The Raven Collection
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And sat he had, while the sun rose above the horizon to cast cool light over Korina, listening to the gentle breathing of his six-week-old son, still bearing the after-effects of the slight cold that had given way to his touch of colic. He was a strong boy and The Unknown was glad of his brushes with illness; they would benefit him in later years much as they had his father.
Watching Jonas squirming as he fought to change position, his little hands pushing at the soft white blanket that covered him to the top of his chest, he felt both a stab of fear and a kinship with Denser that no man without a child could fully understand. He didn’t even have to ask himself how he would feel if it had been his child that had disappeared, with or without its mother. And he didn’t have to ask himself what he would expect from his friends should that happen.
But going with the Xeteskian mage, as he had to, carried the risk that he wouldn’t see his wife and his own son again. And he would be breaking his promise to Diera - that The Raven would never ride with him at its head.
The Unknown sighed and read again the letter Denser had given him, looking forlornly for clues as to what had him so worried.
My Dear Husband,
I know this letter finds you unopened because the eyes of the Dordovan Council are blind to all that is most apparent. I have been feeling for some time that the masters here are failing Lyanna and her health is at risk from the mana she attracts but cannot properly control.
She misses you terribly at times but seems to understand that you cannot be here, without fully grasping why. One day, I hope we can tell her together but perhaps that is asking too much.
I expect you’re wondering by now where we have gone and why I did not contact you by Communion with my increasing worries, but it is difficult when you are removed from the day-to-day life of our beautiful child. Besides, this is something that we must do alone, without the council of those who might deflect us from our path. Lyanna knows it. I know it too.
Right now, I can imagine your anger. I knew the Dordovan Council would hide my leaving from you. My only regret is that I am not there to see you humbling Vuldaroq. Please understand that only I can accompany her - to involve you would have exposed us all to danger.
I want you to know that we are protected and going to a place where Lyanna can learn in safety the craft for which she was born, and still enjoy being the delightful little girl she is becoming, more so every day. There are those who understand her talent and wish to nurture it. I have felt them - they are benevolent minds and Lyanna is very happy at the prospect of meeting them. I think that we can help them too; they do sound old and frail despite their power.
I can barely contain my excitement now. I think we have found those we so fervently hoped were still alive. Or rather, they found us. It will be a long journey and not without its risks but please don’t worry about us.
I will send word as soon as I can and when Lyanna is settled, perhaps we can meet again. For now, I must say goodbye. We have both shed tears at the thought of how long we might be apart from you but it will be for the best for us all.
Lyanna will be the first true mage, I know it now. And that means we can begin to build a better future for us all.
Wish me luck and love. One magic, one mage.
Yours forever, Erienne.
Something in that text had bothered Denser more than mere worry at the journey Erienne had determined to make with their daughter. And it had to do with the Dordovans’ apparently urgent desire to find them and return them to the College. Denser was anxious to meet up with Ilkar, with all of The Raven but Ilkar most of all, and The Unknown had had to order him to rest.
And now the new day was full and Korina swarmed with life. There was much to be done and while The Unknown couldn’t help the thrill that coursed through him, he hadn’t the faintest idea how they would find one mage and her young child in this huge world. All they had was a letter, a starting point and a vague hinting of ancient magic he had neither heard of before nor understood. But if Denser thought it was important, The Unknown wouldn’t question it. Gods, how they could do with Thraun; but Thraun was lost to them all.
He stood over the crib and smoothed a wisp of blond hair from Jonas’ face before leaning in to kiss his pale forehead.
‘I won’t be away long, little one. Look after your mother for me.’ He straightened and faced the door. Diera stood there, wearing a loose-tied bodice and a blue working skirt. Her fair hair tumbled across her face but it didn’t hide her expression. The Unknown walked to her, making to speak but she raised a finger and placed it on his lips.
‘Not yet, Sol. Tell me later. But if you must go, you can give me your next hour.’ Her mouth turned up and she kissed his lips, her tongue darting into his mouth to twine with his. After a while he drew back, his hands on her upper arms.
‘Jonas will wake. And besides, I know a more comfortable spot.’ He took her hand and led her to their bedroom.
The wind savaged the forest, tore roots from the ground and brought branches crashing to earth with terrible force. The trunks of young trees blew about the Thornewood like twigs, smashing everything in their path until they too shattered, sending lethal splinters to whirl in the maelstrom.
Thraun hunkered close to the ground, in the shelter of the twisted, cracked bole of a sundered oak, his gaze everywhere, thoughts racing. The flying splinters couldn’t blind and cut him and the trunks couldn’t smash his bone, though they could trap him, but it was not so for the rest of the pack. When the winds had struck without warning on a tranquil day, with the sun beginning to lose its influence, half of the den had been destroyed before the warnings could be barked.
What they had thought of as their strength had turned out to be a deathtrap. The den had been dug deep beneath the root systems of a dense knot of strong pines, but the wind had ripped them down like leaves falling as the weather turned cold, roots had torn free to whip-lash into the den, heavy boughs crashed through the weakened roof, crushing so many to death and maiming so many more.
