Neveryona

by Delany, Samuel R.

  ‘I’ve heard it has to do with finding where you are by the stars … But I don’t really know how it – ’

  ‘Neither do I.’ Ardra handed Pryn the bottom disk. Etched on bronze was the twisted suggestion of an involuted coast. Measurement lines gridded it. Contour lines wound on it it. Pryn glanced between the columns again. Certainly the scribed lines might indicate such an inlet it’s a map of the area here … ?’

  ‘Can you tell which side of the coastline is water and which side is land?’ Working the other disks apart, Ardra glanced over. ‘I can’t.’

  Pryn looked again at the greenish metal and watched what she’d assumed inlets become peninsulas – and peninsulas become inlets!

  In the doorway, the slave unfolded one arm, reached up, and rubbed his earlobe vigorously between thumb and forefinger, then folded his arm again.

  ‘The rhet here – that’s what this disk is called,’ which wasn’t really a true disk but a spidery filigree cleanly cut from one, with a center hole for the bolt, and many little points, juttings, and curvings, in each of which was itself a small hole, ‘ – is the “stars” part.’ Ardra held it up. The holes – they’re the stars that hang in the sky over the map.’ The sun put the rhet’s involuted shadow half on the rock wall and half on some parchment hanging there. ‘You hold it.’

  Pryn took it, while Ardra went scrambling through things his stepfather had moved away.

  The curlicued shadow, a bright dot in the tip of each curl, moved on the stone as Pryn looked at what the boy pawed through.

  Ardra picked up a gray block, spat on it, took the marking stick from the shell, and rubbed its point on the wet spot. ‘Ink …’ He spat again, rubbed the point some more. Gray turned black. ‘Now hold the rhet up – no, over here.’ He moved Pryn’s wrist so that the shadow was entirely on the parchment, then turned to the earl. ‘Is it all right if I use the corner of this piece … ?’

  ‘I would rather you wouldn’t …’ The earl looked up at the inscription in still another unknown script that filled most of the parchment’s top half. ‘But then, I suppose it’s all right, really. Go on.’

  Ardra turned back to Pryn. ‘Hold it very still.’ With the inking stick clumsily in his fist, he leaned across the counter and placed a black dot on the parchment at one of the luminous pinpoints, then at another – he moved his own curly head aside from where its frizzy shadow obscured the rhet’s – and at another. ‘These are the stars. Do you know the patterns stars make at night and the names the sailors give to them?’

  There had been times, during her journey south, when Pryn had gone a little ways apart from her campfire to look up at the night, when she had thought, as do all such travelers, that between her changing days the stars’ array was her one permanence. She’d even thought to spend more time looking at them, to familiarize herself with them, to try and write down what she saw in them and the patterns they made; but, as so frequently happens with such travelers, what was illuminated in the immediate sphere of her own fire had finally reclaimed her interest. ‘No …’ Pryn blinked.

  ‘Don’t jiggle!’

  ‘… No, I don’t know them. Not really.’

  ‘Me neither.’ Ardra finished placing his last black ‘star’ within its tiny halo. There … You can put it down.’

  Curlicues of light and shadow slid down the parchment. Black ‘stars’ remained.

  Pryn lay the rhet among the loose disks.

  ‘Can you see the pictures such stars as these might make on the sky?’ Ardra leaned over the counter again and drew a line between two dots; and two more. ‘Is that right …?’ He glanced back over his shoulder.

  The earl nodded.

  ‘That’s the part I thought he wouldn’t remember,’ Jenta said.

  Without unfolding his arms, the slave turned to rub his chin back and forth on his shoulder – for the tickling of the gnats swarming just outside the door in the damp crevice.

  Pryn looked at the parchment again.

  Ardra had connected one set of stars all to a single star above them; he was making a similar pattern beside it. More black stars on the tan ‘sky’ speckled down between the two spined wing shapes. The trajectories of the rhet’s curlicues and filigrees had obscured the pattern Ardra now traced. The boy marked an angular line down from a kind of beak, to a neck, to a body that joined both flared wings.

  it’s a dragon … !’ Pryn said.

