Room Service

by Chance Carter

  Joe had a lot of endearing qualities, but the truth was, he wasn’t the man for her. She needed a man that would excite her, challenge her, and match her energy. No matter how much he loved her, he could never offer her what she truly needed and she wasn’t willing to be in a passionless marriage.

  Alice looked at the time on her phone, and then saved and closed her work on the computer. Amy and Lisa were probably back from town by now and she wanted to go see her little girl. Being around Amy was comforting and almost always managed to ground her.

  She was just about to leave her office when Billy arrived. She looked up to see him leaning against the door frame, smiling that sexy smile he seemed to reserve for her. He had his binder tucked under his arm.

  Despite all the turmoil that afternoon, her heart fluttered at the sight of him. She let out a deep sigh and smiled, happy to see him.

  “You look like you were deep in thought?” he observed, walking toward her.

  Alice sat back in her chair. He walked around her desk and set his binder down, placing a hand on either arm of the chair and spinning her around to face him. He leaned down and gave her a long, romantic kiss. She moaned softly into his mouth, her anxiety graciously releasing her.

  “Mm, that was nice,” she whispered as he pulled away.

  He kept his hands on either side of her, and continued to look warmly at her.

  “I have been wanting to kiss you all day,” Billy admitted, kissing her again. “Have you been hiding from me?” he asked.

  Alice smiled. In a way she had been, but she was happy he came to find her. Billy stood back up and sat on her desk, facing her. She leaned forward and placed her hands on his thighs, caressing him.

  “I suppose I was hiding out in here,” she told him, unwilling to keep the truth from him.

  He looked down at her with concern and placed his hands on top of hers.

  “What is it?” he asked.

  Alice exhaled deeply, releasing the stress that she had pent up inside of her. She shook her head slowly, not sure where to begin. Should she tell him about Joe? Would it be the right thing to do? Would he care?

  “It was nothing. I just had an unusual encounter with Joe,” she admitted.

  Billy raised his eyebrows, curious to hear more.

  “Unusual how? What happened?” he pressed cautiously.

  Alice shrugged her shoulders and hesitated, taking time to formulate her words.

  “It was just out of character for him, that’s all. I’m not sure what to make of it,” she explained hesitantly.

  Billy looked at her curiously.

  “Out of character? What did he do?” he asked, his voice taking on a more serious tone.

  Alice sighed again, wondering how to explain it to him.

  “Well, he told me he loved me,” she began pensively. “He said he wanted to be my husband and asked me to marry him.”

  Billy raised his brows in a surprised expression, like it was the last thing he expected her to say. He leaned back, and took a deep breath. Alice continued.

  “I was completely caught off guard. I honestly had no idea he felt that way,” she admitted.

  Billy let out a sharp sigh, and shook his head slowly. Alice wondered what he meant by the gesture. Did he not believe her? She regarded him carefully, waiting for him to respond.

  “How could you not know he felt that way, Alice? I’ve been on this ranch for less than three months and had that figured out,” he said with soft frankness.

  Alice was surprised to hear him say that. What did he see that she never could? She leaned back in her chair, removing her hands from his thighs, placing them in her own lap. She looked at him thoughtfully, her head spinning with doubt.

  “Honey, maybe it’s a guy thing, but that fella has been running around marking his territory like an alpha wolf ever since I got here. Pissing on every damn rock, bush, and tree. He has made it quite clear to me not to mess with you,” Billy explained, his eyes filled with humor.

  Alice shook her head, confused by Billy’s words. That didn’t sound like Joe. He always seemed so passive with her.

  “How so, Billy? Did he say something to you?” she asked, trying to fit the pieces together.

  Billy shrugged as though it were not a big deal.

  “Come on, tell me,” she urged, placing a hand back on his knee.

  Billy smiled at her.

  “He told me to be sure I left once my work here was done. It was more the way he said it, like he had some kind of claim on you,” he explained casually.

  Alice felt her uneasiness returning, but swallowed it down. Billy smiled at her reassuringly.

  “When did he tell you that?” she asked nervously.

  Billy reached for her hands again and she let him take them, grateful for the comforting gesture.

  “A few weeks ago. Remember the night we got intimate down by the pond? The night he was waiting for you on the porch?” he asked.

  Alice nodded gently, her mind drifting to the hot experience they had shared that night. She felt her cheeks begin to blush.

  “It was the next day,” he went on to explain. “He took me aside after you left the barn, if I recall correctly.”

  Alice shook her head in frustration. That was the same day that Joe had tried to tell her how he felt, the same day he warned her to keep her head on straight. If he had wanted to plant seeds of doubt about Billy, he had succeeded. At least temporarily.

  They sat in contemplative silence for a few minutes, Billy gently caressing her hands. Finally, he spoke.

  “So, what did you tell him?” he asked unfazed, a weak smile on his lips.

  “What do you mean?” she asked curiously.

  “When he asked you to marry him?” he clarified, his smile hiding any emotion he may have been feeling.

  “I told him no, that I didn’t love him,” she answered, searching his eyes.

  Billy nodded, but said nothing for a moment. Alice shifted in her chair, and looked down at the floor, wondering how Billy felt but too afraid to ask.

