A Glimpse of Darkness

by Lara Adrian

The van rumbled like a garbage truck, handled like a refrigerator box, and needed a full minute to reach highway speeds. I’d driven better, but I’m a guy who has to take what I can get while I’m still alive to get it.

  The passenger beside me was Annalise Powliss. She stood about five foot nothing, was as thin as a mop handle, and was covered with tattoos from the neck down. Her hair was the same dark red as the circled Fs I used to get on my book reports, and she wore it cropped close to her scalp. It was an ugly cut, but she never seemed to care how she looked. I suspected she cut it herself.

  She was my boss, and she had been forbidden to kill me, although that’s what she most wanted to do.

  “Where are we going?” I asked for the fourth time.

  She didn’t answer. She wasn’t talking to me except to tell me where to drive. To be honest, I didn’t blame her. She had good reason to hate me.

  At the moment, though, she and I had a job to do and all I knew about it was this: Annalise was on her way to kill someone. Maybe several someones. I was supposed to help.

  Because she wouldn’t talk to me, I was not entirely clear who had ordered her not to kill me or why they would bother. I was just the driver, and I didn’t even know where we were going.

  “Quarter tank,” I said as we approached a gas station. I hated to drive on less than a half tank of gas, but so far the boss had refused to let me fill up. Since she had the money, the title, and the physical strength to tear my arm off, she made the decisions.

  She glanced down at the scrap of wood in her hand—unpainted and unfinished except for the twisted nonsense shape made of several colors on one side—and said nothing. I stifled my irritation and drove past the pumps.

  We were westbound somewhere on the Olympic Peninsula. There were no other cars on the road. The streets were slick with misting rain, and the sky was growing dark as evening approached. After my years in Southern California, I’d forgotten how long it could take for night to fall in this part of the world.

  The road was one of those rural highways with one lane in each direction and a speed limit of fifty-five. I was staying below the limit because the van, with its balding tires, whining brakes, and load of equipment in the back, wasn’t equipped for the twists and turns of backwoods driving.

  I was enjoying the drive anyway. I had a key to the door and I could see the sky. It felt good to be a free man again.

  Up ahead, I saw a big cedar right up close to the road. Annalise was not wearing her seat belt. I was wearing mine. The speedometer on the Sprinter shuddered at the fifty-miles-per-hour mark. All I had to do was swerve. She and her little scrap of lumber would fly through the windshield and slam against the tree, while I would be safe in the arms of the shoulder harness and air bag.

  I didn’t try it. It wasn’t just the motorcycle Annalise kept on flimsy mounts in the cargo area behind me. In truth, I doubted that slamming face-first into a tree trunk would do more than muss her thrift-shop clothes. And piss her off. She’d survived worse. I’d seen it.

  I was pretty sure Annalise wasn’t a human being. She had been, once, I thought, but I wasn’t sure what she was now.

  A Volvo station wagon with luggage strapped to the roof drove eastbound toward us. As it passed, the painted scrap wood in Annalise’s hand flashed like a camera flashbulb. The design painted on the face of the wood began to twist like a nest full of snakes.

  Annalise lunged toward me. “Turn around!” she yelled. She had a high, funny voice more suited to a cartoon squirrel than a grown woman. “Turn around and follow that station wagon!”

  I was already doing it. I hit the brakes and twisted the wheel, letting the clumsy van fishtail as much as I dared. I heard crashing noises from behind me as Annalise’s things toppled over. We came to a rest, and I threw it in reverse.

  “Let’s go! Goddammit, hurry up!”

  “Keep your shirt on.”

  I backed up onto the shoulder, swung the wheel all the way around, and stomped on the gas. We crept after the station wagon.

  “Goddammit, Ray,” Annalise growled. She was very close to my ear, and I could hear the hate in her voice. “If you let them get away, I’m going to tear you apart.”

  “Oh yeah? Who are you going to find who can reach the gas pedal?” I said. My voice betrayed too much fear. When Annalise threatened to tear someone apart, she meant it literally. “This is your broken-down van. If we don’t catch them, you can blame yourself for not buying better wheels.”

