That Unbreakable Love
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“But wait mama Shan. It wasn’t like that. I—,” Trinity tried to explain but Shaniqua cut her off.
“It wasn’t like that? So you’re okay with him putting his damn hands on you? You are only sixteen years old, you have no business letting a guy hit on you. That shit ain’t nowhere near cute, and Ray’Shun knows better. But best to believe I’m getting in that ass when he gets home. I don’t know who the fuck he thinks his grown ass is, but he better reevaluate that shit,” Shaniqua went clean off. She couldn’t wait for Ronny to get home so she could let him know what his son had been up to. “Ain’t no telling how long you been letting him beat up on your ass,” she added.
Trinity sat there wondering why she even opened her big mouth and mentioned he put his hands on her. Ray’Shun getting in trouble by his parents was something she didn’t want. He’d already told her to keep his mother out their business, so Trinity knew had Shaniqua said something, Ray’Shun would never forgive her.
“But I hit him first mama Shan. It ain’t like he just go around beating on me. It only happened that one time and he promised to never do it again so there’s no need in you saying anything to him,” Trinity said, hoping that would change Shaniqua’s mind on getting onto him.
“Why did you hit him?” Trinity hitting him first didn’t justify Ray’Shun’s action. However, Shaniqua wanted to know her reasons for putting her hands on her son. “See, that’s what’s wrong with ya’ll lil girls these days. I don’t know why ya’ll got it in ya’ll heads that it’s okay to put ya’ll hands on these niggas and don’t expect to get hit back. I don’t condone in Ray’Shun hitting you at all, but please don’t put your hands on him because, see, now I have to get onto him for putting his hands on you when you’re the one that initiated the whole thing.”
Trinity dropped her head because Shaniqua was right. She did start the whole thing, and though she was already regretting it, Shaniqua made her feel worse than she already felt.
“I know and I’m sorry,” she apologized. Trinity then ran the whole thing from beginning to end of what caused the confrontation. All Shaniqua could do was shake her head. She prayed and hoped Ray’Shun wasn’t fucking that girl’s friend; her best friend at that. She thought she had raised him better than that.
“Humph. All I’ma say is this, and you listen carefully because this is some real ass shit. The ones that seem to be the closest to you are the ones that you have to watch. These bitches might smile all in your face, and act as if they love you, but as soon as you blink your eyes, they go after your man. I can’t stand hoes like that,” Shaniqua explained. She felt herself getting upset as memories of Star trying to sleep with Ronny crossed her mind. Yeah, she might’ve forgiven Star but Shaniqua would never forget. It still hurt her that Star would want to cross her the way she did. Star puts the true meaning in family ain’t shit. However, Shaniqua was happy that she changed her ways.
“Yes ma’am,” Trinity left it as that. She didn’t even want to think about Monae trying to sleep with Ray’Shun. Whether they were still together or not, that’s a line that friends don’t cross. She would hate to fuck Monae up, but if it came down to it, she would. Though Trinity didn’t want to think about it, she couldn’t help but wonder why Monae was so hell bent on her not getting back with Ray’Shun.
“Are you staying for dinner?” Shaniqua asked. She could tell what she’d just said gave Trinity something to think about. She was just looking out for her and letting her know that bitches ain’t shit!
“Ma.” Both Shaniqua and Trinity turned to the sound of Ray’Shun’s voice. He hadn’t made his way to the kitchen where they were as of yet, but they could tell he was heading that way. Trinity’s heart almost jumped out her chest because she didn’t know how he would feel about her popping up at his house unannounced when they were supposed to have been broken up. “Aye ma, I want you to meet— what you doing here?”
Trinity’s heart had broken into a billion pieces when she turned around and saw Ray’Shun standing there with the same bitch she’d been seeing him flaunting around school. At first, Trinity thought it was to make her jealous but now she knew it had to be serious for him to be about to introduce her to his mother. Even Shaniqua was feeling awkward, and from the looks on Ray’Shun’s face she could tell that he was upset.
“Uh, hey baby. Trinity came over to see me. What was you about to say?” Shaniqua didn’t want Ray’Shun fussing or causing a scene. He had his daddy’s temper so he was a ticking time bomb ready to explode.
