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Narrative Poems

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by C. S. Lewis

Man’s doom and his Redeeming and the wreck of man.

  Therefore it was in Advent that the Quest began;

  In wail of wind the flower of the Britons all

  Went out, and desolation was in Arthur’s hall,10

  And stillness in the City of Legions. Then the Queen

  Expected their returning when the woods were green;

  But leaves grew large, and heaviness of August lay

  Upon the woods. Then Guinever began to say,

  ‘Autumn will bring them home again.’ But autumn passed

  With all its brown solemnities, and weathers fast

  Came driving down the valley of the Usk with hail

  At Advent, and the hearts of men began to fail,

  And Lucan said, ‘If summer brings the heathen men

  From over-seas, or trouble of Picts beyond the wall,20

  Britain will break. The Sangrail has betrayed us all,

  According to the prophecy Pelles the king

  Once made, that at the moving of this holy thing

  Our strength would fail.’ But Arthur, who was daily less

  Of speech, through all these winter days, gave answer,1 ‘Yes.

  I know it, and I knew it when they rode away.’

  The year turned round and bettered, and the coloured May

  Crept up the valley of the Usk, and softening green

  Rounded the form of forests. But this year the Queen

  Said nothing of the knight’s return; and it became30

  A custom in that empty court never to name

  The fear all felt, and not to listen any more

  For rumours, nor to watch the roads, nor pace the shore;

  Patience, most like conspiracy, had hushed them all,

  Women, old men, and boys.

  That year was heavy fall

  Of snows. And when amid its silence Gawain, first

  Defeat from the long Quest, came riding home, their thirst

  For news he could not or he would not satisfy.

  He was unlike the Gawain they had known, with eye40

  Unfrank, and voice ambiguous, and his answers short.

  Gulfs of unknowing lay between him and the court,

  Unbreakable misunderstandings. To the King,

  He answered, No; he had not seen the holy thing.

  And, No; he had heard no news of Launcelot and the rest,

  But, for his own part, he was finished with the Quest

  And now asked leave to journey North and see his own

  Estates. And this was granted, and he went, alone,

  Leaving a hollow-heartedness in every man

  And, in the Queen, new fear. Then, with the spring, began50

  The home-coming of heroes from the Quest, by twos

  And threes, unlike their expectations, without news,

  A dim disquiet of defeated men, and all

  Like Gawain, changed irrelevant in Arthur’s hall,

  Strange to their wives, unwelcome to the stripling boys.

  Ladies of Britain mourned the losing of their joys:

  ‘What have they eaten, or in what forgetful land

  Were their adventures? Now they do not understand

  Our speech. They talk to one another in a tongue

  We do not know. Strange sorrows and new jests, among60

  Themselves, they have. The Sangrail has betrayed us all.’

  So leaf by leaf the old fellowship of Arthur’s hall

  Felt Autumn’s advent. New divisions came, and new

  Allyings: till, of all the Table Round, those few

  Alone who had not ridden on the dangerous Quest

  Now bore the name of courteous and were loved the best

  Mordred, or Kai, or Calburn, or Agravaine.

  And the Queen understood it all. And the drab pain,

  Now for two years familiar in her wearied side,

  Stirred like a babe within her. Every nerve woke wide70

  To torture, with low-moaning pity of self, with tears2

  At dawn, with3 midnight jealousies; and dancing fears

  Touched with their stabs and quavers and low lingerings

  Her soul, as a musician plays the trembling strings;

  And loud winds from the cruel countries of despair

  Came roaring through her, breaking down, and laying bare,

  Till naked to the changing of the world she stood

  At Advent. And no tidings now could do her good

  Forever; the heart failing in her breast for fear

  —Of Launcelot dead—of Launcelot daily drawing near80

  And bringing her the sentence that she knew not of,

  The doom, or the redeeming, or the change of love.

  Yet, like a thief surprising her, the moment came

  At last, of his returning. The tormented flame

  Leaned from the candle guttering in the noisy gloom

  Of wind and rain, where Guinever amid her room

  Stood with scared eyes at midnight on the windy floor,

  Thinking, forever thinking. From beyond her door

  Came foot of sentry and change of countersign; and then

  A murmur of their rough-mouthed talk between the men90

  She heard, that in one moment like an arrow flew

  Into the deepest crimson of her heart and slew

  Hopes and half-doubts and self-deceits; and told the Queen

  That Launcelot already had returned—had been

  Three days now in the city and sent to her no word.

  The rain was gone, the sky was pale, when next she stirred,

  Having no memory of the passing of that night,

  And in her cold, small fingers took her pen to write,

  And wrote five words, and sent it by her aged nurse.

  Then the cold hours began their march again, not worse,100

  Not better, never-ending. And that night he came,

  Out of the doorway’s curtained darkness to the flame

  Of candlelight and firelight. And the curtains fell

  Behind him, and they stood alone, with all to tell,

  Not like that Launcelot tangled in the boughs of May

  Long since, nor like the Guinever he kissed that day,

  But he was pale, with pity in his face writ wide,

  And she a haggard woman, holding to her side

  A pale hand pressed, asking ‘What is it?’ Slowly then

  He came to her and took her by the hand, as men110

  Take tenderly a daughter’s or a mother’s hand

  To whom they bring bad news she will not understand.

