by Quell T Fox
I haven’t seen anyone other than him pay for a damn thing. Now I really want to know what he does for work.
We pile into the club and head straight for the stairs, following Maddox’s lead. This first floor seems like more of a hang out. It’s dark, there’s a few TV’s hanging on the walls and small tables are spread throughout the floor. Once we get to the second landing, I realize this is where the club is at. The bright colored strobe lights cause everyone in front of me to look like nothing more than dark silhouettes.
We head to the bar and Maddox orders us all drinks, but I can’t hear what he says to the bartender because the music is too loud. When we get our drinks, I realize that he also ordered us all a shot. Guess there’s no point in wasting time. We all cheers and down the shot. I don’t know what it was, but it’s sweet and has an interesting aftertaste. My drink is vodka and soda. He ordered this for me because it’s what I was drinking the other night. Good of him to notice, he’s observant. Not that I expected any less from someone like him.
We find a table in one of the corners and we all sit and enjoy our drinks and the music. I suck mine down fast and hold up the empty cup towards Maddox. He waves his finger towards a waitress walking by to get her attention. She’s wearing tall black heels, fishnets, a thong and a corset. I’m not the jealous type when it comes to girls and I have no problem admitting that she looks hot as fuck – as long as she stays away from my guys. She comes over and I ask for another drink, Maddox tells her to add it to the tab. A moment later she returns and slides my drink to me, giving nothing more than a smile. I drink half of this one before I start feeling the effects of the alcohol.
It feels good.
Really good.
The loud, pounding of the bass vibrates through my body and I have the sudden urge to dance. I stand up without saying anything and head for the dance floor. I mingle in with all the other drunk people and start to move my body along to the beat. I’ve never been shy or embarrassed about dancing. I love dancing, not that I’m good at it, but it doesn’t matter. I’m drunk.
I’m in the middle of the dance floor, bodies pressed around me as we all dance and jump to the quick beat of the music. I have my drink in one hand, my other arm is up swaying to the music and my eyes are closed. Completely reveling in this euphoric feeling. The feeling of life, of happiness, of the music going through me…of being buzzed.
I don’t know how long I’m out here for before I feel a warm, hard body come up behind me. Maddox places his hands around my waist, pushing himself against me. His hand slides down to my hip, and then up towards my stomach. I feel his semi-hard dick against me and I push my ass into him. Alcohol destroying any qualms I had towards Maddox. My arm reaches up and goes around the back of his neck as we move together to the rhythm of the bass. His fingers press into my hip, pulling me into him. I grind on him to the beat of the music. I suck down the rest of my drink and place it on a shelf that’s attached to a support beam nearby. I turn to face Maddox, throwing my arm back around his neck and covering his hand that’s on my hip with my other. I reach up the short distance and press my lips to his. My tongue slides over his bottom lip and I nip it with my teeth when he won’t open up for me. His fingers dig into my hip harder, probably causing a bruise but he finally opens and allows my tongue in. His soft, velvety tongue slides across mine slowly. He tastes like tobacco and cherries and promises of good sex. His kiss makes my knees week.
I know I said he needed to work for it, but now I’ve been drinking so that has gone out the window. Besides, we still have clothes on. So, I’m still safe.
His lips go to my neck, I move my head to the side allowing him more access. You can’t hear it over the loud pumping of the music, but there are moans coming out of my mouth. His tongue feels too good on my neck. In that moment, it’s just us and the music. We move back and forth to the heavy beat. His hands tightly around me, making me feel safe, causing me to give up some of the control that I so dearly hold onto. I loosen up and lean into him more, allowing him to take full control of us…of me.
When this song ends, another begins, and we keep going.
Dancing, kissing, touching…
It’s during the next song that I feel another body pressed up behind me. I don’t have to look to know that it’s Lenny. I feel him. He hands me another drink and I take it all too willingly. Maddox pulls away from my neck but Lenny takes his spot, causing another unheard moan to escape my lips. I swivel around to face Lenny and find his lips immediately. On a normal day I couldn’t reach him with such ease, but in these heels, I am invincible.