“Came over to see you for what? Aye man, I done told yo’ ass to keep my mom out our business. I ain’t gon tell you that shit no more,” Ray’Shun fussed. Shaniqua rolled her eyes upwards and shook her head. That boy really thought his little ass was grown.
“Watch yo’ damn mouth, boy! Now, I done told yo’ ass that shit! Don’t make me embarrass your ass in front of your lil friend,” Shaniqua shot back, and Ray’Shun knew she would live up to that.
“Man, I’m just saying. She can’t be popping up like we still together. If I hadn’t been returning your calls then what makes you think I wanna see you? When I was calling you, you didn’t want sh—I meant nothing else to do with me so what you here for now? You came to tell my mom some sh—stuff to make me look like the bad guy?” Ray’Shun was heated.
“No she’s not making you look like the bad guy, but she did tell me about you putting your hands on her and I’m going to deal with that later. Now don’t come in here raising your voice at her like she’s your child. If you wanna talk to her then I suggest ya’ll step outside. You don’t need everybody in ya’ll business.” Shaniqua wasn’t trying to throw shades at the young lady he came in with, but what went on between her son and Trinity didn’t concern her.
“Nah, I ain’t got nothing to say to her. I came so you can meet my girl, Eve, but I see you busy with her so I’ll introduce you some other time,” Ray’Shun explained. He then turned and headed out the kitchen. “Come on,” he said to Eve and she followed.
“Ray’Shun!” Shaniqua called after him. Her son was so stubborn that it was ridiculous. “Ray’Shun!” she called again but the only response she received was the front door being slammed shut. All she could do was shake her head.
“I’m sorry,” Trinity said softly with a broken heart. Shaniqua waved her off.
“Girl he’ll come around. He just need some time,” Shaniqua assured her, but to be honest, she wasn’t so sure. She liked Trinity and thought she was the perfect girl for her son, but that wasn’t her decision. However, she made a mental note to talk to him when he came home that night. And since he’d moved on with another female, Shaniqua was going to let him and Trinity know that she wasn’t allowed over unless she talked to him first.
Chapter 11
“Why would your mom even be sitting there chilling with your ex like they’re cool or something?” Eve asked once Ray’Shun pulled off from his house. Though she was new to the school, she knew all about Trinity and Ray’Shun’s relationship. They were the talk around school like they were Bey and Jay or some shit.
“Because they are cool,” Ray’Shun let her know. Why in the fuck was she even worried about it? He wanted to ask instead.
“Well, it’s a new bitch in town and there’s no need for that heffa to be at your house. You need to check that!” When Eve said that, Ray’Shun scowled at her because he wasn’t feeling her tone or her demand. Who was she to tell him that he needed to check something; especially his mama.
“Man get the fuck outta here with that bulllshit,” was all he said back. Trinity was on Ray’Shun’s mind heavy and he wasn’t about to entertain Eve at the moment.
“It’s not bullshit! You and that bitch is broken up so what reason does she have to go to your house for? Then your mama hanging with her like it’s all good. I’m supposed to be hanging with her not that hoe. I don’t even know why you took so long to invite me to your crib anyways.”
“Look man, I done already told you that my mom don’
t be trying to meet chicks I date like that. She ain’t the friendly type,” he explained.
Ray’Shun had already warned Eve that Shaniqua was crazy but she insisted on meeting her. If he had it his way she would’ve never stepped foot inside his house. It wasn’t that he didn’t trust her, he just wasn’t feeling her like he was when they first met. Eve might’ve been one of those bad bitches with some bomb ass pussy and head that was out of this world, but she was also jealous, annoying and controlling as fuck. Ray’Shun try so hard to not put his hands on her but sometimes he think she be asking for it with all the fly shit that comes out her mouth.
“I don’t give a fuck! Hell, I ain’t the friendly type either. Do I suppose to be scared of your mama or something? There’s nothing she can do or say to me that will intimidate me. Just like she got a fly mouth, I do too. Humph!”
Ray’Shun looked at Eve with a smirk. As bad as he hated to admit it, she’d just turned him on. He wouldn’t say that Trinity feared his mother, but Shaniqua had her wrapped around her finger. This could get interesting because both, Eve and Shaniqua, had a mouth piece on them. He knew without a doubt that they would bump heads. Eve just better not go overboard because he would hate for his mom to tap that ass.