  “How did he take it?” he finally asked.

  “Not so well. His feeling were hurt, and I’m not altogether sure he accepted my answer. He asked me to take some time to think about it,” she responded, suddenly anxious to change the subject.

  Billy must have picked up on the shift in her because he smiled, and without releasing her hands he stood up, and then lifted her out of the chair. He pulled her into a gentle kiss. She let go of his hands and wrapped them around his neck, grateful the conversation was over, at least for now.

  She parted her lips for him and his tongue quickly found hers. They kissed one another passionately, their bodies so close she could feel his erection growing against her, teasing her. He placed one hand behind her head and shifted his lips from her mouth to her ear, nibbling on the sensitive lobe.

  “What do you say we stop talking about Joe and start talking about how much I want to fuck you right now?” he whispered in her ear, the sultry heat of his breath sending a tantalizing message straight to her libido.

  She moaned softly, reacting to the surge of pleasure in her womb. He lifted the hair off her neck and brought his mouth down on her, biting her soft flesh. The pain was exquisite and she felt her legs weaken under her.

  “How much do you want to fuck me?” she whispered back.

  Billy groaned into her neck, wrapping his hands under her ass and easily lifted her up as though she were weightless. Caught by surprise, she laughed, entwining her legs around him. She tightened her grip around his neck to stabilize herself.

  “I want you pretty fucking bad,” he growled, locking his lips on hers again.

  Chapter 18

  Billy

  He had taken her again, bent over her desk, pants around her ankles. She was just as unrestrained as he was, their passion intense, untamed, and furious, as though they both had a hunger they needed to feed.

  For him it became more about distracting her from any thoughts a
bout another man, desperate for her to forget that someone else wanted her, that she had a choice. He wanted to possess her, covet every inch of her, so that Joe would know without a doubt that he had laid claim on Alice. She was his in that moment.

  His jealousy caught him by surprise. Listening to her tell him that Joe had confessed his love for her, triggered something in him he had never experienced before, and while he tried to play it cool, part of him wanted nothing more than to find Joe and throttle him. Of course, it wasn’t Joe’s fault. Joe was not the outsider here, he was.

  Instead, he worked off his aggression by fucking her without mercy, and as if sensing his urgency, Alice matched him unreservedly.

  Alice pulled up her jeans, ignoring the creamy wetness that covered her thighs. He removed the condom, tossing it into the trash then pulled up his own jeans. He walked over and kissed her with an intensity that matched the crazy, conflicted emotions he felt.

  “I don’t think I’ll ever tire of that,” she grinned, squeezing his ass.

  Billy grinned and shrugged his shoulders immodestly, choosing to take it as a compliment of his prowess. Alice laughed at him and pinched his ass again.

  “Easy there, big fella. I don’t have much to compare you to,” she teased.

  “Let’s hope it stays that way,” he blurted without censoring his thoughts.

  Alice looked at him curiously, a tiny smile on her full lips. Billy cleared his throat and eased himself away from her embrace, suddenly feeling rattled. He didn’t want to leave her with false hope, especially knowing the position he was putting her in. He had to continue to manage the situation carefully. He had no other option, which was easier said than done given his recent revelation about his feelings for her.

  Billy bent down and picked up his ledger, which had spilled to the floor in the heat of their passion. He opened it up on the desk and motioned for her to join him.

  “Sorry for the extreme subject change, but we need to go over these numbers,” he said cautiously.

  Alice slipped behind him, draping her arm around his shoulder and leaned in. Billy smiled, enjoying the casual affection despite himself.

  “As you can see we are at the stage where we have to complete the interior and install the last of the finishes. I know the amount I estimated, but I’m afraid it might come in at a bit more than we anticipated,” he said, keeping his voice level.

  “Hm, how much more?” she asked mildly concerned, combing her fingers through the hair on the back of his neck.

  Billy closed his eyes and exhaled quietly, trying to focus. Her touch was disarming, and hazardous to his concentration.

  “I’m afraid it’s substantial, Alice,” he said quietly.

  He went on to explain the work that needed to be addressed and where the numbers fell, all the while swallowing his shame.

  After his conversation with James the night before, he struggled painfully with indecision. Part of him wanted to put an end to all of it, confess his feelings, then gallop off into the sunset with her on his gentle steed Donald, but he wasn’t convinced that it would last forever. She would eventually see that he was undeserving of love and move on with her life, leaving him alone once again.

  Loneliness was in his wheel house. He understood it. It made sense to him. Everything else was so unfamiliar, the vulnerability, the jealousy, the desire. All of that scared the shit out of him. What the hell was missing from him that made it so impossible to let another person in?

  Alice sighed deeply, dropping her hand from his neck. She leaned over the desk to take a closer look at the numbers.

  “Ok, this last installment, will it get the job done? All of it?” she asked flatly.

  “Yes, that’ll do it,” he answered grimly.

  Alice stood up straight and walked around her desk, pulling her chair up so she could sit down. She looked worried, distress written all over her face. She sat in silence for several minutes, taking it all in.

  “I’m not sure I can cover it, Billy. This is coming in sixty grand over budget. How did we not forecast this?” she asked, more concerned than accusatory.