  So Launcelot led the Queen and made her sit: and all

  This time he saw her shoulders move and her tears fall,

  And he himself wept not, but sighed. Then, like a man

  Who ponders, in the fire he gazed; and so began

  Presently, looking always in the fire, the tale

  Of his adventures seeking for the Holy Grail.

  . . . How Launcelot and his shining horse had gone together

  So far that at the last they came to springy weather;120

  The sharpened buds like lances were on every tree,

  The little hills went past him like the waves of the sea,

  The white, new castles, blazing on the distant fields

  Were clearer than the painting upon new-made4 shields.

  Under high forests many days he rode, and all

  The birds made shrill with marriage songs their shadowy hall

  Far overhead. But afterwards the sun withdrew,

  And into barren countries, having all gone through

  The fair woods and the fortunate, he came at last.

  He sees about him noble beeches overcast.130

  And aged oaks revealing to the rainless sky

  Shagg’d nakedness of roots uptorn. He passes by

  Forsaken wells and sees the buckets red with rust

  Upon the chains. Dry watercourses filled with dust

>   He crosses over; and villages on every side

  Ruined he sees, and jaws of houses gaping wide,

  And abbeys showing ruinously the peeling gold

  In roofless choirs and, underneath, the churchyard mould

  Cracking and far subsiding into dusty caves

  That let the pale light in upon5 the ancient graves.140

  All day he journeys in a land of ruin and bones

  And rags; and takes his rest at night among the stones

  And broken things; till, after many leagues he found

  A little stone-built hermitage in barren ground.

  And at his door the hermit stands, so pined and thin

  The bone-face is scarce hidden by the face of skin.

  ‘Now fair, sweet friend,’ says Launcelot, ‘Tell me, I pray

  How all this countryside has fallen into decay?’

  The good man does not look on Launcelot at all,

  But presently his loud, high voice comes like the call150

  Of a sad horn that blows to prayer in Pagan lands:

  ‘This is the daughter of Babylon who gnaws her hands

  For thirst and hunger. Nine broad realms in this distress

  Are lying for the sake of one man’s heedlessness

  Who came to the King Fisherman, who saw the Spear

  That burns with blood, who saw the Sangrail drawing near,

  Yet would not ask for whom it served. Until there come

  The Good Knight who will kneel and see, yet not be dumb,

  But ask, the Wasted Country shall be still accursed

  And the spell upon the Fisher King be unreversed,160

  Who now lies sick and languishing and near to death.’

  So far the hermit’s voice pealed on: and then his breath

  Rattled within the dry pass of his throat: his head

  Dropped sideways, and the slender trunk stands upright, dead,

  And tall against the lintel of the narrow door.

  And Launcelot alighted there, and in the floor

  Of that low house scraped in the dust a shallow grave

  And laid the good man in it, praying God to save

  His soul; and for himself such grace as may prevail

  To come to the King Fisherman and find the Grail.170

  Then up he climbed and rode again, and from his breath

  The dust was cleared, and from his mind the thought of death,

  And in the country of ruin and rags he came so far

  That over the grey moorland, like a shining star,

  He sees a valley, emerald with grass, and gleam

  Of water, under branches, from a winding stream,

  A respite in the6 wilderness, a pleasant place,

  Struck with the sun. His charger sniffs and mends his pace,

  And down7 they go, by labyrinthine8 paths, until

  They reach the warm green country, sheltered by the hill.180

  Jargon of birds angelical warbles above,

  And Launcelot throws his mail’d hood back, and liquid love

  Wells in his heart. He looks all round the quartered sky

  And wonders in what region Camelot may lie

  Singing ‘The breezes here have passed my lady’s mouth

  And stol’n a paradisal fragrance of the South.’

  Singing ‘All gentle hearts should worship her and sing

  The praises of her pity and Fair-Welcoming.’

  So carolling he trotted under lights and shadows

  Of trembling woods, by waterfalls and sunny meadows,190

  And still he wandered, following where the water flows

  To where, at the blue water’s edge, a shrine arose

  On marble pillars slender, with no wall between;

  Through every arch the blueness of the sky was seen.

  And underneath the fragile dome three narrow beds

  Of lilies raised in windless air their silver heads.

  Beside them sat a damosel, all clothed in bright,

  Pale, airy clothes, and all her countenance filled with light,

  And parted lips as though she had just ceased to sing.

  Launcelot thinks he never has seen a fairer thing,200

  And checks his horse, saluting her. ‘God send you bliss.

  Beautiful one! I pray you tell, what place is this?’

  The damsel said, ‘The corseints in the praise of whom

  This tomb is built are yet far distant from the tomb.