His tongue immediately goes into my mouth, the sharp taste of whiskey is on his breath and it taste delicious in this moment. His hands are in my hair while Maddox still has his hands around my waist. All three of us move together in the most amazing way.
Here I am in another man sandwich.
Why am I so lucky lately?
The three of us dance for what seems like hours. I go back and forth between kissing them, not caring what anyone around me thinks. These guys are amazing, are making me feel amazing and I’m going to indulge in this moment for as long as I can, unknowing of when other opportunity like this will arise. The last drink that I sucked down is finally hitting me and my hand moves to Maddox’s cock. I want to feel it, so I do. It’s hard, but not all the way. That much I can tell. He lets out a breathy moan right into my ear and I know that not wearing panties is going to be a serious problem in about two seconds. He’s totally into the PDA and I am loving it.
“Let’s get another shot,” Maddox whispers in my ear. I don’t need one, but I want one. I grab Lenny’s hand and pull him towards the bar while Maddox waves the other guys over. We get another shot and order more drinks. I wonder back to the dance floor, really needing to dance right now. I pull Lenny with me and he happily obliges. We start dancing again, this time it’s just him and me because Maddox disappeared. A few moments later Callan finds us and hands us our drinks that we didn’t want to wait for. I don’t know what comes over me, but as soon as he hands me my drink, I attack him.
I can’t help myself.
I’m drunk.
I’m horny.
Callan is hot as fuck.
How else am I supposed to act?
My free hand goes around his neck and I crash my lips to his. He freezes as I try to kiss him. My tongue traces across the seam of his lips but he pulls away, dropping his drink to the floor and heading towards the stairs with rushed steps.
CHAPTER 16
Okay, so maybe I fucked up, but is it really that serious? Does he not know how to have a little bit of fun? I haven’t been around long, but it’s long enough and it was just a kiss. I didn’t go anywhere near his dick. I don’t know why he and Alec are still being dicks to me, anyway. So, thanks to the alcohol, I follow him about to make things worse. I hand my drink to Lenny, who stands there, shell shocked as I chase after Callan. Going as fast as I can in these stupid heels. Stupid. Fucking. Heels. I see him head out the front door, so I follow, and I catch up to him almost immediately. Much to my amazement.
“What is your problem? Do you have a girlfriend or something?” I ask, out of breath as I reach the side of him and grab onto his firm bicep. He stops, thankfully, because I am really out of shape. I’m not sure that I could have followed him for much longer at this fast of a pace.
“No, Friday. That’s not it,” he shoves his hands in his pockets and his eyes look…sad.
“Then what, what is wrong with me? I don’t get it. I know I’m a stranger to you guys, but you don’t have to be such an ass to me. I’m just trying to have a good time. I-”
“I’m a virgin, okay?” The words come out harsh and tinged with embarrassment. He starts walking again. It takes me too long to realize what just came out of his mouth.
“But you said...” Feeling confused and shocked. I walk after him again. How is he a virgin? I don’t get it. I grab him by the shoulder again. “You said...”
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bsp; “I lied.” He says sharply. “Okay? I don’t like putting my business out there. And you’re right, no I don’t need to be a dick to you, but this whole situation is a little out of my comfort zone. These vacations are normally just guys and--”
“Well I’m so sorry to have ruined your vacation!” I stomp off now. Why? Cause I’m drunk and everything has to be about me. That’s it. I have no right to be mad right now, I know that but, alcohol.
I turn back towards the club in search of the other guys. All three of them are walking out by the time I get back.
“Come on, let’s go back to the hotel,” Lenny puts his arm around my shoulder and walks with me the entire way. Keeping me warm as the chilled air breezes against my bare skin. Maddox and Alec walk in front of us, neither of them saying a word to me or each other. If I didn’t know any better, I'd say there were complete strangers to one another.
When we get back to the room Callan is laying on one of the couches with his arm draped over his face. He didn’t bother opening the bed. Alec walks directly to his room and closes the door. Lenny helps me to my room because I kind of need it. I was swaying in the elevator and I’m glad we didn’t have to walk upstairs. I don’t know if I would have made it. When we get into my room Lenny tries to leave, but I don’t allow him to.
