The Ender Quintet (Omnibus)

by Card, Orson Scott

 

  Qing-jao listened to them as they laid the choice before her.

  “Why should I care what you decide?” she said, when they were finished. “The gods will laugh at you.”

  Father shook his head. “No they won’t, my daughter, Gloriously Bright. The gods care nothing more for Path than any other world. The people of Lusitania are on the verge of creating a virus that can free us all. No more rituals, no more bondage to the disorder in our brains. So I ask you again, if we can do it, should we? It would cause disorder here. Wang-mu and I have planned how we’ll proceed, how we’ll announce what we are doing so that people will understand it, so there’ll be a chance that the godspoken won’t be slaughtered, but can step down gently from their privileges.”

  “Privileges are nothing,” said Qing-jao. “You taught me that yourself. They’re only the people’s way of expressing their reverence for the gods.”

  “Alas, my daughter, if only I knew that more of the godspoken shared that humble view of our station. Too many of them think that it’s their right to be acquisitive and oppressive, because the gods speak to them and not to others.”

  “Then the gods will punish them. I’m not afraid of your virus.”

  “But you are, Qing-jao, I see it.”

  “How can I tell my father that he does not see what he claims to see? I can only say that I must be blind.”

  “Yes, my Qing-jao, you are. Blind on purpose. Blind to your own heart. Because you tremble even now. You have never been sure that I was wrong. From the time Jane showed us the true nature of the speaking of the gods, you’ve been unsure of what was true.”

  “Then I’m unsure of sunrise. I’m unsure of breath.”

  “We’re all unsure of breath, and the sun stays in its same place, day and night, neither rising nor falling. We are the ones who rise and fall.”

  “Father, I fear nothing from this virus.”

  “Then our decision is made. If the Lusitanians can bring us the virus, we’ll use it.”

  Han Fei-tzu got up to leave her room.

  But her voice stopped him before he reached the door. “Is this the disguise the punishment of the gods will take, then?”

  “What?” he asked.

  “When they punish Path for your iniquity in working against the gods who have given their mandate to Congress, will they disguise their punishment by making it seem to be a virus that silences them?”

  “I wish dogs had torn my tongue out before I taught you to think that way.”

  “Dogs already are tearing at my heart,” Qing-jao answered him. “Father, I beg you, don’t do this. Don’t let your rebelliousness provoke the gods into falling silent across the whole face of this world.”

  “I will, Qing-jao, so no more daughters or sons have to grow up slaves as you have been. When I think of your face pressed close to the floor, tracing the woodgrain, I want to cut the bodies of those who forced this thing upon you, cut them until their blood makes lines, which I will gladly trace, to know that they’ve been punished.”

  She wept. “Father, I beg you, don’t provoke the gods.”

  “More than ever now I’m determined to release the virus, if it comes.”

  “What can I do to persuade you? If I say nothing, you will do it, and when I speak to beg you, you will do it all the more surely.”

  “Do you know how you could stop me? You could speak to me as if you knew the speaking of the gods is the product of a brain disorder, and then, when I know you see the world clear and true, you could persuade me with good arguments that such a swift, complete, and devastating change would be harmful, or whatever other argument you might raise.”

  “So to persuade my father, I must lie to him?”

  “No, my Gloriously Bright. To persuade your father, you must show that you understand the truth.”

  “I understand the truth,” said Qing-jao. “I understand that some enemy has stolen you from me. I understand that all I have left now is the gods, and Mother who is among them. I beg the gods to let me die and join her, so I don’t have to suffer any more of the pain you cause me, but still they leave me here. I think that means they wish me still to worship them. Perhaps I’m not yet purified enough. Or perhaps they know that you will soon turn your heart around again, and come to me as you used to, speaking honorably of the gods and teaching me to be a true servant.”

  “That will never happen,” said Han Fei-tzu.

  “Once I thought you could someday be the god of Path. Now I see that, far from being the protector of this world, you are its darkest enemy.”

  Han Fei-tzu covered his face and left the room, weeping for his daughter. He could never persuade her as long as she heard the voice of the gods. But perhaps if they brought the virus, perhaps if the gods fell silent, she would listen to him then. Perhaps he could win her back to rationality.

  They sat in the starship—more like two metal bowls, one domed over the other, with a door in the side. Jane’s design, faithfully executed by the hive queen and her workers, included many instruments on the outside of the ship. But even bristling with sensors it didn’t resemble any kind of starship ever seen before. It was far too small, and there was no visible means of propulsion. The only power that could carry this ship anywhere was the unseeable aiúa that Ender carried on board with him.

  They faced each other in a circle. There were six chairs, because Jane’s design allowed for the chance that the ship would be used again, to carry more people from world to world. They had taken every other seat, so they formed a triangle: Ender, Miro, Ela.

  The good-byes had all been said. Sisters and brothers, other kin and many friends had come. One, though, was most painful in her absence. Novinha. Ender’s wife, Miro’s and Ela’s mother. She would have no part of this. That was the only real sorrow at the parting.