Sleeping away from the carnage, Thraun had woken, howled danger and fought his way back through fleeing wolves to see the damage for himself and help the trapped and wounded. There was little he could do. Blood was seeping into the ground, bone protruded from hide and fur and of the few that moved, none would live, their bodies broken under the weight of earth and branch.
The wind was bringing down more of the den and Thraun had run to the only open way out, escaping as it too had collapsed. Outside it had been little better. A blizzard of splinters had cut and slashed into the survivors, leaving most bleeding, handicapped or blinded. And those who hadn’t found immediate shelter from the wind had simply been blown away, one to hang in grotesque fashion from a net of branches higher than any wolf could spring, eyes dulling as its lifeblood ebbed from it.
Thraun howled his lament and hunkered down further to think how to save his devastated, panicked pack. He looked around him, at the mothers sheltering the pitifully few cubs that had survived and at the dog wolves, four only, looking to him for help and escape.
Thraun tasted the wind as it surged around them, felt its evil violence and knew they had to move. It came seemingly from everywhere, thrashing in his ears, its blasting force ripping down the forest. He could hear nothing but its fury and knew it hunted them like prey. There was only one place where they could hope to survive until the wind had passed. The crag point where the pack gathered before hunting would provide a barrier the wind couldn’t break.
But it was over two hundred paces away. An almost impossibly long distance in the forest with the wind roaring and spitting its ferocity. Lulls were few and relative. Thraun sniffed again. A temporary quiet was coming.
He waited, every fibre tensed, his heart racing. There it was. A lessening of the tumult. Barely noticeable but it could give him the edge. He sprang over to the sheltering mothers, grabbed a cub by the scruff of her neck, growled through clenched teeth for the rest to stay and darted toward th
e crag.
The way was every bit as difficult as he had envisaged. The trails he knew and the markers he followed were all gone. The whole nature of the forest had changed almost beyond recognition. Everywhere he could see the sky, its heaving dark cloud piling across his vision like a river in flood.
The crown of every tree was shredded, snapped or gone completely. Debris lay thick on the forest floor, waiting to be whipped into lethal frenzy by the next gust. Nothing was as it should be and only Thraun’s innate sense of direction, strained by the enforced need to find a new and far longer route, got him there at all.
The relative calm in the lee of the crag was like walking from night into day. The wind whistled around its edges, a mournful dirge that saddened the heart, but in its centre, the crag would protect their lives. He set the cub down, nuzzling the quivering body of the petrified creature and licking its face. His growl was warming and comforting.
Stay. I will return.
And so he did. Five more times. Once with each cub and once with the remnants of the pack.
Finally, he could rest as the wind tore at the ruins of Thornewood. He looked at them, four adult males, two adult females and five cubs all less than two seasons old. Pitiful survivors of a den in excess of forty. But he would save what he had and build again. First, though, it was time to mourn.
He lifted his head and howled to the sky.
Erienne hadn’t calmed Lyanna until they were alone in a room in the extraordinary building that was home to the Al-Drechar. It lay between a gurgling stream and a dense palm forest and, from the front, was an astonishing mass of timber and slate. It looked rather disorganised, and perhaps that was how it was supposed to be, but inside the elegance was breathtaking.
Not that Erienne had time to take in much more than a general sense of the place. Detail would have to wait until later. Right now, she cradled her sobbing child in her arms and wondered how she would ever get her from the delightful room which had been decorated just how Lyanna would like it, if she stopped crying enough to look.
And the truth was that they had scared Erienne too, standing there so tall and gaunt, pale robes flowing, every bone in their bodies standing proud. Ren’erei had reacted quickest, snatching up Lyanna from where she stood rooted and running inside with her. Dragging herself after the elf, Erienne had time to pick up the doll and shrug ‘sorry’ at the crestfallen Al-Drechar before chasing Ren’erei to the room in which she and Lyanna now sat alone.
On the gently toned yellow walls had been drawn waving, smiling bears and groups of rabbits at play. Light came from three shaded lanterns and, in addition to a soft bed and low wooden desk, there was a child-sized armchair and sofa; and all sitting on thick rugs that protected feet from the timber floor. Candles filled the air with a fresh forest scent.
But Lyanna wasn’t looking at any of it and her sobs were only just beginning to subside though her body still trembled and shook.
‘Shh, darling, Mummy’s here. No one will hurt you,’ she whispered, putting her lips to the girl’s head. ‘That’s it, calm down, now. Calm down.’
‘Are the ghosts gone, Mummy?’ she mumbled into Erienne’s chest.
‘Oh, sweet, they aren’t ghosts, they’re your friends.’
‘No!’ wailed Lyanna, her crying starting again. ‘They aren’t the old women. They’re ghosts.’
Erienne could see her point. She knew the fluttering light robes they had worn were for comfort in the humid heat. She was also aware that old elves traditionally kept their white hair long as a demand for respect; and that the muscle and fat faded from their bodies long before they became decrepit, leaving them skeletal in appearance. And these elves were incredibly old. But their appearance was a child’s nightmare brought to life and Lyanna had suffered more than her share of those.