I pull him to me, leaning back against the wall. His hands go to my ass and he squeezes. He lowers his head and takes my mouth to his. His warm tongue slides over mine. The feel of his tongue on mine causes me to moan into his mouth. I bite his lower lip and suck it between my teeth. I take his hand and push it between my legs, he gets the hint and goes with it. His hand going up further and the moment he realizes that I don’t have on any panties, he lets out a small growl of excitement. His finger starts with circles over my clit, using all the wetness as lubrication. Believe me, it’s a lot. I moan, louder than I should since I know there are three other guys here, but I don’t care. I just want him, I need him, I need…someone. I need to feel.
Lenny’s knee goes between my legs to spread them wider. One hand still gripping my ass while the other builds up an orgasm that I really need right now. His mouth moves to my neck, sucking and licking my sensitive flesh. Right when I am at the point of no return, he stops and backs up.
“Fuck, don’t stop,” I breathe. “Why are you stopping?” My annoyance is showing
…alcohol.
He doesn’t care though. He just smirks and unbuttons his shirt, throwing it to the floor. When I move to him, I notice Maddox standing in my doorway. Let’s see how much Lenny likes a taste of his own medicine. I turn and head towards Maddox instead, throwing my arms around his neck and smashing my lips to his. He kisses me immediately and it’s so different from Lenny. Lenny is fun and kisses with want. Maddox kisses with need, with demand. His hard body feels so good under my hands. I run them down his shoulders and over his large biceps, feeling the strong lines of muscles through his shirt. His hands go to my hips and he pulls me into him, his hard cock pressing into my lower belly. I try to break the kiss, but he doesn’t allow me. Instead he pulls me closer, kissing me harder. He moves us towards the bed and only stops once the back of my knees hit the end of it.
Lenny is down to his boxer briefs; he gives Maddox a look as he backs up and starts undressing as well. I stand there and wait, biting my bottom lip in anticipation, my eyes flicking between the two of them. When Maddox is down to his boxers, I take a moment to appreciate the beauty of these guys that are standing in front of me. Day and night these guys are. Lenny is the tallest, thin with perfectly clear, white skin. Maddox is a few inches shorter, tan skin that drips with tattoos. Neither of them has much body hair, but Maddox’s hair is very dark, while Lenny’s is more of a light brown. His bright blue eyes are so different from Maddox’s dark, stormy grey ones. Both of these guys in front of me are sexy beyond belief in their own way and here they are.
With me.
Lenny makes the first move to me, but Maddox stops him. He grabs Lenny by the wrist and pulls him towards him. Maddox reaches his arm up, gripping the nape of his neck and pulling him into a kiss and ho-ly shiiit. I swear I could come just from watching the scene in front of me. The muscles in their jaws tighten and retract with each slow movement. Their tongues dance together, and I can imagine what it’s like kissing each of them. I’ve been there. But both at them at the same time? I watch as Maddox reaches down and grabs Lenny’s cock, causing him to groan with pleasure but never stopping the kiss.
Maddox pulls down Lenny’s boxer briefs only enough to allow his cock to spring free. He takes it in his hand and strokes his length. I see the muscles in Lenny’s legs twitch. I realize that I need to do something. I would love to stand here and watch all day, but getting in on this action is going to be so much better. I get down on my knees - I decide not to undress because letting one of them do it will be so much fucking better - and move between the guys that are still making out.
I run my hands up Maddox’s defined abs, feeling each crevice of muscle as I go. I hook my fingers into the waistband of his boxer briefs and pull them down. His cock bounces free right in front of my face. I grasp his cock and run my tongue down his shaft and then back up, taking his plump head into my mouth. He’s wider than Lenny, but Lenny has the length. I bed he’d feel just as amazing, but in an entirely different way. They both moan into each other’s mouths as I continue licking and sucking Maddox’s hardness and Maddox strokes Lenny.
