the Lonesome Gods (1983)

by L'amour, Louis

  While the stallion drank his fill, I sat on one of the fallen stones. What now of my lonely giant? What of the strange one from the mountains who came to my house for books and brought the smell of pines?

  At the pipe I emptied and refilled my canteen. I could not remain here. My enemies would come here first of all, and they could not be far behind me. By now they would have found the bodies by Stubby Spring and my destination would be obvious. They would not take the time to track but would come directly here.

  Tired though I was, I must find another place, a place to go, to hide. And then I must return to Los Angeles and to Meghan.

  But where now? To Palm Canyon? There were nearly always some of the Indians there, but why take them trouble?

  Yet I might be able to borrow a bridle and saddle, and the sores on the stallion's back were not where they would be chafed by a saddle or a girth.

  Yet as I turned away, something stopped me. Turning, I walked back to the chimney, counted the bricks in the fireplace, and then worried one of them loose.

  My father's gold, my gold. I had forgotten about it until now. It was still there. I pocketed the gold and replaced the brick.

  All I wanted now was to rest, to stay in one place, to relax if even for a day.

  There was a place I knew, a place where I had gone sometimes with Francisco; it was a hollow surrounded by mesquite and a few palms where grass had grown, and no doubt had one dug, he might have found water there, a seep from the mountain that rose sharply up for almost two miles right behind the place.

  It was a place to hide, a place to rest, a place where they might not find me.

  When I reached the place, nothing had changed. I picketed the black horse, using a length of rope found at the stable, and then I stretched out on the soft ground, looked up at the stars and the black wall of the mountain, and then I closed my eyes and slept.

  In the night the mountain stirred, rumbles came from deep within it, and I awakened, listening, suddenly alert. Another quake? We who live with them become accustomed, at least to the small ones. A few stones rattled down the dark flanks of the mountain.

  Tahquitz again, trying to escape from his walled-up cavern.

  I thought of that, thought of our own Tahquitz, the mysterious visitor from the mountain, and then I thought of Don Federico.

  Suddenly I sat up, and just as suddenly I was mad; a deep, fierce anger stirred in me. I had been chased and shot at, my life made miserable by the harassment of one man ... or two men. Yet my grandfather had bothered me less, of late.

  All right, they wanted a fight. I would give it to them. Tomorrow I would become the hunter, and no longer the hunted.

  Again I slept, and when I opened my eyes a man in a pink shirt; a blue neckerchief, and a wide hat was sitting on the bank watching me.

  "You sleep well," he said, "for a hunted man." It was Francisco.

  "Today I become the hunter," I said. "Now begins a war."

  "I think so. It is time."

  Chapter 56

  Tomas was near the fire, his dark eyes alert. The boy had dropped back toward the shadows, nearer the horses. "Leave her alone," Tomas said.

  Iglesias did not turn his eyes from her. "Do not be an old fool! Who will know? Who comes here?"

  "Johannes Verne will know. He reads sign like an Apache. He will come. He will find you."

  "Bah! He is dead. They are killing him in the desert! She is a pigeon to be plucked. She is the little dove and we are the hawks."

  Biscal was on his feet, and so was the third man, who was edging closer. Meghan's heart was beating slowly, heavily. Her small pistol was gripped in her right hand concealed by the folds of her dress. She had but two bullets, two shots to be fired. The barrel was short, and they must be close. She must not miss.

  Yet she was not frightened. She had been, but not now. Her father, who had had many a brush with Chinese and Malay pirates, often talked of such things. "Think," he had said, "and act with coolness. Do what must be done." Tomas looked across the fire at her and said in a casual tone, "Johannes will be with his friends, the Cahuillas. Tell them you are his and they will be your friends also." The Cahuillas? Her friends? Was he suggesting that she escape? That she go to the Indians? But how ... ?

  They were edging closer.

  "Stop!" Tomas ordered. He reached for his rifle on the rock near him, and Biscal shot him.

