The Desert Lord's Baby

by Olivia Gates

  “You Are Going Exactly Where I Take You. To My Kingdom.”

  Carmen shook her head, groped for breath. “I—I can’t travel…my passport isn’t valid….”

  “I don’t need one to take you out of the country and into mine. My word is enough. Anyway, I’ll arrange for one. It will be waiting for you when we arrive at my home.”

  “I’m not leaving my home.”

  “You are. In case you haven’t grasped it yet, I am bringing Mennah with me. Since you are her mother, this means you come, too.”

  A hurricane of emotions started churning inside her. Trying to hide her upheaval from his all-seeing eyes, she tried to scoff. “I hope this isn’t how you make your peace proposals. Your region would be up in flames within the hour.”

  He gave her a serene look. “I save my cajoling powers for negotiations. This isn’t one, Carmen. It’s a decree. You had my child. You will be my wife.”

  Dear Reader,

  In a high-stakes situation that threatens the throne of a phenomenally prosperous desert kingdom, what would the kingdom’s heirs do to defend it? I asked myself this question when THRONE OF JUDAR’s premise was blossoming in my mind. And the answer? Anything, of course!

  In The Desert Lord’s Baby, Farooq has to secure the succession to the throne. And the key to everything is Carmen. The lover who dared walk out on him and kept his baby a secret. Claiming her will secure all his objectives—sating himself with the only woman he’s ever lost his mind over, taking his revenge on her, claiming his baby and securing the succession. It’s all simple and surefire. Until he sees her again…

  THRONE OF JUDAR’s three-book miniseries is my debut for the Desire line, where I felt at home at once, creating irresistible, larger-than-life heroes who meet their destinies in committed, passionate heroines during tempestuous journeys filled with pleasures and heartaches, until they reach their indisputably earned and gloriously satisfying happy endings.

  Look out for Shehab’s story in The Desert Lord’s Bride in July 2008, then Kamal’s in The Desert King in September 2008.

  I would love to hear from you, so please contact me at www.oliviagates.com.

  Olivia

  THE DESERT LORD’S BABY

  OLIVIA GATES

  Books by Olivia Gates

  Silhouette Desire

  *The Desert Lord’s Baby #1872

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  †Strong Medicine #63

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  OLIVIA GATES

  has always pursued creative passions—painting, singing and many handicrafts. She still does, but only one of her passions grew gratifying enough, consuming enough, to become an ongoing career. Writing.

  She is most fulfilled when she is creating worlds and conflicts for her characters, then exploring and untangling them bit by bit, sharing her protagonists’ every heart-wrenching heartache and hope, their every heart-pounding doubt and trial, until she leads them to an indisputably earned and gloriously satisfying happy ending.

  When she’s not writing, she is a doctor, a wife to her own alpha male and a mother to one brilliant girl and one demanding angora cat. Visit Olivia at www.oliviagates.com.

  To an incredible lady, my editor Natashya Wilson,

  for her belief in me, her constant encouragement

  and spot-on guidance.

  And to Desire’s wonderful senior editor,

  Melissa Jeglinski, for opening up a

  fantastic new path for me.

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Prologue

  “Do you know what it felt like, being trapped for two days in those hellish negotiations, away from you?”

  Farooq’s voice swept over Carmen, dark and fathomless like the night sky she was staring into, the exotic accent turning it into a potent weapon, an irresistible spell.

  She’d felt him the moment he’d entered the penthouse. The skyscraper. Long before that. Probably the moment he’d stepped out of the closed negotiations that had taken him away from her every day for the past six weeks. The nights had been all hers. All theirs. Madness and magic’s.

  She’d thought she’d braced herself, was ready for her first exposure to him after forty-eight hours of deprivation.

  After she’d found out something that had changed her life forever.

  She wasn’t ready. His approach felt like that of a hurricane. Her teeth chattered with the convulsion of emotions ripping through her. How she loved him.

  It had happened so fast, so totally. When she’d thought she stopped believing in love, wasn’t even equipped to feel lust. Then, everything inside her had shuddered with the first sight of him, stumbled with the first hours in his company, crashed with the first night in his arms. She’d been hurtling deeper ever since.

  She’d known that, when her time with him was up, she’d keep on plunging, hadn’t cared what would happen then, had only been desperate to experience every minute afforded her of him.

  Until today.

  She gazed blindly through the floor-to-ceiling reinforced glass overlooking Manhattan, which sparkled beyond the sprawling darkness of Central Park. Each quiet step of now-bare feet on the luxurious carpet echoed inside her, along with the hiss of cashmere sliding off silk, then silk off living velvet steel, his masterpiece body slowly revealed, not in reflection, but in her memory, where his every nuance was etched in obsessive detail.

  She still couldn’t turn to him. The scalpel edge she’d been balancing on began to slice into her, cutting slow and deep.

  This would be their last night.

  She wanted to cram a lifetime into it. Tear open every second and fill it with him, with them. She wanted to consume him, needed all his contradictions, patience and arrogance, tenderness and ferocity, all devastating, all at once.

