To Love a Cop

by Janice Kay Johnson

  Maybe it was time for her to think about putting Jake in counseling again.

  Filing the idea for the moment, she closed her eyes, girded herself and went down the hall to knock on Jake’s door.

  * * *

  SHE’D FORBIDDEN JAKE to leave the house while she was at work, and was confident he hadn’t. She’d called twice, and he answered the phone both times, but predictably was furious that she was “checking up on him.”

  Well, yes.

  The week deteriorated from there. Sunday he helped her start scraping the deck, but complained so much she’d have rather done it alone.

  He was mad that she insisted he go home after school with his cousins and wait there until she picked him up after she got off work. Why couldn’t he just go home?

  “Because it’s going to take time before I believe you’re trustworthy enough again,” she said.

  “Everybody cuts school!”

  She gritted her teeth. “I don’t care what ‘everybody’ does. You won’t.”

  His bedroom door slammed at least once every day. Laura began to wonder if he was reaching early puberty, although she hadn’t seen any other signs.

  Her sister just grinned when she complained and said, “He’s spoiled you because he’s been such an easy kid.”

  “Tell me at least he’s being polite at your house,” she’d begged.

  Jenn had given her a quick hug. “He is. He spent ages pitching to Benji.”

  Who was now in fourth grade, and any day now was going to demand his mother call him Ben before she humiliated him in front of his classmates.

  Laura at least could be reassured that Jake was being nice to his younger cousins. Wrinkling her nose, she thought, Oh, good. It’s just me he’s mad at.

  Saturday morning, a week after the gun show episode, Jake had gone back to his room after breakfast. Laura, grateful to be off for the day, was loading the dishwasher when her phone rang.

  The number was her sister’s, which was a surprise since they hadn’t made plans for the weekend. She dried her hands and answered. “Hey. I don’t suppose you’ve decided you’re dying to scrape paint off my deck.”

  “Not a chance.” Her sister hesitated. “Laura, Benji just told me something kind of worrisome I thought you should know. Um, are you alone?”

  As far as she knew, Jake was still in his room. Nonetheless, she stepped outside, sliding the door closed behind her. It wasn’t raining, but the day was cooler than it had been all week and hinted that drizzle, at least, was on its way.

  “Now I am,” she said. “What did Benji say?”

  “Did you know Tino and his wife moved last year? Laura, their kids go to Faubion, too.”

  Goose bumps of alarm rose on Laura’s arms. Faubion, kindergarten through eighth grade, was Jake’s school. And...Tino’s son was a year older than Jake, which would make him seventh grade, and his next oldest, a daughter...fifth, she thought. Then Tino’s kids stair-stepped down from there. They were a good Catholic family, and had already had three kids with Renata pregnant again the last time Laura saw them. They’d likely added a couple more since then.

  “Why didn’t Jake say anything?”

  “It gets worse,” her sister warned. “According to Benji, Tino’s kids have been bad-mouthing Jake. Everyone knows about the shooting now.”

  “Oh, God.”

  “He said kids are whispering about him. He’s seen Jake alone at recess shooting baskets instead of hanging out with friends.”

  “And he didn’t say a word to me,” she said, stunned.

  “I’m sorry.”

  “Thank you for telling me.” So much rage bubbled in her chest, she couldn’t believe how calm she sounded. “I...needed to know.”

  “I thought so. Are you going to talk to him?”

  “Yes. And then I’m going to talk to Tino.”

  “Laura? That doesn’t sound like a good idea.”

  “That son of a bitch,” she bit off, and ended the call with a single stab of her finger.

  * * *

  TOTALLY FREAKED, JAKE stared at the front door that Mom had slammed so hard, he thought it was still quivering.

  Then, with a cry of fear, he leaped forward and wrenched the door open, racing after her.

  He was too late. She was already backing down the driveway, looking over her shoulder. Even as he ran across the lawn, she reached the street and started forward without seeing him. Standing still on the sidewalk, breathing hard, he heard a squeal as she turned the corner a block and a half down. Mom never speeded, but she had to be.