  The rest was all fear and excitement, hope and disbelief. They might be moments away from death. They might be moments away from filling the vials on Ela’s lap with the viruses that would mean deliverance on two worlds. They might be the pioneers of a new kind of starflight that would save the species threatened by the M.D. Device.

  They might also be three fools who would sit on the ground, in a grassy field just outside the compound of the human colony on Lusitania, until at last it grew so hot and stuffy inside that they had to emerge. No one waiting there would laugh, of course, but there’d be laughter throughout the town. It would be the laughter of despair. It would mean that there was no escape, no liberty, only more and more fear until death came in one of its many possible guises.

  “Are you with us, Jane?” asked Ender.

  The voice in his ear was quiet. “While I do this, Ender, I’ll have no part of me that I can spare to talk to you.”

  “So you’ll be with us, but mute,” said Ender. “How will I know you’re there?”

  She laughed softly in his ear. “Foolish boy, Ender. If you’re still there, I’m still inside you. And if I’m not inside you, you will have no ‘there’ to be.”

  Ender imagined himself breaking into a trillion constituent parts, scattering through chaos. Personal survival depended not only on Jane holding the pattern of the ship, but also on him being able to hold the pattern of his mind and body. Only he had no idea whether his mind was really strong enough to maintain that pattern, once he was where the laws of nature were not in force.

  “Ready?” asked Jane.

  “She asks if we’re ready,” said Ender.

  Miro was already nodding. Ela bowed her head. Then, after a moment, she crossed herself, took firm hold on the rack of vials on her lap, and nodded.

  “If we go and come again, Ela,” said Ender, “then this was not a failure, even if you didn’t create the virus that you wanted. If the ship works well, we
can return another time. Don’t think that everything depends on what you’re able to imagine today.”

  She smiled. “I won’t be surprised at failure, but I’m also ready for success. My team is ready to release hundreds of bacteria into the world, if I return with the recolada and we can then remove the descolada. It will be chancy, but within fifty years the world will be a self-regulating gaialogy again. I see a vision of deer and cattle in the tall grass of Lusitania, and eagles in the sky.” Then she looked down again at the vials in her lap. “I also said a prayer to the Virgin, for the same Holy Ghost that created God in her womb to come make life again here in these jars.”

  “Amen to the prayer,” said Ender. “And now, Jane, if you’re ready, we can go.”

  Outside the little starship, the others waited. What did they expect? That the ship would start to smoke and jiggle? That there would be a thunderclap, a flash of light?

  The ship was there. It was there, and still there, unmoving, unchanged. And then it was gone.

  They felt nothing inside the ship when it happened. There was no sound, no movement to hint of motion from Inspace into Outspace.

  But they knew the moment it occurred, because there were no longer three of them, but six.

  Ender found himself seated between two people, a young man and a young woman. But he had no time even to glance at them, for all he could look at was the man seated in what had been the empty seat across from him.

  “Miro,” he whispered. For that was who it was. But not Miro the cripple, the damaged young man who had boarded the ship with him. That one was still sitting in the next chair to Ender’s left. This Miro was the strong young man that Ender had first known. The man whose strength had been the hope of his family, whose beauty had been the pride of Ouanda’s life, whose mind and whose heart had taken compassion on the pequeninos and refused to leave them without the benefits he thought that human culture might offer them. Miro, whole and restored.

  Where had he come from?

  “I should have known,” said Ender. “We should have thought. The pattern of yourself that you hold in your mind, Miro—it isn’t the way you are, it’s the way you were.”

  The new Miro, the young Miro, he raised his head and smiled to Ender. “I thought of it,” he said, and his speech was clear and beautiful, the words rolling easily off his tongue. “I hoped for it. I begged Jane to take me with her because of it. And it came true. Exactly as I longed for it.”

  “But now there are two of you,” said Ela. She sounded horrified.

  “No,” said the new Miro. “Just me. Just the real me.”

  “But that one’s still there,” she said.

  “Not for long, I think,” said Miro. “That old shell is empty now.”

  And it was true. The old Miro slumped within his seat like a dead man. Ender knelt in front of him, touched him. He pressed his fingers to Miro’s neck, feeling for a pulse.

  “Why should the heart beat now?” said Miro. “I’m the place where Miro’s aiúa dwells.”

  When Ender took his fingers away from the old Miro’s throat, the skin came away in a small puff of dust. Ender shied back. The head dropped forward off the shoulders and landed in the corpse’s lap. Then it dissolved into a whitish liquid. Ender jumped to his feet, backed away. He stepped on someone’s toe.

  “Ow,” said Valentine.

  “Watch where you’re going,” said a man.

  Valentine isn’t on this ship, thought Ender. And I know the man’s voice, too.

  He turned to face them, the man and woman who had appeared in the empty seats beside him.

  Valentine. Impossibly young. The way she had looked when, as a young teenager, she had swum beside him in a lake on a private estate on Earth. The way she had looked when he loved her and needed her most, when she was the only reason he could think of to go on with his military training; when she was the only reason he could think of why the world might be worth the trouble of saving it.

  “You can’t be real,” he said.

  “Of course I am,” she said. “You stepped on my foot, didn’t you?”

  “Poor Ender,” said the young man. “Clumsy and stupid. Not a really good combination.”

