A Place to Belong [Slick Rock 14] (Siren Publishing Ménage Everlasting)

by Becca Van

  Sallyanne’s heart was so full of pain she began to cry and once she started she wasn’t sure she would ever be able to stop. The tears flowed and the sobs that wracked her body were so deep they hurt, but that pain was nothing compared to the pain in her heart.

  “I’m sorry,” she gasped between sobs. It took her a while to realize that she was crying for not only what had happened to her but because she’d wanted to make love to Rick, Will, and Frank so badly and now she’d ruined it.

  When her tears finally subsided, she hiccupped and wiped the tears from her face with the back of her hands. Frank was kneeling on the floor near her feet and he very slowly cupped her cheeks in his hands before he leaned forward and kissed her forehead. “You have nothing to be sorry for, sweetie. It’s us who should be sorry.”

  Sally shook her head and was about to refute his statement but Will squeezed her hand to get her attention. “Frank’s right, baby. You’re not ready for this. We should have seen that.”

  “That’s not true,” Sally whispered dejectedly. “I am ready. I do want this.”

  Rick nudged her chin up and when she stared into his eyes she saw guilt, regret, and sadness. She was about to speak again, but he beat her to it. “If anyone should be apologizing, it’s me. If I hadn’t restrained you the way I did—”

  “How could you know I would react that way?” Sally licked her dry lips. “Even I wasn’t aware I would—”

  “It doesn’t matter, love.” Frank rubbed a hand up and down her thigh. “What matters is that we make sure we never frighten you again.”

  Sally shook her head. “You didn’t frighten me. I had a flashback. I’m not scared of you. I know that none of you would ever hurt me.”

  “But—” Will began.

  “No buts,” Sally cut Will off. “I still want you all to make love to me. Just make sure you don’t hold my arms down.”

  “Are you sure, baby?” Will asked.

  “I’ve never been surer of anything in my life,” she replied emphatically.

  Will rose and stared down into her eyes before he nodded and headed to the en-suite bathroom. She wondered what he was up to when she heard water running but didn’t have long to wait. When he returned, he was holding a glass of water and a damp washcloth. He gave her the water and she took several sips before handing it back, and after sitting at her side again, he washed the remnants of tears from her face. Sally felt so much better after lubricating her dry throat and mouth as well as having the stickiness of her tears gone from her cheeks.

  “I have a suggestion,” Rick said.

  She turned to meet his gaze and nodded for him to continue. “Since we don’t want to cause any more flashbacks, why don’t you take control?”

  She looked from Rick to Will and Frank to see their reaction and they both nodded in agreement. Sally wasn’t sure she could do that because she’d never made love before, but just the thought of kissing, touching them like she’d envisaged in her dreams had her pussy clenching and more cream leaking out.

  Sally stood before moving a few steps away from them and the bed. She could tell by the look in their eyes that they thought she’d changed her mind, but she was about to show them how far from the truth they were.

  She grasped the hem of her shirt in trembling fingers and then slowly began to pull it up. When she got the edge of the material just below her breasts, she met each of the gazes and then whipped the shirt up over her head. Frank, Rick, and Will each tensed as if they were about to pounce, but they remained where they were and watched her as if waiting to see what she would do next. She had their avid attention and tried to quell the sultry smile that tugged the corner of her lips, but when she saw the heat in their gazes, the smile formed. She dropped her shirt on the floor and then her hands were at the waistband of her jeans. She undid the button and ever so slowly lowered the zipper as she toed off her shoes.

  Their gazes dropped to where her hands paused at her hips. Her thumbs were hooked into the top of her jeans and she could tell by the tension emanating from their bodies that they were eager for her to continue. Since she wanted that as much as they did, she didn’t disappoint. Sally pushed the jeans down over her hips and below her knees before kicking them off. She stood before them in her bra and panties and knew they liked what they saw.