I take all of Maddox into my mouth, well as much as I can. I think I get most of it in there, but he is thick and my jaw doesn’t open that wide. I push as much of his cock as I can to the back of my throat, and I feel his cock pulse with need. I look up, wanting to see my guys (yes, my guys) making out only to realize that Maddox is now staring at me, his mouth parted. I meet his gaze and continue to shove his cock to the end of my throat, taking all of it that I can. The look of pleasure on his face making my sore and tired jaw muscles worth it. In this moment sucking his cock is my favorite thing in the world.
Lenny’s hands run up the side of my thighs and then over my ass gently, leaving tingles and goosebumps in their trail. His fingers go under my dress as he pushes it up. I take Maddox’s cock from my mouth only long enough to get the dress over my head. Lenny’s hands grasp my hips as he pulls me closer to him. He leaves one hand on my back and the other moves to my extremely wet, extremely swollen pussy. He groans as his fingers slide across my wet crease. His fingers go to my clit and cause me to moan loudly sending vibrations to the cock that’s in my mouth. Maddox has taken control from me and he’s now fucking my face, my hand still gripping the base of his cock. Him taking his own movements, it’s a real fucking turn on.
Lenny slides his fingers over my opening and inserts one finger and then two. He fucks me with his fingers, slow at first but then faster and harder. I pop my ass out causing his fingers to go deeper into me, pulling more moans from me that are muffled by Maddox’s large cock being stuff down my throat. Lenny takes his fingers out and moves back to my clit. It doesn’t take long for him to build me up to orgasm, seconds, I think. I know I’m about to come, Lenny knows it too. He keeps his movements steady and quick; I try to pull my mouth from Maddox’s dick, but he doesn’t let me. He fucks my mouth faster and that throws me over the edge. These deep garbled shrieks rise from my chest but have nowhere to go since Maddox is still fucking my face.
Lenny eases back and Maddox pulls his cock from my mouth. I fall forward, my body still shivering from the orgasm. Someone grabs my waist and turns me over to lay on my back. When I roll over to face them, I realize that it’s Maddox who has his hands on me. Finally. I am finally going to feel him inside of me. He parts my legs with his knee as he moves closer and lines up with my entrance. He slides into me fast and deep and the feeling of fullness is almost too much. His thick cock filling me in a way so different than Lenny has.
Lenny goes to his knees on the side of Maddox, his cock in his hand as he watches us fuck. Seeing him jerk off bri
ngs me back up to orgasm again. Maddox keeps fucking me fast and hard and it doesn’t take long for the orgasm to take over me. My pussy clamps around Maddox’s cock, pulsing with the waves of my orgasm.
“I’m gonna come. Fuck!” My vision is blurred from the orgasm but it’s Lenny’s low, modulated voice that I hear. He lets out a throaty moan as I watch the white beads of come pump out of his cock and land on my belly, my pussy and I think on Maddox’s cock, too. This must send him over the edge because he next let’s out a guttural groan and then stills, pumping his come deep inside of me.
Fuck all if this isn’t the best night I have ever had.
Callan
Why did I have to be so senseless? I had my opportunity and I ruined it. Not just the opportunity to lose my virginity, I don’t care about that…there is a reason that I haven’t had sex, yet. It’s not because I didn’t have the chance. I’ve had many. I’m the only one that has taken this Circle seriously throughout the years, the relationship aspect of it, anyway. All of us want something different from the Circle. Yeah, the guys take it seriously now, but when we were younger, they didn’t care. They weren’t thinking about our future and the woman that we would be with. They didn’t think about her feelings. About what she would think. I did. I always did and I still do. Especially now. Looking at Friday, being around her…
I’m glad that I waited, because it was for her.
I ruined my chance of overcoming the comfort hump. That’s what I refer to it as. Everyone knows what a comfort hump is. We all have a comfort zone, anxieties, worries and things of the like. The comfort hump is the invisible line between anxiety and comfort. The big leap that you have to take to face it, what you’re leaping over, that the comfort hump. It’s always easier to overcome when you are forced into it unexpectedly. Like what happened tonight, for example. The lack of experience I have with woman, it’s always been a touchy subject for me and why I get uncomfortable talking to them. Friday opened up a perfect window for me to jump through, and she opened it so quickly that I should have acted instead of reacted. I fucked up and I regret it.
