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The Giant Book of Poetry (2006)

Page 41

by William H. Roetzheim


  The ultimate

  in the un-Romantic:

  false teeth

  This room became a room where your heaviness

  and my heaviness came together,

  an overlay of flower petals once new and fresh

  pasted together queerly, as for some lady’s hat,

  and finally false and stiff, love fearing

  to lose itself, locks and keys become inevitable.

  The truth is

  that George cut down his father’s cherry tree,

  his ax making chips of wood

  so sweet with sap they could be

  sucked, and he stripped, the bark like old bandages

  from the tree for kindling.

  In this tree he defied his dead father,

  the man who could not give him

  an education and left him to suffer

  the ranting of Adams and others,

  those fat sap-cheeked men who said

  George did not know enough

  to be president. He chopped that tree—

  it was no small one—down and the dry leaves rustled

  like the feet of cows on grass.

  It was then that George lost his teeth. He

  fell asleep next to his pile of kindling wood and dreamed

  the old father came chasing him with a large penis

  swung over his shoulder.

  But George filled his mouth with cherries

  and swallowed the bleeding flesh

  and spit out the stones in a terrible torrent at his father.

  With the pits of the

  cherries

  came all of George’s teeth,

  pointed weapons to hurl from the mouth at his father,

  We all come to such battles with our own flesh,

  spitting out more than we have swallowed,

  thus losing part of ourselves.

  You came to me thus

  with weapons

  and this room is strewn with dead flowers

  that grew out of my breasts and dropped off

  black and weak.

  This room is graveled with stones I dropped

  from my womb, ossified in my own body

  from your rocky white quartz sperm.

  This room is built from the lumber of my thigh,

  and it is heavy with hate.

  George had a set of false teeth

  made from the cherry wood. But it was his father’s tree

  His lips closed painfully over the stiff set.

  There is no question,

  either,

  where you

  got the teeth in your mouth.

  Robert Phillips (b. 1938)

  Instrument of Choice1

  She was a girl

  no one ever chose

  for teams or clubs,

  dances or dates,

  `

  so she chose the instrument

  no one else wanted:

  the tuba. Big as herself,

  heavy as her heart,

  its golden tubes

  and coils encircled her

  like a lover’s embrace.

  its body pressed to hers.

  Into its mouthpiece she blew

  life, its deep-throated

  oompahs, oompahs sounding,

  almost, like mating cries.

  Charles Simic (b. 1938)

  Country Fair2

  If you didn’t see the six-legged dog,

  it doesn’t matter.

  we did, and he mostly lay in the corner.

  As for the extra legs,

  one got used to them quickly

  and thought of other things.

  Like, what a cold, dark night

  to be out at the fair.

  Then the keeper threw a stick

  and the dog went after it

  on four legs, the other two flapping behind,

  which made one girl shriek with laughter.

  She was drunk and so was the man

  who kept kissing her neck.

  The dog got the stick and looked back at us.

  And that was the whole show.

  Fork1

  This strange thing must have crept

  right out of hell.

  It resembles a bird’s foot

  worn around the cannibal’s neck.

  As you hold it in your hand,

  as you stab with it into a piece of meat,

  it is possible to imagine the rest of the bird:

  its head which like your fist

  is large, bald, beakless and blind.

  Northern Exposure2

  When old women say, it smells of snow,

  in a whisper barely audible

  which still rouses the sick man upstairs

  so he opens his eyes wide and lets them fill

  with the grayness of the remaining daylight.

  When old women say, how Quiet it is,

  and truly no one came to visit,

  while the one they still haven’t shaved

  lifts the wristwatch to his ear and listens.

  In it, something small, subterranean

  and awful in intent, chews rapidly.

  When old women say, time to turn on the lights,

  and not a single one gets up to do so,

  for now there are loops

  and loose knots around their feet

  as if someone is scribbling over them

  with a piece of charcoal found in the cold stove.

  Prodigy1

  I grew up bent over a chessboard.

  I loved the word endgame.

  All my cousins looked worried.

  It was a small house

  near a Roman graveyard.

  Planes and tanks

  shook its windowpanes.

  A retired professor of astronomy

  taught me how to play.

  That must have been in 1944.

  In the set we were using,

  the paint had almost chipped off

  the black pieces.

  The white King was missing

  and had to be substituted for.

  I’m told but do not believe

  that that summer I witnessed

  men hung from telephone poles.