  “Wahashteeni, ya ghalyah.” His croon dipped into the bass reaches of her torment. Hearing him say he missed her, the endearment he favored—precious, treasured—hit a chord of blind yearning inside her. Her breasts heaved, her nipples hardened to points of agony. She couldn’t bear the crush of cotton over her inflamed skin, the chafing emptiness inside her. Then he made it far worse. “I shouldn’t have stayed away no matter what. Now I’m almost afraid to touch you, afraid that when I do, it will take us to the very edge of survival.”

  He was half a breath away now, and inside her a tornado tore everything apart. She gasped for air. It screeched down her lungs, riding a scent of intoxication, the musk of tension, virility and desire. Of him. A phantom touch moved her cascade of burgundy hair to one shoulder, exposing her neck. He leaned a fraction closer…and breathed. Inhaled her. Drew her whole into him.

  Then his hands moved over her, hovering an inch away, creating a field of sensual friction. He brought his lips to her ear and his soft rumble hit her with the force of a clap of thunder. “I couldn’t even call you, knew I’d lose every ground I’d won if I heard your voice, felt your desire. I would have dropped everything and come to you.”

  And she knew. She couldn’t take even tonight with him.

  If she did, she’d stay. And in six more weeks, he’d know.

  He’d know she was pregnant.

  And she couldn’t let him know.

  She’d promised him it was safe to make love without protection. And it hadn’t been. He’d see her as a liar, a cheat. He’d be incensed. Or worse. Far worse.

 
; He might have behaved magnificently with her, but she had no illusions about what she was to him. She was a diversion to let off steam during negotiations that taxed his soul and psyche. After that first night together, his offer had been clear. Be his lover during his three-month world tour to broker peace and relief. She was certain he intended to end their arrangement with all the largesse of the prince that he was, probably with an ultragenerous settlement. A settlement she would never have accepted.

  But fate had given her something far more precious than anything he could have offered her, the ultimate gift…

  She shuddered. She’d been so lost in misery, she’d left it too late to move away. Now he took her, wrapped her in his cabled arms, her back to his chest, her head in the curve of his neck as his towering body encompassed her, sending her reeling with wave after wave of such craving, she almost risked everything for one more taste of heaven in his arms. Almost.

  She lurched out of his tightening embrace, tottering, trying to pretend it was a natural move, and croaked a distraction, “Did you manage to propose your relief projects without the Ashgoonian prime minister screaming that your monarchy has some nerve, criticizing his ‘democracy’s’ internal affairs?”

  It took him a moment to answer. A moment during which he tried to pull her back into his arms. A look of incomprehension stained his overpowering beauty when she evaded him again.

  Then he seemed to dismiss her action as nothing to analyze, shrugged his Olympian shoulders. “He did better than that. He gave me unconditional access into Ashgoonian territory for a hundred-mile zone across the borders with Damhoor.”

  A surge of pleasure and pride in his extraordinary achievement, something the UN itself hadn’t been able to manage, overtook her, momentarily suppressing her misery. “Oh, Farooq, that’s incredible. You’re going to save so many lives.”

  His sensuous lips twisted. “Let’s not count our saved lives before they’re saved, Carmen. In diplomacy I project only worst-case scenarios. But enough of that. I’m not Prince Aal Masood now. I’m the man who has untold pleasures in store for the woman who’s his most magnificent gift for his life’s best birthday.”

  His birthday. She’d found out only yesterday, and it had been during her shopping trip for supplies to make the man who had multitudes of everything a handmade gift that she’d collapsed, ended up in hospital and found out that what she’d thought impossible had happened. Farooq’s baby was growing inside her.

  He reached for her again. This time when she dodged him, his arms fell to his sides and bewilderment flashed over his sculpted face. Then comprehension dawned in the honeyed depths of his eyes.

  He exhaled. “It’s that time of month at last?”

  He thought she was having her period? God, how ironic.

  She grabbed at the excuse, nodded.

  He sighed again. “It has been longer than expected coming, hasn’t it?” He didn’t even know how long it had been. And why should he? He wasn’t counting the moments with her, counting down to the moment their time together came to an end. A wicked gleam suddenly entered his hypnotic eyes. “It’ll never stop stunning me, how delightfully wanton you are at times only to squirm with shyness at others.” She looked away from his teasing. A finger under her chin dragged her aching gaze back to his. “I may be burning to possess you, ya ghalyah, but I’ll take equal pleasure in comforting you. You look so tired, so pale.” He took her arm, pulled her toward the gigantic, circular bed draped in midnight blue silk. “Are you in any pain? I’ll summon my physicians.”

  She shook her head, faltered. “I’m just…cramping a bit.”

  His smile was all indulgence. “Then I’ll give you a massage. And under my hands, rubbed down with my kingdom’s magical oils, all your aches and discomforts will dissolve.”

  The images he provoked speared through her loins, his thoughtfulness through her head and heart. She lurched away. “No.”