  What if something really bad happened? It would be his fault. Because of what happened back then. Everything had been his fault: Marco and Dad, and Mom sad for so long.

  And now things might get really bad again.

  He could call Aunt Jennifer. She might chase after Mom and...he didn’t know. Stop her from talking to Uncle Tino?

  But he’d heard the end of the phone call. Aunt Jennifer already knew what Mom was going to do. It didn’t even sound as if she’d tried to talk Mom out of going. Jake pictured her, smaller, skinnier than Mom, nice but...well, nice. Too nice to stop Mom.

  What do I do?

  He didn’t even know exactly where Uncle Tino lived. After finding out his cousins had started at his school, he’d looked in the phone book, but there was no Tino Vennetti there at all, not even at an old address.

  As he ran back across the yard and into the house, his heart pounded so hard it felt as if it was going to burst like a water balloon when you dropped it.

  And then his eyes widened. Detective Winter could stop her if he wanted. He’d make sure Uncle Tino didn’t hurt her.

  And Jake had the card with his phone number hidden under the base of his desk lamp so Mom wouldn’t find it and take it.

  He was in such a hurry to grab the card, the lamp fell over and the bulb shattered, but he didn’t care.

  * * *

  SATURDAY MORNING, ETHAN was back to canvas neighbors of the Finkels he hadn’t yet been able to talk to when his cell phone rang. He took it from his belt and felt a jolt when he saw who was calling. He’d looked up Laura and Jake Vennetti’s number last weekend and added it to his contacts list.

  “Winter,” he said, stopping halfway up the walkway to a handsome Victorian across the street and two doors down from the Finkels, whose house still had a blackened corner.

  “Detective?” It was the boy, and his voice was high and scared. “Mom found out something, and...and I’m scared of what she’s going to do.”

  That didn’t sound good.

  “What did she find out?” he asked, taking on the tone he used to soothe distraught witnesses.

  “It’s... See, we moved, after—you know, Dad died.” His voice shook. “But a while back my uncle Tino moved near us, and his kids go to my school now. They’ve been, like, telling everyone about me.”

  Oh, hell.

  “Only I didn’t tell Mom, but my cousin Benji ratted to his mom, who told mine.”

  He had to untangle that. “His mom is...your mother’s sister?”

  “Yes!” This was a wail. “Mom is really mad. She just, like, roared out of here. She’s going to my uncle Tino’s, and...and I don’t know what’s going to happen!”

  “Okay.” Ethan had already leaped into his SUV and was calling up an address for Tino Vennetti. “I don’t think anything that bad would happen. Your mom may yell, but it sounds like your uncle Tino deserves to be yelled at.”

  “Yes, but—” The boy gulped. “He punched Dad once. Dad fell down, and he was bleeding and he had a couple of broken teeth and...”

  “Fortunately, I’m not that far away. I might even beat your mom there, if she just left.”

  “You’ll go over there?” Jake’s relief was vast and would have been heartwarming if Ethan hadn’t been pretty sure Laura wasn’t going to welcome his intervention.

  “I’m on my way. Don’t worry.”

  He pushed the speed limits a little, but
hadn’t lied; the Finkels lived in the Woodlawn neighborhood, which bordered the funkier, slightly less expensive Concordia where, apparently, two sets of Vennettis now lived.

  Laura had already jumped out of her car and reached the sidewalk when he rolled up right behind her in front of the house on Northeast 28th. Her head swung around and she stared at him in astonishment that transmuted into fury as he got out.

  “What are you doing here?”

  “Jake called me. He was worried.”

  “Worried about what?” she snapped. “That I might hurt his uncle Tino’s feelings?”

  “I think he’s more worried about you,” Ethan said gently. “He remembers Uncle Tino slugging his dad. He said there was a lot of blood.”

  “Oh. Oh!” She pressed her fingers to her lips and then turned her back on him.

  Ethan put his hands on her shoulders and kneaded. “I’m not here to stop you. I understand why you’re mad. He...told me enough.”

