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by David Lehman

This we entreat, implore, beseech

  Whose miseries are too deep for speech.

  from Rattle

  ROBERT CORDING

  * * *

  Toast to My Dead Parents

  My parents worshipped at the altar

  of the present, each moment

  an opportunity for bickering,

  for one of them, in their elaborate game

  of cat-and-mouse—Didn’t you say

  it was going to rain today?

  Who put the salt and pepper here,

  it’s gone in the cabinet above the stove

  for sixty years—to gain a slight advantage.

  They were entertaining, their fights

  like tickets to the Amusement Park

  we could never afford.

  My father, who liked wordplay,

  said they were keeping things fresh.

  They said good morning

  in myriad phrases—the eggs are dry,

  you burnt the English muffin again,

  where did you put my pills?

  That got the morning going like the cuckoo

  popping out of the Black Forest

  kitchen clock to jeeringly announce

  the hour that was an hour too late,

  each blaming the other for oversleeping.

  It was, I guess, in its sad, crazy

  destructive way, a form of communication.

  My brothers and I never understood

  their day-long bickering, nor that

  nagging devotion to each other,

  one of them unfailingly present

  at the other’s bedside in sickness.

  They never complained about money,

  lived happily by the house rule of enough,

  as in whatever we have is enough,

  yet seemed always to be in need

  of something that wasn’t to be had—

  something intangible they wanted

  to hold with their hands, or be

  able to say with the fluency of words

  which never came, or came

  garbled and incompletely, or twisted

  whatever they were looking for

  into another insult.

  Their bickering grew less playful,

  more cat batting a half-dead mouse

  back and forth between its paws,

  as they tried to ward off

  the clock-tick of dying’s boredom.

  They certainly kept things fresh,

  the freedom of destruction, I guess,

  better than some quiet descent

  into death. And so, dear parents, I toast you,

  toast all those words volleyed back and forth,

  the two of you filled with some great need

  that could never be fully met,

  true believers in all that might be

  that never was, hopeless

  romantics to the bitter end.

  from The Sewanee Review

  CYNTHIA CRUZ

  * * *

  Artaud

  At age five, with his sister Marie-Ange.

  Around 1920 at age twenty-four.

  Around 1920 at his sister’s wedding.

  As Cecco, in Marcel Vandal’s film Graziella (1926).

  As Gringalet, in Luitz-Morat’s film Le Juif errant (1926).

  As Marat, in Abel Gance’s Napoléon (1927).

  As Marat.

  As the Intellectual, in Léon Poirier’s film Verdun, visions d’histoire (1928).

  As the monk Massieu, in Carl Dreyer’s La Passion de Jeanne d’Arc (1928).

  As the father in his play, Les Cenci, produced in 1935 by the Theater of Cruelty.

  On the grounds of the asylum in Rodez, with Dr. Ferdière in May 1946.

  Self-portrait (December 17, 1946).

  His room in the clinic in Ivry-sur-Seine.

  In his room, shortly before his death.

  from Bennington Review

  DICK DAVIS

  * * *

  A Personal Sonnet

  How strange this life is mine, and not another,

  This jigsaw . . . each irrevocable piece.

  That bad, unfinished business of my brother,

  Dead at nineteen; my gadding years in Greece

  And Italy; life lived, not understood;

  A sunset in Kerala, when it seemed

  The sun had risen on my life for good.

  All this was real, but seems now as if dreamed.

  The presences I’ve loved, and poetry—

  Faces I cannot parse or paraphrase

  Whose mystery is all that they reveal;

  The Persian poets who laid hands on me

  And whispered that all poetry is praise:

  These are the dreams that turned out to be real.

  from The Hudson Review

  WARREN DECKER

  * * *

  Today’s Special

  Today’s special is all-natural rage,

  Grilled on a smoldering fire.

  Its powerful flavor made subtle with age,

  Today’s special is all-natural rage.

  Domestically raised in a comfortable cage,

  And fed only free-range desire,

  Today’s special is all-natural rage,

  Grilled on a smoldering fire.

  from Think Journal

  SUSAN DE SOLA

  * * *

  The Wives of the Poets

  All poets’ wives have rotten lives,

  Their husbands look at them like knives

  —Delmore Schwartz

  The wives of the poets,

  they never complain.

  They know they are married

  to drama and pain.

  They know they are married

  to more than their man.

  They know there are others—

  young lovers he can

  fend off from the marriage

  that keeps him afloat,

  for rail as they may,

  he won’t rock that boat.

