Clarkesworld Anthology 2012

by Wyrm Publishing

  In the hallway, she found herself walking next to the new arrival, who surprised her by murmuring, “My name is Jia Li.”

  “I’m Mei.”

  They were scanned by the attendant, received their disks. Mei collected another large purple bowl, while Jia Li was given a white cup. They sat next to each other.

  “It is too early for lunch,” observed Jia Li.

  “There are six meals a day here. This is second breakfast,” said Mei.

  Jia Li poked at the glop in the cup.

  “We have not even started to work yet. Why so much food?” she asked.

  Mei glanced at her.

  “You don’t know what this place is.”

  Jia Li stared at her cup.

  “A factory.”

  “A womb factory,” said Mei. From the silence, she guessed that the girl didn’t understand. “We make things inside us. Like babies, but not babies.”

  Jia Li’s cup froze on the way to her mouth.

  “Father said I was going to work in a factory,” she whispered.

  “You are. But not with your hands.” Mei thought of the young man and his delivery. She was sure it was a new batch of eggs.

  “Soon you will start. Don’t be afraid,” she said, thinking of her own terror when, ten weeks ago, the attendant had entered her room, shown her the white oblong shape and said, ‘Relax and this will be easier.’

  “An attendant will put a small thing inside you. It doesn’t hurt. It will grow. In three months, the cycle will be finished, and you will rest for two weeks.” The girl would find out eventually that “rest” really meant “heal,” she thought.

  “But. . . what. . . what are we making?” asked Jia Li.

  “Have you heard of biobots?”

  “What? No.”

  “Well, it’s like a toy. But alive.”

  Mei remembered the commercials she would see for something called a FurryBuddy while browsing on her tablet, when her parents were alive and the world still made sense. There was a boy, perhaps eight years old, sitting on a couch in a sunlit room. Next to him was a smaller creature, covered in golden fur, like a cross between a monkey and a dog. Its oversized brown eyes shone in a face covered with short hair. Plush-toy limbs, stubby fingers. The bottoms of its feet, visible as it sat on the couch with its legs too short to bend at the knee, had dog-like pads on them.

  It held an old-fashioned book on its lap and told a story in its high-pitched voice. The child squealed with pleasure. In another scene the pair frolicked in a field. In another they walked along a sidewalk in a prosperous neighborhood, with the creature calling out in English the names of objects they passed.

  She’d asked her father for one, and he’d smiled thinly.

  “Those are too expensive for a professor’s salary,” he’d said. He’d ruffled her hair, as if trying to brush away her disappointment. “You’re better off using your imagination to make your dolls talk.”

  Jia Li was speaking. “I don’t understand,” she said. “What is it?”

  Fascinated by them, Mei had learned all that she could, even if she couldn’t own one.

  “It is like an animal with a computer in its head,” she said. “It’s like a pet that talks. It plays games, teaches things, languages. . .”

  “But, how can we make a computer?”

  “The computer, they put inside us. We grow the animal around it.”

  Jia Li digested that.

  “Then it goes to school to be a teacher?”

  Mei pictured a classroom full of the furry creatures and couldn’t suppress a grim smile.

  “No, the important stuff is already in its computer.”

  Back in the room, playing games, waiting for the lunch bell. Her attention wandered, as it often did, back to the tablet itself. It looked just like the one the attendants had, but only ran a few programs, distractions for the girls. There was, of course, no Internet access, no way to get messages out. Not that most of the girls would make a stink even if they could—any trouble would quickly find their families, which might mean that they had nowhere to return to at the end of their two-year contract.

  Mei didn’t care too much about that.

  The tablet was tantalizingly similar to one she’d been issued in school. It, too, had been restricted to certain functions, but plenty of kids knew that pushing an unfolded paperclip through a small hole in the back of the device while holding down two buttons made the tablet ask for an unlock code: because the school had never changed it, it was “00000.” Then you could play all the games you wanted.