  That lit a fuse. Laura wheeled around, forcing him to drop his hands from her. “Did he tell you his dear little cousin Gianna said her dad ordered them to make sure everyone knows what happened? To say that he’s dangerous and shouldn’t be allowed at school?”

  “No.” His teeth clamped together. It took an effort to relax his jaw. “He didn’t tell me that.”

  “What would you do if this was your son?”

  “Probably the same thing you want to do,” he admitted.

  Her eyes widened. “Do you have a son?”

  “No. No kids. No wife.” Not anymore.

  Her eyes shot sparks. “Then you don’t know.”

  He glanced sidelong. Curtains had been twitching in the front window since he got there.

  “What I do know,” he said quietly, “is that if you go in there screaming, all you’ll accomplish is to ramp up the hostilities. Your brother-in-law will feel justified in spreading the word that you and Jake both are unbalanced.”

  If her glare had been a blowtorch, he’d be charbroiled by now.

  “Then what am I supposed to do? Remind him timidly that Jake has feelings, too?”

  His smile had her staring. “No.” He let the smile go. “I’d shame him.”

  She didn’t so much as blink. He absolutely couldn’t tell what she was thinking. But then her fingers uncurled from fists and she gave a sharp nod.

  “You’re right.” She turned and marched up the narrow concrete walkway.

  Ethan was right behind her. He was damned if there’d be any bloodshed today.

  Before they reached the porch steps, the front door of the nicely cared for house of 1930s or ’40s vintage opened and a man stepped out. He advanced to the front of the porch, giving him the high ground. A dark-haired woman hovered just inside the house. Ethan kept his attention on the man, who was unmistakably Matt Vennetti’s brother—and Jake Vennetti’s uncle.

  After barely flicking a glance at Ethan, he stared insolently at Laura. “What do you want?”

  “Hello, Tino,” she said with remarkable restraint. “Renata.”

  The woman faded back.

  “I’m here to ask you why you’re going out of your way to hurt a child. A child who is related to you.”

  His lip curled. “He murdered Marco.”

  Ethan laid a hand on her lower back. He felt the quivering tension in her muscles, but he also would have sworn she had leaned back into his hand, just a little.

  “He was five years old, Tino.” She raised her brow and again looked past him, where his wife was an indistinct shadow in the foyer. “Last I knew, you were expecting. Did you have a girl or a boy?”

  There was a moment of silence. “A boy,” Tino said stiffly.

  “Who would be...maybe six now?”

  His jaw muscles knotted. He didn’t say anything.

  “In kindergarten, I guess.”

  Still nothing.

  “Probably six months older now than Jake was when he thought it would be fun to show off his daddy’s gun to Marco. He wanted so much to grow up to be like Matt.”

  For all that she kept her dignity, the grief in her voice and on her face was shattering.

  “Can you tell me that your little boy hasn’t tried to get his hands on your tools, even when you told him he can’t touch them?”

  The expression on Tino’s face shifted.

  Ethan didn’t know what he did for a living, but her shaft had struck home, he could tell that much.

  “You didn’t see Marco.” She shuddered, and then steadied herself. “After. I did. You didn’t hear Jake screaming. Do you know he didn’t quit screaming until we had him sedated? Do you know he wouldn’t talk for weeks? That he had nightmares for years?” Her voice had fallen to a whisper. She stared her brother-in-law in the eye, and then shook her head. “But no.” She resumed a normal conversational tone, making sure the woman inside heard her, too. “Because you never again set eyes on him, did you? Nobody from your family did. None of you cared at all about the five-year-old boy, your own flesh and blood, who will be haunted for the rest of his life by the terrible thing that happened. A tragedy that was not his fault. Because he was playing. Until that unspeakable moment, all he knew about guns was what he’d seen on cartoons and that his daddy, the hero, carried one. Now, his own cousins are making his life so much harder.” She shook her head and finished quietly, “You should be ashamed of yourself, Tino.”

  Then she turned, drawing Ethan with her, and started back to her car.

  “Laura.”

  She paused. Ethan looked over his shoulder.

  “You’re right. I’m sorry,” Tino said hoarsely. “Mama—” Then his throat worked and he bowed his head.

