The Chosen sdotc-1

by Ricardo Pinto

  'Here.' He offered Carnelian another bead to feel. This bead marks the beginning of a section and can be used to move accurately and rapidly backwards and forwards along the cord.' The boy pointed down to Carnelian's feet. 'You can respool the cord with that treadle.' Carnelian could see nothing, so he felt around with his toes until he found a plate. As he pushed, it gave way and the reel beside him turned a little, sighing some beads through the boy's hands.

  'Here, take it.' The boy gave the loops of beadcord to Carnelian who pushed down with his heel then with his toe, and as he did so felt the cord spitting out of his grasp as it wound onto the reel.

  'It is like a spinning wheel,' Carnelian whispered, smiling.

  The boy nodded, all the time watching the reel. Reaching forward, he closed his hand over Carnelian's, lifting and dropping it in a smooth rhythm. 'Move it up and down so that it winds back evenly.' He examined the reel. 'If it is done untidily, a Sapient would know that someone unauthorized had been reading it.'

  The soft warmth of the boy's hand contrasted with a hardness at its edge. As the boy took his hand away, Carnelian saw the blood-ring. He had thought him too young to have one.

  The bones of the beadcord,' the boy whispered, once the cord was again taut and Carnelian had hold of nothing but its end, 'are the syllable beads.' He found some examples. Carnelian tried to memorize their shapes as the boy sounded them for him. 'Any text could be coded just with these, but perhaps to speed up reading – though I suspect more for secrecy – many words are represented by a single, special bead.'

  'Like glyphs,' whispered Carnelian.

  'Very much like glyphs. I have chosen this reel because it is composed mostly of syllabic beads. You must learn these before you progress on to the more esoteric ones.'

  'Were you taught the beadcord by the Wise?'

  The boy smiled enigmatically. 'You think that likely?'

  Carnelian shrugged.

  'Well, I taught myself.'

  They allow this?'

  The boy looked up at him with raptor eyes. They cannot forbid what they do not know. It is one of the arts the Wise keep jealously to themselves.' He rotated his hand to take in the surrounding gloom. 'I have counted more than six twenties of these chambers. Each has an average of twenty benches. Each bench can hold two dozen reels on its spindles. There is enough beadcord here to weave a garment that would clothe Osrakum's crater.'

  Carnelian touched the reel. 'Each of these is a book?'

  The boy wavered his hand. Three or four together can form a book. In contrast, a single reel can contain a dozen reports.'

  Carnelian tried to imagine it all. 'A vast accumulation,' he sighed.

  The exquisite distillation of millennia of dreaming and analysis.'

  'And you can read all of it?'

  The boy shook his head. 'If only I could. Much is hidden from me. This blind reading is a deep art. Some of the beadcord is as smooth as a snake.' He displayed his finger ends. These ten are like the eyes of fish in a muddy pool. The eight of the Wise see further than eagles. I have read a reel claiming that only the blind can see past the bright, false and shifting mirages of our mortal world into the immortal and immutable truth of the divine. It is said that the Wise do not only see what has been but what is yet to be. As in the glyph that represents them, they look over their left shoulder into prophecy.'

  'Are they born blind?'

  'No. At first they are like you and me, though of imperfect blood. They rise up from the flesh tithe that the Wise themselves impose upon the impure, marumaga children of the Great. After gelding, the candidates begin their studies in the Labyrinth. Those with winged minds soar up into the rarefied regions of the Wisdom. At every height there are those who can climb no further. Failing, they fall. They become the quaestors, the higher ammonites, the eunuchs of the forbidden house.'

  'Blinding seems a poor reward for such a struggle. I had thought it punishment.'

  'You are not completely wrong. The mutilations were imposed long ago when one of the Wise betrayed his trust. The imperial Commonwealth has her foundation in their silence.'

  They are mute?'

  They have only a single sense. Touch.'

  'Surely they can taste and smell.'

