Men Made in America Mega-Bundle

by Gayle Wilson, Marie Ferrarella, Jennifer Greene, Annette Broadrick, Judith Arnold, Rita Herron, Anne Stuart, Diana Palmer, Elizabeth Bevarly, Patricia Rosemoor, Emilie Richards

  Maybe he shouldn’t have given up the baby-sitter this year. Maybe that was why Lindsey was screwing up in school. She’d said she was old enough not to need an adult waiting for her at the house when she got off the bus, and Toby had agreed. But maybe Mrs. Clarkson’s presence had been essential to Lindsey’s academic achievement.

  Mrs. Clarkson had been a gentle, grandmotherly type, kind and patient. But kindness and patience didn’t count for much with Lindsey these days. She was at an age when she considered anyone older than thirty an idiot. Older than sixty, Mrs. Clarkson probably qualified as doubly idiotic. So when she’d been offered another nanny job, Toby had wished her well and sent her on her way.

  He was going to have to break through to Lindsey himself. Whatever was going on with her, between them, at school and in her fertile, mysterious mind, he was going to have to figure it out. He was going to have to grab hold of her and drag her back from the edge of disaster. Even if the falloff was only a few feet and the disaster was only a lousy report card, Toby was her father. He was going to have to save her.

  FINALLY, thank God, the truck was gone. Susannah gazed around the living room. Although her furniture was in place, the room looked stark. The couches had been purchased for a very different house in a very different place. Maybe she should have ditched all the old pieces and purchased new things when she moved here.

  But she didn’t want to burn through her money. There would be more coming in, and she’d probably saved enough so that she would never have to work again if she lived frugally and budgeted carefully. Of course she would go crazy if she didn’t work again; fortunately, she had those writing contracts waiting for her. They wouldn’t pay what she’d been earning before she’d quit the show, but that was fine with her.

  Trying to decorate a Victorian farmhouse in bucolic northwestern Connecticut with the sleek modern furniture she’d purchased for a sprawling ranch in a canyon north of Los Angeles was a challenge, but Susannah wanted challenges—new challenges, not the same old garbage she’d been battling for as long as she could remember. That was why she was here.

  “What do you think, MacKenzie?” she asked her plump, sulking cat. He glowered up at her, then meticulously licked a paw. He was not pleased with the move—not yet. In time he’d get used to the new house. He’d discover that it was more fun to romp across a soft green lawn than the strawlike, drought-stricken grass of Southern California. He’d learn that curling up in front of a fire on a winter’s day was more fun than never even knowing what a winter’s day was. He’d come around.

  For now, however, he clearly had no intention of offering her any input on the decor.

  The air wasn’t particularly warm, but she felt sticky and grimy. Strands of hair had unraveled from her braid; she could feel them tickling her cheeks and chin. Her lower back ached, even though she hadn’t done much heavy lifting. Just standing all day, monitoring the movers as they unloaded her life from the back of their truck, had been enough to fatigue her.

  “You think I made a mistake, don’t you,” she muttered to MacKenzie.

  He gave her a supercilious stare that seemed to say, “Do you even have to ask?” Then he went back to grooming himself.

  All right, so she’d made a mistake in deciding not to renew her contract, selling her house and moving all the way across the country to a town that, one month ago, she’d never even heard of. A colleague from Manhattan had told her Arlington was a charming place—not too big, but not so small she’d feel isolated. Less than two hours by train or bus to New York City, less than two and a half to Boston. A bustling downtown just minutes away from rolling countryside, hills and woodlands and crystalline ponds. “The half of the city that doesn’t have weekend homes in the Hamptons has them in the Arlington area,” her friend had told her.

  She didn’t want to live surrounded by weekend exiles from Manhattan. So she’d asked a real-estate agent to find her a nice, manageable house in an established neighborhood. And now here she was, wondering if moving to Arlington was the most brainless thing she’d ever done.

  Nah. She’d done so many other brainless things in her life this one might not even make the top ten.

