by Wyatt, Dani
“Owww! God, what was that for?”
Two more and her eyes were as round as her open mouth.
“Get that pussy right fucking here, now. I told you, I don’t fuck around. You’re smart enough to understand. Look at me.”
She shifted her shoulders, her arms draped lightly over her belly as Flynn gave her hips a shake. The heat from his hand print on the outside of her ass already began to radiate and turn cherry red.
“What?” She could feel herself locking up even as a warm rush of moisture flowed.
Lilly lowered her eyes to see Flynn’s jaw muscles harden. His fingertips dug into the round curve of her hips.
“There’s going to be no fucking halfway with me. You get that? This,” His head nodded toward the naked triangle she held tightly between her legs. “It’s fucking mine. And, I don’t ask for what’s already mine, you get that? I get it, I get that you’ve been hurt. In every part of me, I promise you, I’m going to undo what they’ve done. Every part of me wants what is best for you. I’m not here to try to break you, Lilly. I’m here to help you. To show you the beauty of who you are. To give you back everything they took away.”
He leaned forward, holding her upright, unsteady on the soft mattress. She watched as his tongue came over his lips and danced at the outside of her mons, the nerves playing a concerto as he lightly kissed then drew her into his lips.
“Owww!”
He sucked then marked her with a bite. Her entire body shook as he scooped his tongue inside and lapped at her clit while watching her face from below.
“Now open your damn legs, put your hands on the wall and get onto my face. I’ve got some work to do.”
Flynn moved with a confidence that she could not fight. He raised his body, each square of his abdominals flexed as he opened her legs, drew her forward and set about the task of eating her until she drenched his face and her knees buckled.
His tongue seemed to be everywhere. Lilly could no longer follow his exact movements, his fingertips danced and played with her folds as his mouth did magical things. It was so hard to fight the urge to pull back, parts of her still screaming inside her brain that he couldn’t want her like this, pressing herself into his face.
But, the way he moved onto her, with such ferocity, such passion, began to squash the insecurity that still danced in her mind.
He pulled one thigh upward, spreading her wide and resting one foot on the back of the frame of the daybed, splaying her utterly open and on his mouth. He surged forward with more force. She heard the sounds of his mouth, wet and urgent, licking and swallowing as her body flowed on his tongue.
“Oh my god…” Lilly felt the room begin to sway. A tingle started down in her feet, her body vibrated and the masterpiece of his mouth drew her cemented onto its movements.
The sound of his sucking and his own groans of pleasure as he rocked her hips up and down on his mouth pushed her to the edge and her body shuddered. A wave ran up the back of her legs and exploded, shutting down every other sense of time and place. Flynn ravaged her even harder as her body twisted and he had to brace her against his mouth.
She knew she was screaming, but no sound met her ears. She was sucked into a vortex of an orgasm that left her spineless and writhing on him.
Before she took a full breath, Flynn worked her downward, his own body full and thick, rising up to meet her juicing heat as he sat her onto his ready dick.
“Fuck me, Lilly. Put your tit in my mouth and fuck me, now, hard, show me how you want to fuck,” he growled in her ear as the head of his dick braced at her entrance.
As much as his face, his body, his swagger — for lack of a better term — set her ovaries to detonate, it was his eyes. The way he looked at her, waiting for her to react, to see something that no one before seemed to notice. Like now, his eyes — glowing green with a fire behind them — watched her intently, only seeming to draw his own breath from her pleasure.
Lilly never dreamed of this, but she did as he told, raising one side of her lush weight in her hands and pressing the hardened peak to his waiting lips. He sucked her in so hard, she fought to take a breath as his own hands guided her hips down and onto him.
She knew she had yet to take all of him, he was still pushing her body to its limits even as slick and ready as she was. She winced and sucked air through her teeth as the first inches moved inside of her.
His lips sucked, and she felt his tongue working as his hands lowered to grab like hooks into the bottom of her ass.
