Delphi Complete Works of William Dean Howells

by William Dean Howells

  Jeff wrote back that he had been suffering with a severe attack of erysipelas — he decided upon erysipelas for the time being, but he meant to let Westover know later that he had been in a row — and the doctor would not let him go out yet. He promised to come in as soon as he possibly could. If Westover thought Jackson ought to be got home at once, and was not fit to travel alone, he asked him to send a hospital nurse with him.

  Westover replied by Jeff’s messenger that it would worry and alarm Jackson to be put in charge of a nurse; but that he would go home with him, and they would start the next day. He urged Jeff to come and see his brother if it was at all safe for him to do so. But if he could not, Westover would give his mother a reassuring reason for his failure.

  Mrs. Durgin did not waste any anxiety for the sickness which prevented Jeff from coming home with his brother. She said ironically that it must be very bad, and she gave all her thought and care to Jackson. The sick man rallied, as he prophesied he should, in his native air, and celebrated the sense and science of the last doctor he had seen in Europe, who told him that he had made a great gain, but he had better hurry home as fast as he could, for he had got all the advantage he could expect to have from his stay abroad, and now home air was the best thing for him.

  It could not be known how much of this he believed; he had, at any rate, the pathetic hopefulness of his malady; but his mother believed it all, and she nursed him with a faith in his recovery which Whitwell confided to Westover was about as much as he wanted to see, for one while. She seemed to grow younger in the care of him, and to get back to herself, more and more, from the facts of Jeff’s behavior, which had aged and broken her. She had to tell Jackson about it all, but he took it with that indifference to the things of this world which the approach of death sometimes brings, and in the light of his passivity it no longer seemed to her so very bad. It was a relief to have Jackson say, Well, perhaps it was for the best; and it was a comfort to see how he and Cynthia took to each other; it was almost as if that dreadful trouble had not been. She told Jackson what hard work she had had to make Cynthia stay with her, and how the girl had consented to stay only until Jeff came home; but she guessed, now that Jackson had got back, he could make Cynthia see it all in another light, and perhaps it would all come right again. She consulted him about Jeff’s plan of going abroad, and Jackson said it might be about as well; he should soon be around, and he thought if Jeff went it would give Cynthia more of a chance to get reconciled. After all, his mother suggested, a good many fellows behaved worse than Jeff had done and still had made it up with the girls they were engaged to; and Jackson gently assented.

  He did not talk with Cynthia about Jeff, out of that delicacy, or that coldness, common to them both. Perhaps it was not necessary for them to speak of him; perhaps they understood him aright in their understanding of each other.

  Westover stayed on, day after day, thinking somehow that he ought to wait till Jeff came. There were only a few other people in the hotel, and these were of a quiet sort; they were not saddened by the presence of a doomed man under the same roof, as gayer summer folks might have been, and they were themselves no disturbance to him.

  He sat about with them on the veranda, and he made friends among them, and they did what they could to encourage and console him in his impatience to take up his old cares in the management of the hotel. The Whitwells easily looked after the welfare of the guests, and Jackson was so much better to every one’s perception that Westover could honestly write Jeff a good report of him.

  The report may have been so good that Jeff took the affair too easily. It was a fortnight after Jackson’s return to Lion’s Head when he began to fail so suddenly and alarmingly that Westover decided upon his own responsibility to telegraph Jeff of his condition. But he had the satisfaction of Whitwell’s approval when he told him what he had done.

  “Of course, Jackson a’n’t long for this world. Anybody but him and his mother could see that; and now he’s just melting away, as you might say. I ha’n’t liked his not carin’ to work plantchette since he got back; looked to me from the start that he kind of knowed that it wa’n’t worth while for him to trouble about a world that he’ll know all about so soon, anyways; and d’ you notice he don’t seem to care about Mars, either? I’ve tried to wake him up on it two-three times, but you can’t git him to take an interest. I guess Jeff can’t git here any too soon on Jackson’s account; but as far forth as I go, he couldn’t git here too late. I should like to take the top of his head off.”

