Miranda's Dilemma

by Natasha Blackthorne

  Seduce him.

  Right.

  She hadn’t expected his resistance. She certainly hadn’t expected his aggressive response. She had become frightened.

  No, she had become frightened of her feelings toward him.

  Just as when she’d been a girl. She ought not to have run away from him that night in the garden, so long ago. She ought to have allowed James to seduce her. They would have had to get married then, wouldn’t they? It wouldn’t have been her fault?

  No, Freddy needed me.

  And you let him down.

  She frowned. That was the past and the past was set in stone. All her sins and failures were set in stone.

  But the lesson is don’t be a ninny! Don’t run, seduce him!

  How did women tempt gentlemen? Surely gentlemen had more refined tastes than commoners did.

  Certainly kissing him and thrusting her hand down his trews and stroking his manly parts hadn’t worked. Yes, it had given him an erection—and what an erection! But it hadn’t placed her any closer to attaining her goal, either.

  What else should she do? How did one seduce a Rock of Gibraltar?

  “You’re drunk,” he said.

  “No, no, I am not.”

  “Just how much did you have to drink?”

  Again, she heard the incredulousness in his voice.

  She reached up with her free hand, intending to stroke the side of his face. To make an appeal.

  He seized her wrist. “There’ll be no more of that.”

  Hurt blossomed in her chest. Did he not trust her? “No, do no’ deny me. Take me. Make me yours.”

  He was giving her the oddest look. “I think you said you’d like me to take you?” His frown deepened. “Bed you?”

  She nodded avidly. “Yes, yes…oh, please, yes.”

  He stared at her. Oh, his expression! As though she’d suddenly sprouted horns. Did she repulse him that much?

  She wriggled against the coverlet, the contact making her aware of the lingering sting on her buttocks.

  He had actually spanked her!

  Why had he been so intent on detaining her if he hadn’t wanted what she had offered him?

  He laughed softly

  .

  “You think it is amusing?” she asked. Shame burnt into her.

  He brushed the hair off the side of her neck then and traced a fingertip along the cord down to her collarbone. “I didn’t think I needed to lock my door against you, Sunny.”

  How cruel and mocking he was! She had never known this cruel side to him.

  He leaned forward and pressed his lips to her neck. The soft-firm touch of his mouth sent shivers through her. Making her nipples tighten.

  Making her more confused than ever.

  “You don’t really want this,” he said.

  His assured tone puzzled her. Hadn’t she come here naked to his bed? What man would ask himself aught beyond that? “I do, I do,” she said.

  “Much as I’d love to oblige you, my lady, you’re too foxed to know what you are doing.” He kissed her nape again, this time opening his mouth. Heated breath blew on her flesh, and then the slight bite of teeth.

  Wild shivers of pleasure chased down to her belly, tightening her nipples all the more and sending gooseflesh all over her body.

  Despite the kindness in his voice, he had been teasing her. Mocking her. How foolish of her to have come here.

  To have thought he might still want her.

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  HER MYSTERY DUKE

  Erotica Romance ~ Light BDSM ~ Rubenesque / BBW ~ Regency

  Historical ~ May-Dec ~ Non-virginal Heroine ~ Kept Woman / Courtesan ~ Novel Length, approx. 85,000 words.

  Is he insane? Or is he the answer to all her naughty dreams?

  Jeanne Darling spent her adolescence coping with her father's increasing illness and insanity. Left alone by his death and plunged into poverty, she did what she had to do to survive. Now still reeling from the overwhelming physical and emotional demands her father's care required, she values her peace above all. She doesn't need anyone or anything except her writing and the safety of her rented garret chamber. She's about to rise above her past and create financial independence for herself. What she absolutely does not need is the mysterious and possibly insane stranger who walks into the coffee shop and into her life.

