“Only one, it didn’t last, it didn’t, he wasn’t you…” That last might’ve saved her ass. I swooped down and bit into her lip while punishing her with the length of my cock.
“Who?” I shook her a little in my madness and kept up the punishing thrusts of my cock. I wanted to rage and howl. No one else was ever supposed to touch her; she was mine. “Tell me.”
“No, Nicholas.” She never calls me that, not unless she’s trying to get a point across. “Who the fuck was he?” That hand went back around her throat and squeezed tighter. “Tell me damn you.” I growled the words at her in my anger.
I almost lost it when she shook her head. Her pussy tightened around me as I fucked her harder, using my anger and my cock like a battering ram. “You’re going to give me his fucking name. NOW!”
“He was no one, please.”
“Who…was…he?” I slammed home over and over with no letup until I got what I wanted. Some guy at work years ago. She choked out the words around the hand around her neck.
Only then was I able to calm down again. After she convinced me that it had meant nothing and had only lasted a short while. I didn’t like it, and didn’t give a fuck that I was in no position to judge. She belonged to me dammit.
She hugged me to her almost as if she were offering comfort. It worked, the dark haze left my eyes and my head cleared just a little as I started to move inside her again. Then another thought hit and I lifted my head from her neck where I’d been inhaling her sweet scent.
“What about this new guy, Troy?” Her eyes widened in surprise. She’d be wondering how I knew about him. “Yes I know he’s been sniffing around you, did he touch you?”
“No never….” I brushed a hand across her cheek.
“And he never will.” I’d kill the fuck if he ever tried again.
“Open your mouth.” She opened and I fed her my tongue, a little gentler this time. The crazed marauding of my cock turned into a long deep stroking that no longer punished but loved. I needed to cum, but wanted to stay buried inside her even more.
“You’re so soft baby, so sweet. Do you have any idea how much I love you Princess? Tell me you love me.” I nuzzled her cheek before taking her lips again.
She told me in between soft kisses and hushed murmurs and sweetened the pot. My heart finally settled down and the fog lifted completely.
“Show me.” She clenched her pussy harder around me and dug her nails into my back while she became the aggressor.
We were back to the beginning again, back where we started, Nick and Michelle. No one else, not ever again. Everything else faded and the love was overpowering. If I could find a way I’d shackle her to my bed and keep her there forever or until I’d slated my lust. I had a lot of years to make up for; we’d missed so much.
“I don’t think I can get enough of you baby.” The need to stay connected was strong, even though I was already in her, moving in her, loving her, it didn’t feel like enough. No matter how deep I fucked it wasn’t deep enough.
“Take more of me!” I lifted her ass in my hands and bore down. Her hands grabbed at me and her hips moved, catapulting me to greater heights of uncontrollable lust.
I worked my cock in and out of her pussy furiously as the need to cum and cum now hit me out of nowhere like a brick. Raising myself up above her I opened her up wider and drove my cock in and out harder and harder as my nuts tightened.
As her body arched and she called out to me I looked down at the most beautiful girl in the world and I knew what I needed, what I wanted, with her, only her.
“I want our daughter, the one you promised me.” I slammed into her harder and her pussy juiced around my cock. “Nick…” Was she going to deny me? Fuck that! No way no how.
“No, no words all I want to hear from you is yes, tell me.” Her head went back and her mouth fell open as she fucked herself on my cock. She was close too, good.
I stopped moving; just let my cock throb inside her, at least I tried to, but her pussy muscles squeezing around me compelled me to drive into her.
“Answer me.” She was too busy enjoying what I was doing to her to answer. I didn’t need to hear the words anyway. I was buried to the hilt inside her and planned to stay that way every fucking day until I achieved my goal.
A flash of light went off behind my eyes and it was clear. A family with her, it was the answer to everything. The balm my soul so badly needed. We could have it all the way we always planned. With that thought my seed gathered in my balls, ready to blast.
“Cum with me baby, I’m close.” My finger on her clit helped her along as I sped up the pace of my cock driving in and out of her. “That’s it, that’s my good girl.”
She opened her mouth to scream and I gave her my tongue as my cock spat inside her. It was the longest orgasm of my life and seemed to go on forever. I couldn’t stop cumming inside her. As soon as I stopped I seemed to start all over again, something that I’d never experienced before.
Once I was drained, when there was nothing left in me, I pulled out and rolled to my side, pulling her into my arms and holding her close to my heart. Neither of us said anything, both lost in our own thoughts.
I’d crossed a big fucking hurdle tonight. What I had come to fear, the one thing I had sworn never to do again now became the thing I wanted most. A child, of her body and mine.
We would probably have been getting around to starting our family now anyway if we’d made it, if I hadn’t fucked up. So we weren’t that far off track.
My heart actually jumped in my chest at the thought. Suddenly the idea of seeing her round with my child was no longer a frightening prospect but something to look forward to. I could do that with her, build the dreams we’d once shared
I felt no guilt over my thoughts or the joy that they brought. If my son had lived I would’ve loved and supported him his entire life.