  Westover had been in Whitwell’s confidence since their first chance of speech together. He now said:

  “I know it will be rather painful to you to have him here for some reasons, but—”

  “You mean Cynthy? Well! I guess when Cynthy can’t get along with the sight of Jeff Durgin, she’ll be a different girl from what she’s ever been before. If she’s got to see that skunk ag’in, I guess this is about the best time to do it.”

  It was Westover who drove to meet Jeff at the station, when he got his despatch, naming the train he would take, and he found him looking very well, and perhaps stouter than he had been.

  They left the station in silence, after their greeting and Jeff’s inquiries about Jackson. Jeff had taken the reins, and now he put them with the whip in one hand, and pushed up his hat with the other, and turned his face full upon Westover. “Notice anything in particular?” he demanded.

  “No; yes — some slight marks.”

  “I guess that fellow fixed me up pretty well: paints black eyes, and that kind of thing. I got to scrapping with a man, Class Day; we wanted to settle a little business we began at the Tree, and he left his marks on me. I meant to tell you the truth as soon as I could get at you; but I had to say erysipelas in my letter. I guess, if you don’t mind, we’ll let erysipelas stand, with the rest.”

  “I shouldn’t have cared,” Westover said, “if you’d let it stand with me.”

  “Oh, thank you,” Jeff returned.

  There could have been no show of affection at his meeting with Jackson even if there had been any fact of it; that was not the law of their life. But Jeff had always been a turbulent, rebellious, younger brother, resentful of Jackson’s control, too much his junior to have the associations of an equal companionship in the past, and yet too near him in age to have anything like a filial regard for him. They shook hands, and each asked the other how he was, and then they seemed to have done with each other. Jeff’s mother kissed him in addition to the handshaking, but made him feel her preoccupation with Jackson; she asked him if he had hurried home on Jackson’s account, and he promptly lied her out of this anxiety.

  He shook hands with Cynthia, too, but it was across the barrier which had not been lowered between them since they parted. He spoke to Jackson about her, the day after he came home, when Jackson said he was feeling unusually strong and well, and the two brothers had strolled out through the orchard together. Now and then he gave the sick man his arm, and when he wanted to sit down in a sunny place he spread the shawl he carried for him.

  “I suppose mother’s told you about Cynthy and me, Jackson?” he began.

  Jackson answered, with lack-lustre eyes, “Yes.” Presently he asked: “What’s become of the other girl?”

  “Damn her! I don’t know what’s become of her, and I don’t care!” Jeff exploded, furiously.

  “Then you don’t care for her any more?” Jackson pursued, with the same languid calm.

  “I never cared for her.”

  Jackson was silent, and the matter seemed to have faded out of his mind. But it was keenly alive in Jeff’s mind, and he was in the strange necessity which men in the flush of life and health often feel of seeking counsel of those who stand in the presence of death, as if their words should have something of the mystical authority of the unknown wisdom they are about to penetrate.

  “What I want to know is, what I am going to do about Cynthy?”

  “I don’t know,” Jackson an
swered, vaguely, and he expressed by his indirection the sense he must sometimes have had of his impending fate— “I don’t know what she’s going to do, her or mother, either.”

  “Yes,” Jeff assented, “that’s what I think of. And I’d do anything that I could — that you thought was right.”

  Jackson apparently concentrated his mind upon the question by an effort. “Do you care as much for Cynthy as you used to?”

  “Yes,” said Jeff, after a moment, “as much as I ever did; and more. But I’ve been thinking, since the thing happened, that, if I’d cared for her the way she did for me, it wouldn’t have happened. Look here, Jackson! You know I’ve never pretended to be like some men — like Mr. Westover, for example — always looking out for the right and the wrong, and all that. I didn’t make myself, and I guess if the Almighty don’t make me go right it’s because He don’t want me to. But I have got a conscience about Cynthy, and I’d be willing to help out a little if I knew how, about her. The devil of it is, I’ve got to being afraid. I don’t mean that I’m not fit for her; any man’s fit for any woman if he wants her bad enough; but I’m afraid I sha’n’t ever care for her in the right way. That’s the point. I’ve cared for just one woman in this world, and it a’n’t Cynthy, as far as I can make out. But she’s gone, and I guess I could coax Cynthy round again, and I could be what she wants me to be, after this.”

