Just Pretend

by Juliana Conners

  “I dug up some of this information about the toy company that I’ve just shown you,” I tell him. “And then I worked on my app.”

  “The Pinterest merged with Evernote app?” He asks. “Everest?”

  “Ha,” I laugh. “It’s not called that. And that’s not all it does. I never should have told you about it like that.”

  “Yes, you should have,” he says, gnawing on my ear in a way that makes me get goosebumps again. “I like that you told me. I like that you’re making it.”

  “Well it’s just that when I explain it in a way that’s easy for people to understand, then they start thinking it’s more simplistic than it really is. They only think about it in terms of other apps, when really it does so much more.”

  “Oh, wow, excuse me, Computer Genius. I’m sorry I don’t understand the intricacies of computer programming,” he says, grinning.

  “Very funny.”

  He nuzzles my neck now and I don’t want him to stop.

  “So, what do you call it?” he asks me.

  “Ruby. Just Ruby.”

  “Ruby? Really?”

  “Yeah,” I tell him, feeling kind of stupid now. “There’s a feature I put it in that’s pretty much just for fun but it’s like a game instead of just an organization or storage tool. It arranges pictures you tag like a Rubik’s cube.”

  “That’s awesome.”

  I wasn’t sure whether to tell him this silly part but he looks seriously impressed so now I’m glad I did.

  “I don’t think I can call it that since it’s probably copyrighted or patented and what not, but I’m hoping people will get the connection with the program being called Ruby. There’s also a button you can click next to your photos that says ‘Ruby This.’”

  He smiles at me.

  “I like to do it with my pictures of Madrid,” I tell him.

  “Madrid?”

  “Yeah, I have this crazy fascination with Madrid. When I have the time and money I want to go there and try out a café called La Cocina de mi Vecina. I have it set as my permanent photo to remind myself to get there as soon as I can. I’ve heard they have wonderful food and coffee. Their churros are especially good. Since it’s my permanent photo it always shows up in one of my ‘Ruby This’ photos in that app feature.”

  “Ruby This,” he says. “Love it. I like that it’s called Ruby. I like it.”

  “You do, do you?” I ask, as he begins kissing me again. “You like Ruby?”

  “I do. And now I’m wondering what Ruby is doing at my law firm.”

  Once again, I try to keep myself from tensing, try to not give anything away. What does he mean?

  “How did you learn to code?” he asks me, and I’m glad he’s moving on to the next question.

  “I’m self-taught so far,” I tell him. “I just watched some videos and took some courses online.”

  I wonder if I should tell him more, or if it will give too much away.

  I wish I could tell him everything. But I can’t risk losing this job. Or whatever it is that he and I have going on.

  “I want to go to coding school and take a business planning course and make money with Ruby,” I tell him. “I mean, at night of course. Since I work here during the day and everything. And like it. Of course.”

  Shit.

  I shouldn’t have said anything. He’ll know this is all meant to be something temporary and part of a bigger plan.

  “So, you mean you don’t want to go off to law school like more than half of the assistants we hire?”

  His hand travels over my leg again as he jokes, and I realize that even if he knew this was a temporary gig, he wouldn’t really care. Obviously, some people don’t plan to work in a law firm forever.

  “I don’t think so,” I tell him. “No offense.”

  I think about how Katie said she’d hate to be a lawyer. And how I had agreed with her about that.

  The long hours, the constant fighting, the stress of having that much responsibility, must really wear on anyone after a while. It’s amazing that Cameron looks as good as he does.

  “No offense taken,” he says. “Everyone has their own path. It sounds like you know what you want in life.”

  “I don’t,” I tell him, instinctively, before I have the chance to consider whether or not it’s a good idea. “I just know what I don’t want in life.”

  “And what don’t you want in life?” he asks me.

  “I don’t want a boring or mundane life. I don’t want to stay only in one place forever. So, I guess one thing I know I want is to travel the world and always keep moving. What’s that Tom Petty line? About you can’t grow old if you don’t slow down?”

