That Unbreakable Love

by Tynessa

  Trinity didn’t understand what had ticked him off so fast. All she did was ask him where he was the night before. He was in the middle of explaining when Monae and the girls had walked over and all of a sudden he was acting all rude. As of lately he’s been having a nonchalant attitude with Monae and Trinity hadn’t really paid attention to it until now.

  “Man, the bell is about to ring so I’m heading to class. I’ll fuck with you later.” He kissed Trinity on the cheek and walked off without another word, leaving her standing right there wondering what the hell his problem was.

  Trinity couldn’t wait for third period lunch so she could confront Ray’Shun about his attitude. Thank God they shared the same lunch period. Ray’Shun wasn’t even waiting on her at their usual meet up spot and that bothered her. Off top, Trinity begun thinking it was another female and he was ready to call it quits with her. The thought of Ray’Shun ending their relationship caused a tear to roll down he left cheek. Just as it dropped she wiped it away. She remembered what Mama Shan had told her; never let a nigga see you shed a tear over him.

  As she was walking to the lunch line to grab her lunch she spotted Ray’Shun sitting on the picnic table outside, surrounded by his posse and a group of groupie-hos. That was the shit Trinity didn’t like. Nonetheless, she went on and got her food and went to the table with her friends. She started not to go out there and let Ray’Shun have his little fun. That would’ve been too much like right.

  See, Trinity knew all the chicks that went to Virginia High wanted her man, and even the ones that didn’t go there wanted him also. Shit, look at him! Who wouldn’t want someone of Ray’Shun’s structure? That boy was the shit for his young age.

  “Baby, what’s up? What took you so long to come out here?” Ray’Shun asked, easing off the table that he was sitting on. He wrapped his arm around Trinity and pulled her to an empty nearby table. “What’s wrong?” He then asked, noticing the pissed off look on her face. Trinity smacked her lips and shrugged her shoulders.

  “Nothing. Man, I—why you wasn’t in the spot waiting for me?” She fumbled over her words. Trinity tries so hard not to be a nag because she didn’t want to push him off to the next heffa. It was just; she knew Ray’Shun was getting tired of waiting for her. He was well experienced when it came to sex and always trying to talk her out of her panties. To be honest, she didn’t know how long she would be able to keep her V-card and hold on to her man, at the same time. It seemed everyone was having sex but her.

  “I walked with Slim and Kendrick today. I thought you would’ve seen me and came on out here. I had your lunch and everything. Want me to go over there and get it for you?” Just like that, Trinity was in awe. Ray’Shun could be so thoughtful at times. That’s why he was her baby; despite some of the things he does to piss her off. It was little shit like that that made her feel special. It was funny that one minute she would be ready to ring his neck then the next all she wanted to do was let him have his way with her little virgin vagina.

  Chapter 3

  Shaniqua had been walking around with an attitude for almost a week now. Fussing, mumbling and complaining to herself, how Ronny didn’t do anything around the house. Now, she didn’t actually confront Ronny about it, but she would state it loud enough for him to hear. It had gotten to the point where in the mornings she would no longer try to keep the kids quiet. She’ll let them scream, yell and cry loud enough to wake their father.

  She’d just gotten RJ dressed and ready for his weekend at Debbie and Daddy Willie’s house. The girls were going to her parents’ because Shaniqua was in need of some alone time. Ray’Shun wasn’t a problem so she never had to ship him off on the weekends. Hell, Ronny wasn’t getting any sex, anyways, so he definitely wouldn’t be in the way.

  “Shaniqua!” Ronny yelled as he walked through the front door. He was wondering why the living room was a mess. Clothes, toys and shit was scattered all around. It looked as if a damn tornado had just touched down. “Aye, all ya’ll kids get ya’ll asses down here and clean up this damn living room,” he hollered from the bottom of the stairs. Fuck wrong with them? Ronny wondered as he made his way to the kitchen, not knowing that’s where Shaniqua was.