  “We’ve got a nice porch here, Mac,” she told her cat. “I picture you sitting out there on the porch, watching the world go by. Maybe I’ll get a hammock. What do you think? Is that what folks in New England do?”

  MacKenzie gave her another contemptuous look.

  Irritated by his lack of supportiveness, she bent over, scooped him up and left the echoing living room, weaving around a few unopened cartons and heading down the hall to the door. Once Mac saw the porch, maybe he’d fall in love with it the way she had when the real-estate broker had faxed photos of the house to her. He cradled himself in the crook of her arm—he might think she’d made a mistake in moving here, but he didn’t mind letting her carry him around as if she were his slave. She pulled open the front door, then pushed open the screen door. The screen door would take some getting used to. She hadn’t had one in California. There were no bugs out there, and when it was warm enough for screens it was warm enough for air-conditioning, so most people kept their doors shut.

  It was not warm in northwestern Connecticut. It wasn’t exactly cold, but it was bracing, the evening sky a delicate sunset pink and the air infused with the scent of greenery. She crossed to the porch railing and propped MacKenzie on it. “What do you think, Mac? Tolerable?”

  Mac sniffed, less disdainful than curious. He could smell it, too—that exotic perfume of growing grass and budding azaleas and daffodils spearing through the humid soil.

  “We’re not in California anymore, Mac,” she murmured. “Get used to it.”

  He meowed thoughtfully.

  A movement to her right caught her attention. The garage door of the tidy brick colonial next door slid open with a mechanical rumble, and a man emerged dragging a wheeled garbage can. Her new neighbor.

  Even in the dusk light she could see him clearly enough to observe that he was handsome. Not plastic handsome like most of the men she knew in L.A., with their perfect tans, their impeccable coiffures and their surgically improved features. There was something endearingly genuine about what she could see of his face—the prominent nose, the broad chin, the shock of dark, thick hair tumbling down over his forehead. He wore pale slacks and a blue shirt, the sleeves of which were rolled to his elbows.

  This must be what real America is like, she thought—a quiet residential neighborhood of attractive houses, the sunset lending the springtime air a chill, a husband wheeling the trash down his driveway to the curb. And here she was, a witness to this American panorama, practically a part of it—a lady on the porch with her cat in a quiet residential New England neighborhood.

  “Hi,” he shouted over the hedge that formed a barrier between his driveway and her property.

  It wasn’t just a scene she was witnessing. She was a part of it, as much his neighbor as he was hers. Sooner or later, she knew she’d have to meet her neighbors. Perhaps later would have been better.

  Fortunately, she wasn’t well-groomed. Her sweatshirt was wrinkled, her jeans old and fraying at the hems. She was tired and washed out, and she looked it. In the fading daylight, the man might not realize who she was.

  She was going to have to be friendly with him. Reserved, cautious, but pleasant. After hoisting MacKenzie off the railing, she descended the three steps to the lawn and crossed it, the soft grass springy beneath her sneakers. When she reached the row of dense, waist-high shrubs separating her from the man, she paused and gave him a closer look.

  Damn. He was really handsome. If his personality matched his looks, his wife was one lucky woman.

  He extended his right hand to her above the shrubs. “Toby Cole. Welcome to Arlington.”

  What a sweet smile he had. Slightly shy, slightly crooked, his teeth straight and white and one cheek creasing into a dimple. “Sue Dawson,” she introduced herself, slipping her hand into his. His long fin
gers wrapped around her in a warm, oddly possessive grip.

  He shook her hand and released it. “Welcome to the neighborhood. How did your move go?”

  “Nothing broken so far,” she said. Either he hadn’t recognized her or he didn’t care who she was. Maybe this would work out after all. “I haven’t unpacked everything yet, so we’ll see.”

  “It’s a nice house. My daughter was best friends with the girl who used to live there, so we know the house. It gets lots of sun.”

  “Good.” In Southern California, getting lots of sun in the house meant having to crank up the air conditioner to high power.

  “If your cat likes to doze in the sun, he’ll be happy. Is it a he?”

