When Reason Sleeps

by Rex Burns

  WHEN REASON SLEEPS

  Rex Burns writing as Tom Sehler

  To Roger and Jack

  I would like to thank Lieutenant Jerry Hoover of the Boulder, Colorado, Police Department for generously sharing his time and his wide knowledge of cults and ritual crimes.

  Contents

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  PROLOGUE

  THEY WERE FIVE, three girls, two boys. They picked their way along the rim of cliffs that overlooked the dark Pacific. Behind them, tiny lights marked the streets and homes of Mission Beach. In the farther distance, Pacific Beach formed a glistening crescent against the black of the sea. Ahead, halfway out Point Loma, the glow of the Fleet Combat Training Center gleamed against a sea haze that threatened to thicken into fog. But the rough spine of the Point kept the harsh lights from glaring in their eyes and cast darker shadows around their groping feet.

  Despite the chill, all were dressed for the shore. The girls’ two-piece bathing suits showed lithe, nubile figures beneath light beach jackets. The boys wore swimming suits, too, and against the mist one had on a brightly colored Ocean Pacific pullover with the hood up. The other clutched a large dark beach towel around his shoulders.

  The boy with the towel went first. Familiar with the sandy trail, he led them past the end of a closed access road and through thorny brush and shrubs. Now and then he waited for the rest to catch up; once he gestured to the girls to stop their nervous whispering and laughter, and they paused to listen for sounds in the night: the beach patrol making rounds, a local property owner coming to investigate their noise. But the only sounds came from a channel buoy on the other side of the Point—a one-second horn and ten seconds of silence—and a steady thud of waves as the high spring tide came in against the rocks and gravelly patches of beach a hundred feet below.

  Dropping into dimness, the leader passed another sign warning of unstable cliffs. He guided the other boy down a twisting path between stinging weeds and sharp rocks to a small ledge thrust out over the pounding surf. The second boy moved hesitantly, stepping with an insecurity that contrasted with the easy agility of the girls. His dragging pace, his general awkwardness in reach and stride, marked him as handicapped in some way. His fear of heights kept him as far back from the rim as the cliff allowed. One of the girls took him around the waist and smiled, placing his arm around her own warm, smooth flesh. The other two girls picked their way to the edge of the sandstone cliff and stared down at the streaks of dim white foam blossoming and fading around the rocks. Between them stood the boy with the dark towel. A light breeze from shore flapped it out and away from his body.

  He, too, stared down. Then he stepped back into the small bowl of wind-scoured stone, grit, and tenacious weeds whose leaves and stems began to collect the mist into droplets. From a small pack slung over his shoulder, he took a bottle and poured a liquid into five handleless cups. He unfolded a pale cloth and laid it on the ground and walked around it to anchor each corner with a different object taken from the pack. Placing a cup at each corner and one in the middle, he beckoned the others and showed them where to sit around the white pentagram inked in the center of the cloth. Solemn now, the girls watched as the caped figure tilted a vial to dribble something on the point closest to the ocean. Then the boy in the bright beach jumper was placed there with his back to the cliff.

  They lifted the cups. The youth with the towel still wrapped around his shoulders said something and the girls answered in unison. Their voices made a stagey wail slightly louder than the surf. The boy in the jumper didn’t know the words but he moved his lips trying to mimic what they were saying. Gradually the softly chanted words increased in tempo. The four began to sway rhythmically until the words and motion became a sinuous continuity, both hypnotic and portentous. At the chant’s climax, the four stood, arms and faces raised to the foggy night sky. They held a long, tense salute to the still-seated boy who watched with dull attention. Then the four drained the cups and threw them over the cliff; the girls swept down on the seated figure and caressed him, kissing him and drawing arms and hair along his cheeks and shoulders and thighs as they hoisted him to his feet and, still swaying, began to chant again as the other boy raised a sputtering candle. The handicapped youth began to squirm. He tried to pull away from the soft hands of the girls. Gnawing at a fist hard enough to draw blood, he felt himself grow erect, eyes both frightened and fascinated as the girls’ hands caressed his body, and he felt a wrenching throb clench his loins. The girls’ lips brushed his cheeks and eyelashes as their voices rose in hypnotic repetition. Then the caped figure, his own voice a hoarse counter to the girls’, stepped forward to stare into the boy’s eyes. As the chant reached its climax, he shoved the boy’s shoulders. In front of the girls’ horrified eyes and suddenly silent, gaping mouths, the figure teetered and, too shocked to scream, toppled out and down into the blackness above the glimmer of surf.

