“Yes, I trust you and feel safe with you for some reason. I’m sorry I asked.”
“No, I’ve been wanting to kiss you since you came to the clubhouse. I just didn’t want to push because of everything you have been through, and we had a rocky start.”
“I want this.”
“Alright.” He starts to stretch out his mouth, stick out his tongue, and stretch out his neck.
“What are you doing?” I give him a puzzled look.
“I’m stretching out, getting ready to kiss you.” He laughs. “I’m just teasing, come here.” I scoot closer to him on the bench. He moves his lips to my neck and lightly kisses my bruises. He slowly moves his was up to my jaw, laying gentle pecks there. He holds my face in his hands and I put my hands on his chest. We both lean in and out lips finally meet. I open my mouth and he lightly teases my tongue with his and nibbles on my lip. He tastes like sweet almonds. We break apart.
“Wow.” He says, smiling big.
“Wow. Thank you.” We continue sitting on the bench, he puts his arm behind my back protectively. I don’t know what we just started, but it feels right. I have never felt like this with a man. I’m anxious and happy and feel warm inside.
Chapter 16
Tank
I can’t believe Sky just asked me to kiss her. It feels right with her, despite all that has happened she feels like home. I hope she stays.
It’s been about a week since she moved into the clubhouse. The sting is set up for Sunday. It’s Friday now. Sky and I have hung out a lot and her brother was released from the hospital, he moved into Breakers room. She’s been staying in my room which was odd for her brother to understand at first but he is used to it now. Sky and I haven’t kissed since that day at the park. It’s killing me, we sleep in the same bed and I wake up with her scent all over me. I want more but she isn’t ready.
“Tank, you fucker what’s going on, you have been dosing in and out in day dreams,” it was Winger.
“Shut the fuck up, I was just thinking about the job on Sunday.”
“It sure didn’t look like it, you were thinking of Sky. I know that face. It is the face of a fucker in love. I saw it on Breaker.”
“I don’t fall in love, nothing can penetrate this Tank.”
“Fuck, man, if I could find love I would dive in. You two seem to hit it off well. I know she has gone through some shit but she seems to be doing better. Look at Breaker and Charlie, she calmed that storm.”
“Yeah, I don’t want to scare her away.”
“Well, I have seen the way you two look at each other and that ain’t something to give up on.”
“Well, man I’m going to hit the hay. I’m exhausted. I’ll meet up with you tomorrow to go over the final details.”
“Night man, take it easy.”
I walk to my room that I’ve been sharing with Sky. She didn’t want to stay with her brother. I even offered to let her switch rooms so, she and her brother could use my room but she didn’t want to. I walk in and begin to strip down.
“Oh gosh, I’m sorry Tank. I was just coming in to sleep.”
“Don’t worry about hun, you’ve been camping in my room for the past week, nothing you haven’t seen.”
“I know, I feel bad, making you sleep with me.” I could go stay at my house but I want to be close to her.
“Trust me, sweetheart you’re not making me do anything I don’t want to do.” We have been sharing my bed for the past week since the incident with Bear. He’s gone now. We injected him with drugs and tortured him slowly. I got to get in a few hits, but it was Buzz who took pleasure in destroying him. He’s a sick fucker.
Sky walks out wearing my t-shirt and nothing else. It drives me insane to go to bed with the woman of my dreams and wake up with a hard on and her wrapped around me. She gets into bed beside me. Some of the brothers think it is weird that we sleep together but don’t fuck. It’s none of their business, she feels safe and that’s what matters. I lay back and close my eyes.
“Tank?”
“Yeah, darlin’”
“Tank, can you open your eyes?” I open up my eyes and see her turned towards me.
“What’s going on sweetheart you look nervous? Did something happen?” She’s shaking.
“No, I, I,” before she can get anything out and before I can say anything she’s kissing me with raw, primal need. I her move to straddle me. I rest my hands on her thighs. I’m afraid to touch any more than that, I don’t want to scare her. She is running her hands up and down my chest. After a few minutes of making out, we break apart, her lips are swollen.
