Attila

by William Napier

  In the centre of the room were three couches set round a low rectangular table piled high with elaborate dishes of the rarest fish and meat, fine wines and exotic eastern fruits. They were privileged indeed, the two Vandal princes. Such exquisite dishes must have come from the imperial kitchens themselves.

  There was no sign of Genseric, but Beric sat, or rather sprawled, on one of the couches, a sozzled-looking blonde with high-piled hair leaning against him. The Vandal prince wore a white silk robe belted with a golden sash, his eyes were rimmed with kohl that had begun to blur and run, and he had gold bangles on both wrists. He rolled over on the couch and smiled blearily up at the boy, raising his goblet and burping softly at him.

  ‘Comrade,’ he said, ‘drinking partner, wenching fellow, I salute you.’

  Through the darkened door of the further chamber came more squeals and giggles. Beric turned in the direction of the noise. Then he turned back again and beamed at the boy. He patted the couch next to him. ‘Come along, then. Tonight is your special night.’

  Attila went and sat down. His throat felt parched and dry but he wanted to drink nothing. He imagined cool mountain streams that caught the sunlight in droplets as they fell. And the slow-moving rivers of the steppes, the herons in the reeds, waiting with their endless ancestral patience for their prey . . .

  A plump slave-girl appeared with downcast eyes, carrying a big jug of wine. Beric held his goblet out towards her. She stopped and poured the wine, but her hand was shaking so much that she spilt a little over his hand.

  Beric stared up at her. ‘You stupid fucking bitch,’ he slurred very softly.

  The blonde beside him giggled at this witticism.

  Beric continued, ‘And so ugly too. Christ, you’re never going to get so much as a poke with a face like that, let alone a husband.’

  The blonde positively squawked with laughter.

  Beric turned and added, to Attila, ‘Even with my standards lowered by wine as they are, there’s no way I could give her one, could you?’ He looked back at the trembling slave-girl, as if in wonder. ‘Not for all the wheat in Africa.’

  The girl kept her face lowered. She didn’t look ugly to Attila. She had a round, gentle face and scared eyes.

  ‘Why are you still standing there?’ said Beric, suddenly raising his voice. ‘Go away!’

  She started with fear, but Attila interrupted and said, ‘I . . . Could I have a bit of wine, too?’ He reached out and took a goblet from the table and held it out towards her. She came over to him, her hands shaking badly, and poured the wine as carefully as she could. She had poured only a little when Attila nodded and said, ‘That’s enough. Thank you.’

  He looked up to smile at her but she was already scuttling away like a frightened animal.

  ‘You don’t say thank you to slaves, you twat,’ said Beric. ‘Sound like a peasant. Christ.’ He gave another tremendous belch. ‘Been drinking since noon.’ His mouth turned sourly down. ‘Think I’m gonna puke.’ He hawked, leant forward and spat on the floor in front of him, then settled back and grimaced. ‘Ugh,’ he said. ‘I need a bath.’

  ‘Have a bath with me, baby,’ said the blonde girl beside him.

  Beric grinned at her and, slipping one hand inside her tunic, began to gently palpate her breast. She crooned at him.

  Attila looked down in shame.

  Beric held his bulbous goblet aloft, and cried, ‘Usque ad mortem bibendum! Let us drink until death!’ looking very pleased with himself that he knew this Latin tag. Then he took a huge mouthful of red wine. Still holding it in his mouth, he lowered his lips to the girl’s now exposed breast, and dribbled it over her smooth white flesh. The blonde gasped as if in ecstasy.

  Attila kept his eyes on the floor and took a sip of wine. He had never liked the taste and he didn’t like it any more now. The food did nothing for him, either, hungry though he was. In the centre of the table was a roast swan, stuffed with a roast peacock, stuffed with a roast pheasant, stuffed with a roast partridge, stuffed with three or four tiny roast larks, laid out in the very heart of the dish as if they were in a little nest. The whole elaborate creation appeared to have been hacked into pieces with knives by the brothers, and then left uneaten.