  CHAPTER 1

  WHISTLE-BLOWING IS suspect behavior in any government agency. Forget all the crap you read about letters of commendation for honesty or awards for public-spiritedness. The whistle-blower is someone who can no longer be trusted by those who want to take advantage of someone else’s trust. What made it worse for this whistle-blower was that I was a mere lieutenant-colonel, USMC, and the whistlee was a member of the U.S. House of Representatives. A senior member who served on the Armed Services Committee. Over the years in Washington, he’d traded for a roster of cronies and debtors that read like a lobbyist’s “A” list. I suppose it was that cushion of contacts and connections that made the good congressman believe he could do whatever the hell he wanted to—up to and including actions that for a mere citizen would have been treason. Or maybe he just had a severe case of Potomac fever. It affects most congressmen and senators sooner or later: an atrophy of the sense of humility, a swelling of the glands of arrogance. As one of the saltier NCOs had muttered behind the back of the commandant of the Eighth and Eye Barracks, Your ass gets kissed long enough, pretty soon you want it kissed all the time. And everything in Washington, D.C., is designed to make each senator and congressman think his posterior deserves to be caressed by the world’s puckered lips.

  But nowhere among a congressman’s long list of franks, privileges, medical care, retirement pay, and other perks was the right to peddle national secrets to a foreign government. At the time, a big part of my job was to catch those who were endangering national security, so I did my job.

  I’ve been asked if I would do the same thing again. I’ve got to admit I had no idea the congressman would be able to pull me down with him—I thought I was protected by the evidence, by my orders, and by those who issued them. But there were those who were afraid I’d prove embarrassing not only to an august body of state but, more importantly, to the Navy Department, whose budget was scrutinized by cronies of the man who suddenly retired from office “for reasons of health.”

  An officer with more than twe
nty years in is vulnerable.

  And an officer who makes waves is even more vulnerable.

  An officer who splashes those waves on a congressman is most vulnerable of all.

  Yet this officer wouldn’t have done a damn thing different.

  Still, I was glad Eleanor’s death had come before she had to suffer additional pain—the sudden fading voices, the sliding glances of strangers who had heard about me, the false heartiness of a grinning hypocrite embarrassed to bump into me at an official function. The subtle distancing of those who had once called themselves friends. It would have hurt her as much as the cancer. She would not have found an answer to her statement that I did my duty. Ollie North had put his loyalty to the President above his sworn loyalty to the Constitution. I did what I pledged to do when I received my commission: uphold the Constitution against all enemies foreign and domestic. North became a hero; I was ordered to step down. All very politely and according to protocol. Even sugared by a graveyard promotion to colonel and, thanks to a few remaining friends, the opportunity of a job on the West Coast with the Osiris Foundation—if we found ourselves mutually compatible after the six-month probationary period.

  Therefore I have sailed the seas and come … not to a holy city or to Byzantium, but simply to my home of record, San Diego. Accumulated leave and travel time before reporting in to Osiris: forty-three days. Of which only five had been used and now the remaining time stretched ahead like a desert watered by self-pity. I’d written both Karen and Becky, telling my daughters only that I’d been placed on the inactive list and that I was looking at a job in Southern California. I’d get in touch with them as soon as things settled down. Karen, newly married and, with her husband, just starting her career as a lawyer in Sacramento, had tracked me down and surprised me with a telephone call last night. And, God, it was good to hear her voice; I didn’t have to force any excitement and pleasure into mine, but I did gloss over the reasons for my unexpected retirement. Becky was taking her junior year abroad at Bordeaux and I didn’t know if my letter’d even arrived there yet. Karen said she thought her sister was on one of those lengthy vacations European universities seem to have a lot of.

  Was I planning on staying in San Diego? Karen asked. It looked like it; I had a job offer with a group whose national headquarters were in San Diego, so that worked out fine. What kind of job? Oh, defense contracts, providing services to military commands—the kind of thing retired officers do when they’re still too young to quit working. But what about all your friends? What about the house in Fairfax? I’d had to sell that house to afford the new one in Coronado. She and Chuck would have to come down as soon as they had time; I was sure they and Becky would enjoy the new place. As for friends, she knew how it was in the Corps: the world was a network of duty stations where the same faces showed up sooner or later. As a matter of fact, I’d already been in touch with a couple of old friends.

  That wasn’t quite true. All but a few of the “friends” in Washington greeted my absence with a sigh of relief. And my arrival in San Diego hadn’t generated any kind of ceremony. But, I reassured her and maybe myself, I had run across an old high school buddy, Tom Jenkins, and a retired friend of my father’s, Admiral Combs. In fact, the admiral had asked me to drop by his home.

  “Dad,” her voice was hesitant. “I don’t know exactly what happened back there … I read a little about it in Newsweek. But I want you to know I love you. And I’m very, very proud of you.”

  “That means a lot to me, Karen.” And it did.

  Admiral Dalton Combs (USN-Ret.) gripped my fingers with a hand that was still strong despite the years that had shrunk the flesh on his face and put a slight curve in a ramrod-stiff back. “We’re damned glad to have you home, Jack.” He closed the heavy door and guided me into a spacious living room that held few mementos of navy life. It was, he said, Jenny’s doing. Since his wife had to look after the home for months and years while he was at sea, she got to choose the decor. The only military memento was a large portrait over the dark fireplace that showed the admiral in dress blues standing against an angry red background. “Retirement gift,” Jenny explained. “When old shipmates drop by, they ought to see their gift.” She, too, had grown thinner with age. An already small woman, she now seemed sparrowlike in both fragility and the quick pecking of her hands. “We’re having our evening martini. I hope you’ll join us.”