  If Mei could unlock this tablet, she had imagined a thousand or more times, she could do something other than play games. Maybe she could reach out for help.

  She was certain that the operation was illegal. Real biobots like FurryBuddies were made in fancy bioengineering factories by big companies, not by little groups of girls hidden in abandoned worker dormitories. But it must be cheaper to grow something almost as good in people, just like the phones made in illegal backcountry factories were almost as good as the ones made by the big brands.

  The problem was that this tablet wasn’t quite like Mei’s old school-issued device: it had no pin hole in the back. She’d tried every possible combination of button presses, but all she’d managed to do was freeze the tablet a dozen times. If there was a workaround, it would be online—meaning it might as well be carved on the dark side of the moon.

  She was trapped by the lack of some trivial thing, and that lack would cost her two years in this place.

  A sudden fury uncoiled in her chest. Before she realized what she was doing, her hand swept the tablet off her lap. As it spun through the air, she was seized by a child’s terror. She was misbehaving, and she would be punished.

  But by the time it clattered to a stop on the linoleum floor, she’d mastered the feeling. She was already in hell. Whatever this exercise of will cost her, she would pay it.

  She tottered over to the dark tablet, stooped with a grunt, and picked it up. The casing flexed and she saw that the front and back halves had come loose in the impact. At least the screen wasn’t cracked.

  She was about to try snapping the split halves back together when a thought froze her. There had been no hole for the paper clip. Now, there was a hole of a sort.

  Gently, she pried the two halves further apart, until the back suddenly popped free. Inside was the usual green plastic with metallic traceries, a gray block that was likely the battery.

  And right where the hole in the case of her school-issued tablet had been was a tiny white circle. She pressed on it with her finger nail and it clicked in. Release, and it popped back out. The paperclip switch.

  The lunch bell rang.

  Mei mechanically packed the food paste into her mouth, trying to speed up time. She hadn’t felt hope like this since. . . she blinked. Since before her parents got sick. Part of her tried to rein in that feeling, but it was impossible.

  She looked up, and realized that Jia Li had asked her a question.

  “What?” She didn’t mean to sound irritated, but knew she did. The other girl looked down.

  “I was just wondering why we have to spend so much time alone. In our rooms,” she said softly.

  “Oh. It has to do with the eggs. They can connect to things from inside us, like what happens with the tablet when the attendant checks you in for a meal. They keep us apart so that they don’t interfere with each other.” Mei had overheard this from girls who had been there longer, and it seemed believable as anything.

  “It’s lonely,” said Jia Li.

  “It’s better than having to deal with that lot,” said Mei, cutting her eyes toward the other end of the table.

  “They aren’t nice?”

  “Well, they can be pretty mean to Nuan there, or fat Fen Hua. And if you aren’t careful, they may decide they don’t like you, either,” said Mei, unable to keep the bitterness out of her voice.

  “And you? Why don’t they like you?”


  “Can’t you hear the city in my accent? They can, and that’s all the reason they need.”

  But she knew that wasn’t all of it. The others seemed to accept that this place was their lot, that it was what their families needed of them. Sure, they had been scared, but for the most part they’d settled into it, made friends.

  But Mei couldn’t. She could try to help Jia Li understand what was happening, but she couldn’t relax and make small talk about something else. In her mind, this was an ongoing violation, and pretending otherwise would be acquiescing to it. So the others mocked her city background, but she knew that was just shorthand for their resentment of her resentment.

  Jia Li didn’t say anything for a while, and Mei half figured she’d decided against aligning herself with a pariah and was plotting her way into the safety of a clique. But she finally spoke.

  “Well, they must be quite stupid.”

  Mei couldn’t help but smile.

  After the eternity of first lunch, the door was closed behind her again. She carefully took up the tablet, and lifted the back cover away. Pursing her lips, she held down the two buttons on the front and pressed the little circular switch.

