The Outliers: (The Outskirts Duet Book 2)

by T. M. Frazier

  Until then, I tried to go on with life as usual and make sure that somebody in our inner circle was with me always. Finn was tenser than ever. Looking out the windows every few minutes. Pacing in front of the door. Flexing his long fingers and occasionally cracking his knuckles.

  "You need to calm down," I said, turning over a page in my notebook.

  "I will. Once we know where that fucker is."

  "Pacing isn't going to find him any faster," I pointed out.

  "No," he agreed, "but it makes me feel better. If I sit still, I might launch through the roof."

  "So, sit. That's something I'd like to see," I teased with a wink.

  Finn took his eyes from the window to roll his eyes at me. "Smart ass," he grumbled. It was the first time since our date ended that I'd seen him smile.

  I felt his heavy footsteps on the ground as he leaned in over my shoulder. “What is this?” Finn asked, reaching over me to the table where I’d left my notebook open. "Is this part of your research?"

  “No. It’s…nothing.” I tried to snatch it back, but I was too late and Finn was already silently mouthing the words.

  My words.

  “Sawyer." There was an awe in his voice I'd never heard before. He lowered the page and gazed up at me. His eyes filled with wonderment. Pride. My stomach flipped. “You wrote this?”

  I bit my lip and fidgeted with the pen in my hand. “Yeah?” It came out as a question.

  Finn set the notebook reverently back on the table. He reached for me, placing his hands on my face. He pressed a firm kiss to my lips that I felt all the way to the deepest part of my soul. “I didn’t know you could write like that."

  I shrugged. "Neither did I."

  "It’s really good. Like, really good. Do you have more?”

  “Yes, but mostly it’s just a bunch of scribbles. Art and religion are so closely connected. I never really knew that before. Paintings. Tapestries. Poetry. I loved the poetry so much I started reading all the poetry books we have here. They were…inspiring. I've been messing around with some ideas and the way the words feel to me when I write them. I feel peaceful reading them back to myself. In control when all I’ve ever felt was out of control."

  "It's really incredible."

  "This book is my favorite one." I reached for book I kept out of order on the corner of the shelf. I’d been pulling it out at least a few times a day. I didn’t want to keep getting the rolling stool out every time I wanted to reach it on the top shelf. I gently placed the book titled, POETRY OF THE HEART, on the table and opened to the Maya Angelou poem I fell in love with in the first chapter. “I read this and it made me feel something. I realize that’s what the author was trying to do. Provoke an emotion. Relay a feeling. Vent and make people see inside her mind. It was…brilliant. Breathtaking. Then I thought that I might be able to do something like that too. Obviously, not like her, but like…I don’t know. Me.”

  “I’ve never read anything like it.” Finn held up the notebook again and much to my chagrin he again read my attempt at being creative although this time, much to my dismay, he read the words out loud.

  A bird fell from a tree today and sang his last song at the bottom.

  Maybe, it wasn’t a song.

  Maybe, I was wrong.

  It could have been a scream or a cry.

  A call for help. A plea not to die.

  I was helpless to know and helpless to help so I called it a song and I moved along.

  A bird fell from a tree today and screamed his last scream at the bottom.

  “Too morbid, right?” I cringed.

  “No. At least I don’t think so. It’s about perception and not being able to change things. The dying bird could be anything. Any person you can’t help or any situation you can’t change. It’s really…just wow.” He wrapped his arms around me. “Just when I thought you couldn’t amaze me anymore then you already have.” He murmured.

  His phone buzzed and he gave me a quick kiss before stepping to the back of the library by the storage area to take the call. It’s the only space in the place where your words didn’t echo or amplify like you were shouting into a megaphone.

  The chime above the library door signaled a visitor. We didn’t get many as of yet. Especially since we weren’t officially open. But I wanted people to feel free to come check out our progress. I loved meeting more and more people from the town I now called home.