  She settled back into her seat and glared through the windshield at the empty road ahead.

  I forced myself to smile at her. “Isn’t this nice? Our first job together and we’re getting along so well.” It was stupid and dangerous to taunt her, but I was afraid of her and I hated to show my fear.

  She ignored me, for which I was secretly grateful.

  We picked up speed, rounding curves and topping hills the van could barely handle. Night was coming and the forest around us was filling with shadows. I switched on the headlights, but Annalise snarled at me to turn them off.

  A red light flashed from between the trees on the right. I slowed. Annalise started to protest, but I shushed her. She didn’t look pleased about that.

  We came to a break in the forest—a gravel parking lot with a row of abandoned wooden stalls at the back. It looked like it had once been a roadside farmer’s stand. The station wagon was parked at the far end, red brake lights glowing.

  I parked a couple of car lengths away from the vehicle and jumped from the van as quickly as I could. Annalise was a little faster. She walked toward them, holding the fist-sized scrap of wood in her hand like a Geiger counter. The design on it writhed wildly; something about the car or the people in it was setting it off.

  All the wagon’s side doors stood open. A man and woman had their head and shoulders in the back doors, and they were working frantically at something. I checked their stuff. Among the things strapped to their roof was a vacuum cleaner in a clear plastic trash bag beaded with rain. These people weren’t on a camping trip. They were skipping town.

  All I could see of the man was a pair of extra-wide Dockers and the pale skin that peeked above his sagging waistband. Office worker, I thought. He must have heard us approach, but he didn’t turn to look at us. Was he completely engrossed, or did he have a weak survival instinct? Out of unshakable habit, my next thought was: Victim.

  No, no. I pushed the thought away. That was not part of my life anymore.

  From what I could see through the car windows, the woman was also wider than strictly necessary and also dressed for casual day at the office. They continued to struggle with something in the backseat.

  I felt a pressure against my chest, just below my right collarbone. Strange. I tried to ignore it and said, “Do you folks need any help?”

  The woman glanced up, noticing us for the first time. She had a terrified look on her face, but I knew it had nothing to do with Annalise or me. Her husband glanced back as he came out of the backseat. His glasses were smeary from the drizzle. “No,” he said too quickly. “We’re fine.”

  The pressure against my chest increased.

  Then their little boy climbed out of the car.

  He was a good-looking kid, maybe eight or nine years old, although I’m no judge. His hair stuck up in the back, and he had scrapes on both elbows. “I feel funny, Dad,” he said. He laid his hands on his chest and pressed. “I feel squishy.”

  Flames erupted around his head.

  I felt light-headed suddenly, and the pressure against my chest vanished. Before I could think about it, I ran toward them, stripping off my jacket.

  The woman screamed. The flames around the boy’s head spread downward past his crotch. In an instant, his whole body was ablaze.

  The father fumbled for a jacket draped over the driver’s seat. I heard Annalise’s footsteps behind me.

  “Wow!” the boy said. “It doesn’t hurt, Daddy. It doesn’t hurt at all.”

  The father lung
ed at his boy with the jacket, knocking him to the gravel, then beating at the flames. I got there a half second later and slapped my jacket over the boy’s face and head.

  Rain steamed off the burning body. Beside me, the father made a noise like a strangled dog. I tried not to think about that. I tried not to notice the black scorch marks where the flames touched the ground. I tried not to think about what was happening. I just worked at the flames. I slapped at them, smothered them, wrapped them in my jacket.

  It was no good. The fire flared up and my jacket erupted in flames. I threw it aside and started to drag my shirt over my head.

  The kid laughed as though we were tickling him. Then his skin turned silver-gray and his whole head came apart.

  The flames roared. A wave of heat forced me back. The father rolled back onto his padded behind, almost bowling over his wife as she rushed around the car toward us.