  The screen went blank. The China Telecom logo came up. And then a dialog for entering an unlock code.

  Holding her breath, Mei touched the “0″ key on the onscreen keyboard five times. The screen blanked for a moment, then came back. . . unchanged. The same request for a code. Failure.

  A harsh bark of frustration escaped her throat and she stared unbelievingly at the screen. She had been sure. It had to work. And it had not.

  I can guess it, she thought, it’s only five numbers. . . but she knew she couldn’t. After a few tries, the tablet would lock itself entirely, become useless.

  Mei took a deep breath. There was a number. If it wasn’t random, she had a chance of figuring it out. But she was still clueless when the bell for second lunch rang.

  First dinner. Second dinner. A night of twisting dreams and fragile sleep. She woke once to screams leaking from the delivery room: one of the girls in the chair. She briefly wondered who, then realized she didn’t care and drifted back into nightmares before the sounds stopped.

  First breakfast. Second breakfast. First lunch. The bells, the bowls, newly unendurable.

  I let myself hope, she thought. So much worse than not having hoped at all.

  She was peripherally aware that Jia Li was sitting next to her. Had asked a question. She tapped Mei’s shoulder softly, which stirred memories of tentative taps during other recent meals. As then, Mei fixed her with a flat stare, wanted to say they could talk later, but speaking seemed far too difficult. She turned back to her food, and Jia Li remained silent.

  “. . .number. . .”

  The word landed on Mei’s mind like a leaf on water, drifting out of context. She shook herself alert. A conversation down the table. Two girls, part of the clique headed by Ai Bao. Mei’s concentration bored into their words, barely audible above the murmur of conversation in the room.

  “He must have connections,” said the first girl.

  “Or money.”

  “Or both!”

  “How much do you think a car like that costs?”

  It sounded like gossip about the young man with the Changfeng. But could it be linked. . .? She turned to the girls.

  “Excuse me, what number were you just talking about?”

  The pair turned and glared, and Mei realized that in her excitement she’d stepped out of place.

  Ai Bao noticed.

  “Hey city girl,” she said with quiet venom, “our business isn’t yours.”

  Mei looked down, choking on her frustration, her heart hammering. In her peripheral vision, she saw Jia Li stand with her tray and walk down toward the other girls.

  “Can I sit with you?” Mei heard her say. “I’m from Yangtouqui.” A village tiny enough that Mei had never heard of it.

  “My cousin married a man from Bianshan, not far away,” said one of the girls.

  “I know it, I have an aunt who lives there,” said Jia Li. “Who is he?”

  Mei, now ignored by the other girls, stared at her bowl and struggled to keep back tears. She had been alone before, and now she was again. She should get used to it.

  Meal times flashed by. She’d tried “12345″ on the tablet but didn’t dare guess again.

  She was getting green bowls now, meaning she was due within two weeks. She’d known despair when her parents died, but this was different, open-ended, extending to the horizons of her being.

  It had been four days since her failure to guess the code when Jia Li again sat next to her at first breakfast.

  “The number they spoke of is the license plate of the Changfeng that comes here,” she said. “It is a very auspicious number. They think he must have bribed someone, a lot, to have gotten it.”

  The droning static of hopelessness in Mei’s mind was suddenly quiet.

  “Do you know it?”

  “They say it is A99988. Though they also say in a week, he should be back again.” With more eggs.

  Mei looked at Jia Li, her face flushing as she realized how unfairly she had discounted the girl.

  “Thank you. Thank you.”

  “It woke you up. I guessed it was important. Why?”

  Mei hesitated, not wanting to give hope and then take it away.

  “It could be useful,” she said quietly. “I’ll tell you more when I can.”

  Jia Li nodded. Mei noticed that her bowl was now blue, no longer white.

  “The attendant came to you. . .”

  “Yes.”

  “Are you. . .?”

