Pain Lived, Love Found

by Lake, Thalia

  He licked and ate me into a frenzy. My body was so responsive to Luca that I had no control over how it reacted to him. My hips moved on their own; the pleasure felt so good. He moaned as I gave him what he asked for, which was more of my essence.

  “Luca, baby…” I panted as he turned my world completely upside down with pleasure. Moments later I was screaming as my orgasm hit me like a freight train. Luca kept going, not giving me any rest or anytime to catch my breath. He was relentless, animalistic even, and it only heightened my pleasure which made my second orgasm even more intense.

  “I need you inside of me, baby,” I said breathlessly.

  Luca kissed my calf before he removed it from his shoulder and said “Ride me.”

  I stood up as he pulled the covers back on my bed and laid down, waiting for me. I quickly crawled to him from the foot of the bed and kissed my way up to him from his feet, knees, thighs, his throbbing penis, and stomach before I straddled him. I leaned over and kissed him so passionately that neither of us could wait another minute for him to be buried deeply inside of me. As if his dick had a mind of its own, it found my tight opening and I pushed down as Luca pushed up and slid smoothly inside of me. We both moaned as our tongues continued to duel with each other.

  “Shit baby…...yes, this is what I need,” I said as I looked into Luca’s half closed eyes.

  “Take it. Take what you need baby and don’t hold back. Show me how bad you need me,” he whispered to me as he massaged my breasts with his warm hands. Soon massaging them wasn’t enough, and his hungry mouth and eager tongue took over. The pleasure he gave me sent shock waves of pleasure straight to my pussy which made me move faster as I pumped my pussy up and down his rock hard dick. My creamy juices coated his dick as I continued to ride him, taking him deeper and deeper inside of me.

  Luca took hold of my hips and encouraged me to pump faster as he gave me strong thrusts in return. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as he was now hitting my G-spot. My orgasm was so close that I knew only a few more thrusts would take me over the edge. Luca sensed it too as my pussy muscles clamped down hard on him. He pulled me off of him and laid me to the side and kissed me deeply as his hand gently massaged my pussy. I tore my lips from his, panting and delirious with pleasure and asked “Why did you pull me off? I was so close.”

  “I know you were, baby, but making love doesn’t have to be rushed. Taking our time and prolonging our pleasure will make our orgasms so much better. Do you trust me mi amore?”

  “Oh...oooh baby… you know I trust you…,” I said as he continued to slowly tease my over-sensitive pussy.

  We continued to tease each other into a slow burn for the next several minutes before neither of us could take it anymore. I climbed on top of Luca and rode him like a bucking bronco, both of us panting and moaning loudly, but Luca was holding back. I needed to cum, but he wouldn’t let me. Looking me in my sex filled eyes he said, “Be patient, baby.”

  “You’re torturing me, Luca,” I moaned.

  Then he gave me several hard, deep thrusts that made me cry out in pleasure. Suddenly he stopped and pulled me off of him again.

  “Luca!” I screamed in frustration.

  He climbed on top of me and said, “Shhh, my love. Be patient, I promise I’ll make it worth your while. This isn’t easy for me either, trust me.” Then he took my lips in a slow, passionate kiss that made me wetter than ever. I knew I would never desire a man the way I desire Luca Santorini. This man had me so discombobulated I didn’t know which way was up, and honestly at this moment I didn’t care.

  Luca turned me to my side, and he lay behind me on his side. He lifted my leg up and entered me from behind.

  “Oh god...” I cried out. He was so hard and swollen it felt amazing. When he began to pump inside of me over and over the pleasure was so intense my head fell back onto his shoulder, and I whimpered. Tears escaped the corner of my eyes as I cried out again and again. My nails dug into his thighs he continued his relentless assault on my pussy. He was so deep inside of me hitting my sensitive G spot over and over that I thought I had died and gone to heaven. He reached a hand around and began strumming my clit, and that was all she wrote. My hips bucked uncontrollably, and my legs shook. My cum ran down his dick and down my thighs. Luca took me by the hips and began thrusting hard and fast like a piston as he panted in my ear. “Oh, I’m coming, baby! You ready for my cum? Tell me you want my cum deep in your pussy Sloane!” He shouted.