  Shit.

  I think I might have just brought up our age difference or the fact that he’s old. It was not my intention but I just seem to talk too much around him. More than I do to anyone. Normally I’m pretty isolated and like to stick to myself.

  But he doesn’t seem to be focused on that part of what I said.

  “You know Tom Petty?” he asks me, amazed.

  “I know pretty much every kind of music,” I shrug. “I really like music.”

  “I can tell,” he says. “At first I was rather annoyed that you always have those headphones on. But if it’s Tom Petty blaring from them, I’ll give you a pass.”

  “What were you going to do to me for wearing headphones in the office?” I ask him, leaning in close to his lips.

  He grabs my ass and kisses me deeply and possessively.

  “Oh, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby,” he says. “You don’t know what I want to do to you.”

  “Show me,” I tell him.

  He moves his hand down to where I’ve been rubbing myself with my vibrator and wishing it was him. Now it really is him, and it feels almost too good to be true.

  He grabs me hard and says, “Are you sure you really want to know?”

  “Yes, Boss. Please.”

  He pulls my hair back and kisses me deeper and then looks me in the eyes.

  “Ruby, I know you want me to take your virginity. But that’s going to bond us in a way I’m not sure you’re ready for. I already want to do things to you that would blow your mind. The things I want to do to you are for me. I’m not even sure you’d like them.”

  “Try me,” I tell him, opening up my legs wider so that he can push his finger inside me.

  “You’re sure?”

  He rubs my clit while he fingers me and I have never been surer of anything in my life.

  “Please, Boss,” I practically beg him. “I can’t stand the way you tease me. I need you to make me come the way I made you come last night. Please, Boss, please.”

  He looks me in the eye as his fingers are plunged deep inside me.

  “All right, Ruby. But just remember you asked for it.”

  Chapter 13 – Cameron

  I lift Ruby up and turn her around so I can sit her down on my desk. While her legs are wrapped around me I take off her shirt and bra so I can see her round breasts in their perfect fullness. I take them in my hands.

  “Do you like when I twist your nipples?” I ask her, feeling their hardness in between my fingers.

  “Yes.”

  I lick them and then take one in my mouth and suck on it, completely taken by her. I both love and hate how she has this power over me. She makes my cock hard but my knees weak.

  I love how she begs for my dick but I also can’t believe she thinks she can have me just because she wants me. And here I am giving into her.

  I’m going to need to show her I’m in charge. Remind her that I’m boss.

  I take my tie off and take her wrists in my hand. I lean her back and tie her to the chair on the other side of my desk.

  “Let me see that pussy of yours,” I tell her, spreading her legs open wide.

  Her pussy is exquisite: its folds look open and inviting, just for me, because she’s pure and untouched. Nothing has gotten through it and nothing will get through it except for my cock
: I’ll make sure of it.

  “You said you wanted me to make you feel as good as you made me feel yesterday,” I tell her. “But you didn’t ask me nice enough.”

  “Please, Boss,” she says, her naked pussy exposed to me.

  “Please what?”

  “Please lick my pussy.”

  “Like this?”

  I get down on my hands and knees and lightly lick and suck on her clit.

  “Yes, Boss,” she says, shivering a bit for me.

  She is dripping wet for me. And she tastes delicious.

  I take her further in my mouth, licking her clit up and down. She moans, obviously involuntarily, in a way that lets me know she likes my mouth on her pussy even more than she had anticipated. She tilts her head back and relaxes.

  I breathe in the lusty smell of her pussy, just centimeters below my nose. I love how the scent is musky yet feminine— like she took a fresh shower this morning but then she spent all day being hot and ready for me.

  I suck the folds of her pussy into my mouth and then run my tongue up inside her perfect little hole. I devour her, nearly unable to stand the wait until my cock can do to her pussy what my tongue is doing now.