  The boy shrugged. 'It is rumoured that they retain a faint capacity to taste bitterness. That aside, they are in our world only by their skin. When they have achieved the highest wisdom that is allowed to those with eyes and ears, they are locked away. Each eye is sliced out like a stone from a peach. The red spirals of their hearing are cored from their heads and the fleshy shells shorn off. Caustic inhalations burn away their smelling and afterwards the useless meat of their nose is discarded. Their tongues are drawn out and harvested like the saffrons of a crocus. Once his mutilations are complete, a Sapient is left only feet and hands as the primary organs of his perception. Remote from seductive sensation, they can be entrusted with the deeper secrets. In the caverns of their cool uncluttered minds they are made capable of measuring the currents of our vast world minutely.'

  They have their homunculi,' whispered Carnelian, seeking some salve for his pity, his revulsion.

  The boy nodded. 'For each Sapient, his own, unique homunculus is a bridge into the outer world that if once removed leaves him as isolated as a rock in the midst of the sea.'

  Carnelian looked off, understanding. 'No treasure chamber could be made more secure.'

  The boy gazed at him, then snapped his eyes away to look at the beads. 'I thought you wanted to learn touch reading.'

  Carnelian flinched at the harshness in the boy's voice. He took the beads and, slowly, they continued to work through the bead shapes. Concentrate as hard as he could, he still had to go back many times. His fingers became as raw as his mind, but the boy was relentless and Carnelian swallowed his complaints.

  At last, the boy moved to the lantern and closed its shutter. For a while Carnelian could still see him standing there, but with each blink, his ghost image dimmed until Carnelian was in perfect darkness.

  'Why…?' he whispered.

  'Here in the library, darkness is the beginning of true seeing.'

  Carnelian fumbled on through his lesson, coaxing words from the beads till he began to hear them speaking in his mind as if the beads were calling up through his hollow fingers.

  The lesson is at an end,' said the darkness.

  Carnelian was in a dream. As his fingers lost hold of the beads their voices went silent in his mind. 'But I have learnt so little,' he whispered.

  'You can learn more, tomorrow. Wind the cord.'

  When he pushed the treadle it gave an alarming rattle. Carnelian stopped.

  'Why have you stopped?' whispered the dark.

  The noise…'

  'Our voices and not the treadle are alien here.'

  Carnelian worked the treadle until he felt the end of the beadcord in his hand. Something brushed his finger and the cord was gone. He heard the reel being replaced on its spindle and then the other two being slipped down over it.

  Carnelian felt another's skin link its warmth to his.

  Take my hand’ whispered the boy.

  Carnelian closed his fingers over the hand as carefully as if it were a throat. The lantern…?'

  'I have it,' whispered the boy, firming the grip.

  Carnelian was pulled off the chair. He became a ship being towed through a starless night. At first his steps were tentative, anticipating collision, but after a while they grew confident in the boy's impossible ability to see in blackness. Their footfalls dulled as they passed each archway and swelled again towards the centre of each new chamber.

  The boy loosed his grip. Carnelian felt adrift, frightened. The lantern flared to life. He hid his eyes until he could bear it. With his free hand, the boy opened the silver door. Carnelian followed him out into the round hall. The boy held out the lantern and Carnelian took it.

  The same time tomorrow?' Carnelian said quickly, as the boy turned away.

 
; The boy looked back, nodded.

  'I am Suth Carnelian,' Carnelian said before the boy could turn away again.

  The boy gazed into the distance. Carnelian could see his reluctance to give up his name. 'I am of the House of the Masks,' the boy said at last.

  They looked at each other, Carnelian willing him to say his birth name. The boy lowered his eyes. What shame was there in coming from the God Emperor's own House? Unless…? It came to Carnelian then. He realized whence the resemblance that had been nagging him came. He looked at the boy's face and imagined another identical beside it, sybling-joined. The likeness to the Lords Hanus was unmistakable.

  'You have a twin?' Carnelian asked, letting the boy know that he knew what he was and did not mind.

  The boy looked up. He raised an eyebrow. 'I do.'

  Carnelian pushed warmth out into a smile. Although the boy was an unjoined sybling, his blood-ring proved that he was Chosen. His behaviour suggested that he was ashamed of his low blood-rank. In spite of being fathered by the Cods, his concubine mother must have badly tainted his blood.