  Why had he been commanded to dine here? He didn’t understand. Was he supposed to be seduced or something? He glanced over the big silver knives that still lay in the remains of the dish of roast swan, considering. Then he looked away.

  ‘You should eat something as well,’ said Beric. ‘You won’t get pissed so quickly then. And you’ve got something to throw up, too, if you need to - which you will soon enough, the way this party’s going to go. The two buggering Burgundian brothers are supposed to be joining us soon, and you know how they knock it back. Nothing worse than retching up a bellyful of nothing but wine. Christ.’ He ran his hand across his heavily sweating forehead. ‘I feel unusual,’ he said.

  ‘Well, hello, dear boy,’ drawled another voice from across the room. It was the older brother, Genseric.

  He was wearing a dark red robe elaborately embroidered with hunting scenes in finest gold thread, and belted so that it hung far too high on his thighs. He wore a big silver cross on a chain around his neck - the Vandals were very proud of the fact that they were Christians, regarding the religion as a badge of true civilisation and Romanitas. Genseric also had some kind of pearls or even a pearl necklace draped round his head, and he had his slim, languid arm round a girl who was giggling and looking across at Attila from under lowered eyelashes.

  ‘My,’ she said softly, ‘look at your scars. How barbaric!’ She spoke as if scars excited her.

  She was perhaps eighteen or nineteen, with wide blue eyes and very long, straight black hair. She wore bright red lipstick like a harlot on the street, and thick dark kohl round her eyes, and a white tunic which was slit right up the side of her thigh, and hung half off her shoulder, just revealing the roundness of her breasts.

  Genseric let go of his girl and flopped onto the couch opposite. ‘God’s bollocks,’ he said. ‘I’m finished.’ He leant his head back and gazed at the ceiling, and sighed, and murmured under his breath a couplet from Martial.

  ‘“Balnea, vina, Venus corrumpunt corpora nostra, Sed vitam faciunt, balnea, vina, Venus.”

  Which is to say,

  “Venus and baths and wine, they say, corrupt us, but they make life taste so sweet - wine, baths, and Venus.”’

  Then he raised his head and grinned across at Attila. ‘This is Lollia,’ he said. ‘Lollia - Attila. May the evening see you better acquainted.’ And he winked over Attila’s shoulder.

  Beric laughed and burped.

  Lollia went over to the blonde girl and started to kiss her on the lips. The girl responded drunkenly, and their lips and tongues intertwined. They ran their fingers through each other’s wigs and emitted theatrical little moans. The two Vandals looked on and grinned.

  Attila eyed the knives.

  Then Lollia detached herself, and he felt her walk round behind him. She stopped, laughing silently, perhaps. Her hands closed round his face and covered his eyes from behind. They were damp with perspiration, but he could smell her perfume, too. He felt her hair on his cheek, tickling him softly, and her lips nibbling his ear, the tip of her tongue flicking back and forth, and he pulled away and looked down, his cheeks burning with shame.

  ‘Aw, the lickle boy’s shy!’ shouted Genseric.

  ‘Don’t tell me you’ve never . . . ?’ said Beric.

  He longed to get up and go. He longed to run. But something held him back.

  Lollia was flopping down on the couch beside him, and resting her head on his shoulder. She sighed and stretched out, and her slit skirt left her legs bare up to the tops of her thighs. So bare and brown. Her toenails were painted the same colour as her lips, and her sandals were no more than delicate strips of soft leather, studded with silver, and laced almost up to her knees - which made her legs appear more naked than ever. The boy tried to look away b
ut he couldn’t.

  She reached out for a goblet of wine on the table and drank a little, then she turned to him and held the goblet to his mouth and made him drink from it, too. She forced it back between his lips, and laughed when it ran out over his chin. She set the goblet down, turned back to him and licked the wine from his chin.