  But first I want to watch her come for me. I tease her pussy lips with the lips of my mouth and plunge my tongue deep inside her while I play with her nipples.

  “Oh, my god,” she says, as her pussy begins to quiver in my mouth.

  I take my mouth away and look at her dripping wet pussy.

  “Do you want me to make you come?” I ask her.

  “Oh yes. Please, Boss.”

  I suck on her pussy until she’s squirming and moaning, saying, “Oh my god, Boss, you feel so good.”

  She clearly gets off on the fact that I’m her boss, as do I.

  I tell her, “Do you like being my secretary?”

  “I love it,” she says, as her legs begin to shake while I eat her pussy. “I’m your little office slut.”

  Now I’m squeezing her nipple with one hand while fingering her juicy hole with the other. My tongue and lips are sucking on her delicious pussy and her entire body is like an earthquake.

  “I’m coming, Boss. You’re making me come.”

  She moans, and I back away a little bit while she leans back on my desk. She can’t lay all the way back because her hands are tied up but her legs are spread wide and she’s panting.

  “That was amazing,” she says. “And now you have to do it with your cock.”

  Chapter 14 – Ruby

  The way that Cameron ate my pussy was amazing. I knew it would be but it blew my mind. I know he was happy to have done it but now he looks a little mad.

  “You don’t tell me what to do,” he says. But he’s taking off his clothes anyway.

  “You ask me. You beg me.”

  “Please, Boss, won’t you fuck me?” I ask him. “Won’t you take my virginity?”

  I love how he makes me feel like such a dirty slut. This is exactly how I wanted my first time to be. In the past when I’ve dated other guys they never took charge. They never made me feel like this. I like being with Cameron because he makes me give up all control.

  As he unbuttons his shirt I can see a tattoo underneath. That surprises me. I knew he was a bad ass but I didn’t expect him to have tattoos like I do. I didn’t even know lawyers liked tattoos.

  Now I wonder what other surprises await me. I raise my head in a strained position due to being tied up. I love that he tied me up with his tie; it’s so hot. As far as I can tell, it’s just the one tattoo.

  As he pulls his pants down and puts a condom on his huge cock my heart beats faster. This is it, I think. This is really it. My powerful, rich, older, more experienced boss is about to take my virginity.

  He rubs the head of his cock on my clit, which is still tingling from how good he licked and sucked it until he made me come. Holding his cock in one hand and my ass in another, he smacks his cock along my pussy.

  “Tell me how much you want me to be the first person to ever fuck you,” he says, as he plays with the head of cock all over my pussy.

  “I want you so bad, Boss,” I tell him, as I try to sit up to get a better view.

  “Lay back and let me do what I want to you,” he says, gently forcing me to lie back down.

  He holds onto my legs and spreads them out wide to each side. Then he pushes the head of his cock into me and I gasp.

  “Does that hurt?” he asks, as I blink back tears.

  “A little bit.”

  But soon he’s all the way in and my pain is replaced with pleasure. He fills my entire pussy up with his big cock and it feels like he’s meant to be there.

  “Your boss is fucking your pussy hard and good,” he tells me, as he thrusts his hips and pushes himself in and out of me. “Your boss knows what you like.”

  “Yes,” I agree, as he leans over and squeezes my breasts.

  He looks down on me with a small smile on his face.

  “Do you like when I bend your legs back and cram my cock into your tight little pussy?”

  “Yes.”

  “Do you like when I fill up your little pussy with my huge cock?”

  “Yes.”

  “Do you want me to fuck you until you come?”

  “Yes, Boss. Please.”

  He looks down on my pussy as he fucks me with his cock. A bead of sweat appears above his eye as he works his cock in and out of me.

  “This feels so good,” I tell him, leaning my head back against the desk.

  As he pushes his cock into me again, he also rubs my clit and I feel like I’m going to explode all over him.

  “I’m going to come,” I tell him, unable to stand the mounting pressure rising through me.