  I let my backward momentum roll me onto my feet. Annalise stood nearby. She had unbuttoned the fireman’s jacket she always wore, revealing colored ribbons alligator-clipped to her clothes. She pulled a green one free. The small sigil drawn on the bottom glowed with silvery light.

  I turned back to the family. The boy’s head, arms, and chest had come apart and been transformed into a mass of fat, wriggling, silver-gray worms, each about the size of my pinkie. Then his stomach came apart, then his hips. It happened so fast I had no chance to think about it. I saw the worms twisting themselves against the packed gravel, trying to burrow into the earth. They swarmed over one another, heading west. Everything they touched turned black with scorched, greasy soot.

  I felt a tightness in my throat that might have been the urge to vomit, but there was nothing to bring up. I was completely hollow inside.

  The father struggled to his feet, and his wife tried to move around him to her son. The expression on her face told me she already knew the truth, already knew her son was gone, but she could no more stay away from his disintegrating body than she could leap up into the clouds.

  I tackled them. My shoulder sank into the father’s broad, soft belly, and I grabbed the mother around the waist. With all my strength, I pushed them away from the car.

  I didn’t look back at Annalise. I didn’t have to. I knew very well what those green ribbons did and how little she cared about collateral damage.

  The father and mother stumbled backward and fell over each other, hitting the gravel hard. I landed on their legs.

  I heard a whoosh of fire behind me. Annalise’s green ribbon had hit its target. I glanced back and saw flames, green ones this time, roar up around the wriggling mass that had once been a boy’s body. Where the flames touched them, the gray worms burst apart.

  The sphere of green fire expanded. I pulled in my legs, trying to get away, but I was too late. The cold green fire washed over me.

  I sucked in a lungful of air to scream my life away. It was too soon. Too soon. I looked down at my legs, expecting them to burn away to blackened, smoking bones.

  It didn’t happen. There was no pain, no damage to my legs, nothing. My clothes didn’t even burn. I felt nothing more than a slight pressure below my collarbone—a place the flames did not even reach.

  The flames receded. I was undamaged. So were the parents. I had pushed them out of range just in time.

  The worms had not fared so well. There was nothing left of them but gray slime.

  “Holy God,” the mother said, her voice thin and strained. Her face was slack and her eyes were glassy. If I hadn’t pushed her away, she would have been killed along with her son—another person struck down for no other reason than she was next to someone Annalise wanted to kill.

  Annalise took another ribbon from beneath her jacket. This one was blue. I had no idea what the blue ones did, but I knew it wouldn’t be good.

  Before she could use it, a force passed through me. It wasn’t a physical push. It struck my mind, my consciousness, whatever you want to call it, and it felt as though I was standing in heavy surf. It almost toppled me.

  At the same moment, I felt a twinge high on the right side of my chest again.

  Annalise staggered and winced; her blue ribbon fell from her hand. She felt it, too. The mother and father didn’t stagger. Their expressions went blank.

  Then it was gone.

  The couple stood and began to straighten their clothes. “You didn’t have to knock me over,” the man said. “I was only trying to help.”

  “What?”

  “We pulled over to help—oh, forget it.” He slapped at the dust on his pants.

  His wife clutched at his shirt and looked at me worriedly. “Douglas, let’s just go.”

  They started walking toward the car, glancing back at me as if I was a stray dog that might bite.

  They did not look the least bit upset by what had just happened to their son.

  After they got into their car and slammed the doors, Douglas started the engine. His wife leaned into the backseat and fussed with a baby sleeping in an infant seat. I hadn’t noticed the baby until then. Douglas turned on the music. Bobby McFerrin. Gravel crunched under the tires as they began to drive away, as though they were leaving behind nothing more important than some old fast-food wrappers.

  Annalise charged past me, lowered her shoulder, and slammed into the car’s front panel, just above the wheel. Her legs pumped. The fender crumpled and the car slid sideways like a tackling dummy until it tipped into a ditch.

  She stood and straightened her jacket, a scowl on her delicate little face. I had seen her strength before, of course. She could have flipped the car onto its roof or torn the door off and pinched off Douglas’s head. I assumed the only reason she hadn’t done either was that she hadn’t finished with them yet.