  David Somerville, the Duke of Hartley, has known pain and betrayal from the people closest to him. Born to privilege, power and wealth, and filled with idealistic vision for humane change, he gives all of himself to his political career. He keeps his life circumspectly under control. But one day, all the carefully arranged threads of his life unravel and his life intersects with Jeanne's in a way that challenges his view of everything he thinks he knows.

  Leagues apart in society, they can have only one possible future, that of protector and mistress. And neither wants to risk deeper connection. However, their overwhelming attraction and resulting sexual games provide them with pleasures neither of them has ever known. Will their sensual journey lead them to discover a more emotionally profound side to domination and submission? Or will their seemingly insurmountable differences and passionate personal goals drive them apart?

  HER MYSTERY DUKE is a work of historical erotic romance. Though it contains elements of light BDSM, it is not meant to be a guide to or an accurate portrayal of modern BDSM lifestyles or practices. This story contains graphic descriptions of sexual acts and frank sexual language. It also contains light bondage, anal play, sexual toys, cunnilingus, fellatio, masturbation, voyeurism and spanking.

  “Tender moments, HOT BONDAGE, feisty heroine...Everything a good erotic historical novel should have.” A review for HER MYSTERY DUKE ~ An Amazon Review

  “Smokin' Hot Regency...Seriously Erotic...I want a man like that for my own!” ~ An Amazon Review

  “Classy, very well written tale brings you back in time...sexy, sensual and erotic...light BDSM that makes you burn...you'll be fanning yourself while you melt in your seat.” ~ Five Stars From Let's Get Romantical

  “The erotic elements in this book are off the charts! I cannot give you the words of how sexy and hot it was. There are light BDSM tones to the scenes and let me tell you, mmmmm...mmmmm! I read a couple of scenes twice....Her Mystery Duke is a well executed and thought provoking read. If you have a love of Historical Romances with an erotic twist to the tale...then ladies!...ladies, you have to read Natasha’s work. You will become a fan...I guarantee it.” ~ Salacious Reads

  Excerpt from HER MYSTERY DUKE

  ©Copyright 2013 Natasha Blackthorne

  Chapter One

  London, England

  January 1813

  Indecent. The tall gentleman’s stare was the most blatantly indecent assault Jeanne had ever encountered. Deeper than intense. Intimate, as though he knew everything thing about her.

  That penetrating gaze set her palms sweating and made her mouth dry. It was a direct threat. No one could possibly know her. She kept herself too well protected, hidden beneath layers of aloof disinterest. Yet she found herself unable to look away. She just sat there and let that gaze burn her. Burn through the wall she kept between herself and the world. It even seeped under her skin and melted her blood into warmed honey.

  A single pane of rain-splattered glass separated them. The thudding of her heart in her ears blocked out the sounds from the common room of the coffee shop and created a sense of isolation.

  He wore no hat and his hair lay plastered like spilt black ink streaked across his high, broad forehead. Rain dripped over hard, chiseled cheekbones, down an aquiline nose and square jaw, over shoulders that were made even more impossibly broad by a dark blue greatcoat.

  He was like something from a dream. A harlot’s very naughty dream.

  Oh, really. A handsome, mysterious st
ranger, one who was intensely interested in her and seemed to know all about her? Her imagination was running away with her, taking on a life of its own. She closed her eyes and shook her head slightly. The wine hadn’t been that strong as to make her conjure carnal fantasies in mid-afternoon. In public. She dared to look again.

  The tall gentleman was gone.

  There, see? An author of fairy stories couldn’t be fooled by a waking dream. And yet cold, heaviness sank through her insides, a feeling of loss. How utterly ridiculous. Irritated with herself, Jeanne bent over her mug, inhaling the fruity, spicy scent of mulled wine, and listened to the low rumble of conversations around her. Mrs. Roberts had a new blue bonnet and she was preening like a peacock. Mr. Taylor announced to his friends that he’d just become engaged to Miss Smith and his companions were alternately ribbing and toasting him.