  ‘Yep!’ Ardra connected the ‘stars’ that formed the beast’s curving tail. ‘It’s the constellation Gauine, the Great Sea Dragon, that rears aloft in the night, guarding Mad Olin’s treasure at Neveryóna. Have you ever looked up at the unchanging stars and seen her among them?’

  ‘I’m not … sure. My aunt, when I was a little girl, sometimes took me outside at night and pointed out some constellations. But she said people saw different ones in different parts of the country. And I never could remember their names, anyway, so I don’t know if – ’

  ‘I haven’t seen her,’ Ardra said. ‘You haven’t seen her either. Because there aren’t any such stars, at least none in this pattern. The holes are set to suggest any number of southern constellations, so that a northerner who’s seen the sky maps southern sailors make might think this one is from our region. But there’s no constellation – north or south – it actually and accurately represents.’

  Lavik said: ‘I didn’t think he would remember that!’

  ‘You could look for it all night long, at any time of the year, in any part of …’ Once more Ardra glanced at his stepfather – who nodded him on (and Pryn realized she was listening to a recitation). ‘… part of the world, as the unchanging heavens circle and tilt through the night and the year, and still you’d never find it. It doesn’t exist. That’s why these stars are “different.” And I …’ Ardra faltered again. He put down the stick. His shoulders drooped; his gaze, then his smudged fingers, fell among the disassembled astrolabe. ‘… I don’t remember about this next part.’

  It had formed the top layer, a disk from which two opposing semi-circles had been cut, so that what remained was just a flat ring with a band left across its center, in the middle of which was the hole for the bolt. About the rim were inscribed the signs that had identified it with this odd local writing which, Pryn reflected, must have no need of capitals.

  The earl took it from his stepson’s hand, held it up, turned it. A ring of shadow collapsed and opened over the angular dragon. ‘But I’m sure our guest can see for herself …’ He handed it to Pryn.

  Taking it, Pryn looked at the markings on the metal that had formed the astrolabe’s rim. ‘They’re Belham’s signs for numbers, but what numbers I don’t – ?’

  ‘That’s precisely what they are,’ the earl said. ‘More to the point, they are no more.’ With his forefinger he reached over to indicate a sign on the bronze. ‘ “One – ” ’ His finger moved on – ‘ “Two – ” ’ and on – ‘ “Four – ” ’ and on – ‘ “Eight – ” ’ and on – ‘ “Sixteen – ” ’ and on – ‘ “Thirty-two – ” ’ and on – ‘ “Sixty-four,” and so on, about the circle. A circle of numbers counting nothing. That’s all.’

  ‘I’ll put it back together now!’ Ardra pushed between them, taking the circle from Pryn, reaching to pull the other disks together across the counter.

  ‘Ardra – !’ the earl said.

  ‘I’m sorry. I’m going to put it back together now.’ He blinked at Pryn. ‘Is that all right?’

  Pryn nodded.

  ‘So you see – ’ the earl stepped from the counter – ‘your astrolabe, as a sign in a system of signs – ’

  Behind Pryn, Ardra said: ‘It’s a map of a non-existent coast under an imaginary constellation on an impossible sky in – ’ he grunted, twisting something – ‘the middle of a ring of meaningless numbers. That’s why it’s powerful. That’s why it’s magic.’

  ‘Now I hope you see,’ the earl said, ‘what your astrolabe is not: It is not a tool to perform a job; it is not a key
to open a lock; it is not a map to guide you to the treasure; it is not a coded message to be deciphered; it is not a container of secret meanings that can be opened and revealed by some other, different tool, different key, different code, different map. It’s an artfully constructed part of an artfully constructed engine that, by the maneuvering of meanings, holds open a space from which certain meanings are forever excluded, are always absent. That alone is what allows it to function – to work, if you insist on the language of the brewery – in the greater system.’

  ‘Like a great castle with no lord in it,’ Lavik said.

  ‘Or a monastery from which the powerful priests have all gone,’ said Jenta.

  ‘Or the Liberator’s headquarters – ’ Pryn looked about the chamber – ‘in Neveryóna.’

  The earl frowned.

  Just then Ardra stepped around Pryn. ‘Here you are.’ Reassembled, the astrolabe hung from its chain.

  ‘That’s really very good, Ardra,’ Jenta said. ‘That’s very good.’