  Jackson lay upon his shawl, looking up at the sky full of islands of warm clouds in its sea of blue; he was silent so long that Jeff began to think he had not been listening; he could not hear him breathe, and he came forward to him quickly from the shadow of the tree where he sat.

  “Well?” Jackson whispered, turning his eyes upon him.

  “Well?” Jeff returned.

  “I guess you’d better let it alone,” said Jackson.

  “All right. That’s what I think, too.”

  XLIX.

  Jackson died a week later, and they buried him in the old family lot in the farthest corner of the orchard. His mother and Cynthia put on mourning for him, and they stood together by his open grave, Mrs. Durgin leaning upon her son’s arm and the girl upon her father’s. The women wept quietly, but Jeff’s eyes were dry, though his face was discharged of all its prepotent impudence. Westover, standing across the grave from him, noticed the marks on his forehead that he said were from his scrapping, and wondered what really made them. He recognized the spot where they were standing as that where the boy had obeyed the law of his nature and revenged the stress put upon him for righteousness. Over the stone of the nearest grave Jeff had shown a face of triumphant derision when he pelted Westover with apples. The painter’s mind fell into a chaos of conjecture and misgiving, so that he scarcely took in the words of the composite service which the minister from the Union Chapel at the Huddle read over the dead.

  Some of the guests from the hotel came to the funeral, but others who were not in good health remained away, and there was a general sense among them, which imparted itself to Westover, that Jackson’s dying so, at the beginning of the season, was not a fortunate incident. As he sat talking with Jeff at a corner of the piazza late in the afternoon, Frank Whitwell came up to them and said there were some people in the office who had driven over from another hotel to see about board, but they had heard there was sickness in the house, and wished to talk with him.

  “I won’t come,” said Jeff.

  “They’re not satisfied with what I’ve said,” the boy urged. “What shall I tell them?”

  “Tell them to-go to the devil,” said Jeff, and when Frank Whitwell made off with this message for delivery in such decent terms as he could imagine for it, Jeff said, rather to himself than to Westover, “I don’t see how we’re going to run this hotel with that old family lot down there in the orchard much longer.”

  He assumed the air of full authority at Lion’s Head; and Westover felt the stress of a painful conjecture in regard to the Whitwells intensified upon him from the moment he turned away from Jackson’s grave.

  Cynthia and her father had gone back to their own house as soon as Jeff returned, and though the girl came home with Mrs. Durgin after the funeral, and helped her in their common duties through the afternoon and evening, Westover saw her taking her way down the hill with her brother when the long day’s work was over. Jeff saw her too; he was sitting with Westover at the office door smoking, and he was talking of the Whitwells.

  “I suppose they won’t stay,” he said, “and I can’t expect it; but I don’t know what mother will do, exactly.”

  At the same moment Whitwell came round the corner of the hotel from the barn, and approached them: “Jeff, I guess I better tell you straight off that we’re goin’, the children and me.”

  “All right, Mr. Whitwell,” said Jeff, with respectful gravity; “I was afraid of it.”

  Westover made a motion to rise, but Whitwell laid a detaining hand upon his knee. “There ain’t anything so private about it, so far as I know.”

  “Don’t go, Mr. Westover,” said Jeff, and Westover remained.

  “We a’n’t a-goin’ to leave you in the lurch, and we want you should take your time, especially Mis’ Durgin. But the sooner the better. Heigh?”

  “Yes, I understand that, Mr. Whitwell; I guess mother will miss you, but if you must go, you must.” The two men remained silent a moment, and then Jeff broke out passionately, rising and flinging his cigar away: “I wish I could go, instead! That would be the right way, and I guess mother would like it full as well. Do you see any way to manage it?” He put his foot up in his chair, and dropped his elbow on his knee, with his chin propped in his hand. Westover could see that he meant what he was saying. “If there was any way, I’d do it. I know what you think of me, and I should be just like you, in your place. I don’t feel right to turn you out here, I don’t, Mr. Whitwell, and yet if I stay, I’ve got to do it. What’s the reason I can’t go?”