“What was that for sweetheart? Not that I’m complaining, but I’m surprised.”
“I’ve been wanting to kiss you again and was nervous. I spoke with Charlie and she told me to just go for it. I want to be closer to you Tank. I know I’m damaged goods and you may not want that.”
“Stop right there, you’re not damaged goods, you’re everything I could want in a woman, you’re smart and you’re so strong. Do you not realize how strong you are? You have been through hell and back and yet, here you still are. You’re perfect in my eyes, Sky.” I move to bring her forehead to my lips to kiss it and I rest forehead to forehead with her.
“Do you think we could, just go a little slow? I want more but I’m afraid. I’ve never had an orgasm before, at least I don’t think I have. I don’t think I’m able to.”
“Honey, you’re able to have an orgasm, you just haven’t had the opportunity to. Haven’t you touched yourself before?
“Not really.”
“That’s okay. I care for you Sky and want to make you feel good, but it has to be at your pace. I won’t press you to do anything.”
“Thank you.” She moves in to kiss me again. I can feel her hand travel down to my dick. It immediately gets harder. I can feel my pre-cum wetting her hand and my dick.
“Baby, if you keep moving your hand like that, I’m going to cum in your hand.”
“Please Tank, just let me touch you.” I nod and let her touch. She jerks off my dick while we make out.
“Tank, you can touch me.” I don’t hesitate. We stop kissing for a second and I move my hands to under her shirt while keeping eye contact, silently asking if it’s okay. She nods. I move my hands up higher and cup her breasts. They are so full. She moans.
“That feels really good.” I squeeze a little harder and pinch one of her nipples and she moans louder.
“Baby, I’m going to cum if you keep making noise like that and keep touching my dick the way you are.”
“Tank, I want you to cum for me. Please, I need this.” She starts to move her hand up and down my cock faster. Our lips lock once again and I can’t help but breathe hard. I feel her breathing pick up too, I think she might come from me just playing with her nipples.
“Baby, I’m going to come,” I take in a deep breath and shoot all over her hand and my stomach. We continue to kiss as she slowly continues to stroke my cock, making me jerk from the sensitivity. I kiss her deeply.
“Thank you for letting me do that.” She takes one of her fingers and swirls it in the cum on my stomach. She brings it up to her mouth and licks it. “You taste good.” I can’t believe she just did that.
“Baby, you don’t need to do that.”
“I know, but I like it. Do you think I can put it in my mouth?”
“Sky, I want to make you feel good. If you let me, I want to make you feel good right now.” I say. I want to taste her pussy so bad but don’t want to push her. I’ve dreamt of it. She is the first woman I’ve kissed in a long time and she’ll be the first woman in a while I go down on.
“Are you sure? Guys always told me that men hate to go down there.”
“Baby, they were assholes. I love to eat pussy. I want to make you come.”
“I don’t think I can, I’ve never been able to before.”
“You haven’t let me try. Will you let m
e? Only if you are ready though. I don’t want to push you.”
“I’m ready. I want you to.”
“I have been dreaming of what your sweet pussy would taste and look like. I’ve been wanting to taste it, praying you would let me.” Sky attempts to get up from straddling me.
“Where ya going darlin’?”
“I thought you wanted to, you know.”
“I do, but you’re not going anywhere.”
“I don’t understand.” She looks so confused.
“Baby, I want you to sit on my face.” I would love for her to lay down but don’t want her to panic if I get on top of her. If she sits on my face, she’ll feel more in control. “Now, remove your panties for me,” she gets up and removes her panties and straddles me again. I attempt to remove her shirt but she stops me.
“If it is okay, I want to keep it on.”
“Anything you want. Are you sure you want to go on?”
“Yes, I’m sure.”
“Alright, bring your pussy up to my face.” She scoots forward and I inhale her desire. She smells sweet and spicy. I take my hands and grab her hips, she places her hands above me. I stick my tongue out and lap her clit. “Mm, you taste good, just like honey.” I take one of my hands and spread her lips. I continue to lick her. I look up and notice her eyes closed.