  The rugged majesty of his face stiffened with confusion. He approached her again, his hands spreading in solicitude that became bafflement, then frustration when she jumped out of reach again.

  He finally rasped, “What’s wrong?”

  She had to do it now. Before she weakened. Before she succumbed. She blurted it out. “I’m going back home.”

  He stared at her, all expression frozen on his face. At last he inhaled.

  “Again I ask, what’s wrong?” His voice was measured now, careful, as if he were talking to a frightened mare.

  “Nothing’s wrong. I just want to go back to L.A.”

  Puzzlement and watchfulness still hovered in his eyes as he persisted. “And the reason is?”

  Her gaze wavered, her lungs closed. She hadn’t thought for a second that his response to her declaration would be anything beyond a sigh and a shrug, before he moved on to the next conquest. His unexpected probing cornered her, made her blurt out the first thing that came to her. “I thought I was free to go whenever I wanted.”

  Imperiousness, something she knew was innate in him but which he’d never subjected her to, blazed in his eyes. “You’re not. Not without justification for your abrupt demand.”

  Floundering, she said, “It’s a decision. And it’s not abrupt. I’ve been meaning to tell you for some time.”

  Harshness crept into his eyes, into his voice when he drawled, “Oh, yes? Were your cries for more forty-eight hours ago part of telling me you wanted to cut our time together short?”

  She turned away. She’d collapse where she stood if she tried to hold his gaze one more second. He didn’t let her get far, his hands clamping her shoulders, his lips feathering along her neck.

  “Enough of this, Carmen.” His groan jolted more longing and misery through her. “Whatever this is. If you’re angry with me for some—”

  She jerked out of his hands, rasped, “I’m not.”

  His jaw muscles worked. “There must be something. You can’t just want to leave. I won’t let you—”

  And she cried out, the shrillness of panic creeping into her voice. “I’m not asking you if I can leave, I’m informing you.”

  His face became implacable. “You’re going nowhere until you tell me the truth. If you’re in any trouble—”

  “I’m not.” God. She’d underestimated his sense of entitlement. She’d forgotten he was more than the man she loved with everything in her. He was a prince of unlimited power. He expected, and always got, his way. He’d probe and press until she broke down, gave him what he asked for. And she couldn’t.

  One way out flashed inside her mind. Desperate. Dangerous. She could think of nothing else.

  Suppressing tremors of anguish and anxiety, she murmured, “Contrary to what you’re used to in your native Judar where your word is law, this is a free country, your highness. A woman has the same rights as a man here to take her pleasure where she pleases, and change her mind when she pleases.”

  He flinched as if she’d slapped him. “And you’ve changed yours? When you can barely stand with wanting me?”

  She felt the twitches of loss of control seizing her. God. She’d made her life’s worst mistake coming back here, being so weak she’d needed to see him one last time. She should have just disappeared.

  Feeling crazed with desperation, she taunted, “That is what you’d like to think, isn’t it?”

  He stared at her, his eyes deadening.

  When he finally spoke, he sounded smooth, tranquil. “How about we drop the charade? I have nothing but games everywhere in my life. But in my bedroom I allow only sexual ones. You think the remaining six weeks should carry a more substantial price tag than sharing my bed and privileges? How remiss of me. I should have put an offer you can appreciate on the table. So if you have demands…” He suddenly yanked her to him, bent her over a potent arm, his other hand pressing her hips to his, his erection grinding against her long-molten core, the refined man she’d known receding fast. “Make them. I’ll meet them, whatever they are.”

  Her heart c
rumpled.

  Oh God. This had gotten uglier than anything she could have imagined. He thought she was bargaining with the unstoppable desire that had raged between them from the first glance. Though his repugnance was total, he seemed willing to pay anything for more of her.

  She tore herself out of his arms. She had to end this. Now.

  Only the ugliest lie would do.

  Feeling the resignation of a death sentence settling over her, it flowed from her in a lifeless voice. “I thought I owed you the courtesy of not disappearing without saying goodbye. But it seems I should have spared myself the unpleasantness, should have known you’d react with the barbarism of your culture and the conceit of your inherited status. You may be good in bed, Farooq, but so are a hundred other men. I like variety, and I always leave when my lovers start to bore me. I thought it best to go before I was sick of you. I didn’t want to spell it out, but it’s clear I shouldn’t have bothered with civility.”

  Before she collapsed at his feet in a weeping mess, she staggered around him, snatched up her handbag, images of a baby who looked like him fueling her march out of his bedroom, out of his world.

  But the image that would remain imprinted on her retinas for the rest of her life was of his face. The face of the hostile stranger she’d managed to turn him into in mere minutes.

  The hostile stranger she’d never see again.

  One

  “Bagha…bagha…”

  Carmen paused in the middle of hanging the nursery’s new curtains. She looked down at Mennah, listened to her chirping her latest “word,” her heart in a state of expansion.

  She’d gotten used to feeling her heart filling her whole chest, her whole being, since she’d given birth to her daughter.