  “We aren’t open yet but feel free to look around,” I called out as a familiar young woman entered, looking around as if she were lost. She had lifeless mouse brown hair pulled back in a severe bun at the nape of her neck. Her shapeless long sleeved grey blouse and ankle-length black skirt brought reminded me of times I’d rather soon forget.

  Am I seeing things?

  “Sawyer?” the young woman asked, like it was her who couldn’t believe what she was seeing. She tentatively walked to the center of the room with her arms hanging low and her hands clasped together in front of her body. She looked me up and down before her mouth opened in what looked like surprise. Her eyebrows arched. “You look…you so different.”

  It wasn’t until she was standing directly in front of me only a few feet away when I finally recognized her. “Bridget?”

  She nodded and flashed me a small smile. If she’d been smiling when she walked in I probably would have never recognized her. “I didn’t think you’d remember me.”

  Bridget had been the closest thing to a friend I ever had, but that didn’t say much. Not being allowed to speak in public or within hearing distance of adults, or allowed to spend much time alone with others our own age, made it hard to forge relationships. Bridget and I were able to communicate through side glances and eye shifts, along with the occasional hushed whisper or stolen conversation.

  “Of course, I remember you. What are you doing here?” I asked, wrapping my arms around her and pulling her in for a hug. I was happy to see her but, my happiness quickly turned to concern. She was much thinner than I remembered. I could feel her ribcage pressed against me.

  Out of the corner of my eye I spotted Finn who hastily ended his call but kept his distance, watching our interaction intently. I nodded at him to let him know that all was well but he still didn’t take his eyes from us.

  Bridget stiffened in surprise and I released my error. The hug. “I’m sorry,” I said, taking a step back. “I wasn’t thinking.” Hugs weren’t something I’d experienced from anyone other than my mother growing up. I imagined that Bridget’s life was very much the same, if not worse. Her mother barely ever made eye contact with anyone. Not even her. “It was amazing how quickly I’d embraced the hug as a greeting.”

  “It’s alright. Affection always did come to you naturally. I always watched you put your hand out or step to close to someone before you’d correct yourself.” she laughed nervously. I did too.

  “You were very observant.”

  She looked around the room. “It wasn’t like there is much else to do but look when no one thinks you’re looking. Speaking of looks. You look so different than the last time I saw you. At your mother’s funeral,” Bridget said, looking me up and down yet again.

  It was more of a curiosity than a compliment, but I thanked her anyway.

  I tugged on the cut off hem of my black denim shorts which barely covered any leg at all, suddenly feeling very exposed. “Yes, things have most certainly changed for me,” I said.

  “Yes. I left after that.’

  “I thought you were dead.”

  “Why?”

  “Because, your father told us you were dead. Killed yourself just like your mother had.” She trained her eyes on me. “I didn’t believe him for one moment. I knew you were stronger than that.”

  Suddenly it occurred to me that she might not be alone. “Bridget, I’m happy to see you, but why are you here?” I asked, looking to Finn who was already peeking through all the windows. “How are you here?”

  “Oh, don’t worry. I’m alone. They think
I’m passing out flyers for the tent service,” she said, her spine straightening slightly. Her eyes finally meeting mine, if only for a second. “You’re not the only rebel to come out of God’s light you know.”

  I smiled. “Then where are your flyers?” I asked, eyeing her empty hands.

  Bridget smiled sheepishly and whispered, “I tossed them in the nearest dumpster.” A small laugh escaped her mouth and she immediately covered it and composed herself although I could see how proud she was of her defiance.

  I was proud of her too.

  “You’re right. Maybe I’m not the only rebel to come out of the church.” I commented. “But as happy as I am to see you again, Bridget, why are you here?”

  “I…came to find you. I overheard some of the elders, including your father, talking about you. He told us all you were dead but I heard him correct himself to Pastor Dimitri. He told him that you were dead to him. Not like DEAD dead. Then he said you were nearby and that…”

  Dread. Pure dread filled my body. I felt chills and sweats at the same time as my entire being registered the fear mounting in my heart and mind.

  “And that what?” I said, egging her on, trying to remain impassive.