He helped her angle his length so she would take more, but it burned and hurt as he started to move her up and down. The pressure from his body on her already swollen clit began to generate her own need, deep and throbbing, and her hips began to dance and twist.
Flynn nipped at her in his mouth, sending a shock wave of sensual pain over her skin, jerking her hips up and down, taking him deeper until she felt like he was coming right into her belly.
“Mmmm.” Lilly bit her lip, moaned and shifted to press herself against the hard angles of his body, her eyes closing and she wandered into a place where she, for the first time, felt deserving of her own desire.
“Good girl.” Flynn let her out of his mouth as she began to raise and lower, building another shock wave between them. “Take it, babe, fuck me. I want to watch you come.”
The sound of his low voice sent her into another space. His hands drew up her back, pulling her against him as his dick dug deeper, filling her until it hurt and she didn’t care.
“That’s it, baby, don’t think — just fuck. Harder. You want it all? Don’t hold back.”
SMACK
“Oww!”
OH my god, I want to fuck him so hard, like a crazy-person hard. I’ve never felt this before. God, I feel like an animal — it hurts so much and I don’t want it to stop. He’s tearing at me and all I want is more. Even when the bites and the smacks come down, I feel freer, open, like there are no closed spaces between us. God, please, don’t let me lose myself. I’ve been hurt before, but this could kill me.
Flynn’s arms locked around her waist, latching them together until their bodies moved as one and Lilly wrenched and came on him with a primal scream. He held her steady as her body contorted and sounds like a dying animal filled the small cottage.
Lilly felt that tightening in her throat, like she needed to sob in some deep grieving way. But, it was so much more. Her body blended into him, she flowed and knew that she soaked him and she felt no shame.
For once, she reveled in the way her body felt, and Flynn’s eyes drank her in like he was looking into that final white light.
When she could see straight and her body came to rest in a heap against him, Flynn kissed where her breasts came together, looking up at her face with a crooked grin.
“What?” Lilly let out a breath, trying to regain some composure, her hands desperately trying to make sense out of her hair.
“You’re fucking beautiful, that’s what. Now, that little show you just gave me has my damn dick walking on razor wire — I want your mouth. I want to watch you taste yourself on me as I cum in your mouth. I’m about as primed as a short fucking fuse — get on your knees — suck me like a good girl.”
Chapter Twenty
“Keep that phone on you,” Flynn directed, his face inches from hers from where he leaned in through her driver's side window. She was settled in the little Nissan, her cheeks still rose red from a good fucking and her eyes not quite focused. “I’m not fucking joking. If you’re with Colin or whatever, I get that — don’t answer, but as soon as you are back, you text me. Got it? Now, I’m going back to the gym, then I’ll text you about tonight.”
Her hands gripped the steering wheel, and Flynn knew she was already beginning to fluster.
“What? Tell me everything, remember? I want it all, then I can deal with it and we can move on.”
“It’s just — I mean, what if he finds the phone? I’m just afraid.” She sighed. “Coming here, the phone, last night, snea
king out and back in — he’s going to find out.”
“It’s going to be fine. Don’t worry, babe. I’ve got it.” Flynn was about up to his nuts with this shit. If he had a Winnebago tied behind his Bronco, he’d have her ass inside and halfway across the country by now.
“I give a fu— I care. My mom…”
Flynn could see her knuckles turning white, and he sucked air in through his teeth as he gave himself a hard push away from the Nissan.
“Yeah, I know. I also told you — I. Will. Take. Care. Of. It. Do you have a selective memory? Did what just happened in there take too much blood out of that beautiful brain?”
She stared straight ahead.
“You — your family. This is all a crazy world. I only lived a small part of it before I came, but now, being here. I see the reach. The way it works and there are no outs. No one is wearing Kevlar; we’re all subject to the wrath. Even my mother, across the ocean. Your father holds her life — her life, Flynn — in his hands.”