  When he entered the kitchen, Shaniqua looked him dead in the eyes then turned right back around and finished giving RJ the juice he’d been whining for. It amazed Shaniqua how much her kids were the spitting image of Ronny. She guess that old saying was true, if the father of your kids get on your nerves while you’re pregnant, they would come out looking exactly like him; because Ronny damn sure worked her nerves when she was pregnant all four times. Neither one looked more like him than Ray’Shun and Shaniyah though. That shit pissed Shaniqua off because they had his damn personality as well.

  “Why you let them make that mess like that?” Ronny asked as he went into the refrigerator and grabbed a beer. Popping the top, he took a big gulp and belched out loud, getting under Shaniqua’s skin. He knew she had an attitude with him for whatever reason, but like any other time, it didn’t faze him one bit. He knew he hadn’t did shit, so it was whatever to him.

  “Eww, daddy,” said little Ronny Jr. Shaniqua had always told herself that she would never name her kids a Jr. but Ronny insisted, and being that she wasn’t planning on having any more kids, that was the only reason she agreed to it.

  “I know right RJ. Tell him to cover his mouth next time. Damn. Rude ass,” Shaniqua co-signed. Ronny just smiled and blew her a kissed. “Come on, let’s go get your bag so we can go to grandma house RJ,” she ordered. He was just about to take off running until Ronny stopped him.

  “Nah, RJ go pick up your toys! They ain’t going nowhere until they clean up that damn mess in there. I don’t know why you let them fuck up that living room like that anyways. You act like you don’t have no control over these kids when I’m not here,” Ronny fussed.

  Ronny knew Shaniqua had no problem with discipline the kids, but sometimes she acted as if she couldn’t do anything with them without him being right there. He didn’t know if she was trying to get some attention from him or what but there was no excuse for Shaniqua to have let the kids mess up the living room the way she had.

  “Well you should’ve been here with them! Now get out my face talking that shit you talking because I don’t feel like hearing it,” and with that, Shaniqua walked right off and up the stairs. She heard Ronny calling for Shaniyah, Destiny and Ni-Ni to come help RJ and they wasted no time running down there, without giving him any back talk.

  By the time Shaniqua had finished getting the kids things together for their weekend and had gone back downstairs, the living room was spotless. She was so caught up in her anger with Ronny that she didn’t even take notice that they were destroying her living room. All she knew was that it wouldn’t happen again.

  “Niyah and Destiny go get ya’ll things so we can go,” she said while handing Ni-Ni her bag. Ronny was sitting on the couch wrestling with RJ. He loved getting them all hyped up with the wrestling bullshit that Shaniqua hated.

  “Come on RJ,” said Ronny as he lift RJ, flipping him upside down and walking out the door. He was so ruff with him and when Shaniqua would say something about it, his excuse would be, ‘I’m teaching him how to be a man! My boy ain’t about to be a whimp.’ He would even hit her with how she didn’t complain when he would ruff Ray’Shun up the same way when he was RJ’s age.

  Shaniqua knew Ronny wouldn’t initially hurt RJ, but he had to understand that RJ had real bad asthma so he couldn’t play and get all hyped up like most kids. His asthma was so bad that he had to have a treatment every other night before bed.

  When the girls came back down they all headed out the door. Ronny was already inside his truck with RJ strapped down in his seat.

  “About time his useless ass did something,” Shaniqua mumbled underneath her breath as she got in.

  Don’t get her wrong, Ronny was a great provider, a good husband, and wonderful father to his kids but all Shaniqua wanted was a litt
le help around the house. You know, some mornings it would be nice for him to just say, out the greatness of his heart, ‘Baby, go back to sleep. I’ll get the kids ready for school and cook you breakfast.’ That would be too much like right, though— wishful thinking, to be exact.

  Ronny wasn’t a morning person at all unless it was beneficial for him. Meaning, he was trying to get some morning sex. Men just didn’t know how good they had it made. They could come and go as they please but once a female leave the house, she had to take a least one of the kids with her.