  She saw him stagger, and the unnamed man lunged for her. She lifted her pistol and shot him in the stomach. As the gun lifted she saw the sudden flash of terror in the man's eyes. He was already within four feet of her, his hands outstretched. The pistol was unexpected, but he could not stop or even try to evade. He was too close. His mouth gaped with a cry that never came. She was close enough so she heard the heavy, sodden thud of the .44 bullet as it hit him.

  She stepped back quickly and turned the gun on Biscal and Iglesias.

  "Senorita!" The boy shouted. "Senorita, please!"

  It was her horse, saddled.... She fired another shot that missed, then grabbed the pommel and swung into the saddle. Her skirt caught on the cantle as her other leg swung across the saddle, but the horse was off, plunging into the night.

  Behind her she heard another shot, a cry ... silence. Who had been shot? The boy? Tomas again?

  She had no memory of using her spurs, but she must have, for her horse was running wildly into the night, leaping rocks and weaving through the brush and cacti. South. She must go south, into the wilderness Johannes loved so well; she must try to find him, try to find those Indians who were his friends. Tomas had not suggested she ride back toward Los Angeles.... Why? Did he fear there would be too many bandits there? One had less to fear from the wilderness than from men.

  She drew up, listening. There was no sound of pursuit. What of Tomas? What of the boy? Yet, to return now would make all their sacrifice for nothing, and make their situation no better and hers worse.

  She glanced at the stars. She had been often at sea with her father, and the stars were familiar. She knew no trails, but the North Star was there. She looked for the Pointers in the end of the Big Dipper, and found the North Star; then she turned south.

  The San Bernardino Mountains were on her right, low against the sky. She would be safer if she were closer to them. There would be better grazing for her horse, more chances of water.

  Far behind her the boy lay in the brush, biting his fist to keep from crying. The old man was hurt, maybe he was dying. He had done what the old man told him. Prepare the horse, have it ready, then get away. There was no reason he should die.

  "What of you?" the boy asked.

  "I am an old man. I will do what needs to be done and trust in the Good God for what comes. These are evil men, and she is a fine young woman."

  At the last moment he had not been foolish. He fled, but with a good horse under him. Now he waited, wishing they would go away so he could go to Tomas. He was a boy without a family whom Tomas had befriended. Tomas had given him work, made a place for him where he was not really needed, but where he must find work that needed to be done.

  The old man was down there, and he was hurting from the bullet, if he was not dead. The boy hoped he was not dead.

  The young woman had shot one of them. She had shot that dark, ugly man whom he did not know. He was someone who rode with Biscal, someone who might be one of the men of Vasquez.

  Beside the fire Tomas had his eyes almost shut. The hurt was very bad, and he, too, wished they would go. He lay very still, guarding himself against a sound, hoping they would think him dead.

  There was much blood. He. could feel it, and he could feel the hurt, but the little one was gone, she had gotten away, and the boy was gone, too. So be it. He was an old man, not new to suffering and hurt. He could accept it. He wished his rifle was nearer. He might kill one of them or both, and so let the boy come back, and then they might help the senorita.

  Hah! The small pistol! Who would have thought she had such a thing or would use
it?

  Iglesias walked over to him. Tomas heard his boots on the gravel. Suddenly he was kicked viciously in the ribs. He made no sound. To moan was to die.

  "It was a little gun," Biscal said, "two barrels. I have seen such a one called a derringer, and she has shot twice."

  "She is unarmed, then?"

  "Of course. Let us go. It is very wild land. She will be lost and wandering. Let her be without water and she will welcome us."

  "The small pistol," Iglesias said. "Who would have believed?" He looked down at Tomas. "He was an old fool. He need not be dead. Who is he to interfere with me?"

  Biscal looked sourly at the fallen man, then at the other one. "She shot true, the little one," he said. "That one is dead, too."

  He took up his rifle and walked toward the brush where the remaining horses had been picketed, away from the flies. "She will not go far," Biscal commented. "Our horses will find her horse. Let us go."

  Iglesias looked around. "You get the horses," he suggested.

  When Biscal had gone, he walked to the fallen man and went through his pockets. "Fifty pesos," he muttered. "You had fifty pesos."