But I knew now with a surety that I wouldn’t have stayed in a loveless marriage for the rest of my life. I deserved better and so did Dee.
I looked down at the woman in my arms and felt all the love I’d kept buried for so long rush through me. I felt…happy. Something I’d given up hope of ever feeling again. I owed her so much, wanted to give her so much more.
“I would’ve come back for you no matter what.” The words were heartfelt and from my soul. She knew what I was saying to her. There was no need to explain. And the look that came into her eyes told me it was the right thing to say, and the right time to say it.
I kissed her one last time before settling her against me again, at last feeling whole, complete. “Sleep baby, you have work in the morning.” She rested her head on my shoulder with her hand on my chest and sighed.
I held her until her breathing evened out in slumber and only then did I let my eyes drift close and let it all go. Tomorrow I will find a way to balance my two worlds so they don’t collide, but for now, our first night together in so long, I thought only of her.
11
Nick
I smelt her before I opened my eyes in the early morning hours and the night came flooding back like a 3-D movie. I relived every second of it from the moment I stepped foot in her old place, to when we both finally fell into slumber.
I was reaching for her before the fog of sleep had completely cleared from my mind, marveling at the fact that I could. It will take some time to get used to the fact that we were here together again.
When I’d lost her, my world had taken on a greyish tint. Nothing had ever been truly what it should be.
Even when I held my son for the first time, I couldn’t hold back the thought that he should’ve been ours. I didn’t hate him of course, never could. But there were so many moments in life that I’d longed to share with her, that came up short because she wasn’t there.
I’d grown up without her, became a man with someone else, when she was all I’ve ever wanted to be there for all my firsts, all my achievements. Now life had thrown me a bone, given me a second chance,
and it was almost too much to conceive.
My hand went between her thighs and I grabbed her plump pussy mound staking my claim without words. She sighed awake and I caught the sound in my mouth as it covered hers hungrily.
I fingered her awakening pussy until she moved beneath my hand, pressing the heel of my palm into her clit to bring her off faster. I needed her ready to take my morning wood and knew she would be sore from last night.
Her hand came down on its own and searched out my cock that had begun dripping against her thigh. And when her warm flesh touched the heat of my cock I groaned into her lungs.
She stroked my cock, teasing the slit at the end with the pad of her finger until I thought I would go mad. I pulled out of her hand before she made me cum too soon and gave her soft supple flesh a few more strokes with my fingers.
Pushing her les apart, I opened her up and climbed between her thighs, spreading her farther with my hips. Our lips were still sealed when I pushed my morning hardness into her dewy softness.
We both sighed with pleasure at the sensation of flesh meeting flesh. Her pussy was tighter even than last night, her walls a little swollen from the beating I’d given them throughout the night.
I rocked into her gently at first, reveling in the moment, at the sheer joy of actually fucking her again, at having her beneath me where she belonged.
I don’t think this feeling will ever go away. I won’t ever forget what a miracle it was to have won her a second time in this lifetime. Not even a lottery win could top this for me, nothing could, not even…No, not now, not here. I will never bring that into our bed.
Her hands roamed my back and shoulders into my hair and she seemed more relaxed than she had the night before. We still had a ways to go, but I felt the surrender in her as she opened her legs even wider and lifted her feet to plant them in the bed next to my hips. Drawing me in deeper, capturing me in the sweet web of her tight pussy.
It was her total and complete acceptance given without words and it banished the last vestige of the past away. I lifted her ass in my hands pulling her harder onto my cock.
“I love waking up to this. Love being inside you first thing in the morning.” I hadn’t thought beyond getting her back in my life, hadn’t let myself imagine what life would be like once we came together again. Nothing could’ve prepared me for all that I felt now.
It was beyond anything I had foreseen. Being inside her calmed the raging beast that had lived inside me for so long now. I never knew until that moment, just how much this one woman truly meant to me.
Love seemed like such a tiny word to describe it; there were no words. All there was is feeling. “Only you, always you.” I held her that much closer as our bodies moved in sync like a perfect melody.
Our tongues played hide and seek with one another until she nipped my lip and won the game. She was wild, wilder even than the night before and she showed me with her body what she needed from me.
I hope she didn’t need to breathe any time soon because I wasn’t in the mood to give up the sweet taste of her kiss.
How could her mouth taste the same? How could everything about her propel me back in time as if the years had never been? Had I not had that other emotion lurking in the background, it would’ve been easy to forget all that had happened to keep us apart.
Had I known this is what I would share with her, I’m not sure I could’ve stayed away all those years. She was my other half, the better part of me. How had I gone so long without her, without this? And not lose my mind?
I finally pulled back and looked down at her so we could both catch our breath. Her lips were bee stung and her skin flush. The marks I’d put on her were vivid and they told a story.
A story of the lust and love we’d shared. I wished everyone could see them and know but these were on her tits and her tummy, between her thighs No one else better be seeing them.