  'Can you not guess what my name is, then?' the boy said, both his eyebrows rising.

  Carnelian shook his head, frowned. 'Should I?'

  A slow smile spread over the boy's face. 'I am Osidian.'

  'I am honoured to know you, Osidian.' Carnelian was glad that he was free of the blood pride that might have made him keep his distance from the boy.

  Tomorrow, then,' Osidian said.

  Tomorrow… Osidian.'

  The boy went back through the door, and as he closed it behind him he healed the cut in the moon's eye.

  The next morning, Osidian was waiting for Carnelian as he had promised. The boy said nothing as he led Carnelian into the Library of the Wise. The lantern light revealed the rich jewel seams of the beadcord as they moved through the chamber. At last they stopped at a beadcord chair. Again, Osidian urged him to sit down and going off came back with a reel that, in the dark, with his help, Carnelian began to read.

  First they revised the syllabic beads but quickly moved on to more complex ones. Fluted spheres like coriander seeds. Glossy shapes like beetles. Beads with the texture of cold skin that Carnelian guessed were amber, others he knew were metal by the way they drew warmth from his fingers. Pumice, rough but floatingfy light. Wood, waxed and unwaxed. Each was a word, an idea. Fumbling them, Carnelian was reminded of learning his glyphs. Haltingly he whispered each bead's meaning. Whenever he stopped, Osidian's fingers would take the bead from him, and read it. Sometimes, Osidian would run his fingers back along the beadcord to find one they had read earlier and, squeezing it into Carnelian's fingers, would point out the similarities in shape or texture that reflected a similarity in their meanings. Thus, Carnelian discovered that each bead that represented a creature had a pimple head. That smooth curving often implied liquid; lightness, air; corners, something made by craft. The same shape with different temperatures often determined a spectrum of emotion.

  Bead by bead, a story began to unspool in Carnelian's mind. Obsidian-faced, a God Emperor issued forth from Osrakum, riding in some fabled chariot of iron so huge it was honeycombed with chambers. With towered huimur They had gone southwards across the Guarded Land. Every being They saw They slew, being the incarnation of the Black One, the Plague Breathing, the Lord of Death.

  'This is a story?' he whispered.

  'History,' hissed Osidian. 'Read on.'

  The annal continued. Somewhere along the southern edge of the Ringwall, the Gods descended with Their host. Down to a vast plain teeming with life. Carnelian could see herds shoaling like fish. Through this crowding flesh the Chosen host cut a swathe till the earth had been stained as red as the Guarded Land. Barbarian cities, rude, enclosed with wooden walls. The Gods' black tide lapped their ditches, igniting the palisades like the dawning sun. Carnelian bit his lip anxious for the next bead, impatient with himself when he could not find its meaning. As each squeezed like a pip through his fingers, he felt the earth shake, he was as blinded by the huimur flame-pipes as the barbarians. The beads let him look down from the vantage point of a huimur tower and watch the barbarians flee before their fire. Remembering the ants Aurum had torched on the road, Carnelian shuddered. Huts and children trampled by thunder. Their world turned to ash. The Gods swept, unsated, seeking new victims beyond the smoke-clogged horizon.

  Osidian brought him other reels. More campaigns. They studied the dates. The days they spoke of were more than a thousand years dead.

  'So much carnage,' Carnelian said at last. The beads were becoming shapeless, their voices muffled.

  'Even barbarians cannot be brought under a yoke by persuasion,' said Osidian. 'Anciently, they were proud. We broke their will with terror. Once, through fear of the Twin Gods, all the world paid us tribute.'

  'Of children?' Carnelian asked, bringing his knees up to his chest, hugging them, seeing Ebeny.

  'Not just children, all the fruits of the Three Lands.'

  'Is this necessary?'

  'If beasts are allowed to come into a garden will they not trample it?'

  Carnelian forced himself to consider this.

  'Do you wish to read more?'

  'No. My fingers can no longer hear the beads.'

  'Perhaps it is best. My blood afflicts me.'

  'It burns?' asked Carnelian.

  'In my bones.'

  Carnelian worried that he had never felt it. 'Rewind the cord.'