  ‘Your astrolabe functions in the system in its particular way,’ the earl went on, ‘because that is the way, finally, all signs function.’

  Ardra put the chain over Pryn’s head – which surprised her, because she’d intended to take it back herself. ‘I never understood that part, either.’ The boy stepped back.

  With some frustration, the earl turned to the parchment on which Belham’s numbers were written in that strange script. ‘Take Belham’s sign “one.” Excluded from what it can mean are “two,” “three,” “four,” “five” “six,” or “twenty-two-divided-by-seven” …’

  “Whereas it can mean an apple, a pear, a kumquat, a great castle, a lord, or even one other number,’ Lavik said. ‘They’re not excluded.’

  ‘What is excluded from it – ’ the earl lowered his hand – ‘what it is empty of, alone, is what makes it meaningful. Ardra, why are you up here anyway?’

  ‘Oh.’ The boy blinked. ‘Well, I … I brought a message. From mother.’ He looked at the doorway.

  The slave waited.

  The earl, Jenta, and Lavik looked too – and Pryn had a suspicion they hadn’t even seen the man till now.

  ‘Oh, you brought a message. Well,’ the earl said. ‘What does the Lady Nyergrinkuga say?’

  ‘My lord,’ the slave answered (Pryn was surprised at the voice, which was somehow shriller than she’d expected), ‘the lady says that dinner is ready.’

  ‘Dinner is ready,’ the earl repeated. ‘Oh. Thank you, Ardra. You may go – ’ this to the slave, who unfolded his arms, touched the back of his fist to his forehead, turned from the doorway, and hurried down. ‘Why don’t we all go down, then? Shall we?’

  Jenta walked up to Pryn and put his arm around her shoulder in a way that for a moment felt comfortable and made her smile with the memory of the way the earl or Madame Keyne had been with the workers, but, a moment later, as they followed Ardra out through the door into the crevice steps, became, through its uncertainty of lightness and pressure, a man touching a woman – which, Pryn thought, had it been Inige rather than this hairy, affable, eldest son, would have been acceptable. Then, because of the narrowness of the crevice, his hand fell away; Jenta fell behind. Pryn glanced back to see the earl’s cloak open as the little man descended after Lavik. Pryn hurried down, away from the tickling of the almost invisible gnats, to the sunlight below.

  ‘Myself, I suspect it’s a kind of madness: the madness that makes one repeat whatever one is trained to repeat. Do you agree?’ Inige asked from his couch beneath the brace of lamps. ‘Common sense says all the workers would need to do is demand ownership, and Rorkar certainly couldn’t oppose them. Nevertheless, Yrnik comes in every morning and opens the brewery – whether Rorkar sleeps on the hill or no. Of course, the truth is that father’s soldiers used to be called in, when, occasionally, the workers did try to take over. That ill-remembered association is the real bond between father and the peasant businessmen around here. Somehow, though, as father’s soldiers drifted away, the rebellions ceased. The workers who do remember them have somehow got it confused, so that, when they talk about them today, it’s the lack of soldiers – today – that makes rebellion unnecessary. And I’m sure no one talks to Yrnik about the men and women who held his job previously that father and Rorkar together ruined or removed or obliterated as thanks for their desire to better the lot of those around them. But that’s the sort of thing Belham’s language can’t write of; and no one has yet cared to write them in the new script.’

  ‘Nor does anyone here care to talk about it,’ said the earl.

  ‘Is that what they teach you in the north is proper dinner conversation?’ Tritty asked. ‘Really. You know,’ she turned back to Pryn, ‘Queen Olin, whom you were discussing with my husband, was often a guest here – at least in his Lordship’s father’s day.’ On her couch, she turned to the earl. ‘Or was it your father’s father’s?’

  ‘You know, I was never really sure.’ The earl reached from his couch to a tray, passing in the hands of a slave, piled with sliced and peeled kiwis, a fruit of which Pryn had never even heard before that evening. ‘It is hard to keep the past organized. And when the past is disorganized, the present is … well, as you see it: all barbaric splendor – and misery. But as long as I can keep clear the principles by which the present orders itself, I suppose that’s why I stay one of the most powerful of the remaining, real barbarian princes – “Earl” is the title the northern aristocracy has granted us. But the fine points of such terminology have never troubled me.’