  Billy shook his head and sat down on the corner of the desk, facing her.

  “It is not altogether uncommon for construction budgets to change along the way. That’s why we typically factor in a cushion, to deal with unexpected expenses,” he offered carefully.

  Alice looked at him, her eyes filled with doubt. Billy looked down at the floor, unwilling to meet her gaze.

  “That cushion was clearly not enough,” she said, the words crushing in her throat. “There’s only one option here. I need to get a loan or find someone willing to invest early, which won’t be easy. The arena was suppose to carry itself and earn enough profit over the next year to tweak the interest of potential investors for the next phases. I may have to stall construction until I figure this all out,” she explained, trying to control her panic, “and that will set us so far back.”

  Billy placed his hand gently on top of hers.

  “It will all work out. I’m confident of that. In the meantime, just transfer the amount you do have and we will keep going as far as we can. Stalling doesn’t make sense. We’ve come so far. We are at the finish line, Alice,” he coaxed cautiously.

  Alice tried to meet his eyes again and this time he and smiled at her gently, masking his guilt. Alice exhaled loudly and shrugged her shoulders.

  “I just don’t know what to do,” she admitted, searching his face for answers.

  Billy wanted to go to her and hold her close, to take away her fears, but that seemed so hypocritical given he was the cause of them. He caressed her fingertips with his own, the only reassurance he could offer.

  “Alice, let me move forward with what you have. You go to the bank and get a loan for the remainder. They will want to see what you have done and what’s remaining, so make sure you take all the information with you. With the equity you have on this land, they will approve you in no time, trust me. It’s only sixty grand,” he presented confidently.

  “No, Billy, it is everything I have already invested plus sixty grand. It’s my entire life savings and now this debt on top of it? If my vision doesn’t pan out, I’ll have nothing left. I won’t be able to keep the ranch afloat. We have a lot riding on this,” she said, her insecurity grabbing hold of her with both hands and shaking her.

  “I’m sorry, I’m not trying to understate the gravity of the added investment, but now isn’t the time to lose courage. No one said this was going to be a cake walk Alice, but if anyone can do it, you can. Success is reserved for hard workers who never give up. Aren’t you one of those people?” he asked, hoping to inspire her.

  Alice took a deep breath and nodded, reaching for her cell phone.

  “Ok, let’s get it done,” she said, transferring him the last of her money.

  “Call the bank. If they come through with the loan by early next week, I promise you the arena will be complete and ready to go by mid-September,” Billy offered with mock confidence.

  But he would be gone long before then.

  “Ok, I’ll call the bank right now and make an appointment,” she said, picking up her cell phone a second time.

  Billy stood up and gave her a kiss, a gentle peck on her cheek.

  “I’m going to get back to work. I’ll catch up with you later,” he said, heading for the door.

  “Billy?” Alice called out to him. He turned around to see her smiling at him.

  “I almost forgot to ask. I want to take Amy to the Annual Fire Fighter Picnic on Saturday afternoon. There are lots of activities for the kids, live music, a small carnival, that sort of thing. Would you like to join us?” she asked hopefully.

  Billy’s smile was tentative. While he felt honored that she had invited him he was hesitant to say yes. It was bad enough that he was deceiving Alice and knowing he was ultimately going to hurt her, but to do the same to little Amy? Then, of course, was the obvious problem. He had avoided being in public with Ali
ce for fear that someone would recognize him, as remote a possibility as it was. That would be catastrophic to the plan.

  Then again, if he said no it would raise doubts, and he couldn’t afford to let anything go wrong until she finished her business with the bank.

  “That would be nice. I would like that,” he answered, making his way outside.

  * * *

  Billy sat in his truck in the Walmart parking lot, dialing James’ cell phone. It was just past six o’clock and he would likely still be in the office.

  “William, I didn’t think I would be hearing from you so soon. What’s happening?” James inquired, forgoing the hello.

  “I just received the last installment and Alice is getting a bank loan for the rest,” Billy said, his tone flat and emotionless.

  “What’s your exit strategy?” James asked, not pulling any punches.

  Billy frowned and ran his fingers through his hair.

  “I’ll be leaving as soon as the loan comes through and Alice hands it over to me. Hopefully, that will be early next week. Then I’ll pull the crew out. She’s a smart woman so I’m certain she’ll figure it all out soon after that,” Billy replied coolly.

  James cleared his throat on the other end, although it might have been a chuckle. Billy wasn’t certain.

  “The arena will be far from finished and she won’t have the money or the heart to find another contractor. Trust me, she’ll be crushed. The betrayal will break her,” Billy said, his words trailing off to a whisper.

  James quickly chimed in.

  “And then I’ll approach her with our final offer. Hopefully she will be anxious to part with her damn ranch and move on with her life. Then we can put all this drama behind us and get back to business!” James chirped, with a little too much enthusiasm, in Billy’s opinion.

  “Just so we are both clear, I’ll be returning the loan money back to her after the sale is final, and the offer to purchase will be generous and include all the money she invested in that fucking arena. Understand? I may be a cold-hearted bastard but I’m not a thief,” Billy stated assertively.