  “Give it to me daddy! Cum in my pussy baby!” I shouted. Luca turned me on so much I felt another orgasm coming. Moments later Luca roared out his orgasm as he thrust violently into me again and again, his hot seed filling me so much that it gushed out. His entire body shook and quaked, and I cried out as I came so hard I passed out.

  Moments later Luca was kissing me on my face and neck. My eyes fluttered open, and I looked up into his droopy eyes. “Are you trying to kill me?” I whispered with a small smile.”

  “I should be asking you that question. Your pussy is deadly….and it’s all mine,” he said as he kissed me one last time before pulling me into his arms, and we both fell asleep.

  ***

  Luca and I were knocked out for two hours before we woke up and took a shower together. We had another love session in the shower, and, Lord, was it hot and sexy. He took me from behind against my shower wall and had me screaming like a woman possessed. We couldn’t get enough of each other. I was addicted to this man, and he was addicted to me. The fact that Luca had the stamina and energy to make love, so many times in one night impressed me. The man was insatiable, but he was such a giving, skillful lover that it was hard for me to say no to him.

  Luca got dressed while I simply put on one of my oversized t-shirts. I walked with him to the living room, and we sat on the couch together. He pulled my legs into his lap and began to massage my feet.

  “Dinner was wonderful, and those brownies were amazing. I like your brothers a lot. Where did they get their height from? They are much taller than your father,” Luca said.

  “Why thank you. As far as where my brothers got their height from, our grandfather, our father’s father, was tall, well over six feet. Junior is about 6’2”, and Michael is 6’3” or so. Evan is 6 feet even. My brothers definitely like you. If they didn’t you would have known it immediately, and they wouldn’t have stayed as long as they did.”

  “I’m glad they know how serious I am about you, about us. There isn’t anything I won’t do for you Sloane. I need you to know that. I love you just that much.” Luca said as he ran his fingers through my hair and brought my face to his for a sweet kiss.

  “I love you too Luca,” I said as I smiled at him. Our foreheads touched as he stole butterfly kisses from me.

  “I better go. You have exhausted me, and I have a long day ahead of me tomorrow at work and I need to get there early to get a head start.”

  “Don’t you dare try to act like it was just me mister!” I said as I hit him playfully on the arm.

  He laughed as we both stood up, and Luca put on his suit jacket. He grabbed his keys off of my counter, and he took my hand as we walked slowly to the door.

  “You seem to be walking okay. I don’t think I did my job tonight,” he said with a devilish smile.

  “I’m barely walking okay, and you’ve had more than enough, sir,” I said as I took his hand and continued to walk him to the front door.

  “I can’t wait until we’re not saying goodbye to each other at night,” he said as he pulled me into his arms for a long kiss.

  “Neither can I,” I said breathlessly in return.

  “Goodnight baby. I love you so much Sloane.”

  “I love you too, Luca. Good night,” I said in return.

  I watched Luca get into his car and drive away before I closed and locked my door. I turned off all the lights and got into bed. I could smell Luca all over my sheets and pillows, and it made me smile. Soon sleep took over me and my tired bones that got a thoro
ugh workout from that man of mine. Dinner with my brothers and Luca turned out perfectly, and I couldn’t be happier.

  Chapter Twenty-Four - Meeting the Santorini’s

  Sunday finally arrived, the day I meet Luca’s very large family. I won’t lie and say that I wasn’t nervous because I was extremely nervous. Luca reassured me over and over again that his family would love me, that they were warm and loving. I wanted to believe him, but I had to find out for myself. Will they honestly like me? Are they okay with me being black and not Italian? Will my religion pose a problem since I’m not Catholic? Will his mother be pushy and overbearing and try to take over the wedding planning? I was driving myself crazy with the endless questions that ran through my mind. The more I wondered, the more nervous I became. Luca had picked me up, and we were driving to his parent’s house. I was in deep thought when he reached over and squeezed my hand. I looked at his beautiful, strong hand holding mine, giving me strength and calming me down. I looked at him and smiled, his kind eyes reassuring me even more. I was a nervous wreck, and he was cool as a cucumber. Dashingly handsome, sexy, and calm I might add.