  Lying on her back, Petal reached for unseen heights with, alternately, toes and fingers.

  ‘My father is prince of one of the Seven Clans.’ Sitting on the floor by her own couch, Lavik gently shook the baby’s foot. ‘The Dragon Clan, actually.’

  Suddenly Petal, with a great rock, almost turned over.

  ‘ – which hasn’t existed as a clan,’ Inige added from his own couch, ‘for more than a hundred years … which, I suspect, is what they’ve been saying in these parts for at least five hundred.’ He dropped a handful of tiny bird bones he’d collected in his palm into a dish on the carpet with all the other bird bones. ‘But that’s the way in a world without history. And that, as the lawyers in the north with whom I shall go back to study in the fall all tell me, is what makes us, here in the south, barbarians!’ He laughed.

  So did the others.

  Pryn wondered how one got to study with a lawyer – and wiped her fingers, which she could not bring herself to suck as they did of all the various food juices, on the brocade over the edge of the couch she had been given. For the third time she caught Ardra staring with a gaze that could as easily have masked astonishment as desire or loathing. Certainly she could see nothing wrong with her wipings, but within the blank look from the adopted son (a look that the others might simply have been too polite for), it was too easy to inscribe, along with desire in its positive or negative form, starkest disapproval. Her hand went back to her stomach, then behind her neck to scratch at the chain, then to her hip, then to the couch edge again – as if to work loose from the compass of his wide, wet eyes.

  Her other elbow, propped on the embroidered bolster, was getting sore. Pryn shifted her position and wondered what she might eat now.

  ‘But we’re at it again.’ From her couch, Tritty ladled dark gravy over an impressive roast on a tray held by a young, white-collared woman with very wide shoulders, who took the meat off to a side table where an older man, with the same white collar, waited, carving knives poised i want to know where our guest has been, what she’s seen, what’s fascinated her most on her travels!’

  ‘Yes,’ Jenta said. ‘Where have you been? What have you done?’

  ‘What has fascinated you about it?’ Lavik pulled the infant into her lap; the little creature curled up, closed her eyes, and began an infantile snore.

  Pryn pushed herself further up, suffused again with pride at being the focus of such a gathering. ‘W
hat I have been fascinated most by, in all my travels – indeed, what I began my travels with, caught up between its beating wings and flung out under the sun by it, to land wherever I might and make my way from there with only its chance trajectory for guide – indeed, what I love to observe, to gaze down into and explore its subterranean workings, is … power!’

  The earl’s family listened, smiling – approving, Pryn decided.

  ‘It’s been an education,’ she went on, ‘finding the various places where it … writes – ’ she could think of no other word – ‘its passage, its process, its however fleeting presence.’

  ‘And where,’ Jenta asked from his side of the room, ‘have you been observing all this power?’

  ‘All over!’ Pryn declared. ‘It’s inscribed as clearly in the stone carvings above your mantel there – where some person must have hammered and pounded and chipped the stone to chisel it to shape – as it is in Old Rorkar’s oldest – ’ she started to say ‘slave bench,’ but because a slave passed between them, said, ‘beer barrel, whose staves someone must have shaved down and whose edges someone must have pitched together and whose bindings someone must have tied on with wet rope so that it would shrink dry!’ She looked about again, wondering if, indeed, the barrel makers here were the same women who made rope-bound barrels in fabled Ellamon. ‘Where I got a chance to observe it most closely, I think, was in the city.’ (The expectant smiles of her country listeners did not change.) ‘In Kolhari. There I fought along with the Liberator against the intrigues and conspiracies that wove about his efforts to free all the slaves of Nevèrÿon.’ There, she’d said it!

  ‘Free the slaves?’ Tritty asked. ‘Well, all of us have had our problems with the institution. Between the time I was at court and the time Lavik went, they’ve forbidden slaves there. And I thoroughly approve – there’s just no need for them in the city.’ Tritty nodded to one of the white-collared servers who passed among the couches again with another platter of fruit, on whose red and purple rinds the lamplight slid and slipped. ‘But you say all the slaves of Nevèrÿon? Someone is actually lobbying for their freedom? Of course it’s not the same situation in the country. Still, it sounds like an advance.’