  Once they dropped the kids off at their parents’ house, Ronny wanted to stop by the mall. Shaniqua didn’t complain one bit; she always had room in her closet for new items. She just sat on the passenger side bobbing her head and getting turned on by Ronny rapping, Eazy-E old song, Boyz-N-The-Hood, while puffing on his blunt and dancing in his seat. That was the sexiest shit ever to her. Little stuff like that turned Shaniqua on and had her ready to give up the coochie right there on the spot. Ronny was so got-damn sexy that it didn’t make no damn sense! Yes, Shaniqua knew her husband was the shit! She thought Ronny was the sexiest man walking earth.

  Passing Shaniqua the blunt, Ronny smacked her on the thigh and continued rapping as he winked at her. Rolling her eyes upwards, the smile that had been threatening to display since he put that song on had finally came through. Even after all the years they’d been together Ronny could still make his wife blush like a schoolgirl.

  ****

  Pulling up at home Shaniqua helped Ronny get the bags out his truck. Like always, they had picked up more items than they intended on. With five kids, how could they not get carried away when going shopping? Ray’Shun’s car was now parked in its usual spot so they knew he was there. Opening the front door, Shaniqua walked in followed by Ronny. Just as they walked in, Ray’Shun was hitting the bottom step with some young chick right behind him.

  “Oh hell to the mothafuckin’ no! I know damn well you ain’t been fucking up in my damn house?!” Shaniqua went off. Ray’Shun couldn’t do nothing but drop his head because he was busted. He didn’t actually get caught with his hand in the cookie jar but his mother had just hit the nail on the head. Nonetheless, he was about to try his luck and deny what she already knew.

  “Man ma, it ain’t even like that,” he said. The young woman, whose name was Be-Be, stood right beside him scared for her life. She knew not to say anything because everyone had heard about how Ray’Shun’s mother got down back in her days.

  “What the fuck was she doing upstairs then Ray’Shun? Better yet, what was she even doing in my damn house?” ask Shaniqua. She was heated.

  “Man, we were just doing some homework.” When Ray’Shun said that, both Shaniqua and Ronny, looked down at his and the girl hands and didn’t see no backpack or books. Ronny just shook his head in disbelief. In the back of his head he was thinking, ‘damn son you couldn’t come up with shit better than that.’

  “Ray’Shun get up out my face before I beat your ass! Let this be the last time you bring some random ass girl in my damn house. If it ain’t Trinity then they ain’t welcome here,” Shaniqua fussed to Ray’Shun before turning to Ronny. “You better talk to your son! He lucky I don’t call Trinity and tell her what he’s up to.” With that she rolled her eyes and bumped Ray’Shun shoulder as she walked by him.

  “Ma, you so childish. Don’t go up there and call that girl,” laughed Ray’Shun. Though he was laughing on the outside, he prayed on the inside that she wouldn’t call his girlfriend. Turning to Ronny, he said, “Man pops, you think she going to call her?”

  Ronny wasted no time slapping Ray’Shun in the back of his head and ushered him out the house.

  “Get yo’ ass outside,” he said. Once outside and out of ear shot from the girl that was now standing at Ray’Shun’s car, Ronny said, “Man what the fuck was you thinking? Damn, all yo’ ass had to do was call me and let me know what was up. Now I have to go up there and calm your crazy ass mama down.”

  “Man, I wasn’t even thinking. It was like it just happened. I didn’t want to leave her in the car, so I told her to come in so I can get what I came for. Shid pops, I kid you not, soon as she got in my room, she dropped to her knees and just whipped it out and started—.”

  Ronny held up his hands cutting his son off. “Whoa bruh, spare me the details. I am not nann one of your nappy-headed ass friends. I don’t wanna hear that shit! Fuck I look like?” he said. What in the hell would he look like listening to his seventeen year old son talking about how some lil girl sucked on his little vienna sausage. Ray’Shun couldn’t do nothing but laugh as Ronny play fought with him.

  “Okay, Okay. My bad old man,” laughed Ray’Shun before getting serious. He knew his mother wasn’t wrapped too tight so her mentioning calling Trinity was still heavy on his mind. In his heart he didn’t think his mom would do him like that, but Shaniqua was unpredictable so you never know with her. “Do you really think ma going to call my girl?”