  She nodded, digging her fingers into the beast’s dense, soft fur to scratch his ribs. “His name is MacKenzie,” she said. The cat eyed the man suspiciously, then emitted a rumbling sound, half purr, half growl. “It may take him a little while to get used to the boundaries of my yard. I hope you won’t mind if he accidentally strays onto your property. If he does, just send him back. He thinks he’s tough, but he’s harmless.”

  “Cats don’t bother me,” Toby Cole assured her. His smile was so genuine, so utterly natural, she couldn’t stop staring at it. It seemed almost foreign to her, a mysterious local idiosyncrasy. She was used to people who smiled in such a way that the skin around their eyes didn’t crinkle. Laugh lines turned into wrinkles, and wrinkles meant plastic surgery. Actors smiled very carefully in Los Angeles.

  “So,” he said, then angled his head toward the garbage can. “Trash pickup is Friday morning. They’ll take recyclables, but you’ve got to bag them separately.”

  “Okay.”

  “You have to call the company and set it up. They provide the trash can.”

  “Okay.”

  “Or you can buy a pass to the town dump and take care of your garbage yourself.”

  She grinned, partly because he was trying so hard to be helpful and partly because his smile was contagious. “I think I’ll go with the service you use.”

  “I’ve had no trouble with them.” He gazed at her for a long moment. “If you want their number—or if you have any other questions—just give me a call.”

  Me, she noted. He hadn’t said, give us a call. Was there no lucky wife in the picture? He’d mentioned a daughter—there had to be a wife somewhere. Maybe he was an obnoxious philanderer, flirting with the new neighbor while his wife was washing the dishes inside.

  Susannah hoped that wasn’t the case. She really liked his smile.

  He dug his wallet from his hip pocket, then plucked a pen from his shirt pocket. He pulled a business card from the wallet, flipped it over and scribbled a phone number on the back. “Seriously, anything you need to know,” he offered. “The best dry cleaner, the best take-out Chinese, the best auto shop. The best doctor in town,” he added with a smile. “Just give me a buzz.”

  “Thank you.” She took the card from him and flipped it over. Dr. Tobias Cole, it said. Arlington Pediatric Associates. “You’re not the best doctor in town?” she asked.

  “I’m the best pediatrician. If you have any kids—”

  “No kids,” she said laconically.

  He nodded and gave the trash can a tug. “Well. I guess I should get this taken care of.”

  She tucked the business card into her pocket and stepped back, as if to give him permission to leave her. MacKenzie issued another guttural purr.

  Toby Cole glanced at him. Then, flashing Susannah a farewell smile, he took the trash can by the handle and started dragging it down his driveway to the street.

  She started back across the lawn, hearing the squeaking wheels of the can and a chorus of honks as a V-shaped formation of geese flew across the sky. Back on the porch, she pulled his business card from her pocket and turned in time to see him walking back up his driveway to his garage. He didn’t look at her.

  Fool, she thought. He was a friendly suburban father, a doctor, a family man. Sinfully good-looking, but so what? He wasn’t available, and he hadn’t been coming on to her. And even if he had been, she wouldn’t have been interested.

  She wanted peace and quiet. No excitement, no passion, no demands, no pressure. No photographers, no directors and producers, no managers and handlers. No greedy, needy people telling her what they expected her to do for them.

  She’d come to Arlington to get away from everything that had been wrong with her life. That included men, work, family and pretty much everything else.

  Dr. Tobias Cole could direct her to the best dry cleaners and the best take-out Chinese. More than that she didn’t need.

  Chapter Two

  “YOU DID WHAT?” Toby gaped at Lindsey, who stood in the kitchen doorway, clad in jeans and a long-sleeved T-shirt that he was certain had been big on her a few weeks ago but now fit her alarmingly well. Her eyes were the color of milk chocolate, just as sweet and just as hazardous to one’s health.

  “I asked her over for dinner.”

  “Tonight?”

