If I Was Your Woman: A BBW Camden Love Story

by Mz. Toni

  "Well if you his girl why you letting him disrespect you?" she said smirking.

  "Disrespect me how?" I asked.

  "Man Cammy why you entertaining this fuckery!" Shante said snapping. The girl looked Shante up and down and kept on talking.

  "Go upstairs first door on the left," she said walking away.

  "Come on Shante."

  "Bitch you trippin, I ain't going on no dummy mission just cause some thot came up to you speaking in riddles!" she said.

  "Fine then bitch I'll go by myself!" I snapped and walked away, I knew she wouldn't be too far behind, wasn’t no way in hell my bestie was gonna let me walk into some bullshit without her. I was nervous as hell walking up them steps. When I got to the door, I put my ear up to it and I could have sworn I heard moaning but the music downstairs was so loud I couldn't be sure, so I knocked.

  "Yo what the fuck we in here!" Mark screamed. Yeah that was him; I knew my man’s voice from anywhere. Instead of walking in, I knocked again.

  "What the fuck!" Mark said and then I heard footsteps coming toward the door. When the door swung open the sight before me was heartbreaking. Mark was standing there with some hoe behind him with her arms wrapped around his waist.

  "I said this room was in use!" he screamed not looking at me.

  "Yeah I heard what you said, but I had to make sure it was really you," I said with tears in my eyes.

  "Cammy? he said with wide eyes.

  "Yeah nigga it’s us and yous a dog ass nigga foreal!" Shante snapped.

  "Who are y’all bitches and what y’all want with my man?" the thot asked.

  "Ya man? And let that be the last time you call me and my bestie out our name!" I said mad as hell.

  "She ain’t my girl bae she just some hoe, I’m sorry," Mark said grabbing my hand.

  "Don't you fucking touch me, I don't know where the fuck your hands been at!" I said snatching my hand away from him.

  "Let’s go Cammy, fuck this nigga, let that bitch have him," Shante said.

  "So I’m a hoe now Mark? Was I a hoe last night? We been fucking around for months but when this bitch come I’m just some hoe!" the thot screamed slapping him across the face.

  "Did this hoe just slap my man?" I asked Shante. I wasn’t the type for talking, I was an all bite no bark kinda chick. I turned around and punched that bitch dead in the face. By the time her friends came upstairs playing captain save-a-hoe, I was already on top of her pounding her face in. I wasn't even worried about them hoes because I knew Shante had them. I felt strong arms wrap around my waist lifting me in the air.

  "Don’t you ever touch him bitch!" I said kicking her in the face before getting carried downstairs and out of the party.

  "Damn bae you beat that bitch ass!" Mark had the nerve to say. I turned around and slapped the dog shit out of him.

  "Nigga you got me out here fighting for your dog ass how could you?" I asked slapping him over and over again. "Two days after huh," I said shaking my head.

  "Bae I’m sorry, I don't know why I did it but it was only once," he lied.

  "Oh you must think I’m some dumb chick, the bitch said y’all been fucking for months!" I said.

  "That bitch lying bae I promise you," he said still lying to my face.

  "I gave you my virginity two days ago so honestly I could care less how many times it happened, you fucking did it and that's all I need to know," I said crying. He reached to hug me and I pushed him back.

  "Aight that’s enough, I know you mad at a nigga but don't put your fucking hands on me again!" he said looking like he wanted to hit me. I saw Shante stand up and start to walk over, I shook my head no stopping her.

  "I loved you before you were "Mac"; I loved you when you ain't have shit! This fast life shit gonna get real old real fast and when shit get real these hoes ain't gonna have ya back and neither will I," I said.

  "Cammy please don’t do this, you don't mean that," he said as a tear rolled down his eye. I wiped his lone tear and kissed his cheek. I refused to be his fool so instead of forgiving him like I wanted to, I walked away.

  That was years ago but the pain is still there, he is still the only man that has ever had me. I thought maybe that's why I was still around but I know why I stuck around. I did it because he is my first and only love, I don't know what the future holds as far as me and him but I know that this baby is coming. I just hope he doesn't hurt me because my heart can't take another heartbreak.