  Carnelian slipped his feet down to the treadle. There was a rattle and a quivering in the chair and then silence. He waited. He could hear nothing. His eyes were making shapes in the dark.

  'Come, I will take you back to the door.'

  The voice speaking suddenly beside Carnelian made him start. He grew angry. 'How do you see in the dark?'

  'See?'

  'You find your way-'

  The darkness chuckled. There was a fumbling. Sudden light daggered Carnelian's eyes and made him wince. 'You could have warned me.'

  'Sssh!'

  Carnelian saw Osidian's eyes were the purest jade.

  Take off your shoes, he signed.

  What? Carnelian chopped back.

  'If my Lord pleases, his shoes…'

  Grumbling, Carnelian stooped and took them off.

  Osidian urged him off the chair. The light receded as he walked away, backwards, still hooking his finger at Carnelian to follow.

  Carnelian did so, grinding his teeth, wanting to hit him.

  And?

  Carnelian opened his hands, not understanding.

  Your feet. Do you feel nothing under your feet?

  Carnelian became aware the floor was textured. He looked down, crouched. Bring the light closer, he signed. As the floor brightened, he saw it was carved. He touched the embossed surfaces. Osidian's white hand strayed across some patterns.

  'All of these are paths,' he whispered. 'You follow them with your feet. North Door, South Door.' He stroked one pattern after another. 'East Door, West.' Still crouching, he rocked himself a little way off and pointed down. Carnelian followed his finger, touched the eye carved into the floor.

  The path to the moon-eyed door.'

  'Exactly.' Osidian stood up. 'Will my Lord care to try for himself, this seeing in the dark?'

  Carnelian straightened, smiling even as the light went out. He found the eye with his toe. He took a step and after sliding his foot around a bit found another eye. He took another step.

  'Like stepping stones,' he muttered, finding the measure of the stride that took him smoothly from one eye to the next.

  He followed the path, at first certain that he was about to walk into a bench or a wall. After a while he grew more confident and soon was moving comfortably through the darkness.

  He seemed to have been walking for ever when suddenly he stepped forward and there was no eye under his foot. He stopped and Osidian walked into him. Carnelian clutched him to avoid falling. The body under his fingers was like wood. He could sm
ell Osidian's skin. 'My Lord, forgive me.' He stepped back.

  'Hide your eyes,' Osidian said.

  Light flared. Carnelian squinted till his eyes were able to see again. Looking round, he saw they were standing near the silver door. He began putting on his shoes.

  'Will you come again?' Osidian asked.

  Carnelian looked up at him, nodded.

  As he walked back, Carnelian caught a scent coming off his shoulder that he recognized was Osidian's.

  Carnelian smiled when he saw Osidian waiting for him.

  'Will we be able to go together in darkness?' he asked.

  Osidian shook his head. He pointed at the floor. 'Which path would you follow?'

  Carnelian looked. The stone was as marked with trails as mud at a market.

  There are paths here leading to various points in the library but none going to the chamber I want to go to.'

  Carnelian deflated. Then one must know where the chamber lies in the library maze?'

  Osidian lifted his hand in the affirmative. 'A labyrinth can be a better defence than the strongest gate. Still, we can go through the darkness like children.' He offered Carnelian his hand.

  Carnelian looked at it, embarrassed, shook his head. 'It would be easier to use the lantern.'

  Osidian took back his hand and frowned. 'As you will.' He strode off stiff-shouldered.

  Cursing himself, Carnelian followed.

  All that day Carnelian read the annals of God Emperors whose column sepulchres, Osidian told him, were some of the first put up in the Labyrinth. Carnelian came to realize that once the Labyrinth had been only a processional way. He was reading faster and hardly had to ask Osidian to help him.

  Later, when he had grown weary of the interminable descriptions of conquest, he told the darkness that he wanted to leave. He found Osidian's hands as they fumbled with the lantern and gripped them. There is no need for light, no need for you to come. I will make my way back to the door myself.'

  'And tomorrow?' said the darkness.

  Carnelian felt as if he were in a dream haunted by the voice in the beads.