I start to think about it, I’m curious. Firstly, he only uses the phone if it’s dire, secondly, I haven’t been invited to their house since I’ve been back. I’m curious as to what would make them allow their abhorrent daughter inside their house.

  26

  Rhett

  I sit there, staring at the glass of whiskey in front of me as I wait for Renee.

  I wish I’d never gotten involved in this shit. My father was heavily involved in the Cartel, and my brother and I were dragged into it by association.

  My dad was locked up for drug trafficking when I was nine and continued to run things for the Cartel from his jail cell. You’d be surprised at the network that exists, even behind bars. My mother was a Mexican girl, naive and hopelessly in love with him. She was too gentle for the world he dragged her into and she soon became addicted to heroin, as though she was trying to escape her living hell. Once you’re involved with the Cartel, there’s only one way you’re leaving it. She overdosed when I was sixteen, and my uncle took legal custody of Luca and me. Legal doesn’t mean actual, so I looked after my twelve-year old brother, made sure he went to school and tried to make sure he wouldn’t fall into the fucking cess pit our family crawled out of.

  For years, I had no idea the extent of my dad’s connections. He paid for my education and put me through Harvard, and at the time, all I could think was that he owed me that much. Of course, it wasn’t him paying it, it was the Cartel. I was just too consumed by my hatred for him to stop and think.

  They dragged Luca in when he was just sixteen, had him running drugs on the streets, and, of course, they recovered their debt from me eventually. They wanted me to work for them, and they told me if I didn’t, they’d kill Luca. So I did it, embezzling dirty money, fixing accounts, stuff like that. The Cartel has money invested and stashed everywhere, laundering it, cleaning it. That was my domain.

  I made them money—a lot of money, and they, in turn, gave me a lot of money, trying to buy my loyalty and entrance me with wealth. A few years in and I broached the Cartel boss, Andre, not the kind of man you want to spend any kind of time with. I told him I wanted out, and he actually let me. I was sure the only way I was getting out was with a bullet in my head, but it might have had something to do with the fact that I was dating his daughter, Renee. He was sure to inform me that if I ever spoke about any of our business dealings, I wouldn’t be alive long enough to finish the sentence.

  So I got out, used the money I had invested to buy property, and my business started. I was lucky. My brother wasn’t. He thrived on the illegal lifestyle a lot more than I ever had. Luca was a master at finding ways to get large shipments across borders, a skill that is worth its weight in gold to the Cartel. I tried to get him out of it, but people need to feel worthy, to be good at something. It’s our sense of self-worth that defines us, and for Luca, without the Cartel, he was worthless.

  He was the best, until one day he wasn’t. He was personally handling a big shipment into London for a client and he got caught. He thought he was untouchable hidden behind the Cartel, but of course, it was them hiding behind him. When he got arrested, I had hoped he would be deported back home, but he wasn’t. He was tried in Britain as an example and got twenty years.

  Within days of his arrest, his boss had contacted me and asked if I could do anything, knowing I had contacts in London. I’d love to say that they were helping him out of loyalty, but that would be a lie. They just wanted him out and away from the questions of the police.

  So now, here I am, two months into his sentence. I have looked at every loophole there is, and aside from him selling out the Cartel - which would result in his immediate execution anyway - his only option is getting extradited back to the US where the Cartel probably has the sway to get him out.

  The chair across from me screeches as the legs drag over the tile floor. Renee drops into it and crosses her legs elegantly. Her dark eyes narrow, focusing on me. She looks good, really good. Her red dress clings to every curve, and believe me, she has many. That body coupled with the face of a super model, and Renee Garcia might well be her father’s most lethal weapon, because believe me, she could kill me right here if she wanted to.

  “Torres.” A small smile touches her lips, but it’s hard, insincere.

  “Renee.” She used to be one of my best friends. We grew up together, dated, loved each other, but where I hated the lifestyle, she loved it. I watched her slowly turn into a cold shell; deadly, calculating, unfeeling.

  “Are you any closer?” She taps her nails on the table impatiently.

  “I’m working on it. Give me a few more weeks.”

  She sighs. “You have two.” Fuck.