  “You look beautiful,” he said before he brought his eyes back to the road.

  “Thank you, again,” I said smiling bashfully.

  “Try to relax, baby. Everything will be fine, I promise. Just be your wonderful, funny, beautiful, and kind self. Don’t change anything. I want them to see why I fell in love with you and why I want to spend the rest of my life with you.” Luca raised my hand to his lips and tenderly kissed the back of it. The touch of his lips sent warmth through my system before it settled in my core. We’ve managed to refrain from having any more quickies or all night love sessions since dinner at my house with my brothers, mostly because we’ve both been too busy with work and wedding planning.

  Soon we were pulling up in front of a beautiful yet modest mansion for a couple of their wealth. We stopped at an iron gate with a huge golden S on the front of it. Luca punched in a code, and the gate opened and we drove up the long winding driveway where other cars and SUV’s were already parked.

  “Looks like most of us are here except for one or two,” Luca said smiling.

  He parked the car and helped me out. I wore a long, flowy, white maxi dress with beautiful fuchsia and yellow flowers all over it. I chose some yellow strappy high heeled sandals and gold hoop earrings and gold bangles of different sizes for accessories. I wore my hair the way Luca loved it - curly and wild. He took my hand as we walked to the front door. He truly looked handsome in his black suit and white dress shirt with no tie. He wore a pink pocket square to compliment the fuchsia in my dress. When we walked into his parent’s home, two things struck me: how beautiful yet homey their home was, and the amount of activity and noise that was going on inside. Kids were running and playing everywhere, the sounds of men’s voices and women laughing filled the air. And the smell! The aromas floating throughout the house was amazing, and my nervous stomach was suddenly no longer nervous, but hungry.

  “Heeyy they’re here!” shouted a tall, dark and handsome man (I know, cliche right?) who had to be one of Luca’s brothers. He looked just like Luca only slightly older. He walked up to us and hugged Luca and then hugged me before introductions were even made.

  “I’m Leonardo, Leo for short. I’m the oldest of the clan. Welcome to the family,” he said warmly with a friendly smile.

  “It’s very nice to meet you, Leo. I’m Sloane Paris. Luca talks about you, all of you, all the time. It’s nice to put faces to names finally,” I said smiling back.

  People from all over the house began to rush towards us, but the person who fought through the bodies first had to be Luca’s mother. She was a petite, beautiful woman who looked spry and quite fashionable. Her brown eyes sparkled when she looked at me, and I knew I would like her instantly. I felt the nurturing, motherly vibe from her right away, and when she walked up to me and took my face to her hands and tenderly kissed me on both cheeks before hugging me tightly, I almost cried. She was everything my mother wasn’t and it warmed my heart to have such love come into my life.

  “Parola mia, sei bellissima!” Luca’s mother said in Italian as she took me by the hands and looked me over admiringly. I looked to Luca to translate.

  “She said you’re so beautiful,” he said smiling proudly.

  I immediately blushed and looked down. “Thank you Mrs. Santorini.”

  “No, you call me Mama, or Mama Anna. I’m Anna Maria, and this handsome hunk is my husband, Stefano. Welcome to our home and to our family, Sloane.”

  She pulled her husband to her side and lovingly held his hand. Looking at Luca’s father was like looking into the future. Luca was the spitting image of the tall man who stood before me with silver hair and beautifully tanned skin. He had the same piercing blue eyes and beautiful smile as Luca. He walked up to me and hugged me warmly.

  “My wife is right, you are very beautiful. Very beautiful indeed,” he said in my ear before he released me. He took both my hands into his and said “Welcome to our family. We look forward to getting to know you, Sloane,” he then kissed me on both cheeks. Now I was overcome with emotion. The tears I held back were now blinding me before they finally spilled down my cheeks.

  “Oh no, please don’t cry!” One of Luca’s sisters said as she came forward and put an arm around me.

  “Oh, caro…” Mama Anna said as she embraced me too.