  Chapter 15

  (Shante)

  "Gooooo girl it’s ya birthday, open wide I know ya thirsty, say ahhhh!" Cammy sang in my face, I couldn't help but smile showing all thirty-two and my deep dimples. Although I didn't have an awesome day, I knew my family was going to make sure I had a perfect night.

  "Happy birthday best friend!"

  "Thanks mama now where my outfit?" I asked seriously. I needed to see it just in case I had to find something else to wear.

  "Girl calm down I got it right here," she said smiling and making me nervous. Pulling the outfit out the bag I was shocked, I never wore anything so revealing in my life.

  "I don’t want to hear shit, its ya birthday and you finding a man with this outfit. I see you already showered so lotion up and throw it on!"

  "You right bestie thanks," I said changing into my outfit. I heard Mark and Kasan come in so I asked Camille to keep them company. Once I was dressed, I screamed for Cammy to come.

  "Omg you look sexy girl!"

  "You sure it isn't too much?" I asked pulling it down.

  "Nope it’s perfect go show Kasan ass what he's missing," she said laughing.

  "No I don't want anybody to see me until we get to the club."

  "Oh bitch you full of shit, you know you look good so just thank me for my superb styling and let’s go," she said laughing.

  "Alright damn you did a great job picking out my outfit."

  "Well are you straightening your hair?"

  "Nope I’m leaving it curly."

  "Yeah me too, we gonna be twins tonight bitch cuz this wet and wavy weave got a bitch feeling drunk in love!" Camille said causing me to crack up laughing.

  “Too bad ya prego ass can't drink, that's probably why you still ain't tell Mark. You know he wouldn't have let you come to the club if he knew you were pregnant,” I said calling her out.

  “And you know this man. I may be pregnant and can't drink, but damn a bitch can still get her twerk on, I can see if I was showing or something. You know he be trippin so I’ll tell him after.”

  "Aight go get my coat so we can go please bestie."

  "Aight birthday girl," she said before walking out. I put on some MAC gloss, gave myself a once over and I was ready to go. I walked out of my room and Kasan pulled me in for a hug.

  "Happy birthday beautiful."

  "Thank you Kasan," I said melting in his arms. Damn this man did something to me.

  "Alright alright break it up I want to make a toast," Cammy said cock blocking yet again. Pouring four shots of pineapple Cîroc, she handed us our glasses.

  "Happy birthday bishhhhh lets turn up!" she yelled and we all took the shots back.

  "Alright let’s go," Kasan said grabbing my hand leading me out the door. Cammy went and got into Mark's car while I stayed next to Kasan.

  "Ummmm its cold out here, where your car?"

  "We not driving my car," he said pointing to a royal blue 2015 Escalade.

  "Omg Kasan you rented this, and it’s my favorite color," I said hugging him.

  "Since when I start renting shit?" he said cockily.

  “Why would you buy another truck Kasan?” I asked low key hating that he bought another car while I ain’t even got one.

  “Nope!” he said cheesing hard as hell, then tossing me the keys.

  "Wait its mine? No I can’t take this," I said shocked.

  "Yes you can bitch don't be stupid!" Cammy said snatching the keys. I snatched my keys from Cam and gave Kasan a big hug.

  "Thank you so much,"
I whispered in his ear.

  "Anything for you Tae baby," he said smiling at me.

  "Alright break it up we gotta go!" Cammy said cock blocking like usual.

  "Ok but I'm not driving, I'm tryna get wasted tonight!" I said hyped.

  "I'll drive ya truck don't worry, even though ya ass only turning twenty," Kasan said laughing.

  “Whatever boy,” I said giving him the finger. We hopped in my new ride and pulled off.

  "Surpriseeeeeeee!!" everyone shouted when I walked into the club. To say I was shocked and surprised would be an understatement. "Omg bitch I knew you were up to something!" I snapped, faking mad.

  "Girl I helped decorate but that’s about it, everything else was all Kasan," she said smiling.

  "Wow he did all of this for me?" I said feeling special.

  "He had been planning this party for months, now come on and let's head to the VIP and turn up," she said grabbing my hand. While I sat in VIP, I searched for Kasan with my eyes but I couldn't find him, it was like he just disappeared, I didn't even get a chance to thank him. Finally giving up my search, I took in the appearance of the club and everybody in it. The club was packed. There were a few people I knew, but the rest I had never met before, and I honestly could care less because they were all showing me love. So many people walked up to me giving me gifts, cards, liquor and balloons. This night has barely started and it was already the best night in my life.