  Here, when the Wasted Country is no longer dry,

  The three best knights of Christendom shall come to lie.’

  Launcelot remembers often to have heard them named

  And guesses who is one of them: so half ashamed,

  He asks her, with his eyes cast down, ‘What knights are these?’

  And waits; and then lifts up his eyes again, and sees210

  No lady there: an empty shrine, and on the grass

  No print of foot, where in grey dew the blackbirds pass.

  Then came on high a disembodied voice and gave

  Solitude tongue. ‘A grave for Bors,’ it cried, ‘A grave

  For Percivale, a grave for Galahad: but not

  For the Knight recreant of the Lake, for Launcelot!’

  Then came clear laughter jingling in the air like bells

  On horses’ manes, thin merriment of that which dwells

  In light and height, unaging and beyond the sense

  Of guilt and grieving, merciless with innocence.220

  And presently he catches up his horse’s head

  And rides again, still following where the water led.

  The sun rose high: the shadow of the horse and man

  Came from behind to underneath them and began

  To lengthen out in front of them. The river flowed

  Wider and always slower and the valley road

  Was soft with mud, and winding, like a worm, between

  Wide swamps and warm entanglement of puddles green;

  And multitude of buzzing and of stinging flies

  Came round his sweated forehead and his horse’s eyes;230

  The black turf squeaked and trembled at the iron hoofs.

  Then Launcelot looks and sees a huddle of flat roofs

  Upon a little island in the steaming land,

  A low, red, Roman manor-house; and close at hand

  A lady, riding softly on a mule, who came

  Towards him, and saluted him, and told her name,

  The Queen of Castle Mortal; but to Launcelot

  Somewhat like Morgan the enchantress, and somewhat

  Like Guinever, her countenance and talking seemed;

  And golden, like a dragon’s back, her clothing gleamed9240

  And courteously she prayed him, ‘Since the night is near

  Turn now and take your lodging in my manor here.’

  ‘Lady, may God repay you,’ says the Knight, and so

  Over the bridge, together, to the gate they go

  And enter in. Young servitors enough he found

  That kneeled before the lady, and came pressing round;

  One took his helm, another took his spear, a third

  Led off his horse; and chamberlains and grooms were stirred

  To kindle fires and set him at the chimney side,

  And clothe him in a long-sleeved mantle, soft and wide.250

  They go to dine. And presently her people all

  Were gone away, he saw not where; and in the hall

  He and the Lady sat alone. And it was night;

  More than a hundred candles burned both still and bright.

  His hostess makes great joy for him, and many a cup

  Of strong wine, red as blood, she drinks; then rises up

  And prays him bear her company and look on all

  The marvels of her manor house. So out of hall,

  Laughing, she leads him to the chapel-door: and when

  That door was opened, fragrance such as dying men26
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  Imagine in immortal countries, blown about

  Heaven’s meadows from the tree of life, came floating out.

  No man was in the chapel, but he sees a light

  There too of many hundred candles burning bright.

  She led him in, and up into the choir, and there

  He saw three coffins all of new cut stone, and fair

  With flowers and knots, and full of spices to the brim

  And from them came the odour that by now makes dim

  His sense with deathly sweetness. But the heads of all

  Those coffins passed beneath three arches in the wall.270

  On these he gazes; then on her. The sweet smell curls

  About their brains. Her body is shaking like a girl’s

  Who loves too young; she has a wide and swimming eye;

  She whispers him, ‘The three best knights of earth shall lie

  Here in my house’; and yet again, ‘Lo, I have said,

  The three best knights.’ But Launcelot holds down his head,

  And will not speak. ‘What knights are these?’ she said. And ‘Nay.’

  He answered, ‘If you name them not, I dare not say.’

  She laughed aloud—‘A coffin for Sir Lamorake,

  For Tristram; in the third lies Launcelot du Lake.’280

  He crossed himself and questioned her when these should die.

  She answered, ‘They shall all be living when they lie

  Within these beds; and then—behold what will be done

  To all, or even to two of them, or even to one,

  Had I such grace.’ She lifts her hand and turns a pin

  Set on the wall. A bright steel blade drops down within

  The arches, on the coffin-necks, so razor-keen

  That scarce a movement of the spicey dust was seen

  Where the edge sank. ‘Ai! God forbid that you should be

  The murderer of good knights,’ said Launcelot. And she290

  Said, ‘But for endless love of them I mean to make

  Their sweetness mine beyond recovery and to take

  That joy away from Morgan and from Guinever

  And Nimue and Isoud and Elaine, and here

  Keep those bright heads and comb their hair and make them lie

  Between my breasts and worship them until I die.’

  THE NAMELESS ISLE

  In a spring season I sailed away

  Early at evening of an April night.

  Master mariner of the men was I,

  Eighteen in all. And every day

  We had weather at will. White-topped the seas

  Rolled, and the rigging rang like music

  While fast and fair the unfettered wind

  Followed. Sometimes fine-sprinkling rain

  Over our ship scudding sparkled for a moment

 

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