  “I’m sorry, I’m okay really. These are happy tears. I was so nervous about meeting all of you and you’ve been nothing but kind and sweet to me the minute I walked through the door. This is quite refreshing and just a wee bit overwhelming,” I said as I tried to get the tears to stop. Luca put a protective arm around my waist and handed me his handkerchief. I felt so embarrassed as everyone watched me have a mini meltdown.

  “I’m so sorry. Who else haven’t I met? I’m okay, I promise,” I said laughing. Thankfully that made everyone laugh, and they began to introduce themselves to me at once.

  “Now hold on everyone. You’re confusing her,” Luca yelled out. “I’ll start from oldest to youngest,” Luca said.

  I truly didn’t mind all the fuss as it kept me from thinking about things that made me sad. This was a time to rejoice and be happy with my new family. I need to learn how to enjoy these moments instead of clinging to past hurts and always thinking about what my family wasn’t.

  To say that Luca’s family is huge would be an understatement. It is going to take me some time to remember everyone’s name, but I was confident that I would remember them soon. Everyone was so lovely towards me, so welcoming and kind. Luca’s sisters were kind yet a little cautious towards me, and I understood it. I was the same way towards my brother’s girlfriends until I got to know them better. Just then, Luca’s youngest brother Cristiano rushed into the house.

  “Hey everybody, sorry I’m late. Had a late night last night,” he said with a sheepish grin on his face.

  Shaking his head Luca hugged his brother. “What else is new?”

  “You must be Sloane. It’s very nice to meet you. We’re pretty harmless, you’ll see. We’re loud, we laugh, we fight, and we rib each other, but we’re family and we love each other. I think you’ll fit right in.”

  Once again, I was touched by the kind words of people who didn’t know me from Eve. No other family has made me feel this welcomed besides pastor Whitmore and his family when I was younger. I hugged Cristiano tightly and said, “Thank you, Cristiano. That means a lot to me.”

  Luca’s mother called me into the kitchen where all the other women in the family were, and once inside of the kitchen I walked to the sink and washed my hands.

  “What can I help you with Mama Anna?” I asked as I anxiously awaited her response.

  “Oh no caro, you’re our guest. I just wanted you to keep me company, get to know you a little better.”

  Mama Anna looked at her daughters and dauaghter-in-laws and they all began to file out of the massive kitchen. Sh
e was definitely the queen of her castle. The nervousness in my stomach returned. Is this where the real interrogation begins? Was her sweetness a cover up for the fangs she’s about show me?

  She was rinsing off some fresh vegetables in the sink when she began to speak.

  “I must be honest, I knew you had to be special for Luca to hog you to himself and to stop coming around.”

  “I’m sorry, I didn’t know…” I started to say, but she waved me off.

  “Don’t apologize, it’s not your fault. I know my son. I knew he had met someone special and was in love way before he told us about you. He thinks everything through, always so cautious and sure of himself. I always said it would take a special woman to capture his heart and you, my dear, are that special woman,” she said with a smile as she glanced at me.

  “Well, he did the same for me Mrs...I mean Mama Anna. I’ve never truly dated anyone until I met Luca. I was too afraid of...well Luca helped me to stop being afraid. He’s been nothing but kind to me,” I said as I looked at my hands.

  She stopped what she was doing to look me in the eyes. “All I care about is you loving my son and being kind to him and taking care of him. Luca has denied himself happiness for a long time. He was gun shy after that Andrea fiasco,” she said with a dramatic wave of her hand. I could tell by her tone and the sour look on her face that she didn’t care for Andrea.

  “I love Luca with all of my heart and then some. He’s a wonderful, caring, and loving man, and I can’t wait to start our life together. He wants a lot of kids you know.”

  That made Mama Anna smile from ear to ear. “He loves children and adores his nieces and nephews. Ever since he was a little boy, he said he wanted to have ten children.”

  “Well he’s brought that number down to six, but we compromised at four,” I said as I saw her beautiful brown eyes light up like a Christmas tree.

  “I just want to be a good mother. I didn’t exactly come from a nurturing family,” I admitted sadly. I felt Mama Anna’s eyes on me. They were full of empathy, and that’s when I knew that Luca told her about my family. I just didn’t know how much she knew.