“Man whatever, girl! Make my mama beat that ass,” Ray’Shun cut his eyes at her and said. Eve laughed as she removed her seatbelt and adjusted herself so that she was now facing him.
Caressing his dick through his jeans, she whispered, “Your mama beating my ass is the last thing I’m worried about.” That made his dick jump, just knowing she wasn’t afraid of his mom. Eve unzipped his pants and removed his monstrous rock hard penis. Ray’Shun was well blessed for his young age.
Placing his hand on the back of her head as she bobbed it up and down, she was making it difficult for him to drive. Eve’s mouth was like heaven and it should be a crime for that shit to be so good.
“Fuck girl! Shiiiiiittt,” Ray’Shun said as his dick disappeared. Making a quick right turn inside a BP gas station, he sped behind the building and threw his car in park. He felt his nut building up and there was no way he would be able to focus on the road with the way Eve was making him feel. Gripping the back of her head, Ray’Shun locked his hand around her weave and gripped it tight. “I’m about to fucking nut!” he announced and just like the freak Eve was, she swallowed it all.
“Mmmm… That taste so good daddy.” She sat up and smiled. Eve was very cocky and knew her head game was sick and her pussy was even better. She’d been fucking since the age of thirteen and had done everything in the book but been with another girl. That was on her agenda, though.
“That was spectacular!” Ray’Shun complimented her. After fixing himself up, he pulled off and got back on the road. Cutting his eyes at smiling Eve, he looked at her strangely and asked what the fuck was wrong with her.
“I think we should have a baby together,” she said. Ray’Shun looked at her to see if she was dead ass serious before he went off. “I mean, I know we’re only seventeen but I can see myself spending the rest of my life with you. I think I should be the one to bare your first child.” Oh, that bitch was dead ass serious.
“Oh hell to the nawl! Bitch you tripping now. I ain’t about to have no damn baby with yo’ crazy ass. Not at no damn seventeen, anyways.” He didn’t want to mention that he wasn’t planning on spending the rest of his life with her, so he left it as that.
“Because of your ex or are you afraid of your mommy?” Eve teased. Ray’Shun chuckled as her cut his eyes at her.
“Both!” It might’ve came off as sarcasm but he was dead ass serious. Ronny might not have too much to say, but he knew without a doubt that Shaniqua would actually beat his ass if he got someone pregnant. Plus, it would crush Trinity’s heart and that was something he didn’t want.
“Punk ass! Let me find out you still fucking with that ugly ass girl.”
“Ugly? Now, you can say whatever about Trin but she ain’t close to ugly. Really, it ain’t shit you can say about shawty,” Ray’Shun shot back at her. Trinity looked better than Eve and all the other females he’d dealt with in the past on her worst days. To Ray’Shun, no one could compete with her.
“She don’t look better than me!” Eve tried to convince him.
“Are you trying to convince me or yourself?” Ray’Shun knew he was pissing Eve off but he didn’t care. Had she kept on, he was going to embarrass her ass.
“Whatever nigga. I know and you know that chick don’t look better than me and she definitely can’t fuck or suck you better than me. I’m a boss bitch, so tell that bitch to get on my level. Nevermind, she can’t do that because it’s levels to this shit.” Eve was cracking up at what she’d just said. Ray’Shun just shook his head as he was pulling up to her house.
“So when did fucking and sucking a dick make you a boss bitch? I didn’t get that memo,” he said smartly.
“Nigga, you know I’m a boss bitch, so stop flexing. That’s why you started fucking with me in the first place. You a boss nigga that saw this boss bitch and had to have me on your team. That’s why, we need to have a boss child,” Eve’s delusional ass said. She was really crazy if she thought Ray’Shun was about to have a baby with her. He didn’t know what she had up her sleeve but he was going to have to break things off with her sooner rather than later. She wasn’t about to try and trap him.
“You tripping. I’m about to head on home. I’ll call you later,” Ray’Shun dismissed her. Eve didn’t even protest. She just leaned over and kissed his lips. It was only eight o’clock but he was already ready to call it a night. Seeing Trinity at his house really fucked up his head. It was one thing seeing her at school but inside his house was another thing. If only she didn’t put his mother in their personal affairs they would be good. Ray’Shun loved his mom but he didn’t need her putting any of her craziness into Trinity’s head. Trinity was a good girl right now and he didn’t need his mother turning her out.