“Sky, baby, I need you to look at me, you’re clenching your eyes shut. I want you to see what I’m doing. If you aren’t ready, tell me.”
“I’m ready, I’m nervous. What if I smell or taste weird? I know I have hair too. I haven’t shaved.”
“Stop worrying, I just want you to open your eyes and look at me. Look at how I love your pussy.”
“I’ll keep my eyes open.” I move to her pussy again and spread her lips apart. I lick her clit once and look up to make sure she is looking at me and she is. I blow on the part I licked and she shutters. I suck on her clit and move my tongue inside of her hole. Lapping from the bottom up. I start to make circles on her clit and move to insert a finger inside of her. I start fingering her as I suck her clit. She’s moaning loudly.
“I’m going to cum, I feel something building.” My girl starts to move her hips on my face, grinding on me.
“Cum for me.” I start to suck harder and finger her faster, curling my finger to hit her g-spot. She’s soaking my face.
“Oh god Tank, right there.” I finger her g-spot faster. I can feel her pussy clenching on my fingers. She’s going to cum. She grinds faster on my tongue and fingers and comes. I finger her through her orgasm and she squirts into my mouth.
“That’s it baby, keep coming for me.” She’s jerking slightly and trying to hold herself up. I slow down my movements and she comes down from her orgasm. I kiss her inner thighs, laying gentle pecks on it. She moves down so we are face to face, laying on top of me. I kiss her.
“I can taste myself.”
“You’re delicious.”
She blushes red. “You’re amazing Tank, I didn’t know it could be like that.”
“Oh, it can be more, I went easy on you tonight. I want to give you more.”
“I would like that. What does this mean for us?”
“Sky, I don’t want to label us, but you’re special to me. I haven’t fucked anyone since you’ve been sharing my bed, no club whores, not anyone.”
“You are the first man to make me feel like life can be good. I feel safe and at home with you Tank. I hope that doesn’t scare you.” She has no idea how much she isn’t scaring me. She may have her problems, but she feels like home to me too. I can’t imagine not having her in my bed or in my life. It may be early since we haven’t known each other long but I want her in my life and that’s new for me. I’ve always said I would never take an old lady, or fall in love and that’s what I’m doing with Sky, my scone eating hacker.
“Let’s get some sleep. I’m just going to clean up a little.” I walk into the bathroom to clean up the come on my stomach. I walk back to bed and climb in next to her.
“Goodnight Tank.”
“Goodnight Sky.”
Two nights pass until I work Sky up to three orgasms, needless to say she passed out from pleasure. I can tell she wants to be more intimate but I want her completely comfortable with me, and her body before we go any further. She still won’t take her shirt off whereas I’ve been completely naked. She likes to rub her hands up and down my abs before bed. When we aren’t in bed or dealing with club shit, Buzz and I have been teaching her self-defense. I taught her how to knock a guy off balance if she’s ever in a chokehold. She calls it a choky.
Today is finally the day we’re taking down the Death Riders. Sam will have his club back and we’ll get our mole. We decided Sam should be at the drop. He’s been in contact with his old Sargent in Arms, VP and Treasurer. They all agreed to back him up along with other brothers lost to different chapters.
We have kept Sky out of Rabbit’s eye and none of the brother’s mention her. Rabbit thinks we don’t know he is a rat but boy, is he wrong. He has been MIA from the club house. Rock and Sky tracked him to the Dancing Kitty and he has been communicating with Hank, the Death Riders President daily, he only showed up today because Breaker told him, he has point for the transport.
I’m in the clubhouse waiting for Breaker to talk. We need to get organized for this sting to go right. “Alright, all you fuckers. Rabbit’s taking point on this. He will drive and Winger’s riding shotgun. We need about five of you to ride bitch and pull security for them. We need another five, to ride ahead and let them know of any danger.” Breaker says.