  "Oh shit come on this is my shit!" I said getting up and heading to the dance floor. They were playing Beyoncé “7/11”. Me and Cammy stepped out on the dance floor and stole the show, I twerked, popped and dipped. My ass had a mind of its own as it shook like jello in my bondage dress that fit my body like a glove. I felt a pair of eyes on me and when I looked around I noticed Kasan watching my every move, so I added some umph in my twerk and blew him a kiss, he winked back at me. We always flirted but never took it further than that, he was my best friend and everyone knew it. I was so caught up with teasing Kasan’s ass I never noticed somebody creep up behind me, he grabbed my hips. The stranger pressed his dick on my ass, I was going to push him off but when I turned around, I was staring at a masterpiece. He wasn't Kasan, but he would definitely do. I turned back around putting my ass back on his dick and gave him the dance of his life. I was surprised he could keep up which let me know that he could actually dance. I was having the time of my life. The DJ switched it up and played “Red Nose”, me and Cammy got hype and I did the red nose on the sexy stranger. He matched my dips, that shit was sexy as hell. I looked around and noticed a crowd had gathered. "Yeah bitch get that shit!" Cammy screamed cheering me on. I felt his big rock hard dick on my ass and got a little nervous, but never stopped our little show.

  "My name is Tremayne beautiful what's yours?" he asked reeking of swag and confidence. I turned around now facing him and introduced myself.

  "I'm Shante," I smiled showing off my deep dimples. Damn this man was sexier than I thought. He had a Rick Ross kind of swag. He was 5'11, brown skin, with one of the most captivating smiles. He was on the stocky side, but that shit fit him perfectly. What I found sexiest was his full, thick beard that shit made my panties drip. Wasn’t nothing finer than a beard gang nigga.

  "Damn you’re the birthday girl, I have a gift for your sexy ass, follow me ma," he whispered in my ear. I was nervous as hell but I followed behind him with my curious George ass. We stopped at a different VIP section that was filled to capacity.

  "Yo hand me the bag," he said to some guy. After getting the bag, he handed it to me.

  "What's this?" I asked smiling.

  "Just open it," he demanded. I looked at him suspiciously before sticking my hand in the bag and pulling out a jewelry box. When I opened it, I was taken aback. It was the most beautiful locket I'd ever seen with pink diamonds.

  "No I can't take this," I said trying to hand him the locket back.

  "My feelings are hurt," he said putting his hand over his heart. "Please take it Ms. Shante; it's a gift from me to you."

  "Thank you so much," I said hugging him. Damn this man smelled like love.

  "Is it possible I can get your number?" he smiled showing that sexy smile.

  "Yeah I don't have my phone so just take mine,” I said giving him my number.

  He reached down to hug me and brushed his lips across my neck, he had my juices flowing he was so damn sexy. I was definitely feeling dude. Maybe he was what I needed to take my mind off Kasan.

  "There you are girl, Kasan is looking for you," Cammy said looking my new friend up and down.

  "Alright here I come."

  "Wait who is this?"

  “Damn this bitch is nosey as hell,” I thought to myself.

  "Cammy this is Tremayne, Tremayne this is...”

  "I'm her sister Camille," she said butting in and introducing herself.

  "Nice to meet you," he said laughing.

  "Well I gotta get back to the party, thank you for the gift."

  "No thank you for the dance beautiful, I'll be calling you," he said causing me to blush.

  "Girl he is fine," Cammy said while we were walking back to our VIP.

  "Yeah and he gave me a beautiful locket too."

  "Damn!" was all Camille said. When I got to the VIP Kasan was waiting for me but he wasn’t alone, his girlfriend and my sisters were with him.

  "What is that bitch doing here?" I whispered to Cammy.

  "Girl you know his dog wasn't gonna let him come alone," she said loud enough for everyone to here.

  "What the fuck she say!" his bitch said trying to jump bad.

  "You heard what she said hoe run up if you want but best believe this ain't even what you want!" I snapped jumping in her face.