*****
Shaniyah had recently learned that Kush’s auntie lived around the block from her grandma Samantha. At one time she didn’t care to go over there but now, she’d made it a weekend thing. Today, she’d made plans to go spend the day with him as well as Destiny chilling with Man.
“Grandma, we about to go outside,” said Shaniyah as her and Destiny damn near ran out the door before she could reply. They hurried because Ni-Ni would want to go with them and they didn’t need her little nosey butt trailing behind them. Their grandfather was out there but they ignored him as they continued to speed walk out the front yard. Shaniqua’s parents had taken Destiny in and treated her as if she was their very own granddaughter.
Kush and Man was already waiting for them on the front porch when they walked up. Their auntie was on drugs so she was never home. She was always out looking for her next hit when she wasn’t working. One thing about her, she worked five days a week and made sure she got her forty hours. She didn’t have any kids so once her bills were paid, the rest of her money went on dope.
“Damn baby, about time you came,” said Kush as he pulled Shaniyah in for a hug. Man and Destiny hugged as well, but it wasn’t as passionate as their brother and sister. Sometimes, Destiny wished she could be as opened with Man as Shaniyah was with Kush. She often felt that Shaniyah was right about her being a square. She and Man never even shared a kiss before. They would watch as Shaniyah and Kush tongued one another down in admiration but that was it.
“Come on ya’ll, let’s go in the house,” ordered Kush. Usually they would sit around back on the porch, but he wasn’t up for sitting outside today. Once they was inside it was like him and Shaniyah were animals. They couldn’t keep their hands off one another. “Come on, let’s give them a little privacy,” said Kush, referring to Man and Destiny. It wasn’t like they needed any privacy because they weren’t doing anything but sitting there watching TV. Even so, Shaniyah agreed to it.
When they got inside one of the spare bedrooms, Kush took a seat on the bed
and pulled Shaniyah onto his lap. She wasted no time wrapping her arms around his neck. She had become so accustomed to kissing him, that it was like she needed to feel him lips to breath.
Kissing her back, Kush eased his tongue into her mouth. He’d taught her well on the tongue action and she’d finally gotten the hang of french kissing. When Kush gently pushed her backwards to lay down, he felt Shaniyah’s body tense up.
“What’s wrong? You scared?” he asked her. Being that she was still a virgin, he expected that out of her.
“Um, yea I don’t know if I’m ready for this. I’m scared it might hurt,” Shaniyah said with a shaky voice.
“What if I promise to be gentle? I’m not trying to hurt you baby.” Kush promised, not wanting to give up. Shaniyah gave him a weak smile and nodded her head, giving him the okay. She was still nervous on the inside but it was something she wanted to do. Plus, she was really in love with Kush and wanted him to be the one that took her virginity.
Pulling her shorts down, Kush played with her innocent kitty as he kissed all over her neck, face and even her lips until she was nice and wet. His hands between her legs were feeling so good that Shaniyah had begun grinding on them. Kush knew she was ready then. Easing his pants down, he ripped the wrapper to the magnum condom with his teeth and place it on his rock hard penis. Shaniyah was sitting up on her forearm staring at his penis in amazement. It was so big and long that she almost backed out, but the anticipation she was feeling wouldn’t allow her to.
“You ready?” Kush asked as he hovered over her. Shaniyah laid back and nodded her head up and down.
Placing the head at the opening of her pussy, Kush eased in inch by inch. Shaniyah wrapped her arms around his neck and squeezed tightly as her eyes were also closed tightly. She was making a low grunt, but since she’d come this far, she wasn’t willing to give up.
“I gotcha baby girl, I promise to be gentle,” Kush whispered in her ear. Once he was in, the tightness around his dick wouldn’t allow him to move momentarily. He’d never in his sixteen years on earth taken anyone’s virginity so that shit felt like heaven on earth to him. Finally, Kush started grinding slowly at first. Shaniyah was just laying there, grunting and moaning with her eyes closed tight as hell, and with a tight ass grip on his shirt. After a while, she got in the groove and started throwing that lil pussy back.