Ten brother’s volunteer, we already planned it out ahead of time. They all know Rabbit is a rat. We had Sky and Rock run deep background checks on the club and no one came out dirty. Rabbit and Bear were the only ones, they both had five grand deposited in their accounts monthly from an anonymous account. Of course my girl and Rock tracked it to the Dancing Kitty, which mean they both were taking money from the Death Riders. They both were double dipping. Since we took care of Bear, Rabbit is the only rat left, we plan on getting him to transport the shit, which is all fake, let him think he has screwed us over and then we’re going to take out the Pres and VP. Breaker told Rabbit that Bear was out on a run so he won’t get suspicious. From what we know, they will be there along with the rest of the club. Sam told us that a few of the guys in the club are going to be there to back us up, they are keeping it on the low down.
What they don’t know is that we’re going to ambush them and finally bring peace to these two clubs. Things may get bloody. We’re placing all family on lock down; the brothers staying behind will be on guard. Our family and our women are the most important things in life, next to the club.
Few hours later…
“Alright you fuckers, you know the drill, we have five in the front and five in the back. Winger will ride shotgun for Rabbit. We get in, get the money and give them their shit. This cartel isn’t someone to fuck with.” He says to all of us. Rabbit is looking all hype, little does he know his shit is about to come crashing down.
“Alright, let’s load up and get moving. I want my cash and I want this shit out of my hands,” Breaker says. Winger and Buzz are the only leadership going with them right now. Breaker and I’ll be following behind. It would be unusual for all of us to go at once and we don’t want to tip them off. Winger and Rabbit load up and leave with ten brothers.
“Alright Tank, when I get a call from Buzz we head out. I don’t expect a call until they reach the first gas station,” Breaker says, they are slower with the truck, we can easily catch up on our bikes.
“Got it Pres, I’m gonna check on Sky before we leave. I got my phone on me.” I say.
“You falling for her brother?”
“I don’t know man, she’s different. I can’t explain it. I know she’s fucked up from everything that went down but she’s different.”
“Come on bro, It’s me Mason, you’re talking to,
forget the shit of being Tank and Breaker, let’s be Theo and Mason right now. Tell me what you’re thinking. I know you guys aren’t only sleeping in that room.”
“Shit, man, we aren’t having sex if that’s what you mean. She’s not ready for that. We are taking it slow. I didn’t want to get close because I’m afraid she’ll leave, but I’ve already fallen man. She keeps talking about leaving and it’s tearing me up.”
“Man, you gotta make her see that you don’t want her to leave, make her feel like she could make a home with you, if you want her here. Remember what I went through with Char, she was damaged and hurt by men, I had to work for her. I know what it’s like to find a woman you want and feel that connection. Don’t let a good woman go and Sky is a good woman.”
“I know man, I’m trying. I don’t want to be too intense, I’m not asking for her to be my old lady, but I want her here,” I rub my hand over my face, “You call me when we’re ready. I’m gonna go check on her.”
I walk into the clubhouse in search of Sky.
Chapter 17
Sky
I’m locked up in Tank’s room by choice, Rabbit is here today. Today, is the day I get my life back and Sam does, too. I’m thinking about getting a little house close to my brother and maybe Tank. I would never have thought to factor Tank in this situation, I don’t know if he wants to be with me.
I know the other brothers left and Tank and Breaker stayed behind. I saw him and Breaker standing outside. I don’t know all the details of what they are doing, but I know that my brother is going with them, I have been praying no one gets hurts. I can’t imagine Tank getting hurt. He has been my rock, in learning to trust again.
I grab my laptop and run a trace on Hank, the Death Riders Presidents. I wanna know if he is on schedule to be at the drop. A ping sounds on my laptop showing my location. This can’t be right, it’s showing the club house. I grab the phone Tank gave me, and try to call him, no answer. I try Breaker next, no answer either. “Shit, what am I going to do?” I say to myself. I send a text to Rock, I know he is on the job but hopefully he sees the text.
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