Delphi Complete Works of William Dean Howells

by William Dean Howells

  Swinging upon the yoke to and fro, a-drip and a-glimmer.

  All in an instant was changed, and once more the cloister was peopled

  By the serene monks of old, and against walls of the cloisters,

  High on his scaffolding raised, Pordenone wrought at his frescos.

  Armed with dagger and sword, as the legend tells, against Titian,

  Who was his rival in art and in love.

  IV.

  It seemed to be summer,

  In the forenoon of the day; and the master’s diligent pencil

  Laid its last light touches on Eve driven forth out of Eden,

  Otherwise Violante, and while his pupils about him

  Wrought and chattered, in silence ran the thought of the painter:

  “She, and forever she! Is it come to be my perdition?

  Shall I, then, never more make the face of a beautiful woman

  But it must take her divine, accursèd beauty upon it,

  And, when I finish my work, stand forth her visible presence?

  Ah! I could take this sword and strike it into her bosom!

  Though I believe my own heart’s blood would stream from the painting,

  So much I love her! Yes, that look is marvellous like you,

  Wandering, tender — such as I’d give my salvation to win you

  Once to bend upon me! But I knew myself better than make you,

  Lest I should play the fool about you here before people,

  Helpless to turn away from your violet eyes, Violante,

  That have turned all my life to a vision of madness.” The painter

  Here unto speech betraying the thoughts he had silently pondered,

  “Visions, visions, my son?” said a gray old friar who listened,

  Seated there in the sun, with his eye on the work of the painter

  Fishily fixed, while the master blasphemed behind his mustaches.

  “Much have I envied your Art, who vouchsafeth to those who adore her

  Visions of heavenly splendor denied to fastings and vigils.

  I have spent days and nights of faint and painful devotion,

  Scourged myself almost to death, without one glimpse of the glory

  Which your touch has revealed in the face of that heavenly maiden.

  Pleasure me to repeat what it was you were saying of visions:

  Fain would I know how they come to you, though I never see them,

  And in my thickness of hearing I fear some words have escaped me.”

  Then, while the painter glared on the lifted face of the friar,

  Baleful, breathless, bewildered, fiercer than noon in the dog-days,

  Round the circle of pupils there ran a tittering murmur;

  From the lips to the ears of those nameless Beppis and Gigis

  Buzzed the stinging whisper: “Let’s hear Pordenone’s confession.”

  Well they knew the master’s luckless love, and whose portrait

  He had unconsciously painted there, and guessed that his visions

  Scarcely were those conceived by the friar, who constantly blundered

  Round the painter at work, mistaking every subject —

  Noah’s drunken Debauch for the Stoning of Stephen the Martyr,

  And the Conversion of Paul for the Flight into Egypt; forever

  Putting his hand to his ear and shouting, “Speak louder, I pray you!”

  So they waited now, in silent, amused expectation,

  Till Pordenone’s angry scorn should gather to bursting.

  Long the painter gazed in furious silence, then slowly

  Uttered a kind of moan, and turned again to his labor.

  Tears gathered into his eyes, of mortification and pathos,

  And when the dull old monk, who forgot, while he waited the answer,

  Visions and painter, and all, had maundered away in his error,

  Pordenone half envied the imbecile peace of his bosom;

  “For in my own,” he mused, “is such a combat of devils,

  That I believe torpid age or stupid youth would be better

  Than this manhood of mine that has climbed aloft to discover

  Heights which I never can reach, and bright on the pinnacle standing

  In the unfading light, my rival crowned victor above me.

  If I could hint what I feel, what forever escapes from my pencil,

  All after-time should know my will was not less than my failure,

  Nor should any one dare remember me merely in pity.

  All should read my sorrows and do my discomfiture homage,

  Saying: ‘Not meanly at any time this painter meant or endeavored;

  His was the anguish of one who falls short of the highest achievement,

  Conscious of doing his utmost, and knowing how vast his defeat is.

  Life, if he would, might have had some second guerdon to give him,

  But he would only the first; and behold! Let us honor

  Grief such as his must have been; no other sorrow can match it!

  There are certainly some things here that are nobly imagined:

  Look! here is masterly power in this play of light, and these shadows

  Boldly are massed; and what color! One can well understand Buonarotti

  Saying the sight of his Curtius was worth the whole journey from Florence.

  Here is a man at least never less than his work; you can feel it

  As you can feel in Titian’s the painter’s inferior spirit.

  He and this Pordenone, you know, were rivals; and Titian

  Knew how to paint to the popular humor, and spared not

  Foul means or fair (his way with rivals) to crush Pordenone,

  Who with an equal chance’ —

  “Alas, if the whole world should tell me

  I was his equal in art, and the lie could save me from torment,

  So must I be lost, for my soul could never believe it!

  Nay, let my envy snarl as fierce as it will at his glory,

  Still, when I look on his work, my soul makes obeisance within me,

  Humbling itself before the touch that shall never be equalled.”