  Now Ender knew him. “Peter,” he said. His brother, his childhood enemy, at the age when he became Hegemon. The picture that had been playing on all the vids when Peter managed to arrange things so that Ender could never come home to Earth after his great victory.

  “I thought I’d never see you face to face again,” said Ender. “You died so long ago.”

  “Never believe a rumor of my death,” said Peter. “I have as many lives as a cat. Also as many teeth, as many claws, and the same cheery, cooperative disposition.”

  “Where did you come from?”

  Miro offered the answer. “They must have come from patterns in your mind, Ender, since you know them.”

  “They do,” said Ender. “But why? It’s our self-conception we’re supposed to carry with us out here. The pattern by which we know ourselves.”

  “Is that so, Ender?” said Peter. “Then you must be really special. A personality so complicated it takes two people to contain it.”

  “There’s no part of me in you,” said Ender.

  “And you’d better keep it that way,” said Peter, leering. “It’s girls I like, not dirty old men.”

  “I don’t want you,” said Ender.

  “Nobody ever did,” said Peter. “They wanted you. But they got me, didn’t they? They got me up to here. Do you think I don’t know my whole story? You and that book of lies, the Hegemon. So wise and understanding. How Peter Wiggin mellowed. How he turned out to be a wise and fair-minded ruler. What a joke. Speaker for the Dead indeed. All the time you wrote it, you knew the truth. You posthumously washed the blood from my hands, Ender, but you knew and I knew that as long as I was alive, I wanted blood there.”

  “Leave him alone,” said Valentine. “He told the truth in the Hegemon.”

  “Still protecting him, little angel?”

  “No!” cried Ender. “I’ve done with you, Peter. You’re out of my life, gone for three thousand years.”

  “You can run but you can’t hide!”

  “Ender! Ender, stop it! Ender!”

  He turned. It was Ela crying out to him.

  “I don’t know what’s going on here, but stop it! We only have a few minutes left. Help me with the tests.”

  She was right. Whatever was going on with Miro’s new body, with Peter’s and Valentine’s reappearance here, the important thing was the descolada. Had Ela succeeded in transforming it? Creating the recolada? And the virus that would transform the people of Path? If Miro could remake his body, and Ender could somehow conjure up the ghosts of his past and make them flesh again, it was possible, really possible, that Ela’s vials now contained the viruses whose patterns she had held in her mind.

  “Help me,” whispered Ela again.

  Ender and Miro—the new Miro, his hand strong and sure—reached out, took the vials she offered them, and began the test. It was a negative test—if the bacteria, algae, and tiny worms they added to the tubes remained for several minutes, unaffected, then there was no descolada in the vials. Since the vials had been teeming with the living virus when they boarded the ship, that would be proof that something, at least, had happened to neutralize them. Whether it was truly the recolada or simply a dead or ineffective descolada remained to be discovered when they returned.

  The worms and algae and bacteria underwent no transformations. In tests beforehand, on Lusitania, the solution containing the bacteria turned from blue to yellow in the presence of the descolada; now it stayed blue. On Lusitania the tiny worms had quickly died and, graying husks, floated to the surface; now they wriggled on and on, staying the purplish-brown color that in them, at least, meant life. And the algae, instead of breaking apart and dissolving completely away, remained in the thin strands and tendrils of life.

  “Done, then,” said Ender.


  “At least we can hope,” said Ela.

  “Sit down,” said Miro. “If we’re done, she’ll take us back.”

  Ender sat. He looked at the seat where Miro had been sitting. His old crippled body was no longer identifiably human. It continued crumbling, the pieces breaking up into dust or flowing away as liquid. Even the clothing was dissolving into nothing.

  “It’s not part of my pattern anymore,” said Miro. “There’s nothing to hold it together anymore.”

  “What about these?” demanded Ender. “Why aren’t they dissolving?”

  “Or you?” asked Peter. “Why don’t you dissolve? Nobody needs you now. You’re a tired old fart who can’t even hold onto his woman. And you never even fathered a child, you pathetic old eunuch. Make way for a real man. No one ever needed you—everything you’ve ever done I could have done better, and everything I did you never could have matched.”

  Ender buried his face in his hands. This was not an outcome he could have imagined in his worst nightmares. Yes, he knew they were going out into a place where things might be created out of his mind. But it had never occurred to him that Peter was still lingering there. He thought he had expunged that old hatred long ago.

  And Valentine—why would he create another Valentine? This one so young and perfect, sweet and beautiful? There was a real Valentine waiting for him back on Lusitania—what would she think, seeing what he created out of his own mind? Perhaps it would be flattering to know how closely she was held in his heart; but she would also know that what he treasured was what she used to be, not what she was now.

  The darkest and the brightest secrets of his heart would both stand exposed as soon as the door opened and he had to step back out onto the surface of Lusitania again.

  “Dissolve,” he said to them. “Crumble away.”

  “You do it first, old man,” said Peter. “Your life is over, and mine is just beginning. All I had to try for the first time was Earth, one tired old planet—it was as easy as it would be for me to reach out and kill you with my bare hands, right now, if I wanted to. Snap your little neck like a dry noodle.”