  “And that we would all see you again real soon,” she whispered to the ground.

  Finn stiffened, but made no move to come forward. “What…what else did he say?” I asked, trying to come off as calm as possible.

  Bridget shifted from one foot to the other. “I…”

  An unfamiliar male voice called to her from just outside the window. “Bridget, where did you go? Bridget, where are you? We’ve got work to do!”

  “I have to go,” she said, scurrying toward the door. She placed her hand on the handle. “That’s my husband.”

  “Husband? Bridget, what husband?” I asked. “You don’t have to go. I can help you. You can stay. I’ll protect you if you want to stay.”

  “You were always foolish, Sawyer. You of all people should know better.” Bridget shook her head and scurried over to the door, not giving Finn so much as a second glance as she passed him on the way. Her shoulders were now hunched, her eyes downcast. The God’s Light traditional uniform for women. “No one can protect me.”

  “Wait! Don’t leave. What else did you have to tell me?” I asked, feeling the panic in my chest growing.

  Bridget glanced up at me with sympathy in her weary eyes. “Sandy Bennett. Remember Sandy Bennett.”

  “Bridget where are you!” the voice outside grew louder and angrier. She opened the door and the outside light temporarily blinded me.

  "Wait, Bridget!!" I called again. But I was too late.

  She was already gone.

  Chapter 13

  Finn

  I left Sawyer with Josh at the bar because Critter insisted that we needed to talk. Maddy, the nurse was with Sawyer’s mother and when I asked if she was enough security Critter informed me that she was more security than actual nurse and that he and I quote ‘wouldn’t fuck with her.’

  “Where are we going?” I asked Critter who pulled up the airboat behind my shack and barely slowed down so I could jump on board. “I thought you wanted to talk?”

  “I’m moving my lips and sounds coming out, right? Ain’t that talking?” Critter spat, turning the boat and heading into the swamp at speeds that anyone who hadn’t grown up here wouldn’t dare try.

  “That girl who came in. Bridget. She gave us a name. Josh is running it and looking into it. Let’s see where that takes us before we do something that is gonna keep you separated from your family for another twenty-two years.”

  Critter’s glare burned a hole in my skull. “I’ve been waiting twenty-two fucking years for this bastard to roll on back into my swamp and you best believe I’m gonna make sure he ain’t ever leaving.”

  “What exactly is your plan then?”

  “Good old fashioned southern hospitality,” Critter answered gruffly.

  Shit.

  “And that means what?”

  “That means I’m gonna shoot his head off his shoulders and then I’m gonna light a cigar. Maybe later, I’ll celebrate with some pie.”

  “Alright. Go in. Blow his head off. Got it. Sounds like a hell of a plan.”

  “No. You weren’t listening. There was also that bit about a cigar and pie.”

  I rested my head in my hands. “Critter. I want this asshole gone as much as the next guy. But you just got Caroline back. If we get caught we’re right back where you started and it’ll be you paying the price for Richard’s crimes. AGAIN. Don’t let him win. Not this time. Don’t you want to see her when she gets better? Talk to her? Then we must be smart about this. I’m not saying that southern hospitality is off the table. I’m just saying that maybe we don’t want to rush into a church and blow the pastor away why he’s preaching at the pulpit like some dumb ass redneck militia of two.”

  Critter rolled his eyes. “Don’t be so dramatic, Karen.” He scoffed. “Ain’t you ever killed a man before? I’ve served in two tours and I tell ya. It takes a little more finesse than just popping a cap in his ass or whatever you kids say nowadays.”

  “I don’t know a single person who says that,” I groaned. “Except maybe Miller.”