  ‘Juno’s tits, I think she likes you, boy,’ drawled Genseric.

  Lollia’s hands were stroking and circling his bare knees now, sliding by slow degrees up the inside of his thighs. He pulled away abruptly and leant forward.

  ‘Aw, lickle boy shy,’ said Genseric again, watching them through red-rimmed, half-closed eyes.

  ‘Aw,’ said Lollia, even more softly. She caressed his hair and trailed her fingertips down the side of his neck. He felt a scintillating thrill run up his spine and his skin broke out in goosebumps. He imagined cool mountain streams that caught the sunlight in—

  He pushed her away again. Lollia sniffed crossly.

  ‘Maybe you’d prefer something more like what the Huns are supposed to,’ slurred Beric, grinning stupidly at him.

  Attila glared at him furiously.

  ‘And what’s that?’ asked Lollia.

  ‘A horse!’ cried Beric.

  The three of them, Lollia and the two brothers, found this hysterically funny. The blonde girl had fallen asleep now, pinkish saliva dribbling from the corner of her mouth and onto the fine silk covering of the couch.

  Beric prodded her harshly. ‘Oi, wake up you stupid tart, we’re not paying you to sleep.’

  But the girl slept on.

  ‘You know nothing about the Huns!’ hissed Attila. He could feel his blood pumping furiously. But no one was listening to him.

  ‘And they tie up the horse’s back legs first, so it won’t kick!’ shouted Beric.

  ‘Oh, that’s how you do it, is it?’ laughed Lollia. ‘I must remember next time. I got awfully bruised in the stables only last week.’

  ‘Then they roll it on its back,’ said Genseric, ‘and they’re away - these funny little yellow men, pumping away between the huge thighs of their favourite mare, like Cupid giving one to his mummy, Venus.’

  ‘It’s true - I’ve seen pictures of it,’ declared Beric.

  They almost choked with laughter.

  When the hilarity finally subsided, Beric collapsed into the couch. Lollia turned back to the angry boy by her side and began to whisper sweet nothings in his ear. His fists were bunched but he managed not to strike her. And after a few moments, even against his iron will, he began to relax again. Her warm fingers began to sidle up his thighs and under the hem of his tunic. And this time, although he hated her, hated them all with a fury - he couldn’t stir, but only close his eyes. The wine was beginning to make his heart beat faster and faster, as if he were running. He felt unable to move. Then he felt where her soft hand had reached to, and he gasped.

  ‘Ganymede’s arsehole,’ added Beric, ‘I think she really likes you.’

  The boy closed his eyes.

  ‘Talking of Ganymede and his delectable . . . you know what,’ said Genseric.

  Attila opened his eyes and saw the two brothers exchanging leery looks, and Genseric nodding towards the darkened chamber at the far end of the room.

  ‘Right you are,’ guffawed Beric, staggering to his feet and draining his goblet of wine. ‘Hold on to your ears, boys. I’m a-coming in!’

  A few moments later, Lollia took Attila’s hand a little more firmly and pulled him to his feet.

  ‘Let’s go back there too,’ she murmured.

  Bewildered and thrilled and terrified, he allowed himself to be pulled over towards the darkened chamber. ‘But, but . . . Aren’t . . . I mean, isn’t Beric already . . . ?’

  But the girl just glanced back at him, and smiled wickedly at him from under her long black eyelashes. ‘The more the merrier,’ she said.

  They were at the doorway of the chamber. At first he could see nothing in the gloom. He felt Lollia’s arm round his waist, and she turned to him and he felt her warm breath against his ear. ‘Can you see what I can see?’ she purred. ‘Can you see what wicked things are going on in there? I bet you like to watch. I know I do.’