  Rick made a half moaning, gasping sound and while Frank didn’t make any noise, he licked his lips as he perused her nearly naked body. Will made a deep growly sound and his hands were curled into tight fists, as if he were trying to stop himself from reaching out and touching her.

  “You’re fucking gorgeous, baby,” Will said in a hoarse voice.

  Sally would have scoffed if someone other than one of these men said that to her, and while she didn’t think she was beautiful, she could see that the Blanchard men did. She licked her dry lips and lifted her hands to the clasp on her bra, but she’d never been naked with anyone she cared about before and the confidence she felt only moments ago began to wane.

  “Come here, baby.” Will held his hand out to her as he rose and she hurried over to him, accepting the lifeline he’d offered. “Can I kiss you, Sally?”

  Sally licked her lips and nodded.

  Will lowered his head and their lips met in a tentative kiss. The instant she opened to him, he devoured her and just like that, her waning arousal began to flare up again.

  His large, warm hands shaped her waist, then caressed up and down her back until he reached her ass. He kneaded and cupped her flesh and she moaned as she kissed him back hungrily and pressed against his hard, brawny body. She whimpered when she felt the hard ridge of his erection against her stomach and arched into him even more.

  “I’m coming up to you from behind, sweetie,” Frank said.

  Sally couldn’t respond because she and Will were still kissing but she appreciated that he’d warned her of his intentions so she wouldn’t get scared. She gasped when his bare chest pressed against her back, and savored having his skin up against hers.

  “I’m at your side, love,” Rick said and then she felt his hands smoothing up and down her legs.

  Sally moaned as the heat inside of her grew hotter, more intense, and she loved every second of it. This time she was determined to keep the fear and flashbacks at bay. She needed these men like she needed air to breathe and she wasn’t going to stop until she had what she wanted.

  “I’m going to take your bra off, Sally,” Frank whispered in her ear, sending shivers of pleasure racing up her spine.

  Will released her mouth and then began to lick and nibble down her neck before nipping her earlobe.

  Rick’s fingers caressed just beneath the elastic of her panties and when she looked down he quirked an eyebrow in question. Sally nodded and as he slowly lowered her panties over her hips and down her legs, she closed her eyes.

  She was now standing before them totally naked and feeling a little vulnerable but she knew she couldn’t hide forever and forced her lids up again.

  “You are the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen,” Will said in a hoarse voice as he perused her nakedness before meeting her gaze again.

  Sally licked her lips again and then slid her hands under his T-shirt and caressed over his abs before moving up to his pecs. “Why am I the only one naked?”

  “You want me naked, baby?”

  She stared into his eyes and nodded, swallowed, and then said, “I want to see all of you.” She glanced down at Rick, who was on his knees at her side, still caressing her legs, raising goosebumps in the wake of his touch before she looked over her shoulder at Frank.

  Her breath caught in her throat when she saw his muscular bare chest and her gaze wandered over his masculine landscape. His shoulders were wide and brawny and his pecs were firm, tantalizing mounds and though she wanted to look further, she would have to move away from them to do so, but she didn’t want to do that. Her gaze snagged on the dark-brown hair between his ripped pectorals and she had the urge to run her fingers through it to see w
hat it felt like. When she felt movement at her side and heard a rustle from her front she turned to look at Rick and Will again.

  Her heart pounded against her ribs as both Will and Rick tugged their T-shirts up and over their heads. Frank moved around from behind her and she stared from one naked chest to the other.

  “You’re all so …” She shook her head and then, as if her hands had a mind of their own, she caressed first Will’s and Rick’s chests before doing the same to Frank.

  “Are you ready for more, love?” Rick asked.

  She frowned, not sure what he was asking until she saw his hands move to his jeans, his fingers on the button and zipper just waiting for her permission to go ahead. Sally nodded and stopped breathing when all three tugged their buttons free and lowered their zippers. She swallowed around the nervousness constricting her throat and wondered if they were as big as they looked under the confines of their denim jeans.