  Douglas jumped out of the car to inspect the damage. He looked at the crumpled metal, then at Annalise, then all around.

  “What …” he started. He couldn’t finish the question. He ran his hand over the ruined fender, reassuring himself that it was really bent metal. He looked at Annalise again. “What hit my car?”

  “I’m not done with you,” Annalise said. She stepped toward him.

  The wife leaned toward his window. “Douglas, get back in the car,” she said. She leaned into the backseat to check the baby. Still sleeping.

  Douglas let the keys in his hand jangle and backed toward the driver’s door. My own hands were shaking. I felt hysteria building in me. That little boy had called him Daddy, and now he was going to drive away as though he’d just stopped for a piss? They’d shrugged that kid off as if he was roadkill. I had never even met the kid before two minutes ago, and what I’d seen made me want to weep and puke my guts out at the same time.

  I didn’t do either. Instead, I got angry.

  “You’re just going to drive away?”

  The woman’s eyes widened. “Douglas …”

  “What about your kid?” I stalked after them, determined to see some sign of grief from them. I needed my anger. Without it, I thought I might shake myself apart. “He called you Mommy and Daddy! Don’t you care what happened to him?”

  Douglas would have to turn his back on me to climb into his car. He wasn’t going to risk that. “Sir,” he said, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

  “He called you Daddy! And he just … your own son!”

  My anger was growing too large for me, but I couldn’t stop myself. I needed to see a reaction from them. These people were going to show some grief if I had to wring it out of them with my bare hands.

  The man rounded on me. “My son didn’t call me anything! He’s only three months old!” he shouted.

  “Ray,” Annalise said.

  I ignored her. I just stared at Douglas, stunned and horrified. “You don’t care at all, do you?” There was no more anger in my voice, no accusation, only amazement. I was building toward something terrible, and I had no idea how to stop myself.

  If I had Annalise’s strength, I would have stripped the flesh from his
bones. If I had her arsenal of spells, I would have burned him alive.

  “Ray.”

  I turned toward Annalise. Her thin, girlish voice sounded pinched. Even she had been rattled by the boy’s death. “Settle down,” she said. “They can’t remember. Something took their memory away.”

  It took a couple of seconds for that to sink in. The wave. The wave I’d felt after the boy fell apart must have hit them, too. It must have erased their memories.

  Why hadn’t it erased mine?

  Douglas was leaning back, one arm reaching toward his wife. There was a smack of metal slapping into a soft hand, and he came at me.

  I was distracted and off-balance; if he’d been faster, he would have killed me. But he wasn’t fast—he was an overweight office drone. A victim. I instinctively raised my arm to protect my head, and he slammed a tire iron onto my tattooed forearm.

  I felt no pain and barely even any pressure. Annalise was not the only one with tattoos. Like hers, mine were magic. Hers covered her entire body, but mine covered just a couple of spots, including the outside of my forearms and hands.

  Douglas thought he’d scored a winning blow. He smirked and waited for me to cringe and clutch my arm. Instead, I snatched the tire iron away from him and racked him up against the car.

  Annalise stepped up to him. “Wallet,” she said.

  He barely glanced at her. Annalise was a far greater danger to him than I was, but all of his attention was on the big, tattooed man, not the tiny woman. She had to repeat herself.

  His wife called out. “Douglas! For God’s sake, give her your wallet!”

  He produced the wallet and Annalise took it. “ ‘Douglas Benton,’ “ she read. “ ‘144 Acorn Road, Hammer Bay, Washington.’ ”

  “We don’t live there anymore.” Douglas sounded a little frantic. “We’re leaving town.”

  I shook him. “Why?”

  His mouth opened and closed several times. He couldn’t think of an answer.

  “He’s forgotten that, too,” Annalise said. She pulled a card from his wallet. It was white with a magnetic strip across the back. “Hammer Bay Toys,” she read. “This where you work?”