  He who sleeps in continual noise is wakened by silence,

  And Pordenone was roused from these thoughts anon by the sudden

  Hush that had fallen upon the garrulous group of his pupils;

  And ere he turned half-way with instinctive looks of inquiry,

  He was already warned, with a shock at the heart, of a presence

  Long attended, not feared; and he laid one hand on his sword-hilt,

  Seizing the sheath with the other hand, that the pallet had dropped from.

  Then he fronted Titian, who stood with his arms lightly folded,

  And with a curious smile, half of sarcasm, half of compassion,

  Bent on th’ embattled painter, cried: “Your slave, Messere Antonio!

  What good friend has played this bitter jest with your humor?

  As I beheld you just now full-armed with your pencil and palette,

  I was half awed by your might; but these sorry trappings of bravo

  Make me believe you less fit to be the rival of Titian,

  Here in the peaceful calm of our well-ordered city of Venice,

  Than to take service under some Spanish lordling at Naples,

  Needy in blades for work that can not wait for the poison.”

  Pordenone flushed with anger and shame to be taken

  At an unguarded point; but he answered with scornful defiance:

  “Oh, you are come, I see, with the favorite weapon of Titian,

  And you would make a battle of words. If you care for my counsel,

  Listen to me: I say you are skilfuller far in my absence,

  And your tongue can inflict a keener and deadlier mischief

  When it is dipped in poisonous lies, and wielded in secret.”

  “Nay, then,” Titian responded, “methinks that our friend Aretino
r />   Makes a much better effect than either of us in that tongue-play.

  But since Messer Robusti has measured our wit for his portrait,

  Even he has grown shyer of using his tongue than he once was.

  Have you not heard the tale? Tintoretto was told Aretino

  Meant to make him the subject of one of his merry effusions;

  And with his naked dirk he went carefully over his person,

  Promising, if the poet made free with him in his verses,

  He would immortalize my satirical friend with that pencil.

  Doubtless the tale is not true. Aretino says nothing about it;

  Always speaks, in fact, with the highest respect of Robusti.

  True or not, ’tis well found.” Then looking around on the frescos:

  “Good, very good indeed! Your breadth and richness and softness

  No man living surpasses; those heads are truly majestic.

  Yes, Buonarotti was right, when he said that to look at your Curtius

  Richly repaid him the trouble and cost of a journey from Florence.

  Surely the world shall know you the first of painters in fresco!

  Well? You will not strike me unarmed? This was hardly expected

  By the good people that taught you to think our rivalry blood-red.

  Let us be friends, Pordenone!”

  “Be patron and patronized, rather;

  Nay, if you spoke your whole mind out, be assassin and victim.

  Could the life beat again in the broken heart of Giorgione,

  He might tell us, I think, something pleasant of friendship with Titian.”

  Suddenly over the shoulder of Titian peered an ironical visage,

  Smiling, malignly intent — the leer of the scurrilous poet:

  “You know — all the world knows — who dug the grave of Giorgione.

  Titian and he were no friends — our Lady of Sorrows forgive ‘em!

  But for all hurt that Titian did him he might have been living,

  Greater than any living, and lord of renown and such glory

  As would have left you both dull as yon withered moon in the sunshine.”

  Loud laughed the listening group at the insolent gibe of the poet,

  Stirring the gall to its depths in the bitter soul of their master,

  Who with his tremulous fingers tapped the hilt of his poniard,

  Answering naught as yet. Anon the glance of the ribald,

  Carelessly ranging from Pordenone’s face to the picture,

  Dwelt with an absent light on its marvellous beauty, and kindled

  Into a slow recognition, with “Ha! Violante!” Then, erring

  Wilfully as to the subject, he cackled his filthy derision:

  “What have we here! More Magdalens yet of the painter’s acquaintance?

  Ah — !”

  The words had scarce left his lips, when the painter

  Rushed upon him, and clutching his throat, thrust him backward and held him

  Over the scaffolding’s edge in air, and straightway had flung him

  Crashing down on the pave of the cloister below, but for Titian,

  Who around painter and poet alike wound his strong arms and stayed them

  Solely, until the bewildered pupils could come to the rescue.

  Then, as the foes relaxed that embrace of frenzy and murder —

  White, one with rage and the other with terror, and either with hatred —

  Grimly the great master smiled: “You were much nearer paradise, Piero,

  Than you have been for some time. Be ruled now by me and get homeward

  Fast as you may, and be thankful.” And then, as the poet,

  Looking neither to right nor to left, amid the smiles of the pupils

  Tottered along the platform, and trembling descended the ladder

  Down to the cloister pave, and, still without upward or backward

  Glance, disappeared beneath the outer door of the Convent,

  Titian turned again to the painter: “Farewell, Pordenone!

  Learn more fairly to know me. I envy you not; and no rival

  Now, or at any time, have I held you, or ever shall hold you.

  Prosper and triumph still, for all me: you shall but do me honor,

  Seeing that I too serve the art that your triumphs illustrate.