  Her breath stuttered and her heart raced faster when all three of them pushed their jeans and underwear down before they kicked them away. No matter how hard she tried to pull her gaze from their hard cocks she couldn’t. They were all so long, thick, and hard. Just seeing their size made her anxious, but that wasn’t all. Her arousal ratcheted up another notch and though she didn’t think it was possible, her nipples hardened further and her pussy convulsed sending juices out onto her folds and inner thighs.

  “Are you okay, Sallyanne?” Frank asked.

  She gulped and nodded and she licked her lips yet again.

  “Why don’t we get up onto the bed, baby?” Will suggested before he turned away and did just that.

  Her gaze zeroed in on his spectacular muscular ass and she wondered if the he would feel hard and toned or if his skin would feel warm and soft.

  “Sally?” Frank’s voice drew her gaze to him and when she saw he was holding his hand out to her she took it in hers. He helped her up on the bed and she kneeled there as she stared at Will. He was lying on his back with his hands behind his head as if he didn’t have a care in the world, as if he wasn’t laid out naked before her and they weren’t about to make love, but when she met his famished green eyes, she realized that he was a lot hungrier than she’d first thought. He was keeping his desire for her on a tight rein for her benefit.

  Sally’s heart filled with warmth and strong emotions. The urge to touch invaded her mind, heart, and soul so she began to crawl toward Will.

  It was time to take back control of her life.

  Chapter Eleven

  The hardest thing Will had ever done was lie on the bed and act as if he didn’t have a care in the world. He was so fucking aroused his dick was aching and leaking pre-cum. Every single muscle in his body was pumped and all he wanted to do was snatch Sallyanne up into his arms and impale himself in her body, but after the disastrous start to their lovemaking, he wasn’t about to do anything that could give her another flashback and send her into a panic.

  It felt as if hours had passed as he waited to see what she would do after he’d lay down on his back and had almost given up hope, but then she’d begun to crawl. He held perfectly still as she moved up over his body on her hands and knees and though he wanted to look her body over again and again, he kept his gaze on her face. He needed to know the second she got scared so he could stop her and comfort her, but when she met his gaze and he saw the desire in her eyes, as well as determination, his heart filled with love.

  Their woman was so fucking beautiful and so damn brave. He loved her so much and knew in that instant if it took months or years for her to become comfortable with them to make love to her or for her to make love to them, he would wait. As long as it took.

  Sally eyed his body as she crawled over him, bracketing his large body with her much smaller one. Her legs and arms were on either side of him and she licked her lips as she studied his nakedness. He bit back the groan building in his chest and concentrated on remaining still and appearing relaxed, which was so fucking hard when his muscles were pumped full of blood and he wanted to dive in.

  She lifted her gaze from his cock, slowly trailing her eyes up over his abs and chest until their gazes locked. She inhaled just before she bent her elbows and her head began to lower. His gaze stayed with hers until he could no longer focus as her face came closer and closer to his and then he closed them, and hoped she didn’t back out. His lips tingled as if she was already kissing him and then her lips were pressed to his.

  She moaned and he captured that sound as he opened his mouth to her. Her tongue was tentative as it slid in along his and he sighed with pleasure and arousal. He gripped his fingers together so he wouldn’t reach for her and pull her body against his. Sally must have wanted more contact too because in the next instant she’d lowered her body against his so that her breasts were pressed against his pecs and her wet pussy contacted with his lower abs. She whimpered and then as she deepened the kiss, began to rub her cunt over his skin.

  He lamented the moment she broke the kiss but when she began to lick and nibble down his neck, he tilted his head aside to give her better access. She kissed and lapped her way down to his chest and he couldn’t help but moan when she laved over first one nipple and then the other. When she scraped the edge of her teeth over the small peak, his hips surged up of their own accord. He held his breath and hoped he hadn’t scared her but his reflexive movement hadn’t seemed to bother her in the least, because she continued her journey down his body until she was licking around and over the striations of his muscular abs.