  Lindsey almost smiled, almost smirked. He couldn’t tell whether she was glad or sorry she’d invited the new neighbor to share their evening meal, whether she was upset by his reaction or secretly pleased by it. Sometimes she seemed to do things for no other reason than to rile him.

  He was exhausted. He hadn’t slept well last night, and that morning he’d had the painful task of informing the parents of a seven-year-old boy that their son had leukemia. He’d spent all morning at the hospital with patients, and he’d devoted the few free minutes he’d had before his afternoon clinic appointments to a telephone conversation with Lindsey’s teacher. He’d told Ms. Hathaway he wanted to schedule a meeting with her to discuss Lindsey’s schoolwork, and Ms. Hathaway had argued that she didn’t see why she should put any effort into teaching Lindsey if Lindsey wasn’t willing to put any effort into learning. “Frankly, I don’t know what to do about her,” Ms. Hathaway had lamented. “She used to be one of my top students, but she seems to have lost her motivation. I don’t see what good a meeting would do.”

  Toby hadn’t persuaded her that a meeting would do any good, but he’d gotten her to agree to a conference the following Wednesday at 7:30 a.m. That gave him five days to figure out what he could possibly tell her about Lindsey’s inexplicably vanished motivation.

  He wished the only reason he’d been racked with insomnia last night had been his worry about Lindsey’s midterm report. Or his concern about Andy Lowenthal, the little boy whose blood work had come back positive for leukemia. But more than just a seriously ill patient and a frustrating daughter had kept him awake into the gray hours of early morning.

  Sue Dawson had been on his mind.

  Her alleged fame hadn’t been what held his thoughts hostage all night. Lindsey believed she was a well-known actress, but he wasn’t convinced. How well-known could she be if he’d never heard of her? Besides, Lindsey had used a different name for the actress—he couldn’t remember what, but it hadn’t been Sue Dawson.

  He hadn’t noticed anything particularly celebrity-like about the new neighbor. She didn’t exude wealth or glamour or elegance. She’d looked like nothing more or less than a suburban homeowner.

  She was just a woman, he told himself. A remarkably attractive woman. But Toby came in contact with attractive women fairly often, and on occasion dated them, so having one move into the house next door shouldn’t have kept him tossing and turning. He could admire a beautiful woman in an aesthetic way and in a shamelessly lustful way, but his reaction to Sue Dawson after chatting with her for a few minutes yesterday evening hadn’t fallen into either of those convenient categories.

  Yet she’d haunted him all night. Closing his eyes, he would see her; opening them, he would feel her presence, even though she wasn’t anywhere close by. During their brief conversation over the hedge, he’d managed to chat easily with her, but something inside his soul had been buzzing, hissing, a quiet, constant static he couldn’t tune out. He’d b
een unsettled by the contradictions of her: delicate yet strong, slight of build yet vividly present, as distant as the sun but just as radiant. Her large blue eyes had seemed both crystalline and opaque, friendly and wary. Even her hair varied from dark blond to cornsilk pale, as if it couldn’t quite commit to a single color.

  He had neither the time nor the energy for a distraction like her. He was too drained to entertain anyone—let alone someone who was practically a stranger—over dinner. And he hardly had any food in the house, certainly nothing suitable to serve a guest. During his drive home, he’d fantasized about throwing on some old jeans, pouring himself a cold beer and sending out for pizza. After he and Lindsey had eaten, he’d intended to talk to her about how he could help her turn things around in school.

  But there she stood, wearing a small, defiant smile as she gauged his reaction to her announcement that she’d invited the new neighbor to dinner.

  “Why did you invite her? What happened?” he asked, tossing his jacket onto the nearest chair and rolling up his sleeves.

  “I was walking home from the bus stop, and she was in her yard chasing a cat. And the cat ran straight to me, so I picked it up. It’s a beautiful cat, Daddy. Its name is MacKenzie.” Lindsey let out a dreamy little sigh. “Isn’t that a cool name? I wish I had a cat. I wish I had any kind of pet. Even fish would be okay, but they aren’t as cool as a cat. Especially a cat like MacKenzie, all gray and soft like a dust bunny…”