  “Only if I let you,” he says, and takes his cock out of me just a little bit. He also stops playing with my pussy.

  “Oh, my god,” I moan, nearly crying out in agony. “Please keep going.”

  “Please what?” he asks me, slowly pushing himself back into me again.

  “Please, Boss. Please keep fucking me. Please let me come.”

  He thrusts himself harder in and out of me and resumes playing with my clit.

  “I’ll make my little office whore come all over my cock,” he says, his fingers tracing circles over my clit while his cocks beats its way in and out of me.

  “I’m coming,” I tell him, unable to hold it back this time. “It feels so good.”

  He continues thrusting in and out of me while I lay my head back, lightly panting, feeling the rhythm of the orgasm ripple its way through my entire body.

  Suddenly, there’s a knock at the door.

  “Oh, my god,” I whisper.

  I try to jump up, instinctively, but he puts a hand over my mouth.

  “Shhhh.”

  He continues to fuck me, a little harder than he was just doing it, as if he likes that there’s someone at the door.

  “Who is it?” he asks.

  “It’s Ben,” says the hesitant voice of an associate.

  “I can’t see you right now, Ben,” he says, continuing to plow his cock into my pussy. “I’m working on something really important.”

  He thrusts and jabs his cock into me, increasing his pace and forcing it hard and fast inside me. His fast rhythm and excited motions stimulate me and I feel myself getting ready to come again. At the same time, I can feel his cock begin to throb inside me.

  “When should I come back?” Ben asks.

  “I’m working on this long and hard,” Cameron says, slamming his cock into me even faster and harder. “Don’t come back until tomorrow.”

  “Alright,” Ben says, sounding disappointed.

  A few seconds later, Cameron quickens his pace even more.

  “You almost got me into trouble,” he tells me, as I feel his cock pulsing inside me. “You are a very, very big risk for me to take.”

  He groans, and I can tell he’s about to come. At the same time, I can tell that this orgasm of m
y own is coming on even harder than the last one.

  “Tell me to come for you,” he says, holding my hair back and making my head hang down over his desk as he bangs my pussy hard and fast.

  “Please, Boss,” I say, moaning along with him as both of us come together. “Please come for me.”

  He thrusts a few more times and then takes his cock out of me. He hits my pelvis and then my pussy with it a little bit.

  “You’re a very dirty girl,” he says. “I can’t believe the things you make me do.”

  “But you like it, right?” I ask him, as he looks around for his clothes.

  He looks at me slyly, like he doesn’t want to admit it. But I know he likes it.

  “I’ll see you tomorrow, Ruby,” he says, as he begins putting his shirt back on. “I still need to train you to be a better assistant. You need to be more compliant. Have more respect for your superior.”

  “Okay,” I tell him, feeling a mix of both excitement and nervousness.

  “Tomorrow we’ll do this same thing after work, to further your training.”

  He unties my wrist and winds the tie back around his neck. I love that he’s wearing the item he just used to tie me down with.

  “Okay,” I agree, silently willing him to do whatever he wants with me.

  Take me. Teach me. Train me. Please, Boss.

  “The only thing I want you to say tomorrow when we do this again is one of three things. ‘Yes, Boss,’ ‘Please, Boss,’ or ‘More, Boss.’ Do you understand?”

  “Yes, Boss.”

  I nod, signifying that I do understand and that I’ll do whatever he wants me to do.

  I’ve begun getting dressed and his eyes travel up and down my body, as if he wants one more look at me before my clothes are back on.

  I love how he looks at me. How he touches me. What he does to me.

  The way he makes me feel powerless but also whole. The way he knows what I want before I even know what that is myself.

  I thought I just wanted him to take my virginity. But I already know that isn’t enough. Nothing will ever be enough. I like this new plan of his.

  He’ll be my boss and I’ll be his office slut and I’ll beg him for more no matter what he does to me.