  “I didn’t like it. But there are many things I don’t like,” said Jia Li. “Ai Bao, for example, is cruel. Her friends are frightened. But you are angry. That is better, for being here.”

  “Maybe. But it’s hard.”

  “I know.”

  Back in her room, Mei keyed in 99988. The tablet’s start page flashed up, offering many more options than before. She shook with excitement, and felt an extra thrill as she saw the local and wide area connectivity icons at the top of the screen. . . but it began to waver as they remained transparent. No connection. Jiggering settings didn’t help.

  She took a deep breath. She wouldn’t accept that her progress had been towards a dead end. She tried the browser, the various pre-installed messaging apps, but always ended up at the same error message: “No Internet connection found, please check settings and try again.”

  She felt despair hovering around her, waiting for her to weaken so that it could retake her.

  Almost idly, not allowing herself to consider the death of hope, she browsed through the rest of the newly available apps. Mostly, it was basic stuff—the usual calendar and note-taking kind of thing. But then she found an unusual subfolder.

  Brightleaf Biomanagement.

  She worked straight through the first night. The applications were configuration interfaces for biobots. At first they seemed impossibly complicated, but by poring over the help and scrutinizing the embedded tutorials, she built a rudimentary understanding. She became adept at identifying what she could ignore so she could focus on the relevant elements.

  At first breakfast, Jia Li looked at her with concern.

  “You seem tired. . . is it. . .?”

  Mei smiled, and Jia Li hesitantly smiled back.

  “I’m tired, but it’s OK. It’s not that that’s keeping me awake. It’s. . .”

  She wanted to tell her everything, how she’d figured out that the tablets were linking to the biobots in the girls, fine tuning their development. How Mei could now interact with the thing inside her, could control some aspects of it. But with the attendants, the other girls, who knew what ears listening, she couldn’t. She shook her head.

  “Insomnia. It’s just something that happens to me sometimes.”

  The day seemed to move in fast-forward. She buried herself in the programming apps, and duri
ng meals her mind churned furiously over the latest setback, often finding a solution by the time she finished eating.

  Jia Li sat next to her at each meal. The two exchanged brief smiles, but her new friend seemed otherwise content to let Mei focus inward, and she was grateful for it.

  At second dinner, Mei noticed that Jia Li was among the last to arrive. She looked pale.

  “Hey, are you OK?” she asked.

  “I don’t feel too good.”

  “If you’re really sick, you can tell the attendant,” said Mei. “But don’t bother her if you don’t need to, you know.”

  Jia Li nodded. “I’ll see. Maybe.”

  Mei turned to her food, let her mind drift back to programming problems.

  That night she fell asleep while working with her tablet, and woke with a start in her chair. She rubbed her eyes, disoriented, with the vague sense that she’d heard something.

  Then a girl’s scream echoed in the corridor. It froze her, sent her pulse racing. She heard the murmur of voices as well, receding, and sobbing. More screams, now muffled behind the delivery room door. She wondered whose turn it was, and the dinner table with its colored bowls flashed in her mind’s eye. She tried to visualize who had a yellow bowl, the last color. She couldn’t.

  Mei didn’t realize she was looking for Jia Li until the door to the dining room closed. The last girls were getting their trays. Jia Li wasn’t among them. Nor was she further down the table. Mei craned her neck, just to be sure.

  Maybe she overslept, since she had been sick. Maybe they let her stay in her room.

  She looked up from her bowl to see Nuan staring at her from across the table. The shy, slow girl looked down, but Mei kept watching her, and after a few seconds she looked up again.

  “The white truck came last night,” she said softly in her nasal voice.

  “What?” There was a white truck that dropped off supplies sometimes, but Mei had never seen it come at night.

  “At night, it takes girls,” said Nuan.

  Mei felt ice run down her spine.

  “What do you mean?”

  “It hears the screaming, sometimes. It comes.”

  Mei couldn’t speak. A bit farther down the table, Fen Hua had stopped chewing.