  “Sun’s below the yardarm,” said the admiral, pouring.

  I sipped carefully at the unfamiliar drink and answered questions about my mother’s health and welfare. It was generous of the admiral to invite me to his home—and perhaps even a bit brave, too, considering. But then my father’s old friend had won a reputation for courage in two wars—make that one war and one “police action.” I saw, and was grateful, that neither he nor Jenny was about to let what happened change their opinion of me.

  “Well, hell, call it fortunes of war and let it go, Jack.” That had been the advice from one of my own friends, just after; but I couldn’t help remembering that he still held his commission. He had also held his tongue. But I realize now that it would have done no one any good if he or anyone else had spoken up. A command decision had been made and no one was looking back. That was the way I should take it, too. The admiral was right.

  “So now you’re going to work for the … what do they call it, Jack?” Jenny offered another pass with the martini pitcher but I shook my head.

  “Osiris Corporation.”

  The admiral’s cheeks fell in slightly as he sucked on his cigar. Its glow etched lines in a face that had clenched against tropic sun and ice-laden winds. His hair, still cropped in a crew cut, was as thick and white as Jenny’s. Even though the man was a decade or so younger than my father, I thought of them as the same age—perhaps because the admiral, as my father’s executive officer on the Saratoga and then later at NAS Jacksonville, had shared an adult world while I was still in short pants. “Why that name?”

  “I don’t think it has a meaning, sir—the usual security technique.” Or because Osiris was king of the underworld. And as far as the Marine Corps was concerned I was paid off, dead, and buried.

  Another puff of smoke, carefully directed toward the ceiling away from Jenny and me. “So if you take your punishment honorably, that’s part of the payoff, eh? Well, the work will be in your line, anyway.” The gray cloud rose against the patterned stucco. I had a feeling the admiral’s words meant more than they said. Jenny, too, seemed to wait in silence for more. The whole spacious home, in fact, was poised and quiet despite the increased heavy traffic half a block away that had been created when the San Diego Bay Bridge was finally completed. It was still new to me; I hadn’t spent any time in Coronado for several decades. I’d seen the bridge on brief trips through North Island or Camp Pendleton. But until moving back last week, I hadn’t realized its effect on what had been quiet corners of a sleepy town. In a way I was glad Eleanor hadn’t lived to see those changes. Yet her death was still a big hole in my life, and it was most poignantly felt in those blank times when there was no familiar voice to talk the changes over with. Or in moments like these, when I saw the admiral and his wife sharing the end of a long life together.

  “Your youngest daughter has finished college now?” The gin had brought a spot of color into Jenny’s cheeks. There was a slight deliberation in the lacing of fingers that had once been long and straight, but were now bent with arthritis.

  “My elder has.” As I brought them up to date on Karen and Rebecca, Jenny nodded. She was far more interested in news of my family than in my fortunes of war.

  “I keep forgetting you’re younger than our Margaret. Still, it’s hard to think of you being almost a grandparent.”

  “Don’t rush him, Jenny—he and the girls will get there soon enough.”

  She smiled somewhat sadly and started to say something, then thought better of it. The admiral spoke quickly. “This Osiris Corporation, it’s a civilian outfit?”

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sp; “Entirely. That’s its reason for existence.”

  “But it does contract work for the services.”

  “For the Navy Department, but not officially. The idea is to provide avenues and opportunities that military intelligence is restricted from taking.”

  “Um. Wasn’t my area of operations. We appreciated good information, though.” Another puff of smoke. “How’s it funded?”

  “Subcontracts. Like a defense supplier or a university research contract.”

  “No line-item budget, then.”

  That was the idea. “No, sir.”

  He scraped a ragged fringe off his cigar into a large ceramic ashtray. “You know the CIA’s hired a number of ex-military men who left the service for a variety of reasons. In fact, I hear it’s part of the target profile.”

  “I’m not interested in them, Admiral.” And I doubted that they would be interested in a whistle-blower.

  “I see.”

  “I’m sorry we didn’t get a chance to tell you how badly we felt about Eleanor, Jack.” Jenny’s soft voice broke the silence as she steered the conversation back to family.

  “Yes,” the admiral added. “We were very sorry to learn of that. From what the skipper told us, she must have been a wonderful girl.”

  That’s what the admiral still called my father: “the skipper.”

  I know my father wouldn’t have said much to him or anyone else about his family life, but it was kind of the admiral to pretend differently. “Thank you,” I said. I could have added that the girls and I still missed her deeply, that we probably always would. But people who had lived as long as the admiral and Jenny knew the meaning of loss. It would be an insult to imply that they didn’t. “How are Margaret and her family?”

  Jenny’s face tightened slightly and the admiral wagged his head once. “We don’t see too much of them.”

  “Have they moved from La Jolla, then?”