  “You can’t,” said Whitwell, “and that’s all about it. We shouldn’t let you, if you could. But I a’n’t surprised you feel the way you do,” he added, unsparingly. “As you say, I should feel just so myself if I was in your place. Well, goodnight, Mr. Westover.”

  Whitwell turned and slouched down the hill, leaving the painter to the most painful moment he had known with Jeff Durgin, and nearer sympathy. “That’s all right, Mr. Westover,” Jeff said, “I don’t blame him.”

  He remained in a constraint from which he presently broke with mocking hilarity when Jombateeste came round the corner of the house, as if he had been waiting for Whitwell to be gone, and told Jeff he must get somebody else to look after the horses.

  “Why don’t you wait and take the horses with you, Jombateeste?” he inquired. “They’ll be handing in their resignation, the next thing. Why not go altogether?”

  The little Canuck paused, as if uncertain whether he was made the object of unfriendly derision or not, and looked at Westover for help. Apparently he decided to chance it in as bitter an answer as he could invent. “The ‘oss can’t ‘elp ‘imself, Mr. Durgin. ‘E stay. But you don’ hown EVERYBODY.”

  “That’s so, Jombateeste,” said Jeff. “That’s a good hit. It makes me feel awfully. Have a cigar?” The Canuck declined with a dignified bow, and Jeff said: “You don’t smoke any more? Oh, I see! It’s my tobacco you’re down on. What’s the matter, Jombateeste? What are you going away for?” Jeff lighted for himself the cigar the Canuck had refused, and smoked down upon the little man.

  “Mr. W’itwell goin’,” Jombateeste said, a little confused and daunted.

  “What’s Mr. Whitwell going for?”

  “You hask Mr. W’itwell.”

  “All right. And if I can get him to stay will you stay too, Jombateeste? I don’t like to see a rat leaving a ship; the ship’s sure to sink, if he does. How do you suppose I’m going to run Lion’s Head without you to throw down hay to the horses? It will be ruin to me, sure, Jombateeste. All the guests know how you play on the pitchfork out there, and
they’ll leave in a body if they hear you’ve quit. Do say you’ll stay, and I’ll reduce your wages one-half on the spot.”

  Jombateeste waited to hear no more injuries. He said: “You’ll don’ got money enough, Mr. Durgin, by gosh! to reduce my wages,” and he started down the hill toward Whitwell’s house with as great loftiness as could comport with a down-hill gait and his stature.

  “Well, I seem to be getting it all round, Mr. Westover,” said Jeff. “This must make you feel good. I don’t know but I begin to believe there’s a God in Israel, myself.”

  He walked away without saying good-night, and Westover went to bed without the chance of setting himself right. In the morning, when he came down to breakfast, and stopped at the desk to engage a conveyance for the station from Frank Whitwell the boy forestalled him with a grave face. “You don’t know about Mrs. Durgin?”

  “No; what about her?”

  “Well, we can’t tell exactly. Father thinks it’s a shock; Jombateeste gone over to Lovewell for the doctor. Cynthia’s with her. It seemed to come on in the night.”

  He spoke softly, that no one else might hear; but by noon the fact that Mrs. Durgin had been stricken with paralysis was all over the place. The gloom cast upon the opening season by Jackson’s death was deepened among the guests. Some who had talked of staying through July went away that day. But under Cynthia’s management the housekeeping was really unaffected by Mrs. Durgin’s calamity, and the people who stayed found themselves as comfortable as ever. Jeff came fully into the hotel management, and in their business relation Cynthia and he were continually together; there was no longer a question of the Whitwells leaving him; even Jombateeste persuaded himself to stay, and Westover felt obliged to remain at least till the present danger in Mrs. Durgin’s case was past.