  I remember my mother

  blindfolding me a lot.

  She had a way of tucking my head

  suddenly under her overcoat.

  In chess, too, the professor told me,

  the masters play blindfolded,

  the great ones on several boards

  at the same time.

  The Old World1

  I believe in the soul; so far

  it hasn’t made much difference.

  I remember an afternoon in Sicily.

  the ruins of some temple.

  Columns fallen in the grass like naked lovers.

  The olives and goat cheese tasted delicious

  and so did the wine

  with which I toasted the coming night,

  the darting swallows,

  the Saracen wind and moon.

  It got darker. There was something

  long before there were words:

  the evening meal of shepherds …

  a fleeting whiteness among the trees …

  eternity eavesdropping on time.

  The goddess going to bathe in the sea.

  She must not be followed.

  These rocks, these cypress trees,

  may be her old lovers.

  Oh to be one of them, the wine whispered to me.

  Margaret Atwood (b. 1939)

  Manet’s Olympia1

  She reclines, more or less.

  Try that posture, it’s hardly languor.

  Her right arm sharp angles.

  With her left she conceals her ambush.

  Shoes but not stockings,

  how sinister. The flower

  behind her ear is naturally

  not real, of a piece

  with the sofa’s drapery.

&
nbsp; The windows (if any) are shut.

  This is indoor sin.

  Above the head of the (clothed) maid

  is an invisible voice balloon: Slut.

  But. Consider the body,

  unfragile, defiant, the pale nipples

  staring you right in the bull’s-eye.

  Consider also the black ribbon

  around the neck. What’s under it?

  A fine red threadline, where the head

  was taken off and glued back on.

  The body’s on offer,

  but the neck’s as far as it goes.

  This is no morsel.

  Put clothes on her and you’d have a schoolteacher,

  the kind with the brittle whiphand.

  There’s someone else in this room.

  You, Monsieur Voyeur.

  As for that object of yours

  she’s seen those before, and better.

  I, the head, am the only subject

  of this picture.

  You, Sir, are furniture.

  Get stuffed.

  Miss July Grows Older1

  How much longer can I get away

  with being so fucking cute?

  Not much longer.

  The shoes with bows, the cunning underwear

  with slogans on the crotch—Knock Here

  and so forth—

  will have to go, along with the cat suit.

  After a while you forget

  what you really look like.

  You think your mouth is the size it was.

  You pretend not to care.

  When I was young I went with my hair

  hiding one eye, thinking myself daring;

  off to the movies in my jaunty pencil

  skirt and elastic cinch-belt,

  chewed gum, left lipstick

  imprints the shape of grateful, rubbery

  sighs on the cigarettes of men

  I hardly knew and didn’t want to.

  Men were a skill, you have to have

  good hands, breathe into

  their nostrils, as for horses. It was something I did well,

  like playing the flute, although I don’t.

  In the forest of grey stems there are standing pools,

  tan-colored, choked with the brown leaves.

  Through them you can see an arm, a shoulder,

  when the light is right, with the sky clouded.

  The train goes past silos, through meadows,

  the winter wheat on the fields like scary fur.

  I still get letters, although not many.

  A man writes me, requesting true-life stories

  about bad sex. He’s doing an anthology.

  He got my name off an old calendar,

  the photo that’s mostly bum and daisies,

  back when my skin had the golden slick

  of fresh-spread margarine.

  Not rape, he says, but disappointment,

  more like a defeat of expectations.

  Dear Sir, I reply, I never had any.

  Bad sex, that is.

  It was never the sex, it was the other things,

  the absence of flowers, the death threats,

  the eating habits at breakfast.

  I notice I’m using the past tense.

  Through the vaporous cloud

  of chemicals that enveloped you

  like a glowing eggshell, an incense,

  doesn’t disappear: it just gets larger

  and takes in more. You grow out

  of sex like a shrunk dress

  into your common senses, those you share

  with whatever’s listening. The way the sun

  moves through the hours becomes important,

  the smeared raindrops

  on the window, buds

  on the roadside weeds, the sheen

  of spilled oil on a raw ditch

  filling with muddy water.

  Don’t get me wrong: with the lights out

  I’d still take on anyone,

  if I had the energy to spare.

  But after a while these flesh arpeggios get boring,

  like Bach over and over;

  too much of one kind of glory.

  When I was all body I was lazy.