Flynn fought the overwhelming urge to clutch his hand around her throat. Not to hurt her unnecessarily but to pull her back into the moment, to make her turn off and trust him.
As God’s listening, I’m fucking going to figure this out. Every problem has a fucking solution and every beast has a weakness. I’ve fought my way through this damn life this far. Now it’s time to take everything these fuckers have taught me and break the damn chains they have locked around us all. Fuck this, I’ll die before she keeps living like this.
“Don’t fight me. Not like this and not in any other way. I know you. I’ve known you since I touched you and that first night we sat in the boat house. I’m going to take care of you like I said, but you have to stop fighting me. I’m not going to negotiate for your obedience.”
“My obedience?” Lilly flashed a ‘fuck you’ grin at him.
“Yes. Tell me you don’t want it? Deep down that craving to be taken care of, protected from all the shit flying around you? It’s in your nature, I can feel it, and it’s my damn nature to be the person to take that point-position in your life.”
“I’m perfectly capab—”
“I’m not fucking talking about what you can do. Last night, today, when we’re together, that’s who you are. That’s your true nature and it’s beautiful. It’s not weak, it’s strong, and it makes my head spin knowing I’ve found something so perfect. So right. You and me are going to be, Lilly. I’ve been in your heart and mind — No, you’ve accepted me into your heart and mind already. You can push and wiggle around all you want, but it would save us both a lot of time, and you more red asses, if you will quit with the push back, okay?”
Flynn watched as she took a deep breath and swallowed. Then, she let it out and her head fell forward before turning to stare at him. Her eyes looking like she had just realized something.
“Just promise you will take good care of me? I can’t say I know exactly what this is, this us, but it’s something I’ve never had before or even dreamed. After all these years, I meet you and within a few months, I feel like you know me better than anyone, that you are the first person who cares about what is good for me instead of what I can do for them. Please, just don’t hurt me — leave me — I don’t know if I could take that.”
Flynn leaned into the car window, his finger lifting her chin so he could take her mouth. The kiss was soft but firm. He needed her to understand he would never hurt her but that she belonged to him now.
“You know I would never hurt you. In your heart, you already know that. So, from here on out, this second, you’re mine. Your body, your spirit, your mind and your heart, they belong to me. Got it? That’s us. Tell me you understand. I need you to come willingly. I don’t want you if you are reluctant. I know it’s who you are and what we are. Now, tell me you understand. Say you belong to me.”
Flynn didn’t let her look away. One hand held her chin, his other reached into the car and traced up between her legs, laying solid at the tight space still warm.
“Answer me.” Flynn pressed harder between her legs.
“I belong to you.” Her words came out just on the other side of a whisper but Flynn could feel her entire being shift as she let it out and tears filled her eyes.
“Good girl. Now, go see Mac. You need that; he’s good for you. Nothing about us though. You have to let me play this out, figure out how to get you everything you need.”
He met her lips quickly, felt the silk of her hair as he stroked his hand to push the waves of red behind her ear.
She turned the key, the Nissan giving a high-pitched hum as both her hands gripped the wheel.
Just as Flynn backed away, she turned, one single trail of salt heavy water down her cheek.
“And you may just get us all killed.”
With that, she turned and buzzed into traffic.
***
“What is it? Don’t fuck around, I’m old. I give a shit about you, tell me what’s wrong, for Christsake.”
Mac pushed his unfinished lunch to the side, his fingers tapping on the shiny chrome arms of his wheelchair. His ever-present diamond pinky ring dinged as he tapped.
“Just a lot on my mind. That’s all, I’m fine. Eat your food. You’ve lost weight.” Lilly looked into Mac’s watery blue eyes as he stared her down without moving from across the small, round mahogany table he always reserved for them.
He didn’t move, just the fingers tapping and Lilly rolled her eyes.