‘I’ll be with you,’ said Erienne. ‘You’ll be all right. Brave girl. My brave girl.’ Erienne stroked Lyanna’s hair until she pulled away to look up, her face blotched and red where it had been pressed so hard against her mother. Erienne smiled.
‘Look at you!’ she admonished gently. She wiped away the damp on Lyanna’s face with the cloth she had held ready for some time. ‘Don’t be scared. Are you still scared?’
Lyanna shook her head but said, ‘Just a little. Don’t leave me, Mummy.’
‘I’ll never leave you, darling. Do you want to sleep with me tonight or in here?’
Lyanna examined her new surroundings for the first time, the flicker of a smile on her anxious face.
‘This is a nice room,’ she said.
‘It’s yours if you want it.’
‘Where’s your room?’
‘I’ll make sure it’s next door, so I can hear you. Is that all right?’
Lyanna nodded. There was a knock on the door and Ren’erei poked her head round.
‘How are we doing?’ she asked.
‘Come in,’ said Erienne. ‘Much better, thanks.’
Ren’erei had changed into loose cloth trousers and a woollen shirt, reminding Erienne that she still carried around the dirt and sweat of the day, as did Lyanna.
‘Good,’ she said, not approaching too close. ‘They are anxious to meet you. They didn’t understand your reaction.’
Erienne stared at Ren’erei, a frown on her face. ‘Then I take it they haven’t spent much time around children recently. You have explained, I presume.’
‘As far as I could,’ affirmed Ren’erei. She smiled. ‘They have changed into more formal clothing.’ She turned to go. ‘When you’re ready, just come out. I’ll be waiting.’
‘Thank them for not intruding into our minds. That was thoughtful, ’ said Erienne.
‘They may not understand children but they aren’t without conscience. Don’t let the way they look affect your ideas of who they are.’ She closed the door quietly behind her.
‘If there had been any other way, I would have taken it,’ said The Unknown. He was at the doorway to his house. It was mid-afternoon. Out in the street, Denser was astride his horse, agitated, his mood communicating to the light brown mare who shifted her hooves, unable to remain still.
‘You’ve made your position quite clear,’ said Diera, her face red from tears, her hair rough-tied in a tail that trailed over one shoulder. Jonas was inside. She hadn’t wanted him to see the parting.
‘Diera, it’s not like that. Think how I’d feel if it were you and Jonas. I’d expect the same of them.’
‘Oh, I understand your damned honour and your damned code. What about the promises you made to me?’ She hissed her words, not wanting Denser to hear.
There was no answer to that. He was breaking his word and the knowledge of it tormented him. Yet it had seemed at first that she understood and their love-making had been tender and passionate. He had lost himself within her, never wanting the feeling to end and yet, lying next to her, basking in the afterglow, his head above her, his hand caressing her breast, her tears had warned him it would be no gentle goodbye. Their shouts had wakened Jonas and it was only his cries that broke the argument and brought them ultimately to this cold exchange.
‘I cannot excuse what I do but I cannot apologise for it either,’ said The Unknown, reaching out a hand. Diera pulled away. ‘I couldn’t refuse him just as he couldn’t refuse me if you had disappeared. ’
‘But you never really considered saying no, did you?’ The Unknown shook his head. ‘You haven’t stopped to think about what you leave behind and you ride off to reform The Raven.’ She spat the word out as if it left a bad taste in her mouth.
‘Because they . . . we are the best. Together, we have the best chance of finding Erienne and Lyanna and all coming back unharmed. This isn’t for money, Diera. I owe Denser my life, you know that.’
‘And what do you think you owe me and Jonas? Nothing?’ Her expression softened a little. ‘Look, I know why you’re leaving. It’s why I love you.
‘But you didn’t ask me, Sol. It feels like my opinion isn’t important.
You made promises to me and Jonas, and though you don’t want to walk away from them, you are. And the thought that you might not come back at all is breaking my heart.’ She gazed deep into his eyes. ‘We are your life now.’
‘What would you have me do?’ he asked.
‘Whatever I may feel, I do understand you. I would have you go and I will take comfort that should I ever encounter trouble, The Raven will help me. But I would also have you think about me and Jonas before everything you do. We love you, Sol. We just want you back.’
She moved forward and held him tightly and he was surprised to find tears on his cheeks. He clutched at her back, his hands rubbing up and down it.
‘I will come back,’ he said. ‘And believe me, I never do anything without thinking of you. And your opinion is important. It’s just that I never had any choice that you could influence.’
Diera put a finger to his lips, then kissed him. ‘Don’t spoil it now. Just go.’
He broke away and mounted his horse, turning it towards the north and Julatsa. And as he spurred the animal on, Denser following close behind, he prayed to the Gods that he would see her again.
Vuldaroq sat at the centre of a long table. Flanking him, four to either side, were the humans and elves who made up the Dordovan Quorum.
In front of them stood one man, tall and proud, a semi-circle of fifteen College guards behind him. The small auditorium was chill, but not because of the icy wind that howled outside. It was the aura that bled from the man and the repugnance in which he was held that cooled the room. He was the most hated of men among mages and he was standing on the hallowed ground of Dordover, his wrecked face displayed now his hood was thrown back, the black tattoo on his neck a symbol of his reviled beliefs.