  “Man, to be honest with you son, I don’t know. You know your mama really like Trin, and you know how women like to stick together and shit,” Ronny explained. He knew Shaniqua wasn’t going to call her and was just trying to scare Ray’Shun. “I got you covered though. I’ll go in there and break her off real good and she’ll change her mind just like that.” Ronny snapped his finger at the end of his statement. Ray’Shun couldn’t do nothing but stare at him in disgust. That was something Ronny definitely could’ve kept to himself.

  “Really pops? All that wasn’t even called for. I think I’m going to be scarred for life.”

  “Boy shut up! How the fuck you think you got here? But check this and then I’ma let you go because lil mama look like she ready to get up out of here.” Ronny got serious with Ray’Shun. All jokes were pushed to the side and it was time to go into father mode. Though they’d had this conversation before, Ronny wanted to make sure they were still on the same page. “Are you using protection with these girls? I ain’t trying to have you walking around here with yo’ shit burning and itching or you catching some shit you can’t get rid of. Plus, me and your mom too young to be grandparents,” said Ronny. He didn’t even crack a smile because he needed his son to know he was serious.

  Ronny didn’t condone in his son having sex but he was his age once so he knew whether he wanted Ray’Shun to or not he was going to be a man and do him. There wasn’t anything neither Shaniqua nor him could say to prevent it from happening. His girls on the other hand, they better not even be thinking about sex until they were married and out of his house. Point Blank!

  “I stay strapped! That’s one thing you don’t have to worry about.” Satisfied with his answer, Ronny dapped his son up and embrace him in a brotherly hug before sending him on his way. Before he went inside the house, he prayed and hoped his wife had done calmed down a little.

  Chapter 4

  “Damn, that was your daddy?” said Be-Be when she and Ray’Shun got inside his yellow Challenger with 24’ inch black Asanti rims. It was every young and old woman’s dream to ride shotgun in Ray’Shun’s ride with him. It was no secret that all the girls wanted to be the main lady of his life but no one could ever take Trinity’s place. They have their ups and downs like the next couple but she was his heart and he was hers. Their young hood love was unbreakable!

  “Yea, that was my old man,” Ray’Shun responded back nonchalantly. He already knew she was about to start lusting over his dad like all the girl did once they saw him. They would compliment Shaniqua as well. Shit, where else did they expect him to get his good looks from?

  “Damn, he is fine! Your mom is cute too. Her ass look like she don’t play games though. But daddy, his ass could get it! I would put it on his ass so damn good. Just like I be doing you.” Be-Be went on to say while wiggling in her seat. Ray’Shun just shook his head.

  “Yea, you wish!” was his reply right before turning up the music on her. He had other shit on his mind than to listen to Be-Be brag about how good she sex
ed him and what she only wished in her young mind that she would do to his dad.

  Ray’Shun had promised himself the last time he cheated on Trinity that it would be his last, now not even a month later he was getting his dick sucked by Be-Be. Be-Be was Ray’Shun’s side piece that he started fucking around with last year. She had just turned nineteen—two years older than Ray’Shun was and that was her excuse for not giving him the time of day in school. Why would she embarrass herself by talking to a childish ass little boy?! Was the question she would always ask him when he would try to talk to her.

  Ray’Shun was cute as hell but talking to younger dudes weren’t her style. It wasn’t until she’d graduated that she saw Ray’Shun pull up in his Dodge Challenger at a gas station, then he got out looking like a young ass boss that Be-Be knew she had to get him, by all means. Him being with Trinity didn’t cross her mind one bit. Fuck her! It wasn’t no secret that Trinity was still a virgin so what could she possibly do for this young boss-nigga?! Is what Be-Be used to say to herself.

  Ray’Shun wasn’t going to give her the time of day when she first approached him. He wanted to ask her what was the sudden change, he was still two years younger than she was so what changed her mind. Unfortunately he didn’t even get a chance to ask her because in no time, Be-Be had dropped to her knees and was giving him head right where he stood pumping gas. Nasty freak, right? The rest was history and Ray’Shun had been busting down Be-Be throat ever since. It had been a few occasions where after head, Be-Be would try to jump on his dick before he could put on a condom but Ray’Shun wasn’t having that. Bad enough he was letting her suck him raw. That shit was about to change though.