“What? Come on, some days are just worse than others. You try being betrothed to one man then finding out you’ve been duped. This family is crazy, you know that? You too. Now eat or I’m leaving.”
“You’re not leaving, stop the pity party. Something else is bothering you. Look, I’m old. I don’t have much to think about every day, so when you come here, I see everything. This is not your normal smartass charm. Something’s different. What’s happened? Is it your mom?”
“No. Yes, well, yes.” Lilly huffed. “Can you please stop tapping like that?”
Mac screwed up his face and tapped even harder.
“God, every man in my life is a pain in the ass. Where are all the women? Huh? It’s like a frat party and I’m the lone token girl who showed up. All of you drive me crazy. Every one.”
TAP, TAP, TAP, TAP
“FINE! Oh my freakin’ god.” Lilly tossed her head back, her hair falling to the back of the chair almost to her ass.
“It’s someone new. I can see it. Who is it? One of the programmers at work? You’ve got a little nerd action on the side?” Mac tipped his head, trying to keep eye contact as Lilly pulled her lips to the side.
“No.” She shook her head as an uncontrollable blush rose under her freckled cheeks. “The last thing I need in my life in another man. Between the two families, I’m up to my earlobes in XY chromosomes.”
“Okay, so who?”
“What makes you so sure it’s a ‘who’? Maybe I’m just worried about the work. I’m stuck on some code and everyone is waiting for me. It’s like they won’t let me just sit down in a group and talk it out. Colin keeps me locked up in that server room. I have to do all my work in a vacuum.”
“You’re the golden goose.”
“Yeah, and I feel like I’m going to lay a rotten egg.”
“Quit changing the subject. I know what I know. There’s someone, I can see something different in your eyes. In your manner. You have to be careful. I should tell you to stop it now, cut it off. That would be what I should say.”
Lilly pulled her hair into a long tail, twisted it up and onto the top of her head, holding it there like she was leaning back in a chair.
“You’re just old. You don’t know anything.”
“Uh huh. And you’re just young and you know even less. Listen to me.” His voice turned and he looked out the window, his fingers finally stopping their tap. “When you get old, you figure some things out. For me, it’s too late to go back and change anything, and I wouldn’t. But, if I could tell you
one thing, hell, tell anyone who would listen, I’d tell them not to wait. Not to live life how you think you should. You gotta be true to whoever it is inside you. Now, I know, I told you that you should make nice with Colin. Be a good girl and do your duty and marry that fucker, but he’s an ass. He’s more than that, he’s dangerous and this whole set up is for the birds.”
He finally turned back, and Lilly looked to see him staring at her.
Around them, the place was filled with people at the end of their years. Mulling around and chattering, some looking like Grumpy from the seven dwarfs, some laughing like they were kids.
“Who is it?” Mac’s voice was low, and Lilly felt that familiar hum start inside.
“Flynn.”
“Jesus. I knew it.”
Mac’s fingers tightened around the metal arms of his wheelchair.
“I know. I’m going to need Jesus to get me out of this.”
Mac let out a bellow and a laugh that drew head turns from around the room.
“What are you all looking at?” he groused back as they all went back with discomfort to their meals.
“You’re a curmudgeon, you know that? Everyone looked because they’ve probably never heard you laugh before. Thought maybe you were having a seizure.”
“Well, I don’t have any pull with Jesus, but I’m going to tell you something. Something your father will never tell you, but I know what I know.”
“What’s that?”
“He loved your mother. Not like a Sunday drive kind of love. Not even what I had with my wife where we grew to love each other. No. What they had was the Romeo and Juliet kind. The crazy run-until-your-hair-falls-out-and-can’t-take-another-breath kind. But, he was already married and when Abigail got pregnant… Well. That is just not how it is done. Not back then and certainly not in this life. This family.”
He took a deep breath, and Lilly pushed the leftover peas around on her plate.
“So, she left, right? Went back to Ireland and met my stepfather.”
“No. I sent her away.”
“You?”