  Once a week, she ventured from her garret to this coffee shop to be among people, as an observer. A customer, keeping a protective distance.

  “Miss Darling.” The slightly nervous, boyish voice broke into her peace. “You usually come here on Saturday.”

  She forced the irritation from her expression and looked up to meet his freckled face. “Yes, Paul, this week I decided on a change.”

  She kept her tone cool and polite, as always.

  Mr. Ratherford, her publisher, had sent a note, informing her that she should present herself at his offices in two weeks and bring the fairy tales he’d requested. As an author of children’s stories, she’d been working for months on the stories but she still had one more story to write, the grand finale in what she hoped would be a published leather-bound volume of the stories. However, she’d been unable to write for several weeks. The harder she tried to create a story, the less she liked anything she wrote. Today, that note had put her into a state of desperation. She’d come here to try and stimulate her mind. It had worked a little too well judging from the daydream of the handsome, mysterious stranger.

  “A special occasion?” Paul’s words cut into her thoughts again.

  Oh bother! She took a deep breath and struggled to find more patience. Once Paul Cook started, he never let up. But he was just a boy, and a kind one at that. She bit back an impatient response.

  Her concentration, her peace, however: they were gone. Never mind. The wind was howling with more intensity outside, and the winter’s day was growing dark far too early. It was time to leave.

  As she reached down to retrieve her reticule, the odor of wet wool intruded on her senses, mingled with the citrus-soapy scent of a gentleman’s shaving lotion. A body close to hers. Too close. She jerked her head up and faced her waking dream.

  His greatcoat was opened to reveal a fine, silk, embroidered waistcoat that encompassed a broad chest, which narrowed into a flat-as-boards stomach. Water dripped from his hair, leaving wet spots on his hopelessly crushed cravat. He didn’t seem to be aware of his dishevelment.

  She met his eyes. His gaze intensified, turning to brilliant, intimidating greenish fire, like an emerald catching the sunlight. Thick, dark lashes and heavy black brows made the color appear even richer.

  “Thérèse.”

  His voice was deep yet hushed and utterly masculine. It sent another curl of heat through her, stronger, penetrating all the way down from her chest to her navel and into her womb. However, it was the note of despair that made her catch her breath.

  Pressure swelled in her throat, a pang of sympathy. Sympathy for others was the most dangerous emotion of all. It could lead one to make painful, unwise sacrifices.

  She’d never had such an immediate reaction like this to any man. Tingles raced from her midsection to her toes, not arousal this time but an urge to run. He was dangerous.

  And Thérèse? Clearly he was grossly mistaken. Or foxed.

  She stood, then took a deep breath, released it, and raised her brows in a haughty mask. “Pardon me, sir?”

  His expression sharpened. He took her arm, harshly. “Don’t toy with me.”

  She pulled back and he tightened his grip. His hand was large. His hold stronger than any gentleman she’d known.

  He leaned so close she could have brushed her lips against his. “Don’t pretend that you don’t know me!”

  His deep, hushed voice sent pleasurable shivers through her but Jeanne pushed the sensation aside. As his hot breath wafted over her, she inhaled deeply but couldn’t detect any odor of spirits. Nor were the pupils of his eyes dilated, as they might be if he were under the influence of some strong drug. Prickles raced over her scalp like a thousand needles.

  Perhaps the gentleman wasn’t in full control over his mental faculties. Dear God. Just like Papa. She’d spent her youth caring for her father in his varying stages of insanity. Life with him had become a prison. Since his death, she had lived in fear of the unbalanced. Another series of prickles raced over her scalp.

  She met the stranger’s gaze levelly. “What’s your game?”

  “Thérèse, don‘t be this way.” His whisper, laced with steel, was so low, that she unwittingly leaned closer. “We needn’t make any dramatics here. We’re going home.”