  Laura resumed walking. When they reached her car, Ethan stopped her with a hand on her arm.

  “Are you okay to drive?”

  He felt her fine tremors, but she was steadier than he’d expected.

  “Yes.” She hesitated. “I think so.” Her eyes met his. “Thanks to you. I...I might just sit here for a minute.”

  “Okay.” He let one corner of his mouth tilt up. “You did good.”

  She almost smiled, but not quite. “Thank you. Um...have they gone back inside? I can’t let myself look.”

  “Yeah. I think he’s crying.”

  “Good,” she said fiercely.

  He smiled and hugged her, letting her go before she could protest. “I’ll follow you home.”

  She took in the badge at his waist. “Aren’t you working?”

  “Doesn’t matter.”

  Her eyes filled with tears. She took a swipe at them and hurried around her car. When she opened the door, he bent to see that she’d left her keys in the ignition and her purse on the front seat. From what Jake had said about the way she stormed out, it was probably a surprise she’d remembered to bring her purse.

  “See you there,” he said with a nod.

  Over the roof of the car, their eyes met, and his heart skipped a couple of beats at what he saw in hers before color washed over her cheeks and she climbed in and slammed her door.

  Feeling uncomfortably light-headed, Ethan got into his Yukon, where he sat looking at the back of her head and wondering what in the hell had just happened.

  CHAPTER THREE

  LAURA PARKED IN front of the house instead of driving into the garage and waited for Ethan to get out of the big SUV that had ridden her bumper all the way. She was embarrassed to feel so grateful for his insistence on accompanying her home. She knew that, at the least, he’d listen patiently and that he was nonjudgmental.

  She saw him putting his phone back on his belt as he walked toward her, which meant he’d taken a call during the drive. Her eyebrows pulled into a frown.

  “If you have to go, it’s okay.”

  He shook his head, wiping his face clean of whatever irritation or frustration he felt. “It was just an update.”

  “Oh.”

  “I assume Jake’s home?”

  She made a face as she led the way onto th
e porch. “Unless he’s decided to run away.”

  He chuckled. “I kind of doubt that.”

  “I don’t know.” At least she’d remembered to lock the front door as she flew out. Inserting her key, she said over her shoulder, “He’s been a real pain in the butt this week. It’s like having a rabid teenager in the house.”

  Her reward was a deep laugh, so close behind it stirred the hair on her nape and made her shiver. “Sadly,” he murmured, “my mother would know exactly what you’re talking about.”

  Despite everything, Laura found herself smiling, too, as she opened the door. “She would, huh?”

  Jake was waiting in the hall leading from the bedrooms, his mouth dropping open at the sight of her. “You’re not mad anymore.”

  “I’m still mad. I’m just...” She tried to decide. “I did what I could. Monday I’ll go talk to your principal.”

  “I thought Uncle Tino would hit you.”

  Laura crossed the room to gather him into her arms and press her cheek to his. “He wouldn’t have done that. In his world view, it wouldn’t have been manly.”

  “Really?” Her son’s voice squeaked.

  “Really.” She smiled and kissed his forehead. “I don’t know if I accomplished anything, but I didn’t blow it as bad as I would have if Ethan hadn’t showed up to talk some sense into me. So thank you for calling him.”

  His expression was so incredulous, it made her laugh.

  “I thought you’d be mad.”

  “You mean, even madder.” She grimaced. “I was. Until he talked sense into me. Now I’m not.”

  He exhaled a huge breath. “Oh.” Then a frown crinkled his forehead. “What did he say? Uncle Tino?”

  “Actually...not much. Mostly, I didn’t give him a chance to talk.”

  “He said he was sorry,” Ethan said quietly, and she turned.

  “You were looking at him. Do you think he meant it?”

  “Yeah. He was crying, Laura.”

  “Crying?” He’d said that, but it hadn’t sunk in. Now, she tried to picture the oldest Vennetti son breaking down. “Tino?”

  Jake looked stunned. “Wow.”

  Laura gave herself a shake. “Have a seat, Detective.”