  I for my part find life too short for work and for pleasure;

  If it should touch a century’s bound, I should think it too precious

  Even to spare a moment for rage at another’s good fortune.

  Do not be fooled by the purblind flatterers who would persuade you

  Either of us shall have greater fame through the fall of the other.

  We can thrive only in common. The tardily blossoming cycles,

  Flowering at last in this glorious age of our art, had not waited,

  Folded calyxes still, for Pordenone or Titian.

  Think you if we had not been, our pictures had never been painted?

  Others had done them, or better, the same. We are only

  Pencils God paints with. And think you that He had wanted for pencils

  But for our being at hand? And yet — for some virtue creative

  Dwells and divinely exists in the being of every creature,

  So that the thing done through him is dear as if he had done it —

  If I should see your power, a tint of this great efflorescence,

  Fading, methinks I should feel myself beginning to wither.

  They have abused your hate who told you that Titian was jealous.

  Once, in my youth that is passed, I too had my hates and my envies.

  ‘Sdeath! how it used to gall me — that power and depth of Giorgione!

  I could have turned my knife in his heart when I looked at his portraits.

  Ah! we learn somewhat still as the years go. Now, when I see you

  Doing this good work here, I am glad in my soul of its beauty.

  Art is not ours, O friend! but if we are not hers, we are nothing.

  Look at the face you painted last year — or yesterday, even:

  Far, so far, it seems from you, so utterly, finally, parted,

  Nothing is stranger to you than this child of your soul; and you wonder —

  ‘Did I indeed then do it?’ No thrill of the rapture of doing

  Stirs in your breast at the sight. Nay, then, not even the beauty

  Which we had seemed to create is our own: the frame universal

  Is as much ours. And shall I hate you because you are doing

  That which when done you cannot feel yours more than I mine can feel it?

  It shall belong hereafter to all who perceive and enjoy it,

  Rather than him who made it; he, least of all, shall enjoy it.

  They of the Church conjure us to look on death and be humble;

  I say, look upon life and keep your pride if you can, then:

  See how to-day’s achievement is only to-morrow’s confusion;

  See how possession always cheapens the thing that was precious

  To our endeavor; how losses and gains are equally losses;

  How in ourselves we are nothing, and how we are anything only

  As indifferent parts of the whole, that still, on our ceasing,

  Whole remains as before, no less without us than with us.

  Were it not for the delight of doing, the wonderful instant

  Ere the thing done is done and dead, life scarce were worth living.

  Ah, but that makes life divine! We are gods, for that instant immortal,

  Mortal for evermore, with a few days’ rumor — or ages’ —

  What does it matter? We, too, have our share of eating and drinking,

  Love, and the liking of friends — mankind’s common portion and pleasure.

  Come, Pordenone, with me; I would fain have you see my Assumption

  While it is still unfinished, and stay with me for the evening:

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bsp; You shall send home for your lute, and I’ll ask Sansovino to supper.

  After what happened just now I scarcely could ask Aretino;

  Though, for the matter of that, the dog is not one to bear malice.

  Will you not come?”

  V.

  I listen with Titian, and wait for the answer.

  But, whatever the answer that comes to Titian, I hear none.

  Nay, while I linger, all those presences fade into nothing,

  In the dead air of the past; and the old Augustinian Convent

  Lapses to picturesque profanation again as a barrack;

  Lapses and changes once more, and this time vanishes wholly,

  Leaving me at the end with the broken, shadowy legend,

  Broken and shadowy still, as in the beginning. I linger,

  Teased with its vague unfathomed suggestion, and wonder,

  As at first I wondered, what happened about Violante,

  And am but ill content with those metaphysical phrases

  Touching the strictly impersonal nature of personal effort,

  Wherewithal Titian had fain avoided the matter at issue.

  THE LONG DAYS.

  Yes! they are here again, the long, long days,

  After the days of winter, pinched and white;

  Soon, with a thousand minstrels comes the light,

  Late, the sweet robin-haunted dusk delays.

  But the long days that bring us back the flowers,

  The sunshine, and the quiet-dripping rain,

  And all the things we knew of spring again,

  The long days bring not the long-lost long hours.

  The hours that now seem to have been each one

  A summer in itself, a whole life’s bound,

  Filled full of deathless joy — where in his round,

  Have these forever faded from the sun?

  The fret, the fever, the unrest endures,

  But the time flies.... Oh, try, my little lad,

  Coming so hot and play-worn, to be glad

  And patient of the long hours that are yours!

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  STOPS OF VARIOUS QUILLS

  CONTENTS

  NOVEMBER

  MIDWAY

  TIME

  FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION

  THE BEWILDERED GUEST

  COMPANY

  HEREDITY

  TWELVE P. M.

  CHANGE

  IN THE DARK

  TO-MORROW

  LIVING

  IF

  SOLITUDE

  RESPITE

  QUESTION

  HOPE

  THE BURDEN

  CALVARY