But if I put some on her neck, where all the assholes of the world could see. If I staked my claim, leave my scent and my badge of ownership on her…
“You’re mine.” I grabbed her head forcefully and pulled it back so that she could see me, see that I wasn’t fucking around. Her eyes brightened and her pussy clenched. I’d just remembered the asshole in her office, the one that was after her now.
I’ll figure out who she’d slept with all those years ago and hope for her sake and his that he wasn’t in the office where she worked now or there’ll be hell to pay.
“This is so everyone will know that you’ve been claimed.” I sucked the flesh of her neck between my teeth hard until she cried out and rocked beneath me, cumming on my cock as I fucked her harder while I marked her.
I’d forgotten how fucking hot it made me to do this. So hot, I almost came prematurely, but I had enough grit left in me to hold it off, though her pussy went into overdrive.
I found a new spot and licked just beneath her ear before sucking her flesh between my teeth, marking my territory in all the places she couldn’t hide while I started pounding into her harder, faster.
The last was on her breast right below her nipple. That was just for me, and her. A sexy little reminder of who she belonged to! Her pussy was as wet as my cock was hard. I guess we both liked the idea, not that it would’ve mattered if she hadn’t.
Besides, I plan to mark her in the most obvious way. Before long I want to see her ripening with my seed. Want the world to know that this one woman was mine for always.
I whispered my thoughts to her, ‘I want to breed you. I’m going to fuck you everyday until I plant my son or daughter in you.” She made a sound of acceptance as her hands clutched at me harder and her pussy clamped down on my meat.
I lifted her ass into my thrusts and set about fucking my seed into her until we were both drained.
I didn’t pull out right away, but stayed buried deep inside as my body pressed hers into the mattress.
Each time her pussy throbbed my cock belched out one last drop of cum and thumped inside her.
The clock said we still had a few more hours before we needed to be up and about. She pinched my side and I got the message. “Am I too heavy?”
She smiled and stretched as I pulled out and rested on my side. I was almost tempted to have us both call out, but the sooner I handled my shit, the sooner it would be over and I could devote all my time to her, to us.
There’ll be time enough for us to take some time off together later and maybe go away somewhere.
Only our harsh breathing could be heard in the room as we both came down. She reached for my hand and the simple act meant more to me than I could say. I squeezed her hand and brought her fingers to my lips before placing our clasped hands on my chest.
“How do you feel?” A loaded question I know, but I needed to know that she was with me. I didn’t much fancy having to hunt her down tonight once my shift was over.
She turned her head to look at me. “Ask me again when I can think straight.” She huffed out a breath and moved her legs around on the sheets.
I looked over at her perfect body, her flat tummy and those perfect nipples atop her plump tits. I could see them filled with milk, could even imagine my child nursing at her breasts. The image made my dick hard again just like that and I rolled on my side to face her.
I slipped my fingers inside her as she laid sprawled on her back. I could feel my seed inside her and used my fingers to push it deeper into her. I think I’d read somewhere that that helped with pregnancy.
“I forgot to plant this in your womb.” She groaned; whether in joy or despair I don’t know, didn’t much care either. It’s what I wanted, what I meant to have.
The old Nick would’ve probably let her talk him around to waiting or some shit. The weight of his guilt from what he’d done to her years ago would’ve kept him seeking always to make amends. I plan to, but I’d paid the price for that ten times over and wasn’t planning to lose anymore.
I was obsessed. I went from not even wanting to think about havin
g another child, to wanting to breed her before the week was out. “When was your last period?” She swallowed and opened her eyes to look at me. “A couple weeks ago.” Good she was ripe.
It’s weird, but I never had any interest in having more kids with Dee. We’d always used some sort of protection when we did come together. But now, with my heart here with me again, the thought of watching her swell with my child made me hard as a rock.
I lowered my head and took her clit between my teeth as I fingered her pussy to orgasm. “Cum for me baby.” That was something else I’d heard was helpful.
She moved against my hand faster as her orgasm hit and my cock grew. I gave her enough time to catch her breath before falling on her like a raging beast.
“I want you on your hands and knees this time.” I helped her into position and with her ass in the air led my cock easily into her upturned red pussy.
She was a little bit swollen from her earlier pounding and her pussy lips clung even tighter in this position, but all I could think about was the way I felt being inside her again after all these years. It was better than I remembered and my memory had painted a very pretty picture.
Leaning over her back I nipped at her neck beneath her ear before taking the lobe between my teeth and biting down. “Tell me you still love me, that you never stopped.”
I will never grow tired of hearing the words. I needed them to keep me sane. “Tell me.” I drove into her hard, pushing into the rubbery surface of her cervix.
She screeched and bucked on my cock, which was stuck inside her, her tight grip holding me in place. I reached around for her clit and her pussy gushed all over my cock, easing the way even more.
“You going to give me what I want?” I pulled her hair hard as I rode high and deep in her pussy no longer worried if I hurt her.
If I made her pussy sore I’d just lick it until it was better. There was going to be a lot of hard rough sex in her future so she’d better get used to it. My mind may want to go soft and easy, but my cock, once it got inside her, had other ideas. “Tell me you fucking love me.”
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