  "Yo chill the fuck out it's her birthday and you starting shit!" Kasan said to the bitch.

  "I'm not understanding what she's doing here Kasan, it’s my birthday and this bitch don't like me or my bestie!" I said mad as hell.

  "Oh shit your song on, come on let's dance baby girl," Kasan said smiling. I knew he was trying to change the subject but Omarion “Post to Be” really was my shit though. I grabbed his hand and headed to the dance floor. I noticed that his little dog got up and followed but I had something for her ass. I started grinding on Kasan to the beat. I was pulling out my best for her ass and my part was coming on too "If ya dude come close to me he gon wanna ride off in the ghost wit me! I might let ya boy chauffeur me but he gotta eat the booty like groceries but he gotta get rid of these hoes for me I might have the nigga selling his soul for me," I sang loud as hell while grinding on her man and then winked at the bitch. The icing on the cake was Kasan screaming, "Team us we ain't worried bout you!" Don't get me wrong I'm sure he didn't mean it, he was just singing the song, but he said it at the best time. I continued to dance with Kasan and three songs later, I noticed his bitch wasn't there, oh well.

  "Who was that nigga you was damn near fucking on the dance floor?" he asked in my ear.

  "Only nigga I'm freaking on the dance floor is you," I said playing stupid.

  "Yo stop playing you know who I'm talking about."

  "Oh that was Tremayne, he's my new friend."

  "Shouldn't you be focused on school and not some new friend!" he snapped obviously in his feelings.

  "What you jealous Sanny Boo," I said pinching his cheek and laughing.

  "Naw I ain't jealous, I just want you to be safe."

  "Well I got condoms if that's what you meant, so don't worry when he drops me off home I'll be sure to be very safe," I said smartly.

  "Damn for real you ain't strike me as the hoe type."

  "Did you just call me a fucking hoe Kasan?" I said pissed off.

  "I mean what you call a chick that meets a dude at the club, take him home and fuck him."

  "I call it grown and that's exactly what I am, grown. If I want to take that nigga and fuck him all up and through my apartment that's what imma do, you got me fucked up," I said mushing him in his face and walking
away.

  I rushed back to VIP with Kasan on my heels.

  "Cammy I'm ready to go!" I said with an attitude. She looked like she was having a good time with Mark and I didn't mean to cock block but I was ready to fucking go.

  "What happened, you good boo?"

  "Hell naw this nigga got me fucked up!" Before I could finish venting Kasan came up and tossed me over his shoulders.

  "Uh huh nigga put me down!" I said punching his back, but he kept on walking towards the exit.

  "Kasan wait, I left all my gifts, my purse and my phone is in there. Put me down right now!" I screamed.

  "You should've thought about that shit before you put ya fucking hands on me!" he said slapping my ass. While walking pass people I saw them pointing and laughing at me, I was beyond embarrassed. When we got outside he walked to his car I thought he was gonna put me down, but nope I wasn't so lucky.

  "Now why the fuck you put your hands on me Shante?" he asked. Whap!! He slapped my ass again hard as hell.

  "Owwww Kasan that fucking hurt put me down!" I screamed out. WHAP!! He slapped me on my ass five more times then put me down.

  "You know why you got hit, how you gonna call me a hoe?" I said hurt.

  "I'm sorry I know you're not a hoe, but the thought of you going home with some nigga had me heated. Shit I was pissed watching you dance on him," he admitted.

  "But why would you be mad Kasan, you have a girlfriend right," I said with a smirk. I must have spoken that bitch up because here her loud ass come. I exhaled deeply and prepared myself for the bullshit.

  "No you didn't just carry this fat bitch outside!" she said all loud and animated. She had a few of her friends with her; I guess she wanted to give them a show.

  "Yo cool the fuck out Keisha!" Kasan snapped.

  "Look you dog faced thot I ain't gonna be too many more fat bitches!" I said walking up to her, but Kasan grabbed me.

  "Don't grab her, let that big bitch go!" one of Keisha's friends yelled.

  "Come on don't feed into her bullshit please, it’s your night Tae baby," he whispered in my ear.

  "I'm not playing nice with this disrespectful bitch no more for you, she got one more time and imma dog walk that hoe!" I said heated.