  Critter looked out into the dark waters before us. “I’ve known men like him before. He’s not going to be stop until they are back under his control or dead. And since we know he’s not going to get his control…he’s gotta go.” Critter said with a mixture of both anger and sadness. “He’s lucky he isn’t already dead, but he was a hard man to find. Covered his tracks well, hiding behind that church of his. I had several PI’s look into him over the years. They couldn’t come up with shit until the last one came back and told me Richard and Caroline were both dead. Car accident.” Critter closed his eyes briefly like he was remembering a pain that was too much to bare. “I thought she was dead. I thought my world was dead.” His hands tightened on the wheel. “Now I realize that my PI must have found Richard and that fucker paid him off to feed me false information. That son of a bitch PI better hope he never crosses paths with me again.”

  We moved over a patch of ground like it was water. But when I saw the next patch in the distance I stood and squinted like I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.

  “Shit,” I swore. There was something lying right in front of the boat. “Stop, Critter!” I screamed directing his attention at the clump of hair and fabric.

  Critter swerved sharply and knocked me into the water. I waded over to the grass and pulled myself up only to see that the thing we were about to hit wasn’t a thing at all.

  It was a person. Someone I’d seen just hours before. The same person who’d delivered the warning that Richard was here.

  Bridget.

  Sawyer

  Angry. I was so beyond angry.

  All I saw was red. Bright blood red.

  On the inside, I was a car skidding to a screeching halt on a wet road. On the outside, I was a fake soft smile and elevator music.

  “Who did this to you?” Josh asked, gently. There was a lot of sympathy in her voice as she patiently waited for a banged up and bruised Bridget to answer the questions she’d asked several times already without a single muttered response. “We’re trying to help you.” Josh continued. She was in full cop mode, but her compassion for the woman in the hospital bed between us surprised me.

  “Bridget, I told you. We can help you. We can protect you. Look at me. I’m here aren’t I? They are keeping me safe. They can keep you safe too,” I reassured her, placing my hand on her arm that wasn’t in a sling. Bridget stared at my hand as if I was burning her. I jerked it back and rubbed it like I was dousing the flame.

  “Not for long,” she groaned, her one eye purple and swollen shut. She was banged up bad, and we had no idea how she’d gotten to be lying in the middle of the swamp but she’d live.

  For now.

  “Bridget, if you go back there,” I trailed off, knowing exactly what would happen
. This was a warning for coming to me. She could have died. They wouldn’t have cared.

  Monsters parading themselves around as Christians.

  What if I could…” Josh started when two men entered the room. The first man I didn’t recognize at all, but he was wearing the church of god’s light pin on his shirt. The second one stayed behind the door in the shadow with his hat low on his head.

  “Don’t answer anything,” the first man commanded, coming to stand at Bridget’s side. “This is my wife.”

  “Funny,” Josh said, standing up to reveal her full police uniform. Her badge glinted under the fluorescent light. She scrunched her lips. “I didn’t hear a ‘thank, God you’re alright.’ I didn’t even hear a ‘I was worried sick.’ The only thing I did here was you proclaiming that she was your wife like you’re collecting your dog from the pound.” Josh pointed to Bridget’s eye. “This how you treat your dog, sir?”

  “I’m in shock. That’s all,” the man said, picking up Bridget’s hand awkwardly like he’d never done it before. “How dare you accuse me of treating her like a dog.”

  “No, I believe I indicated you treated her like less than a dog.”

  “Can we talk later, officer,” the word dripped off his tongue in disdain. “I’d like a moment alone with my wife.”

  “Only if it’s okay with our victim,” Josh said using the same stress on the word victim.

  Bridget didn’t meet our eyes but nodded. “It’s okay. This is my husband.”

  “Bridget, you don’t have to talk to them!” I cried as Josh moved toward the door. “We can stay. You don’t have to be alone with them. Never again.” Josh turned me around by my shoulders and guided me from the room, shutting the door behind us.

  “We can’t leave her in there with them!” I shouted. “They’re monsters. Look what they did to her!”

  “They ain’t gonna do shit with me standing out here.” She placed a hand on her belt. “I got a gun and shit. What are they gonna do. Fight me with some bullshit prayers? Sawyer, if they touch one hair on that girl’s head and I’ll go in their shooting like it’s the wild wild west up in here.” Her eyes were strong and serious.