  This near to him, Jeanne noted the glassiness of his eyes. Again, she sniffed. No hint of alcohol. But then again, having experienced all of Papa’s variances of sanity, she had an instinct for spotting others who were likewise afflicted. This man was definitely afflicted in his mind.

  This was the exact situation she always dreaded. Since her girlhood, she always watched others, seeking any sign of madness. She’d had to cope with Papa, that had been her duty, but she was always careful to keep others who showed any inkling of mental instability at a safe distance. How stupid of her to have let herself be distracted by this man’s masculine beauty.

  Angry at herself, she jerked her arm, trying once again to free herself. His grip remained relentless.

  “Thérèse!” Again, the low steely whisper. “Behave yourself.”

  How unwise of her. An insane person could react unpredictably. She ought not to provoke him. Yet she knew it was important to present a strong, confident front.

  “Sir, I am not your Thérèse and have no wish to be. So please unhand me.” Her heart was hammering at her chest wall so violently, she had trouble keeping her voice even. She lifted her chin and stared at him steadily. “Now.”

  “You are deliberately pushing me, Thérèse. I don’t appreciate it.”

  Boots sounded on the floorboards. The sound drew her attention to how quiet the public room had become. She glanced around. The other patrons were staring.

  “Miss Darling, is everything all right?”

  The tall gentleman turned to Paul and regarded him with an icy, haughty stare. “The lady is a friend. Please go back to your counter and mind your business.”

  At the velvet over iron tone, the young man’s eyes grew round. He took one step backward and then another, then stood looking uneasy.

  “Are you having a spot of trouble here, Miss Darling?”

  Jeanne turned to face the shop owner, a large, barrel-chested man.

  The stranger exhaled long and loud. A sound of complete exasperation. “As I told the boy, the lady is a rather close friend. I would appreciate a little privacy.”

  The shop owner turned to her. “Miss Darling?”

  Her heart froze and her chest constricted. She placed a hand to her throat. She didn’t know what to say.

  “The gent don’t look right to me.” The owner’s wife squinted at the stranger.

  Jeanne glanced at the gentleman’s handsome profile and the proud jut of his jaw. He gazed at her sideways and she caught her breath. There was something about that brief gaze. A lost, disorientated air. Just like Papa when he had been in one of his worst spells and he was trying to hide it by acting arrogantly assertive.

  But she had seen. The stranger was truly not in his right mind.

  He swayed then braced his large hands on the back of the chair and caught himself. Arrogance fell over his face like a ma
sk.

  Jeanne’s throat ached. He was so vulnerable. So alone.

  Mrs. Cook motioned to the chair Jeanne had vacated. “Sir, you better sit.”

  The gentleman stared at the matron—well, rather he glowered down his nose at her. “If you please, the lady and I have some personal business to attend to.”

  His eyes jerked from side to side. At the alarming motion, Jeanne started. He seemed to lurch forward. She looked down and saw his hands gripping the chair back. The knuckles were white. The ache in her throat increased.

  “Paul.”

  Jeanne glanced back at Mrs. Cook. The woman wrinkled her forehead. “Go fetch Dr. Miller.”

  Paul walked to the door.

  “Quickly now.” Mrs. Cook’s voice carried urgency and she made a shooing motion.

  A doctor.

  Memories rose in Jeanne’s mind. Her father screaming, his face contorted in torment as the doctor painted yet another mustard plaster on his skin in an attempt to draw the poisonous humors out. The endless purges and emetics. The excruciating blisters on his skin and the agonizing dry heaves. None of it did anything to cure Papa’s mad fits and mental lapses. And then finally, the insane asylum.

  It is how they would deal with this obviously touched gentleman. As though her stays had suddenly shrunk, her chest constricted. No, no, it wasn’t her place to step out of her way to aid this gentleman. He wasn’t her responsibility. She owed him nothing. Her breathing came shorter, faster. It wasn’t safe to stick one’s neck out. And yet the words rose. She tried to hold them back but they burst out, “There‘s no need for a doctor.”