  But he was more agitated now. For inside the chamber he could see that there was nothing but one huge bed, and on the bed he could dimly discern shapes moving about. As his eyes became accustomed to the darkness, he saw that there were two more girls upon the bed, both of them naked, and making soft noises to each other, and taking it in turns to kiss Beric, who had disrobed as well. But although Beric was taking it in turns to kiss each of the naked girls, Attila could see that there was another figure underneath him as well. And then he realised to his horror that the fourth figure was also a boy, his face pressed down into the bed, and wearing nothing but a gold chain round his waist, and pearl bracelets around his ankles. Like a girl. Like a helpless slavegirl, dressed by her leering master. The boy on the bed raised his head and glanced up from under his horrible, cheap wig of flaxen curls, which they had made him wear so that he would look like Ganymede, and Attila saw how young he was . . .

  ‘No!’ he cried, pulling violently away from Lollia.

  ‘Honey,’ she said, losing her sensuous purr, ‘what—’

  ‘Get off me!’

  He started to run back towards the door, but Genseric had lurched to his feet, laughing hysterically, and was standing in front of the door, blocking his exit.

  ‘Aw, lickle boy don’t like it? Lickle boy too young!’

  Attila stopped in front of him, his eyes flashing furiously. ‘Let me out.’

  Genseric shook his head sadly. ‘Not allowed. By order of the Princess Galla herself.’

  ‘Princess Galla didn’t order that,’ spat the boy, gesturing towards the darkened chamber.

  The Vandal prince raised a sardonic eyebrow. ‘Is that a fact?’ And he began to laugh out loud again. ‘Is that a fucking fact?’

  Behind him, he could hear the laughter of Lollia as well.

  ‘I have always thought,’ said Genseric, resuming his languid tone, ‘that the princess’s greatest strength is that she understands human nature so very well. Don’t you think, my darling?’

  Lollia had reappeared by Genseric’s side, and he put his arm round her. They began to kiss again, in full view of Attila, each of them watching him out of the corners of their eyes, and smiling through their kisses.

  ‘You’re disgusting,’ said Attila quietly. ‘You’re just slaves of the Romans. You’re just monkeys in a cage.’

  Genseric pulled back from Lollia and grinned. ‘Yeah, whatever - but look what they’ve given us in return. What a cage! What playmates! And this one, in particular - my beloved Livia—’

  ‘Lollia,’ said Lollia.

  ‘Lollia, sorry,’ drawled Genseric, pulling her towards him again, his hand sliding up under the back of her tunic and caressing her bare buttocks. ‘This one really is the most delectably filthy-minded little whore you could ever wish to meet. I tell you, she could really teach you some things - things you’d never dream of.’

  Slowly and languidly they began to kiss again.

  But they stopped abruptly when Attila put his head down and ran full tilt into Genseric’s stomach. The air whooshed audibly from his lungs, and he fell to one side, gasping. Lollia gave a little scream. Then she reached out and tried to grab the boy by his hair, but he was too quick and too sober for her. He ducked under her snatching fist, hauled open the heavy oak doors of the apartment and ran out into the courtyard. The last things he heard as he fled, towards his small, silent, oil-lit chamber, were Lollia swearing foully and Genseric vomiting onto the marble floor.

  He stopped by a water-fountain where a slave was rinsing out a jug. The long summer day was now almost dusk. It was about the sixteenth hour since dawn.

  ‘Cup,’ gasped Attila.

  The slave shook his head.

  So he grabbed the jug from him and drank deeply. It was no cool mountain stream, bu
t at least it was water, and it calmed him. He thrust the jug back into the slave’s hands and wiped his mouth.

  ‘Frightening, isn’t it?’ whispered the slave.

  In ordinary circumstances, a slave was strictly forbidden to address anyone unless first addressed himself. But circumstances were far from ordinary.

  Attila frowned. ‘I’m not frightened,’ he said haughtily. ‘Just disgusted.’

  It was the slave’s turn to frown.

  Attila waved towards the princes’ chambers. ‘Some of the other hostages I’m supposed to mix with,’ he said. ‘Scum.’