  When he had it, he stood up and walked toward Tomas. "Bah," he spoke aloud, "you had nothing. Not for even one drink. It is better you are dead."

  Not until the last sound of their horses had died out did Tomas move, and when he moved, it hurt. The bullet, he believed, had gone through him, for there was blood under him, too.

  The coffeepot was on the fire. It was his coffeepot, and neither Biscal nor Iglesias had bothered with it. Their drink was tequila. Well, he could use a little himself. He could use it now.

  The boy came slowly down, watchful, leading his horse. "What can I do?" he asked.

  "For the senorita there is nothing. Now it is in the hands of God." He looked up at the boy. "For me, also, it is in the hands of God, and you."

  "I have not the experience."

  "We will drink the coffee, some for you, some for me.

  Then you will put water in the pot, get it hot, and bathe around the wounds. I do not know what good it will do, but I shall feel better."

  "Does it hurt much?"

  "A little. I have been hurt before." His face was gray and his eyes showed the hurt his lips would not reveal. "In my saddlebags there is tequila, a little only. I shall have a drink. Then, when you have bathed the wounds, you will put some on the wounds. Again, I do not know what it will do, but we shall see."

  He leaned back and closed his eyes, and the boy became busy.

  "There are plants. My good mother knew them all. I shall have to think. I shall have to remember."

  The boy came with a blanket and put it about his shoulders, and they drank the coffee.

  "Now," Tomas said, "the washing."

  A stick dropped in the fire, and sparks went up. The boy filled the empty coffeepot and turned; then he stopped, frightened.

  A man was standing at the edge of the firelight, a man like he had not seen before.

  He walked on into the camp, a horse following him. He glanced around, at Tomas, then at the boy. "Yes," he said, "make hot. I look at him. While I am looking, you tell me what has happened."

  Yacub Khan knelt beside Tomas and drew back the coat; then with a knife, razor sharp, he cut away the bloody shirt.

  "Tell all. Leave nothing out. Where is she who rode with you?"

  As the boy talked, Yacub Khan went to his saddlebags. Working as he listened, he took the hot water when it was ready and bathed the wounds, front and back. Tomas' eyes flickered and opened. He peered at Yacub Khan, wrinkling his brow. "Do not worry," Yacub said. "I have experience with this. From long ago I have seen men gun-shot, saber-cut, and stabbed. Stab is often the worst. I do what can be done."

  When day was breaking, Tomas was resting. "Let him rest. When he is awake, make broth of the dried beef. I come this way again." He paused a moment. "If I do not, wait five days and then take him home."

  Tired as she had been, Meghan had slept but fitfully. Dawn was breaking now, and the strangeness of the place awakened her. She had slept among trees at the mountain's foot, and now she sat up. Her horse grazed placidly on a patch of grass nearby.

  She was thirsty and hungry, but there was no time to think of that. Johannes was somewhere to the south, and fortunately Tomas had been leading them that way before the trouble began. She saddled her horse, watered him at a trickle of runoff water, and started south. Tomas was dead--of this she was sure. If not dead, then so badly hurt he could not help. The boy, if he escaped those others, would not know what to do. He would, if he could, ride home.

  Iglesias and Biscal would follow her. They would be good trackers and they would come on fast. There were ways of hiding a trail, she supposed, but even had she known how, she had not the time. What she needed was a weapon. She had the pistol but no ammunition ... yet, might there not be another cartridge or two in her saddlebags?

  She was not in the desert, but at its edge, following a dim trail left, she expected, by Indians. Down lower she might find an easier trail, but also one more exposed. She was riding through foothills that were wooded or partly wooded.

  The trail was suddenly open for some distance, so she rode faster. At the crest of a rise, she drew up among some pinons and glanced back.

  Was that dust?

  She glanced ahead; the trail dipped down among the trees, then went up the slope opposite, winding higher along the slope. She would be visible while climbing, but there was no help for it. She rode on, glancing back from time to time. She had reached the bottom and was about to start up the far slope when her horse shied violently, almost unseating her.