  I had an easy life, and was not grateful.

  Now there are more of me.

  Don’t confuse me with any hen-leg elbows;

  what you get is no longer

  what you see.

  Variations on the Word Sleep1

  I would like to watch you sleeping,

  which may not happen.

  I would like to watch you,

  sleeping. I would like to sleep

  with you, to enter

  your sleep as its smooth dark wave

  slides over my head

  and walk with you through that lucent

  wavering forest of bluegreen leaves

  with its watery sun & three moons

  towards the cave where you must descend,

  towards your worst fear

  I would like to give you the silver

  branch, the small white flower, the one

  word that will protect you

  from the grief at the center

  of your dream, from the grief

  at the center. I would like to follow

  you up the long stairway

  again & become

  the boat that would row you back

  carefully, a flame

  in two cupped hands

  to where your body lies

  beside me, and you enter

  it as easily as breathing in

  I would like to be the air

  that inhabits you for a moment

  only. I would like to be that unnoticed

  & that necessary.

  You Fit Into Me1

  you fit into me

  like a hook into an eye

  a fish hook

  an open eye

  Seamus Heaney (b. 1939)

  A Dream of Jealousy2

  Walking with you and another lady

  in wooded parkland, the whispering grass

  ran its fingers through our guessing silence

  and the trees opened into a shady

  unexpected clearing where we sat down.

  I think the candor of the light dismayed us.

  We talked about desire and being jealous,

  our conversation a loose single gown

  or a white picnic tablecloth spread out

  like a book or manners in the wilderness.

  “Show me,” I said to our companion, what

  I have much coveted, your breast’s mauve star.”

  And she consented. O neither these verses

  nor my prudence, love, can heal your wounded stare.

  Clearances1

  5

  The cool that came off sheets just off the line

  made me think the damp must still be in them

  but when I took my corners of the linen

  and pulled against her, first straight down the hem

  and then diagonally, then flapped and shook

  the fabric like a sail in a cross-wind,

  they’d make a dried-out undulating thwack.

  So we’d stretch and fold and end up hand to hand

  for a split second as if nothing had happened

  for nothing had that had not always happened

  beforehand, day by day, just touch and go,

  coming close again by holding back

  in moves where I was x and she was o

  inscribed in sheets she’d sewn from ripped-out flour sacks.

  Punishment2

  I can feel the tug

  of the halter at the nape

  of her neck, the wind

  on her naked front.

  It blows her nipples

  to amber beads,

  it shakes the frail rigging

  of her ribs.

  I can see her drowned

  body in the
bog,

  the weighing stone,

  the floating rods and boughs.

  Under which at first

  she was a barked sapling

  that is dug up

  oak-bone, brain-firkin:

  her shaved head

  like a stubble of black corn,

  her blindfold a soiled bandage,

  her noose a ring

  to store

  the memories of love.

  Little adulteress,

  before they punished you

  you were flaxen-haired,

  undernourished, and your

  tar-black face was beautiful.

  My poor scapegoat,

  I almost love you

  but would have cast, I know,

  the stones of silence.

  I am the artful voyeur

  of your brain’s exposed

  and darkening combs,

  your muscles’ webbing

  and all your numbered bones:

  I who have stood dumb

  when your betraying sisters,

  cauled in tar,

  wept by the railings,

  who would connive

  in civilized outrage

  yet understand the exact

  and tribal, intimate revenge.

  ReQuiem for the Croppies1

  The pockets of our greatcoats full of barley …

  no kitchens on the run, no striking camp …

  we moved quick and sudden in our own country.

  The priest lay behind ditches with the tramp.

  A people hardly marching … on the hike …

  we found new tactics happening each day:

  we’d cut through reins and rider with the pike

  and stampede cattle into infantry,

  then retreat through hedges

  where cavalry must be thrown.

  Until … on Vinegar Hill … the final conclave.

  Terraced thousands died, shaking scythes at cannon.

  The hillside blushed, soaked in our broken wave.

  They buried us without shroud or coffin

  and in August … the barley grew up out of our grave.

  The Haw Lantern (Dedication)2

  The riverbed, dried-up, half-full of leaves.

  Us, listening to a river in the trees.

  Ted Kooser (b. 1939)

  At the Office Early3

  Rain has beaded the panes

  of my office windows,

  and in each little lens

  the bank at the corner

  hangs upside down.

  What wonderful music

  this rain must have made

 

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