  “Or what?” I growl.

  She cocks an eyebrow, a small smirk pulling at her bright red lips. Ignoring me, she stands, smoothing her skirt down. “It was lovely to see you again, Rhett.” That’s it? She affords me two fucking minutes of her time?

  I push to my feet and grit my teeth as I embrace her, allowing her to kiss first one cheek and then the other. She steps closer to me, winding her arms around my neck more tightly and bringing her lips to my ear.

  “If your brother cannot be freed, then he poses a risk. You know how Daddy gets.” She pulls back and gently kisses my lips before releasing me and walking away.

  They’re going to kill Luca. I have two weeks, or they’re going to kill my little brother.

  27

  Blake

  I take a seat at the enormous dining table to the left of my father. My mother sits across from me, her expression hard and cold. I’m not sure whether it’s displeasure on her face or just the Botox, happy and pissed tend to look exactly the same where she’s concerned.

  “Well, this must be important if it’s broken your stale mate,” I say acerbically.

  My father says nothing, simply glares at me as he throws a newspaper down on the table in front of me, The Times to be exact. He opens it to page five and slams his finger down on the page.

  “This has to stop!” he snaps. I glance at where he’s pointing and see a picture of me from weeks ago. I’ll admit, it’s not the most flattering picture. Okay, so it’s a minge shot. What can I say? I wear short dresses. I get drunk, and well, I’m not all that graceful at getting out of low sports cars at the best of times. Add some alcohol into the mix, and me trying to get out of a car holds a mild resemblance to a sheep that’s beached on its back, hopelessly flailing its legs around until it decides to just give up and die. Yeah, that.

  “At least my nipples haven’t made an appearance.” The nip and minge shots, otherwise known as the money shots for the press. There’s a reason they follow me around, and it sure as shit isn’t to catch what fashion trend I’ll be setting next. Apparently slut chic isn’t a thing. Who knew?

  “Blake! Have you no shame?” My mother sneers.

  “Um…Is that a serious question?”

  “My office has released a statement this morning.” My father clears his throat. “You’ve had too much exposure. We can’t cover this up anymore. We’ve released a statement saying that you have a drug problem and have been sent to rehab.”

  He might as well have slapped me in the face. “What the fuck?”

  “Blake!” My mother snaps.

  “I don’t even do drugs.” I defend. Well, rarely anyway. Why is that? “And that picture is weeks old. I’ll have you know I haven’t even been to a party for two weeks.”

  “Well, all I’ve seen for weeks is you gallivanting around with that Torres boy,” my mother spits. I’d hardly call Rhett a boy.

  My father laughs coldly. “Ah, yes. Rhett Torres, the man whose entire business is founded with dirty blood money.” His eyes snap to mine, boiling with anger and hatred. “You are a whore and a disgrace. You will stay off the radar for the next two weeks so we can pretend you are in rehab.”


  “If you were so concerned, why not just actually send me to rehab? If I’m such a fucking addict?”

  He drags his eyes over me and curls his lip. “I wouldn’t waste the tax payer’s money on you. You’re a lost cause.” Pain ripples across my chest as he glares at me as though I physically offend him. Damn him, and fuck the pair of them for making me feel like this. They always do this, make me feel like a piece of shit, completely unworthy of their time or effort. And why? Because I won’t fall into line. I won’t embrace the silver spoon they want to shove up my arsehole.

  I steel myself and do what I always do. I shake it off and suit up. “Oh, I’m sorry. Am I a let-down, Daddy?” I paint a smirk on my lips, refusing to let them see that they have an effect on me.

  His face flushes to an unhealthy shade of red, verging on purple. I watch as his jaw clenches and a vein in his temple throbs. I actually tense as I watch him boil over. He slams his fist down on the table, making me jump in my chair.

  His eyes lock with mine and my heart hammers in the silence of the room. “I don’t give a shit what you do, Blake. Drink yourself to death if that’s what you want.” He grinds his teeth. “But don’t do it for the world to see! I will not have you ruin my career because you are too much of an ungrateful, spoiled brat to have some respect!”

  “Of course, we all know your career comes before everything else.”