  She fought the animal for a moment, getting him under control, then started up the slope. What had it been? A mountain lion? A wolf? A bear?

  Suddenly off to her left she saw another trail coming up from the desert, apparently to merge with her trail. Frowning, she stood in the stirrups, looking ahead. Nothing.... Glancing back, she saw a rider come from the trees.... Iglesias.

  Touching her spurs to her horse, she plunged ahead; then a rope shot from the brush and fell neatly around her horse's neck. The horse reared, and she fell. Grabbing at the pommel, she failed to get a grip and hit the ground hard. Her skull rapped on a rock.

  She felt the blow, felt a wave of fear and horror, then nothing ... nothing at all.

  Biscal came from the trees, coiling his rope. He glanced at the unconscious girl, then tied his horse and hers. "You'd better hurry, Iglesias," he said, "I think ..." He had squatted beside her, but suddenly his eyes were riveted upon a foot, a foot in a moccasin, and it was the biggest foot he had ever seen.

  Awed, he tilted his head back as he came to his feet. His jaw dropped, and he gaped; his eyes went up and up ... he screamed.

  He started to step back, and a gigantic hand swept down and he was knocked from the path. He fell, hitting a rock ten feet below. His body slipped clear and fell again, bringing up on the rocks fifty feet below.

  His eyes opened to the sky and he whimpered, tried to draw his knees up and turn. He could not. His back was broken.

  Iglesias ... where was Iglesias? A shadow crossed his face, and Biscal opened his eyes.

  A buzzard....

  Chapter 57

  Her eyes opened to darkness and flickering shadows. She lay watching the weird lights dancing on the low ceiling without being consciously aware of them. They were just something that was there, like the dull ache in her head. After a while she closed her eyes, but when she opened them the flickering shadows were still there, doing a strange ballet on the ceiling of the cave.

  That was ridiculous, of course, yet it did look like a cave. But what would she be doing in a cave? She closed her eyes, living with the dull ache, a result of the fall, no doubt.

  Fall? What fall? Oh ... yes, of course. She had fallen from her horse, or been jerked from it. But who would ? Her mind, still foggy, fumbled with the idea.

  Now she was remembering. Somebo
dy had thrown a lasso from the brush and jerked her from her horse. Biscal, that was the name. He had come from the brush coiling his rope as he walked toward her. That was the last thing she remembered.

  Panic-stricken, she opened her eyes wide. Her fingers groped. She was lying on an animal skin, on a fur or hide, and she was in a cave and somebody had covered her with a blanket.

  She was clothed except for her boots, which lay beside her. She started to sit up, but was hit by a wave of pain, so she lay back down. Something slipped across her eyes, and when she put up her hand, she found a damp cloth. It had been folded and placed across her brow. Slowly her mind fumbled its way back to awareness.

  She listened for explanatory sounds. Beyond the crackling from the fire there was nothing. She turned her eyes toward the inner blackness of the cave, for this was a cave. Against the back wall she made out a rifle rack holding two rifles, and standing nearby, a pair of the largest snowshoes she had ever seen. On a rock shelf near them was a row of books.

  Books? Ina cave? She turned her head toward the fire. The fireplace had been built against the wall, and judging by the flames, had a good draft. Nearby, other shelves were lined with cooking utensils. There was a wood box as well as an ax and a cross-cut saw. Obviously this was no temporary shelter but a place where somebody actually lived, at least from time to time.

  Who had brought her here? What kind of person would live in such a place? There was a solid, tight-fitting door with hinges, one of the largest doors she had ever seen other than on a stable. Looking around again, she realized the cave was a permanent habitation prepared by a neat, careful person who enjoyed reading. That could be neither Biscal nor Iglesias, who were vaqueros turned outlaw.

  Suddenly the latch lifted and the door opened outward, grasped by a hand as large as a dinner plate. She sat up quickly as the door was filled with the most tremendous human being she had ever seen. A huge head with beetling brows, bulging cheekbones, and a massive jaw. He came into the cave, closing the door behind him.

  "Do not be frightened. I am your friend."