  She won’t read the poems

  he’s written for her;

  the poems for lovers

  will cause no great stir.

  He knows she won’t read them,

  because her concern

  is life (and not words)

  but both feel the burn

  of the daggers they throw,

  the sharp looks that show

  the rot in the lives

  of poets, and wives.

  from The Dark Horse

  DANTE DI STEFANO

  * * *

  Reading Dostoyevsky at Seventeen

  In those days, my dreams always changed titles

  before they were finished and I wanted

  only to love in that insane tortured way

  of poor dear Dmitri Karamazov.

  Suddenly, I was speaking the language

  of lapdog and samovar. This is

  the ballroom, the barracks, the firing squad.

  This is the old monk with the beard of bees.

  This is the orange lullaby the moon

  of the moon will sing you when it’s grieving.

  This is the province you escape by train,

  fleeing heavy snow and eternal elk.

  This is the part where I take your hand in

  my hand and I tell you we are burning.

  from Met Magazine

  NAUSHEEN EUSUF

  * * *

  Pied Beauty

  Is it not the beauty of the maculate?

  The speckled, spotted, the rose now varicose;

  the sky now gold and now a purple bruise;

  the taint and sully of the soul’s caprice;

  the fitful orisons of a restless hour;

  the artful heart so fickle-quick to sour.

  Whatever wavers with the changing minute:

  the weather, the markets, the 401 and peace

  of mind; what had been promised but never meant;

  the youth and years that n
ow seem badly spent—

  Accept it.

  from Birmingham Poetry Review

  JONATHAN GALASSI

  * * *

  Orient Epithalamion

  for Barry Bergdoll and Bill Ryall

  Fall will touch down in golden Orient,

  where ospreys float and peace comes dropping slow.

  There will be pumpkins by the ton at Latham’s.

  The trees will re-rehearse their yearly show.

  But now crepe myrtle ornaments the village,

  rose of Sharon, autumn clematis.

  The oyster ponds are dark and tranquil mirrors

  basking in the sunlight’s brazen kiss.

  On Skipper’s Lane, Sebastian and Sarah

  have packed up with their brood, as one expects,

  and Madeline and Chris, and Jane and Eddie.

  No more artists! No more architects!

  Just Miriam and Grayson, Sylvia and Freddie.

  Gone: writers, agents, publishers, and all!

  The real people, proudly holding steady,

  will reap the blond munificence of fall.

  Goodbye to the disturbances of summer,

  when Stevie’s singers jazzed in Poquatuck

  and a Supreme Court Justice read our rights out

  to every citizen, man, doe, and buck.

  Now egrets dot the marsh on Narrow River.

  The swan is hiding till she nests next spring.

  Virginia creeper reddens on the tree trunks.

  Goldenrod envelops everything,

  succeeding to swamp rose and honeysuckle

  and all the weeds that came and went in waves.

  The geese will soon be flying in formation

  the way the Tuthill slaves sleep in their graves.

  Near the monarch station, the Holzapfels

  harvest their garlic. Milkweed is in flower.

  Leslie’s pool is cooling down. The ferry

  disgorges only fifty cars an hour.

  It’s time for sweet bay scallops, now the jellies

  have turned tail in the Sound and sped away.

  The Bogdens lay their conch pots every morning,

  and the water climbs in Hallock’s Bay.

  Charles the First is staking lilies. Sinan

  reduces his last oozings, hours by hours.

  Karen surveys the still street from her study.

  Charles the Second’s arms are full of flowers.

  And the wild turkeys make their first appearance,

  though Bay and Sound still glisten from the Hill.

  The vineyard grapes hang blithe and ripe and ruddy.

  Ann builds her house and Barry marries Bill.

  Wreathe them with sea lavender and asters!

  Sing for the joys and years they have in store.

  Husband them; preserve them from disasters.

  Let there be jazzing in the deep heart’s core—

  and let the tide not overrun the causeway:

  may Orient be theirs forever more!

  from The New Yorker

  JESSICA GOODFELLOW

  * * *

  Test

  Mrs. Yeager’s handout of college prep vocab words

  was meant as an onerous task for a neophyte, a germane lexicon,

  but I ascertained first what had been my uncle’s initials: S A T.

  I heard no more of the lecture, repeated silently his moniker.

  Was this (a) auspicious; (b) ominous; (c) merely benign?

  My mother’s only story: how my uncle, between all-

  night shifts at the post office and arduous college courses,

  used to rouse and feed an infant me, his hand to my mouth.