  However, the second she moved lower his whole body clenched with need as his heart flipped in his chest and his breath hitched in his throat. Her hair caressed his stomach and thighs, sending goose bumps racing over his skin, and he lifted his head from the pillow to look down at her. She was looking up at him and as he watched her, she slowly shifted back down his body until she was straddling his knees.

  She sat back on her haunches and then wrapped one of her small hands around the base of his cock. He flopped back on the pillow, exhaling in a noisy whoosh, and felt his eyes roll back in his head when she began to pump her hand up and down his hard shaft.

  “You’re all so big,” Sally muttered and though Will wanted to say something to placate her in case she was afraid, he remained silent because he was worried the sound of his voice would break the carnal exploration she was doing to him.

  He loved having her mouth and hands on his body, but he craved so much more. His cock was throbbing with his desire and he felt beads of pre-cum bubble to the surface regularly. He wasn’t sure how much of her delectable torture he could endure, but endure he would, because he wanted Sallyanne to touch him, love him, as often as she wanted.

  She surprised him when she lowered her head and licked over the top of his dick. He pushed his ass and hips into the mattress, trying to circumvent the urge to thrust up. A low growly sound left his mouth when she wrapped her lips around the head of his cock and gave a slight suckle. His balls felt as hard as stone and he swore he could feel the seed in his testes roiling in preparation of spurting forth, but he wasn’t about to lose control, so he ground his teeth and tried to think of something mundane.

  That turned out to be impossible because she began to bob her head up and down his hard dick while her hand squeezed and pumped his shaft. Just when he thought he was beyond his endurance, she lifted her head from his cock.

  * * * *

  Sally had never felt so aroused in her life. Her pussy was aching but she was also so wet she could feel the juices on her thighs. Tasting and touching Will had her so full of desire she couldn’t stand the ache.

  Still keeping hold of his cock, she shifted up the mattress on her knees until she was once more straddling Will’s hips. Her heart surged with warmth and joy when she saw how tightly Will was clenching his teeth and how his large bulging biceps were straining as he held himself still.

  Will, Frank, and Rick were the type of men who took charge and didn’t follow others lead but
they were holding back on their natural instincts for her, and that only made her fall a little further in love with them.

  Sally locked gazes with Will and slowly lowered herself down. She was still gripping his cock and when she felt the tip brush over her folds, she moved her hand forward and back, coating the tip of his dick in her cream. When his cock caressed her pussy hole, she moaned and then she began to sink down.

  She gasped as his large girth stretched her delicate skin but since it was a gasp of pleasure and not pain, she kept right on going. Her muscles expanded as she took his hard cock into her cunt and when she stopped, she realized she’d only taken about half of him.

  She glanced over at Frank and Rick, who were both lying on the bed on their sides, watching everything she did. Frank lifted his gaze from where she was joined with his brother, and her heart stuttered when she saw the hunger in his eyes. She glanced over at Rick and saw that he looked just as ravenous.

  And then it struck her that there was no evil intent in their eyes. As she looked deeper into each of their gazes she saw acceptance for who she was but, most importantly, she saw love. Tears burned her eyes and the little bit of fear she still had in her heart floated away.

  They loved her and would never intentionally hurt her. Joy and love filled her heart and when she met Will’s gaze once more, she consciously willed the tension from her body, relaxed the muscles in her legs, and let gravity take over.

  “Shit, baby. Are you okay?” Will asked in a raspy voice.

  “Please?” Sally whimpered.

  “What baby? Please what?”

  “I need you,” she sobbed.

  “I need you, too, Sallyanne.”

  “I want you to take over.”

  “Sally …” Will licked his lips.

  “I’m not scared anymore. Please, Will?”

  “I need to roll you onto your back, baby.” Will pulled his arms out from behind his head and began to caress up and down her sides.