  Otherwise she kept a silence in which I learned ambiguous,

  lugubrious, and truncate. Through my uncle’s absence

  I memorized doleful, evanescent, and curtailed by heart.

  “Choose the best answer from the following.” The sentence suggests

  there is a best answer for an empty mouth. Mortality is

  (a) conditional; (b) congenital; (c) incompatible; (d) superfluous.

  Death is (a) insatiable; (b) inexorable; (c) ineffable; (d) immutable.

  I am (a) the niece of no body; (b) death’s little dilettante;

  (c) consanguine with hoar frost; (d) kin to white noise.

  from The Southern Review

  SONIA GREENFIELD

  * * *

  Ghost Ship

  I have been that young, that electrified

  by the bohemian scene of a city spilling its lights

  all around me. I have been to parties

  in sketchy spaces where painters have work

  on the walls that should be seen by millions

  but is seen by the few of us figuring out

  who we’re going to fuck after too much cheap wine

  drunk from plastic tumblers, figuring out

  how we’re going to make it a country’s width away

  from families, struck out on our own

  like explorers getting comfortable with being alone

  in a wilderness that is actually just a room

  rented in a house of strangers. I have been

  that woman high on E, my eyes doll-dark, jaw

  clenched, body ready to swallow pleasure

  in a million lusty gulps. I know any space we inhabit

  can become a ghost ship. I have read enough

  to know stories of wildfires, of boats found

  empty, of the soul yanked whole cloth from

  its innocent wearer. But you can’t live in fear

  of the apparition, the adventurers afloat on

  their rickety structure and cast to a sea

  of flames. It can happen at any time to anyone,

  so when music flares up and takes a hold of you,

  when a swirl of colored spotlights sets you

  spinning, you have to dance as if

  the very act of living depends on it.

  from Rattle

  JOY HARJO

  * * *

  An American Sunrise

  We were running out of breath, as we ran out to meet ourselves. We

  were surfacing the edge of our ancestors’ fights, and ready to strike.

  It was difficult to lose days in the Indian bar if you were straight.

  Easy if you played pool and drank to remember to forget. We

  made plans to be professional—and did. And some of us could sing

  so we drummed a fire-lit pathway up to those starry stars. Sin

  was invented by the Christians, as was the Devil, we sang. We

  were the heathens, but needed to be saved from them—thin

  chance. We knew we were all related in this story, a little gin

  will clarify the dark and make us all feel like dancing. We

  had something to do with the origins of blues and jazz

  I argued with the music as I filled the jukebox with dimes in June.

  Forty years later and we still want justice. We are still America. We

  know the rumors of our demise. We spit them out. They die soon.

  from Poetry

  TERRANCE HAYES

  * * *

  American Sonnet for My Past and Future Assassin

  The black poet would love to say his century began

  With Hughes or, God forbid, Wheatley, but actually

  It began with all the poetry weirdos & worriers, warriors,

  Poetry whiners & winos falling from ship bows, sunset

  Bridges & windows. In a second I’ll tell you how little

  Writing rescues. My hunch is that Sylvia Plath was not

  Especially fun company. A drama queen, thin-skinned,

  And skittery, she thought her poems were ordinary.

  What do you call a visionary who does not recognize

  Her vision? Orpheus was alone when he invented writing.

  His manic drawing became a kind of writing when he sentr />
  His beloved a sketch of an eye with an X struck through it.

  He meant I am blind without you. She thought he meant

  I never want to see you again. It is possible he meant that, too.

  from The New Yorker

  ERNEST HILBERT

  * * *

  Mars Ultor

  Before they had a fleet

  Romans rowed on logs

  As they prepared to meet

  Carthage. Treaties, public

  Or secret, do little when

  The border of the republic

  Is breached without notice:

  More tug-of-war

  Than elegant chess.

  Some ask: Is virtù virtue?

  After reconciliation, consensus,

  Appeasement, the coup.

  Some rely on law,

  But law relies on guns,

  Or must withdraw.

  Brutes push their way to power,

  But the muddiest barbarian

  Also wants the throne an hour,

  And dons a crown, marks affairs,

  Nods under a golden branch until

  A stronger one turns up the stairs.

  from Academic Questions

  R. NEMO HILL

  * * *

  The View from The Bar

  So much of the coin of youth was spent,

  while leaning here, with smoke and brew,

  my back half-turned to face a view

  beyond this room’s brief consequence.

  So many nights washed up against

  my eyes in their impassive mask

  and touched this quadrangle of glass,

 

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